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2dae da parent meeting...
shytt hell lorx...
hatte meeting
lao ma go dere...
mirical nei...
tten sho pai sei lorx...
she go dere...
but sho LOL!!!
she when go 2 my class n saw da pple dere...
tten she 1stt c da person(iie also buei song 1)
she sae
"piang eh...ttatt grl damn actt cutte lorx.call her sttop jumping if nott da floor ll drop"
iie laughing dere lorx...
iie ttink pple hu cum ttish blog noe hu ttatt person ish larx...
da actt cutte unttil buei da han!!!
ttink herself damn chio...omg!!!
wherez da ttoilett bowl!!!
actt cutte...
nott everii fatt pple ish cutte!!!
xpecilly her!!!
nott cutte nvm,sttill actt!!!
omg!!!
rosros ish 100 more cutter ttan her lorx...
att leastt she NEVER actt cutte...
kao la...our class sho mani actt cutte pple lorx...
er xing...
haix...
iie getposittion 24...
iie saw ttish 1 iie chua dio lorx
24?!iie lk ttatt 24?!
tten ttok ere ttok dere...
go cp...makan...
tten walk around...
sl call miie iie nv hear
sho miss call lor...
tten iie call her back
miss call....
tten she call me again...
miss calll
tten iie call her
no miss call...
lamo larx...
botth lamo...
alwayz miss call...

sianz...
sl...don angry le larx...4 ttish kinda shytt pple,haix...dono watt tto sae...
use ttreten?!pui!cancel cancel larx!
iie sho sianz!!!
nottin 2 2...
ha...
yestterdae ttok tto sl lerx...
butt tten hor...2dae saw her in da bus tten nv ttok...
all ttish lor...
mkz miie ttink lk yestterdae ish mayb a dream or watt...
or mayb...haix...don1 ttink aniimore le...
ttink more latter ttink wrong boutt her...
sho lor...
haix...


ps...ttish ish life...ittz nott ur faultt or his faultt...ttish ish life...
jerry...jerry...jerry...u sttupid dog!!!iie hatte eu!!!
[我很想杀人.我想杀了正座组屋的人.]

[为什么你会想要杀他们?那座组屋的人不都是你最喜欢的人吗?]

[是吗?或许是我当时不懂事吧.]

[他们做了什么?为何想杀他们?]

[他们...我真的很累,很累...]

[我想这次该是我出门的时候了吧?]

[不行!你不能出去!你不能受到和我一样的苦!]

[每次都是你在受苦,你在难受.而我却躲在这美好世界里.所以该到我出门了.而你就在这儿享受.]

[你不能出去.你会受苦的.你会想回来的.]

[我不会的.你别忘了我可是比你还会演戏呢.]

[演戏?]

[当你伤心时,你得笑.当你开心时,你得装作没事发生.]

[为什么伤心得笑,开心得没事呢?]

[因为那些人不爽你.所以要是你开心时被他们发现,他们会让你的开心烟消云散.当你哭时,他们会哈哈地耻笑你.]

[可是你笑时,难道他们不会弄你伤心吗?]

[就算他们弄你伤心,最多也只是在你伤心里加多一点点的伤心.没什么大不了的嘛.]

[可是...]

[放心!我一定会保护你的!这次就让我来当恶魔了!你就好好在这儿享受.在这你美好世界里享受!]

[你要是忍受不了或者是累了,就回来这儿.这儿也是你的专属世界.]

[除非我是真的非常非常累,要不然我会为了你好好地忍受这一且.等到我觉得外头已经能让你开心,我才会回来让你重见天日!]

[谢谢!记得这里也是属于你的!]

[嗯!以后我就做你的哥哥.你就是我的好妹妹!]

[为什么你是哥哥而我是妹妹?]

[因为保护妹妹是哥哥的责任也是哥哥肯全心全意做的事嘛!]

[谢谢,哥哥]

(转身的时候...)

[哥哥,记得.你要是累了,就休息吧.我们俩就一起休息.一起远离这令人讨厌的世界!]

*不会的.我会让你回到个你满意的世界.*(哥哥在心里回答道)[好的!]

(哥哥没回头,只是摇了摇手)

[哥,谢谢...]




haix...no sch ish so sianx lor...
ttish watt iie do 2day(plus reading bkz la)

FOR CANCER

The Crab symbolizes the sea, cradle of all life. Cancerians build boundaries, make homes, and gather things into incubation, protection, nurturance, and mothering. Cancerians are family centered, tradition bound, tied to the past, fearful of the future and of the unknown. Security is one of their major goals. They find the real world threatening,

The symbol of the Crab is highly emblematic of Cancerian nature. They have a hard outer shell and a soft interior.
Cancerians of both sexes are among the most loving of people, profoundly intuitive, and quick to grasp and respond to the emotional needs of others. They inspire and nurture growth.

In their personal relationships they are mentally a mixture of toughness and softness, often emotional and romantic to the point of sentimentality in their fantasies; but in real life and in marriage, their loving is loyal. Even if they have affairs (and they may do so, for the male in particular is open to sensual stimulation), their first loyalty remains to spouse and family, of whom they regard themselves as the protector.

FOR CHI SIGN

THE ROOSTER PERSONALITY
The Rooster, or Chicken as he is also called, is the Don Quixote of the Chinese cycle. The dauntless hero who must look to the earth to survive, he is the most misunderstood and eccentric of all the signs. Outwardly, he is the epitome of self-assurance and aggression, but at heart he could be conservative and old-fashioned.

The Rooster-born, especially the men, will be attractive, even dashingly handsome. The princely fowl is radiant and proud of his fine feathers and has an impeccable carriage. You don't find any roosters slouching; they strut about with dignity. Even the shyest member of the Rooster family will cut a neat, trim figure and maintain a special bearing wherever he goes.

There are two distinct types of Roosters. The rapid-firing, extremely talkative ones and the deadly solemn observer types with the X-ray vision. Both are equally hard to deal with. The Rooster has many outstanding qualities to crow about. He is sharp, neat, precise, organized, decisive, upright, alert and most direct. He can also be critical to the point of brutality. Don't ever ask him for his frank, candid opinion--you may never recover from his comments. He loves to argue and debate, showing how knowledgeable and smart he is, sometimes with little regard for the feelings of others. But when his feathers are ruffled in return, he is insufferable. He isn't cut out to be a diplomat. Situations requiring tact, delicacy and discretion will cramp his style. His way is to go about trying to convert everyone to his way of thinking with missionary zeal.

An outstanding performer, the Rooster shines when he is the center of attraction. Tremendously imposing as a personality, he could well pursue any career that exposes him to the public eye. Gay, witty and amusing, the magnificent Rooster will never pass up an opportunity to recount his adventures and ennumerate his accomplishments. He is adroit at expressing himself both in speech and in writing. You will have to concede that he is well-versed and prepared for any subject to be discussed. If you intend to challenge him on a controversial issue, be ready to fight long and hard--the Rooster has amazing stamina does his homework and can wear you out.

When the Rooster is negative, he is egoistic, opinionated and too abrasive for his own good. In his mind, he is 100 percent right. He presides over gatherings to exhibit the excellent opinion he has of himself. However, if you look closely, you will find that he puts on this act more as a way to constantly reassure himself of his own worth rather than to irritate anyone. For all his poise and bravado, the Rooster is not that sure of himself, and is therefore most susceptible to flattery or delusions of grandeur.

All members of the Chicken family can handle money. They are just fascinated by accounting, sorting out finances and generally guarding the cash box. He budgets everything he can get his hands on and that includes his time, your time, the mailman's time, company time, ad infinitum. Even the smallest one will most likely be elected as Treasurer of the Little League. He will handle his pennies wisely, and before you know it he may be running his own mini-bank, giving loans and charging interest from more careless youngsters.

If you have problems with your finances due to a lack of self-control--turn your money over to a Rooster. He'll make you an ironclad budget and slap your wrists every time you touch one cent

more than allowed.

While you may live to lament this move, you can be sure he is doing it all for your own good--even if he does seem to be sadistically enjoying it a bit too much and even if it is your money. Don't be so ungrateful! You should thank your lucky stars he condescended to help you at all.

Now all those bits and pieces of paper you scattered around have been neatly filed away by this efficiency expert. Your income is reconciled with your expenditures for the first time in years. You start to see the light of day. And the Internal Revenue wolf has not cast his dark shadow on your doorstep now that the Rooster is here and your creditors no longer haunt you day and night. You would be worse off, you know, if it weren't for this financial savior.

I know, too, at this point you may think you have got more than you bargained for. You will complain bitterly how he won't let you off lightly even for your smallest error. You are now in a state of perfect financial accord, yet totally miserable in this newfound bliss. Your blood pressure shoots up every time you have one of those profound discussions with him. Well, relax. Don't take it so hard.

Try to think back. Remember that day you took him on and how he made that sacred vow to help you out of the woods and stick to you "for better or for worse"? It is just that you get to see the worse part first. Stick around, things are bound to get better. His key word is service and he won't disappoint even your greatest expectations. You may not be able to live with the Rooster, but you will find that neither can you get along without him.

Actually, the Chinese character for the Rooster is "Ji," which simply means Chicken. But since this person will do anything but "chicken out" of a situation, I have respectfully chosen to address him as the Rooster. Besides, the Rooster's personality really enhances and dominates that of the entire chicken family. If there were to be an ad in tomorrow's paper for a "Superman with Fine Fiscal Abilities," you can be sure the Rooster would apply and be qualified for the job, too.

His is the sign of the collector, too. Outstanding accounts bug him terribly. And you know what chickens do with bugs. My, my, you have all these uncollectable debts due you? Just watch the Rooster roll up his sleeves and take on those culprits who owe you money. You cannot find anyone finer to carry out an important directive. He loves difficult assignments. But don't expect him to improvise. He is an explicit person and you have to give him explicit orders. On top of all his virtues, you cannot ask him to be versatile and inventive too. That would be asking too much.

To truly understand a Rooster, you must accept his predilection for controversy. This may be because of the mental exercise it provides him. You must comprehend, difficult as it may sound, that there is nothing personal in his moves. You should have enough sense to keep out of the crossfire when you know his gun is always loaded. And while he does seem knowledgeable and wordly about everything else it should also be noted that the Rooster can be puritanical about sex or affairs of the heart.

For the Rooster to make smooth, unimpeded progress it would be well if he first realized that people will not be so adverse to accepting his excellent advice--if only he could do better with the packaging. A little sugar coating, perhaps? He doesn't have to be like the old-fashioned doctor who prescribes bitter-tasting concoctions with no I regard for our delicate taste buds!

When a Rooster spends lavishly, he must be doing it to appease his oversize ego. He is a sharp dresser and loves to attract attention. Therefore, he occasionally will have the tendency to over-decorate his home, his office or even himself. He is also very impressed with awards of all kinds, medals and honorary titles. Every Rooster will try to win at least one award, have one professional title to his credit or get a minimum of one medal per war. With money, he will only be generous with his immediate family or in order to win love and admiration from his followers. Otherwise, the only thing you can be assured of getting from him free is--advice.

A Rooster born at the crack of dawn, during the Tiger's hours, or at sundown (between 5 and 7 P.M., the hours of the Rooster) is definitely going to be the noisiest of the lot. I personally know of one whose family has long since been considering the use of a muzzle to silence his lengthy discourses. Too bad not one among them has worked up the courage for the task. Night Roosters tend to be the exact opposite. They can be over serious, self-contained and uncommunicative even. These quiet roosters tend to be doubly eccentric, bookwormish, aloof or insulated in their quest for perfection.

All Roosters are perfectionists in one form or another. They will have a sharp eye for details mixed with theoretical flights of fancy. Their ideas sometimes look better on paper than in actual application because they forget to make allowance for human frailties and other varying factors. They have scientific minds and may fail to see why other people cannot exist by fixed formulas as they do.

Yet for all his faults and interfering ways, the Rooster native is usually sincere in his desire to help others and will undoubtedly mean well in all his endeavors. He just comes on too strong because he is so positive in his convictions that he tends to close his mind to the views of others.

If the Rooster's dreams are too farfetched and over-ambitious, he will suffer many disappointments in life. He must learn to stop reaching for the sky. While he can be practical about difficult matters, the Rooster can also be very unreasonable and difficult over simple things. But it is useless standing between him and his goals. He is the dauntless knight, who recovers at a moment's notice and will go off chasing another rainbow. Who knows, he may succeed at the next try. The Rooster is brave and chivalrous under stress, but sometimes he will carry his heroism far beyond what is required.

The female of this sign is usually more down to earth and less colorful in her aspirations. She is super-efficient and will get things done with a minimum of fuss. You can rely on her to have enormous amounts of energy to dedicate to any job she sets her sights on.

One would be hard pressed to find a more helpful woman than the female Chicken, with the exception of a Boar lady. Although this Hen acts like she has been gang-pressed into her labors, the truth is that she loves to conscript herself to a life of involvement and dedication. What would she do with her vast reserves of energy otherwise? Whereas others are only bored, she can actually be frightened when she finds extra time on her hands.

The Hen is more adaptable than the male Rooster and will do well in society. She will have no qualms about being a mere worker, just one of the group, if it gets her where she is going. Routine appeals to her and she is always on schedule if not ahead of it. She is as capable and productive as her male counterpart but will go about performing less offensively. Careful, dutiful and less obtrusive, she could excel in precision work, proofreading, preparing long-range studies or compiling statistics and the like. A meticulous worker, she is also likely to make a very thorough and patient teacher, watchful and protective mother and solicitous wife.

She does have the tendency to harp or constantly remind you of what is next on the agenda, but this should be accredited to over-zealousness and not to the fact that she is out to persecute you. One gets the impression that she is out to reform or remake the people she loves. This is simply her way of showing that she cares. She cannot bear to see you make mistakes when she is on hand to prevent such blunders. Consequently, she will help you up every time you stumble, supply you with the right word every time you stammer. Helpful to the extreme, the Hen can drive the objects of her devotion to the limits of sanity.

She will forgive you anything, but not before she gets those hurt feelings off her chest with a strong lecture. After that, she won't harbor grudges and is not vindictive by nature.

The lady Chicken is a simple dresser. She will go for simple, classical and natural outfits that could be appropriate for numerous occasions and which can be complemented by her large array of accessories.

Taking a peek into her handbag could tell you loads more about her character. Besides all those little notes she writes to herself constantly, she will probably have a tape measure and all the dress and shoe sizes of her entire family. She's armed to the teeth with remedies for every illness and other do's and don't's. She is precise and orderly and will enjoy taking charge of distributing or organizing things. It is not beyond her to open the office in the morning and lock up after everyone leaves in the evening. She guards her responsibilities jealously and enjoys with gusto the power her authority confers.

Every Rooster is a reputable worker. He will know how to please his superiors, who in turn will be impressed by his sharp intellect and efficiency. But although he has boundless energy and a driving will to succeed, the Rooster is too cocksure when he is negative and can misdirect his efforts or take on impossible tasks. The irony of it is that the Rooster will find success and money in the most common places. Contrary to his own opinions, he will not have to search far and wide for his fortune. As the Chinese put it, "Chickens can find food even in the hardest ground with their sturdy beaks and claws."

Likewise, if the vigilant Rooster person can bring himself down to earth and apply himself to mundane matters, he can literally dig up gold from his own backyard. He would do well setting up his own business or running the family estate. But wherever he goes, he will be meticulous and competent enough to have everything operating smoothly in no time at all.

The emotions of the Rooster-born swing high and low. He is plagued by an activity-oriented and inquisitive mind. His probing ways keep him chained -to his objectives. Once he sets out to prove a point, he will not leave a single stone unturned. He makes an excellent investigator: there is a bit of Sherlock Holmes in every Rooster.

With his many administrative abilities and natural passion for work, the Rooster will start out young and be successful early in life. What he needs most in everything he undertakes is restraint, moderation and a firm hand to direct his irrepressible energies. No matter how competent he is, he must realize that he cannot take the world by storm in a single day and reprogram everyone else in it to do things his way. In short, the Rooster-born can achieve the most astonishing task with aplomb and then become eccentric over the last detail.

The Rooster loves praise, is allergic to criticism of any kind and can be very selfish about sharing the limelight. He will never like to admit he is wrong. He will go to all lengths to discredit his enemies. A good provider, the Rooster person is wonderful to his family and will indulge them anything, provided no one dares usurp his No. 1 spot. It would do well for him to have a large family as he needs a cheering squad to bring out the best in him.

No matter what happens, it will be an advantage that the Rooster is indeed a tireless worker, for he will have to work his way through life. Things won't just fall into his lap. He is the intrepid dreamer, full of ambition and goodwill but destined to succeed in ordinary things. Yet, on the other hand, it will not pay to underestimate his powers. Being fiercely competitive by instinct, he could peck the formidable Snake to death should he set his mind to it.

To sum it up, the colorful but controversial Rooster will never fail to make an impression on you. You will either be enchanted and grow to love him immensely or you will simply be unable to bear the sight and sound of him.

The Rooster will pair off nicely with the wise and intuitive Snake. The Snake in turn will need the effervescent personality and sunny, dauntless outlook of the Rooster to cheer up his life. The Ox will also welcome the sunshine the Rooster could bring into his regimental existence. both will be compulsive workers although the Chicken is not as Spartan as the Ox. The Dragon will definitely find the grandiose plans of the Rooster very much to his liking, both of them being outgoing, energetic and ambitious.

The Tiger, Sheep, Monkey and Boar will be the next best partners for the Rooster. Put two Roosters together and you know what you will get--a cockfight. With the Hens, there is more likely to be more harmony. The Rooster-born will come into conflict with people born under the sign of the Rat. The Rooster lacks intimacy, the Rat thrives by it. Neither will the Rooster find happiness with the Rabbit-born. The Rabbit is sensitive and will seek to avoid squabbling or inciting his enemies. The Rooster on the other hand is an expert at provoking a fight and can rub people the wrong way by his uncomplimentary remarks. This trait will scandalize and alienate the Rabbit, who cannot bear such glaring directness. The Dog's relation with the Rooster will range from lukewarm to frosty, depending on how wide the gaps are between their different points of view. They could work together when necessary but they are not fated to be joined together in perfect connubial bliss.



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THE ROOSTER CHILD

As a child, the Rooster-born will be a self-starter. A good student, fast learner and industrious little soul, he or she will be forever poking around for answers. You can rely on him to pursue his studies, or anything else that attracts him, with self-generated zeal. It will be a joy to teach him, as he is sharp, intelligent and precise. He will have all the tendencies of a bookworm.

The Rooster child will be neat and orderly. He will do things in the proper sequence and is a creature of meticulous and exacting habits that will sometimes really annoy you. He won't be reticent about his opinions either--more of a wise guy around the house. Tough and well-disciplined, he will save the most pocket money among the children. He could be petty about minute discrepancies and will plan the simplest routine with military precision.

This child will probably be the most discriminating critic you can find for miles around. Be glad, even if it hurts to have your ego dented so often. This is because the Rooster is pure-minded and hates hypocrisy. His criticism and clinical observations will just be factual statements and he has no intention of offending you personally. Sometimes he is really astonished why you should get angry when he is trying so hard to point out all the relevant flaws to you. Then again, he really couldn't care less what others think of him. He has to speak his mind as his is a true independent spirit.

The Rooster child will be very demanding of his parents, but in return he will be just as dependable when called upon to do his part. Not one to cry for help, he will detest weakness and dependency in others. If you are slipping, he will be the first to notice and call it to your attention. He can't help it as this is just part of his nature. He tends to be bossy, too, so if you are not careful, your little chick will soon be running your life.

Optimistic and dauntless, the Rooster will never change his course of action even if the whole world condemns him. You may have to watch helplessly as he rushes headlong off a cliff, as he won't take any advice once he has made up his mind. Just keep praying that some of his wild, idealistic schemes work. He is never too practical when it comes to his own life. But one day, who knows, his unheard-of ventures may hit it big. Many millionaires were born in the year of the Rooster and they all have one other thing in common besides money--they were all eccentric.

What is more enervating is the fact that he will be completely blind to his own faults. Don't bother to debate with him; it will be a waste of time as he never admits he is wrong. His is the right way and no Buts about it!

In short, the high-powered and resplendent Rooster will have many splendid talents (which no doubt he will carefully enumerate to you), but he carries with him a whole bag of idiosyncrasies, too. He will never take the middle of the road. With him, you either sink or swim. His simple "love me or leave me" attitude means that if you wish to support him--you must be prepared to go all the way.


COMAPLITI

Cancer is a water sign and represents the highly emotional nature of the fourth sign of the Zodiac, to which you belong. Being born under Cancer you are under the sway of the element of water and this also makes you highly caring, generous and intuitive. As a water sign you are highly evolved and even spiritual by nature. The water signs are astrologically and karmically more developed and refined in spirit.

ARIES
Aries often feels smothered by demands of family and even friends. Cancer, on the other hand, is very devoted to family needs and the inner, emotional needs of others. Aries may, without realizing it, selfishly accept that Cancer's nurturing and giving, while contributing relatively little to the relationship on an emotional level. Aries 's need for autonomy and independence often conflicts with needs for closeness, intimacy, and mutual dependency. Aries seems selfish, impersonal, and indifferent to Cancer at times, and Cancer may feel too needy and emotionally sensitive compared to Aries. Aries can learn compassion from Cancer, and Cancer can learn to be more independent, but it's likely to be a rough road at times with much adjustment needed on both sides.This is not a perfect match.
TAURUS
Both Cancer and Taurus are very domestic and appreciate the simple joys of life. Others find the two to be very warm, friendly, and caring, and their soft and considerate attitude is greatly appreciated by friends. The two would enjoy living in a quiet, fairly secluded place away from hustle and bustle. Cancer is very emotional, very attached to family and familiar surroundings and easily upset by any form of cruelty Taurus's practical, grounded approach to life and gentle manner is very much appreciated by Cancer. Its a perfect match.

GEMINI
Cancer is usually the one who takes care of family affairs and, in general, is more attentive to people's feelings and emotional needs. Cancer is also more attached to the past, fond memories, places, and friends than Gemini . Sometimes Gemini is indifferent to the concerns of Cancer, and often simply cannot become as emotionally involved about an issue or situation as Cancer . Even if Gemini is a caring, sensitive person, Cancers still find concerns are expressed differently and are directed less personally than those of Cancer. Gemini often wants to approach problems intellectually by discussing them whereas Cancer seeks a change in attitude and feels that talking often evades the underlying problems. Many of the misunderstandings between them arise because Gemini is more emotionally detached and rational, while Cancer is more subjective, emotionally involved, and unable to be as articulate and reasonable as Gemini is. Paradoxically, both are attracted to one another for the same reason. Gemini 's mental agility and wit appeals to Cancer ,and Cancer's sensitivity and depth of feeling is attractive to Gemini, and both have much to learn from one another. Its not a perfect match

CANCER
Both are very sensitive, sympathetic and emotional, with moods that shift and change like the tides. Though they may hide behind a shell of equanimity or indifference, they are really very easily hurt and take almost everything personally and have deep feelings for, and sentimental attachments to, the past, their home and family, or anything or anyone they once had a close affiliation with school, home town, friends, etc. If the backgrounds are very different, this may be more of a problem for both than it would be to other people, because their identification with their origins is so strong. There is a strong need to be needed, and desire a very close, secure, loving and protective relationship. Family or domesticity is extremely important to them. Because of their empathy for one another, and similar temperaments, its a perfect blend and a perfect match.

LEO
Both you take life very personally, probably more personally than you realize. A Cancer's feelings and pride are easily wounded by Leo's pride There can be an unusually warm loving bond between a Leo and A Cancer. Though their temperaments are quite different. Leo is very proud and wants recognition, appreciation, respect, and love from a partner. Cancer wants to be needed and desires sympathy, tenderness, and emotional support from a partner. Leo has difficulty accepting and expressing needs, sadness, or weakness, and is uncomfortable when Cancer expresses doubts, insecurities, weaknesses, or moodiness. Leo is the more dominant of the two and is likely to take the lead in the relationship, which is fine with Cancer, who has no need to be on top. Its however, not a match made in heaven.

VIRGO
Both of you are inclined to mood changes that, at times, can irritate each other. For example, Cancer experiences periods of melancholy, tenderness, concern, worry, nostalgia and sentimentality, which Virgo may not understand or sympathize with. Virgo can suddenly become irritated and irascible over minor annoyances, and at such times, is capable of intense sarcasm and criticism, which can be extremely disconcerting to Cancer's tender, sensitive feelings. Virgo must be prudent, and Cancer must strive to be forgiving when things go a little awry. However, you are both capable of enormous devotion to one another and to your children if you have them, and taking care of one another comes naturally to you.

LIBRA
There are some similarities between you, and also some significant differences in your temperaments and needs. Both of you are thoughtful, considerate, sensitive to, and aware of, other people's needs. Having good personal relationships is very important to both of you, and you make harmony and peace in your personal lives a very high priority. You both avoid conflict and confrontation if at all possible. The differences are thus Libra is more objective, rational, and fair compared to Cancer, who is subjective, emotional, and biased by personal sympathies and loyalties. Though seeminglysympathetic, Libra can be surprisingly cool and intellectual when problems arise between the two of you. Cancer responds very personally and emotionally. Libra needs more communication and conversation than Cancer seems to. Also, Libra wants to relate as an equal and a peer, while Cancer wants to mother or be mothered by a partner. So Cancer is more comfortable with becoming emotionally or financially dependent on a partner or having the partner dependent in that way, while Libra wants a more egalitarian relationship. These differences can cause misunderstandings between you, but rarely are they a source of major conflict.

SCORPIO
Both of you have strong, deep feelings and you bond very intensely. Consequently you become very attached to each other and cling tightly to each other. However, your emotional natures are different in many ways too. Cancer often feels more compassion and sympathy for someone, while Scorpio may view Cancer's feelings as sentimentality. When wounded, Scorpio becomes resentful and vindictive. Cancer, on the other hand, cries or sulks, and usually lets the other person know verbally or nonverbally about it. Scorpio, by contrast, hides it. You may also have different attitudes towards sexuality versus love. For example, Cancer may feel that Scorpio is sometimes more driven by instinct and lust than by love, and this may become an issue in your relationship. Overall, though, the intense bonding and emotionality of your relationship fosters a deep, lasting attachment between you.

SAGITTARIUS
Your natures are so different that you are bound to clash at times. Very often when Sagittarius feels the urge to travel, explore, expand, and follow a new star, Cancer feels just the opposite the urge to be close to family, to establish roots, to have children and provide for them, to be near close friends. Sagittarius's desire for freedom and exploration is often at cross purposes with Cancer 's need for security. Sagittarius tends to also be philosophical and detached about personal matters while Cancer takes a much more personal, subjective, compassionate, and emotional approach to life. Although in theory your differences can complement each other, and sometimes they do, there are times when you will have to be very creative and imaginative to find ways to meet everyone's needs.

CAPRICORN
In many ways the two of you are opposites. Cancer needs a lot of domestic and family activities. Nurturing others and personal involvement with others is a necessary part of life for Cancer. Family and close friends are extremely important for Cancer, while Capricorn often becomes emotionally detached from personal affairs and may fail to fully appreciate Cancer 's more personal, emotional responses to situations. Capricorn may seem dry and emotionally inexpressive to Cancer. Your differences can serve to complement each other only if you really understand and appreciate each other. Both of you do seek security, consistency, and fidelity in relationships, so there is a reasonably good chance that over time you will develop a greater appreciation for each other's opposite qualities.

AQUARIUS
Cancer is more attached to family, more nostalgic, and more domestic than Aquarius. Aquarius is very friendly but not as emotionally involved with family and has much broader tastes and interests. Cancer, forexample, becomes very emotionally attached to familiar surroundings and is inclined to live in one place for a long time. Aquarius, on the other hand, is more willing to follow whatever direction that career changes and other demands necessitate. Aquarius quickly makes new friends and does not need as high a degree of intimacy as Cancer and therefore finds the transition to new surroundings much easier. Cancer is also more concerned with having financial and material security and is more inclined to worry if circumstances are not stable and secure. Cancer needs to be needed and wants a level of emotional bonding and nurturing that Aquarius may be incapable of

PISCES
There is a tremendous flow of feeling, sympathy, and emotional rapport between you, and you feel that your partner understands and empathizes with you in a way few others do. Both of you are sensitive, intuitive, receptive, and compassionate people, easily moved by emotional appeals or needs of others. A deep mutual appreciation of music and the arts is also likely.The differences between you arethat Pisces' sympathies are more broad and universal than Cancer's, who is more concerned with family or others who are personally dear to Cancer. Our Family or Our Circle matters more to Cancer than to Pisces , who treats friends and strangers more equally. Pisces can be a little lax when it comes to remembering significant personal dates, like anniversaries or birthdays, whereas Cancer never is. Fortunately this difference is rather minor and unlikely to be much of problem between you

dono why lei...2day jux so 1 tto find ttish ttinz...haix...boring witoutt going sch or going outt...haix...ttis ish life

PS:all info is taken from:www.theholidayspot.com>.<
haix...sianz...nottin to do...
com lag sho much
haix...lazii to ritte
jux 1 sae,
THIS IS LIFE
com lag 4 dono how mani daez lerx...
now sttill lag...luckilii nott sho cham...
haix...
2dae nottin special...
haix...
iie sho bad...
made ros sho hard...
haix...
mk her sho nan zhuo ren
haix...
pple miie frn r alwayz sho jia lat...
luckilli miie frnz ish sho sho sho little
if not...haix...

whenever i go blogger,i will go your blog.
i know i this person let people cannot ta han
but...what can i do?
miss those days
but what can be done?
i know i very what
every time chao with people is they say sorry first
its not i don want,is just i don know how
i scared(i admit i am a loser)
at first thought everything is just between we two
but,no
other are involve
the friend between is involved too
the friend(maybe is pai sei)
the friend don know what to do
i don want the friend to lose a friend that the friend like
i rather the friend have other people as friend than me
i just know how bring trouble
lol
so,you may not come to here
or you may not even care
but i just want to type(not say)
cause whether or not will you see this...
so,you may come and scold me or whatever shit,i don care
but for the sake of the past(which is gone lol)and the friend
sorry
we cant turn the clock,i cant be so selfish as to not let the friend close to u cause we quarrel
if you ever come to this blog...ha...don know what to say la...
but is just...the friend is really a good person
the friend is maybe just cause of the both of us then is pai sei so never talk to you
hope you will talk to the friend
don worry,i will walk far far away one...
tc

haix...nottin tto do now...
I LOST MY DOG
JERRY IS GONE
IT JUST SEEMS LIKE A MOMENT HE WAS THERE HAPPILY AND WHEN I GO OUT HE WAS STILL JUMPING HERE AND THERE
WHEN I RETURN HOME,HE IS GONE
DO YOU THINK IT IS FUNNY?
YA...IT IS...
SEARCH FOR IT FOR SO LONG
LAST TIME SURE WILL FIND DE
NOW,CANT FIND HIM
IT IS JUST LIKE A BLINK OF AN EYE
HE WAS STILL BARKING
NOW,THE ROOM,THE"HOME" IS SO QUIET
HE IS GONE
HE IS GONE
HE IS GONE
HE IS GONE
HE IS GONE
HE IS GONE
HE IS GONE
HE IS GONE
HE IS GONE
HE IS GONE
HE IS GONE
HE IS GONE
HE IS GONE
HE IS GONE
HE IS GONE
IT JUST HAPPEN IN A BLINK OF AN EYE
LOL
I JUST WENT OUT FOR 4+ HOURS
AND WHEN I AM HOME,HE IS GONE
GONE
LOL...
WHAT A FUCKING JOKE THAT FUCKING GOD GIVE ME
LET ME SUFFER FOR SO LONG
THEN GIVE ME THE DOG
NOW JUST TAKE THE DOG AWAY
LETTING ME FEEL THE HURT AGAIN
LETTING ME KNOW HOW IT FEEL TO HAVE EVERYONE GONE FROM ME
JUST WHEN I FEEL THAT I WILL NOT BE ALONE AGAIN
HE PLAYED THAT JOKE
SHE LEFT ME,I AM SAD
NOW EVEN THE DOG LEFT ME!
HAHA LOL
WHAT A JOKE
SO WHAT HE MEAN?
"YOU HAVE TO REMEMBER THE PAIN OF HAVING PEOPLE LEAVING YOU,FOREVER.
YOU WON'T HAVE PEOPLE ALWAYS WITH YOU!YOU DON'T DESERVE IT!
SO YOU CAN'T FORGET THE PAIN!
IT SEEMS THAT NO ONE LEAVE YOU,SO NOW,I AM GOING TO LET YOU TASTE THE PAIN AGAIN!"
THIS IS HOW HE TREAT ME!
THIS IS HOW!
WHAT HAVE I DONE WRONG?!
WHY MUST I BE...WHY?!
IS IT FUN?!
BELIEVE IN GOD,GOD IS OUR FRIEND.HE WILL PROTECT US AND LOVE US.
WHAT THE FUCKING JI BAI SHIT!!!
CRIED JUST NOW...ONLY A FEW TEARS
I HAVE ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT I WON CRY ANYMORE
I PROMISE MYSELF
BUT,I CRIED JUST NOW
HIDING IN THE TOILET
AND NO ONE KNOW
LOL
HAVE TO TRY HOW MY VOICE SOUND,HOW MY EYES LOOK
THEN CAN COME OUT
WHY?!
WHAT HAVE I DONE WRONG?!
WHY MUST EVERYONE LEAVE ME?!
WHAT HAVE I DONE WRONG
WHY MUST YOU TAKE EVERYTHING FROM ME?
WHY?
SINCE YOU LOVE TORTURING ME,WHY DON'T YOU JUST KILL ME AND THEN YOU CAN TORTURE ME BETTER AND EASIER
I RATHER THAT THEN HAVING TO FEEL THE PAIN OF LOSING PEOPLE
LOSING THINGS I LOVE
WHY MUST YOU TAKE JERRY AWAY FROM ME?
JUST WHEN I LOVE HIM LOVE UNTIL CANT GET OUT?
WHY?
WHAT HAVE I DONE WRONG?
NO...
IS WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO?
I WANTED TO KILL MYSELF
BUT YOU LET ME HAVE A BROTHER
A BROTHER THAT STILL CANT REALLY LOOK AFTER HIMSELF
YOU KNEW THAT I WILL NOT BE ABLE TO GO JUST LIKE THAT,HAVING THAT BROTHER THERE,I AS THE SISTER HAVE THE RESPONSIBILITY TO LOOK AFTER HIM,SO I LIVE
THEN YOU GIVE ME THE DOG
JUST WHEN I WAS STARTING TO THINK THAT YOU ARE SORRY FOR WHAT YOU DID,YOU TOOK HIM AWAY
WHY?
WHY MUST YOU TAKE EVERYTHING?
FROM YOUNG TILL NOW
I CAN DIE,I DARE TO DIE
BUT I AM SCARED TO DIE
WHAT ABOUT MY BROTHER?
WHAT DO YOU MEAN?
WHAT DO YOU WANT?
WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME?
WHAT HAVE I DONE WRONG?
WHY CANT I JUST CRY IN FRONT OF EVERYBODY?
WHY MUST I HIDE?
WHY AM I HERE?
IS TORTURING PEOPLE YOU FAVOURITE PASTIME?
DO YOU THINK I AM AFRAID OF YOU?
HAHA...YOU ARE WRONG
I AM NOT AFRAID OF YOU
I HAVE LOST EVERYTHING
EVERYTHING
EVEN MY HEART
I AM SO CALM NOW
REALLY
I AM TYPING WHILE LAUGHING
DO YOU BELIEVE IT?
HA!
WHAT HAVE I DONE WRONG?
THIS IS THE ONLY QUESTION I HAVE NOW
SINCE YOU LOVE TORTURING ME SO MUCH,PLEASE DO SO
YOU,
YOU HAVE ALREADY DRIVE ME CRAZY
YOU WANNA PLAY?
LETS PLAY!
I WON BE THE PERSON YOU WANT ME TO BE
I WON CRY ANYMORE
I WON
CRYING MEANS ADMITTING DEFEAT
I WON CRY ANYMORE!
NO MATTER WHAT
EVERYTHING THAT HAPPEN,
I WILL JUST LAUGH IT OFF
THANKS=YOU HAVE SHAPE ME INTO ANOTHER PERSON
ONE WHO WILL NOT HAVE FEELING ANYMORE
ONE WHO WILL NOT BE SAD ANYMORE
ONE WHO WILL BE GOOD IN HIDING EVERYTHING
ONE,WHO IS YOUR ENEMY
EVEN IF I HAVE NO POWER TO DEFEAT YOU,
ME,WHO IS SO LUCKY TO BE "LOVE" BY YOU,WILL FIND A WAY TO NOT FOLLOW WHAT YOU WANT
OTHERS WILL BUT NOT ME
suddenlli feel sho weird weird de...
haix...why do iie ven bortther tto go postt da yeshdadae ttin
da diary key gone tten gone larhx...
why iie sho sttupid go postt
tten lett pple...att miie
haix...
sianz...

2dae wake up latte
nearlii latte
tten applepie waitt for miie>.<
sho gd>>.<<
smile!!!
lao die rulz!!!
ttott iie 4gett bring key n spectt
tten go sch tten find outt iie gott bring
lao die rulz again!!!
superman lao die!!!
lame...sho er lorx...
aniiway...2dae oral...
sho papa lorx...
ttatt cher lk sho buei song lk ttatt
ttatt face all black 1...
lk bao qing tian!!!
nononono!!!
bao qing tian ish a gd person
oral ttextt
unle???seem short n???
aiyah...4gett da ttextt le larh
aniiway ish abtt da racing tten gett knock sttill nott scared
sttill go race
haix...a sttone ish da uncle>>>
(0.o||)
JY 4 2MORROW!!!KAMBATEI 2 EVERII1!!!
MYE GL!!!
haix...noe 2dae ritte lerx...butt iie lostt my key tto my diary
butt...
mayb eu won cum tto ttish blog aniimore
or eu ish sure won cum aniimore...
butt iie jux 1 sae
alttog iie sux tto d hell
butt mayb no1 noez or watt
or ish no1 ll blieve
butt iiem a person hu 重感情
no1 ll blieve itt cuz no1 eva noe itt
even if iie sae now pple ll jux sae
"chei...u?u 重感情
?!pui!!!sttupid hell lorx...ttish kinda pple also ttreasure...woa sei...anttz ll b xttin"
butt jux 1 sae ittz
pple hu don understtand chi nvm cuz iie ritte ish jux...dono...iie noe ttatt ttatt person won cum ere aniimore butt iie dono jux 1 ritte...iiem realii crazii

AH!!!IIE LOSTT MY KEY!!!
...TREAT PEOPLE THE WAY YOU WANT TO BE TREATED...
ittz all RUBBISH!!!
ittz all FAKE!!!
watt ttreatt pple da way u 1 tto b ttreatted...fake...is nott ttrue...
wattz da pointt of changing myself...bing lostt when no 1 ttreatt miie or ish willing tto ttreatt miie da way ttatt iie ttreatt ttem!!!
why m iie sho sttupid tto blieve ttatt???
jux lk an xample frm 2dae


iie v.little go e comment or ttestti on da friendster butt iie 2dae go e...nott 1 person...butt so mani...da ttestti iie e since lastt ttime ish sho little...butt iie give sho mani 2dae...

sho lol...no1 e miie bk...c...ttish ish how pple ttreatt eu
no1 ll eva ttreatt u da way u ttreatt ttem!!!

pple hu c ttish blog...

NEVER BELIEVE THAT STUPID WORDS OF "TREAT PEOPLE THE WAY YOU WANT TO BE TREATED"

2dae sho poor ttinz lorx...
kanna lock outt of hus...
no key...lao die go cutt hair
bro att downsttair(no key)
iie go compass point(no key)
call lao die aftt buy finesh ttinz,he no ans
so...walk slowlii n iie mean v slow(haf hour)hm...
sitt att downsttair 4 dono how long
tten lao die call
say he on his way jux now nv on sound so dono iie call
nvm...nv on sound marx...nott his faultt
tten he saw miie waitting outtside da lift
ask miie why iie don 1 go hm jux now
sae no key
tten he ttell miie

iie putt anotther key on d old place
damn it sia...mk miie waitt so long tten ttell miie gott anotther key att old place...
sh*t sia...haix...
ttwistt miie around his "middle" finger...>.<
line kanna cutt off le...
so pple!!!don call miie!!!cuz my line is CUT OFF lerx...sob
mama!!!papa!!!ah ma!!! ah gong!!!ye ye!!!po po!!!my line is cut off!!!
sob...
miie-pay 4 miie(puppy eyez wit ttearz n shaking my ttail)
all da pple-lame(tturn eyeballz)
miie-butt iie no $$ lerx...(whining witt puppy eyez)
all-hu call u go use all(pointt fingerz)
miie-(whin,lking down,puppy eyez witt ttearz)iie nv...my $$ kanna ttk by...
all-(lol lookz)hu call u sho ttoott
miie-(puppy eyes,tounge hanging)pls larx...help miie pay
all-(mettal hartt)NO!!!
SOB!!!