date:Thursday, November 29, 2007
time:1:29 AM
Lots of things happen today.And I mean LOTS...Go running in the morning.Then went home sleep.Wake up at 6.30pm went Doby Gaut meet senior.She pass me the bag then went off.Don't know how I walk then ended up missing.Take don't know what bus.Then take don't know how many stops,saw 156,get down at the bus stop.Then saw someone unexpected there.Then Bylene Poh's mum called.Take taxi down.Cry and cry the whole of the night.Eyes damn pain now.First time...no la,so long never cry until like that le.Cry stop.Cry stop...Then go quarrelling with Auntie and Bylene Poh.Cry again.Lao bei call,Auntie go talk then say lao bei want me reach home in 10 mins.Then jiu go home lor...Eyes damn pain now.Nose also.Heart even more.Hahas...being accuse being everything today... ...hahas... ...
date:Tuesday, November 27, 2007
time:10:41 PM
kk...finally come post le...Cause got people come 'complain',saying I never post. ^-.-sat(i think so)went to pray with bylene.Went to the Japan Buddha...Then sit there listen they chant...Don't understand a single word although I think I caught some word like 'ichi...,ni...,san...,si...'Don't know which one 1st or what.Just caught it.Those chanters so li hai lor!they chanted so fast...woa...I LOVE THE SOUND OF THE 'BOWL'!!!Then when in MRT on the way home,we saw An Soon girl version!!!!!!OMG!!!!Then go laugh like hell.Especially me!Shaking 2/3 of the trip.Bylene aslo got laugh hor!!!OMG!that girl look so like An Soon!!!!!(Got a story about An Soon n his twins...next time then write ba!^^watch out worx,lene...is u agree call miie rite de worx!!!hahas....but is 4 fun onlii ah...)then go home.The end.Sun...SICK!!!After coming home yesterday jiu sick le...haix...Very very high fever then whole body damn pain.Never take panadol...hahas...don't want take..Hui Ting call me take...Bitter,so never take...then in the morning,no fever le...Little la.Monwent out.Morning-fun.Afternoon-fun.Night-not fun,fun,very not fun.Take taxi home at 12am like that...cry...then fall asleep in the taxi,so damn PS!!!!!the uncle warn me don't sleep in taxi next time.WHY CAN'T AH???!!!I so tired na~Then reach home bath...play maple...hp-605...then don't know how I play,hp become 56.Chua dio...immediately went out.Then go in again...same result.Off com.Go play organ...play...do,ray,meeeeeeeeee...try again...do,rayyyyyyy...fed up...off then touch hair...still wet...don't care...go zzz...TODAY!!!YEA!!!I FOUND F.I.R MUSIC SCORE!....wanted to play after hearing some one play yesterday!!!!Then founded the score...so happy!!!ALL THANKS TO THAT PERSON CAUSE IF NOT FOR THAT PERSON,I WON'T THINK OF PLAYING!!!!770 YI XIA~!!!!!so happy...but the score found is like weird weird de...suppose to be 6656 but this one put 3323...never mind...follow the 3323 first...then when know how play,then change.^^ miaow-wu~!!!!!!!!!!!!!but I play one hand ed...cry...this score use number de...So I think can't be suitable for english instrument...maybe harmonica can ba...haix...never mind...play for fun and don't know what...but just want play...so lor...SMILE!!!MIAOW-WU~!!!!gambatei yo~~~!!!!Miss the time we were together.The time we were playing.The time we were talking.The time we were eating.The time we were quarrelling.The time we were everything... ... ... ...Thankyou for all the time...Rosliana,Divya,Syarafa,Suet Leng,Bylene,Vivian,Jia En,Jing ren,Jian Xin,Kun Tai,Daryl,Xin Yu,Charlyn,Jordan,Tan Kent etc...And all those PAP...Thankyou very much~!
date:Tuesday, November 20, 2007
time:1:35 AM
nothing la...just here to say 2 things...Lao die really don't allow me to have a boyfriend!!!Yesterday talking to Hui Ting then talk about doctor.Then I call her to introduce me one(cuz she sae iie siaow le).I said"aiyoh...u introduce la(in chi)).Then he heard and went"tsk,tsk"then go diao me.Buei song la!!!Then I say very loudly:"AIYOH!I C WAT DOC AH!!!"Then he then go do his own things.(=.=) OI!lao bei ah!If I really go get a boyfriend,you think you can stop me mei?Haix...
I GOING TO WIN MY BET LE!!!Maple--lvl 18,I AM COMING!!!Now lvl13 le...target--lvl 14 by today!!!And I have only play 2 days!!!WOOT~!!!5K!!!IIEM COMING!!!
date:Friday, November 16, 2007
time:9:05 PM
lazy rite again~kk...go bball wit ros,bro,her bro 2dae...ten plae until lk ???ten she go hm...ten we saw amirun,indra n suprise-ling-ly,we sae aquil(isit lk tat spell)))!!!he stay australiia now le ma...ten he sae he bk 4 holidae...hahas...tok 2 tem 4 awhile when ros go hm n while w8ing 4 lene...ten got a guy cum n ask 4 my num 4 his frn...-.-nv e...n again,suprise-ling-ly,tat guy(help frn de),he uds chi!!!cuz iie ask help frm didi ma~-.- (cry)ten he go tell me"You listen,I ask for your number nicely.So you can don't give my friend,but don't give him wrong number or go prank him.What go hang de phone?"ten iie damn ps lor!!!sae sry...haix...sae smttin ere now...I can't give you my number because I have promised someone that I won't anyhow give number unless that person who wants my number come ask for it,PERSONALLY.So,I am sorry to lie to you about me having a stead(which I don't).So,if anyone wants the number,go ask PERSONALLY,to me and to OTHERS.n,indra tey all nv help miie de lor!!!iie was lk sending SOS 2 aquil but he lk nv c lk tat,keep quiet 1!!!hope he go australiia kana eat by moo~ah!!!sob~~~all sho hartless...haix...sianz...in a nutshell,quite fun today...but still thinking about things...
date:Monday, November 12, 2007
time:4:01 AM
Today,is yet ANOTHER memory... But I really prefer that NIGHT memory...
just made a PAINT thing...
nothing to post,so,put it HERE
date:Sunday, November 11, 2007
time:12:07 AM
ytd lene bdae...as usual...lazii rite...
bbq...ten rain...bbq fun...plae wit shaman king n an soon...hahas...now ten noe an soon is not tat cold...
oyah...b4 going,plae tai di wit an soon,bylene,nick...hahas!!!finalii noe how plae alittle le...lk majiong lei...
nvm...ten shift da tents inside da shelter...ten iie zzz outside da tents(got 2).bylene,nick,ba jiao yu,auntie,uncle n hui ting inside da tents...hui ting n lene=1...auntie,nick,uncle=1...
iie actu also zzz-ing wit lene de...but cant zzz...so in d end...zzz wit da guys...sob~onlii 1 grl...tten still got sho manii miaow outside...got 2 miaow fighting lor...tten keep on got inconsiderate pple ride pass wit v.loud de music!!!
ten later,an soon,lene,hui ting n auntie go out tok tok...dono tok wat...sob~tok 2 tem not miie...haix...nvm...
ten left me,shaman king n ba jiao yu...ba jiao yu zzz lk pig lor...keep kich ere n dere...ten shaman king so ke lian...iie worried tat he ll kana ten nx time cant e birth le...hahas!!!he sae won happen de...-.- how he noe lei???
kk...ten nv zzz at all...
ten aft tat,went away,v.far away frm da tent,go watch sunrise...ten lei...sit on da stone...woa...da wind so nice,da sea so nice,da drizzle so nice...ten...BROOM!!!da rain fall so big...run into a shelter nearby-but still far frm tents...
ten w8 dere so long wit shaman king....no1 SOS us lor...*cry*
ten dono how long pass,finalii!!!c an soon n hui ting cum...still raining la...
ten tey sae everii1 zzz le!!!ten no1 cum fetch us...ten tey cum alone...auntie dono la...truth is,hui ting drag an soon along...hu call him da onlii person not zzz-ing...hahas!!!
ten v.angry hor...when tey reach,da rain bcum so small lor!!!can don e use umbrella le...!!!ten went 2 da boi toilet 4 hand dryer(cuz v.cold)
ten tmd,c a ka chua inside da tin!!!ten iie still dono,n still hapiily drying my hands!!!omg!!!
ten later went to da sea...actu no 1 1 2 plae de...tten iie went inside...(not wet yet la...everii1 also(me,hui ting,an soon,shaman king)ten iie ask hu got bring cloths...hui ting n shaman king sae don ve...an soon sae ve...ten 1 splash him de...he run off...nv go chase...da sea so warm lor...
ten sudd an soon pop out,runing la...ten...he go splash on me!!!iie nv notice lor!!!ten start playing...1 splash hui ting n shaman king de...but tey run off...
ten later an soon go splash hui ting...ten hui ting ask if iie got cloths,iie sae got...ten she start splaahing an soon...so funii lor!!!1 splash shaman king de...but he use his hp as xcuse!!!wat later spoiled...-.- heng!!!
ten plae lk siaow inside da sea lor...an soon damn powerful lor...he splash de water is lk more ten miie n hui ting plus 2gether de...not fair!!!
ten later auntie poop out also...ten later aft plaeing,auntie call an soon aside...sorry...think he is being scolded cause of us...sorry!!!
ten go bath lor...wa liao de lor...da water is lk so big lk tat!!!v.pain lei!!!ten nv bath proplii la...juz wash da hair...ten got a cleaner lk veing war inside lor...!!!he,yah is a HE!!!keep cum in when we r BATHING n CHANGING...no choice...1 person ve 2 stand guard outside cuz got no lock..so hui ting bath n change 1st ten my turn...
aft tish,go bk help pack...woa sei!!!tat an soon faster ten us lor...(btw,da guy toilet is lk so eww!!!)
ten tk cab go hm...zzz da whole dae...
lots of things happen in the house la...brother again...then now,the house so cold.No one is talking...sianz...If I know,won't come back today...really hope to move out of this house...
date:Thursday, November 8, 2007
time:10:07 PM
haix...2dae zzz da whole day...if 1 2 count...onli awake 4 6hur lei(till now la)d rest is zzz-ing...so again,nth happen...but juz now ve a v.strange dream...The Dream~~Character-Me,Qin,Expensive,Big eyes,Lao ma,Lao die,Ah yi(Qin's mum),Yi zhang(Qin's dad),Bleach the lion toyLocation-I don't know...seems like is a mansion...but so far only see bedroom...Scene 1--at the bedroomOk...don't know when the dream start...just knew that we are laying on the bed(DOING NOTHING.JUST PLANING LAYING DOWN.)Me and big eyes,Qin and expensive...-.-(laying down for what???)Then all of a sudden,lao ma and bei,aunt and uncle chiong inside...then all four of us chua dio...Scene 2--maybe is the living room or still in the bedroom(Don't know what's going on with Qin and expensive.Then lao bei abd bu just sit there...then face to face lor...me with big eyes,lao bei with lao bu.Then all of a sudden,lao bei kana push(head)by lao bu.Then they fight...saw at the next room,uncle being push to the wall by aunt!!!Then go stop lao bu.(what happen I don't know)Then I went back to sit,shaking.Then try to grab big eye arm.then he siam.(for what grab???)I told him I scared(huh?)then he just look...the end...Scene 3--on the big bed...(very pretty lor...brown colour de then got lacing...don't know how discribe...)then just lay down there with big eye(where lao bei lao bu???)then don't know what happen again,I go tickle him(for what???!!!)Then at the very very(take note,is very very)far end of the bed,lay the bleach lion toy?!(huhhuhhuh?_?)then finesh le...kana wake up by lao bei...(real life de)I mean...WTH???!!!why did I even dreamt of all of them?!Maybe Qin and expensive is posible dreamt la(cause thinking about then the whole day(not whole la))then aunt and uncle is father and mother so also can.Big eye is expensive friend...so still can try to say can la...I know them,so also can try can...BUT MY MUM AND DAD?!AND WORST OF ALL...BLEACH?!WHAT THE HEAVEN IS THE LION DOING HERE???LOOKING FOR ICHIGO,RUKIA OR HOLLOW???!!!-.-haix....don't know what kinda stupid thing I dreaming...but big eye characterist also like that cold cold de ba?Then lion have to be stiff when humans are around...so lor...but still...unbelivable...then when wake up...iie blur blur de...sit on the bed...look out the window...touch my hair...look at my shirt...look at the bed...kokkok the shelf beside my bed...make the blanket...go zzz again...then lao bei cum in pull miie up...then dono say wat ah boi go plae,u go zzz,then hu eat dinner?tten iie orh...go 4llow him...then when reach kitchen...'hahahaha!!!lao bei!!!hahahaha!!!iie dreamt smtin funny lei!!!hahahaha!!!'(in chi)juz sudd laugh out...-.-haix...sleepy dae 2dae...
date:
time:12:28 AM
Nothing really happen today.Just bored,bored,bored...Just wake up after sleeping for 11hours...No-job-life is so boring...Really don't like to be in my house...Even going downstair for a walk is even better then staying in house...That stupid feeling come again...So lei,going write about what happen yesterday ba...The Story...Yesterday go out with Ah Qin.Go meet her in 88.Same la...talk all this lor.Reach Ang Mo Kio.Go Ang Mo Kio to return my card de.So lor,we went to xin tian di.Saw Bao Jie they all.The workers there thought that I off today.Don't seems to know that the boss sack me(maybe??).So chat with Bao Jie abit then help the customer.Waiting for Ah Qin's friend to come.After waiting for don't know how long,he sms me say that he just going to go out of the house.Get fed up so we went to S-11 to eat la.Ah Qin never bring money(again).So I bought a plate of Mix rice(add rice).So we share la.The Ah Qin go help me buy drink and the guy came.At first really don't regonise him.Is later when Ah Qin tell me who is he then I know...As usual,don't remember people face de...So he come sit down,ask thing then...go lan...-.-So later go find him the Qin have a 'fight' with him.After that went to arcarde...Qin wanted to play game but no money...so went there to find expensive...Can't regonise him le...but still can abit la...(now can't again only can remember the big eyes de and tang guo(a little bit)^.^)miaow~So lor...at arcade,expensive and tang guo there...go play drum...damn it lor,Qin get so close with expensive...haix...then later tang guo went don't know where so left me,expensive and Qin.expensive want to go pool so we follow lor...who knows went go into the shop half way,kana called by the owner...she want our IC then I say never bring.Ezlink card,I say we stay nearby so never bring...All is I say de lor!!!then can't get in.Is we look too young or what?!haix...everytime kana stop de lor...and then is like everytime kana stopped is because of ME!!!I AM SO BIG LIAO LE!!!WHY THEY DON'T BELIEVE ME?!haix...so kana 'kick' out...then Qin and me go hang at AMK hub lor...walk here walk there...then expensive call...forget what happen later...skipskipskipO yah...big eyes regonise me lei...cause when Qin and me walk past his shop(I never notice him la)he call Qin to stop me lei...Then when return,I chua dio...woa sei~his eyes really very nice lor...haix...guys nowdays have nice eyes de...sob~then...skipskipskipbig eyes off job go eat together...eat PIZZA!!!OMG!!!PIZZA NOT NICE DE!!!NEARLY VOMIT LOR WHEN SMELL THE PIZZA...haix...so paisei lei!!!then when after ordering,big eyes go out...don't know go where...at that time,I really want to cry le...so when he go out,I also go out...but never follow him la...Went to the staircase outside then sit there,hide there...call didi but he say he busy.Really feel so hopless...really...cried...(can count as??)but wipe the tears off before it drop out...so can don't count as right?Really...I thought I can get use to lonelyness...but don't think it seem true...The two guys,I knew them first de...but they are more closer to Qin then me.Just because Qin know how to talk and get closer(really quite close)with them.Those who know me will knew that I only will talk to someone if they talk to me.So the whole day,I am so lonely.Really...If I never go out,scared will cry there...They are so happily talking together and I am the odd one there...really...wanted to cry...now type also want cry...don't know how long have I not cry.Thought didi will talk to me but he say he busy.Even when he call later,my heart already die...Qin and expensive never seems to know that I 'dissapear'.I felt disgusted by Qin that time...she is flirting with people.that is call flirting and to think that people thought I flirt...then just keep wipeing those water coming out lor...then halfway big eyes call and ask where am I.Control my voice but scared will spill the beans,so never say too long...just say in sg then he say they already order.Just say ok then hang up.really hate the feeling of lonelyness...yesterday then know(is already know long time ago but...)that NoOne will ever listen to me even though I always listen to people...really tired...Then went inside Pizza Hut looking down then covering my eyes...Pizza came...they already drink finesh the soup...Yah...no one wait for me,not even my cousin.Funny right...then they accuse me of being angry.Don't want to say much...voice still weird that time.then just eat lor...then big eyes type msg I see.Then talk abit lor...then talk ABIT then never talk...something very funny happen lor...an indian uncle go take a camera then pose very nice(really pose like pro)then...123!kicha!!!he go take big eye eating pizza!!!then I just 'poo' very loud!!!don't know pizza got fly anot...really laugh very crazy!!!stomach pain until lor!!!then haix...lazy now...maybe later then post ba...
date:Wednesday, November 7, 2007
time:12:19 AM
lazy rite...juz worried 4 nth...kk...juz now go eat pizza hut n...it sux!haix...nearly cry...I NEVER CRY!!!don dare cry...stupid rite...in a nutshell...- I Still Hate The Feeling Of...Loneliness.Really Hate It.
- If You Ever Wanted To Go Out,Don't Have A Odd Number Gathering.Even If It Is Even,Bring Something That Can Entertain You.
- Don't Cry Just Because You Are Lonely Because No One Will Bother.
- If You Are Not Angry,Do Speak/Talk Because Being Accuse Of Angry,Sux.
- When You Have TEARS In Your Eyes,Try To Hold Your Head Down As If You Is Pai Sei.
- Even Blood Related People Will 'Betray' You When There Is An Opposite Sex There.
- When People Use You To Entertain Others,DO Speak OUT.
- Pizza Hut,IS SO NOT NICE AND EXPENSIVE!
date:Saturday, November 3, 2007
time:10:45 PM
I am here to thank my boss.Cause can't find his handphone number...This is what I want to write if I send him message...Yo,boss!!!Sorry to disturb,but I am here to send you a message cause I want to thank you for letting me off early today...
Thankyou boss!!!
Poh Hong(The newcomer)
kk...this is what I will send...Pity he won't be able to see it...Ahma went hospital suddenly today..Recieve msg from dinque...Then cause never bring the phone around,so when look at the message,2 hour pass...so rush out call then ask to let off early today.The shop leader call boss...then boss let me go...unbelieveable...
Then run down stairs...first time run so fast...the last few steps of that set of stairs,I swing down...(-..-)
Then run run run...nearly knock on an ah bei...he keep click his tongue on me.Never care...Then nearly can't find the way...Don't know where to take taxi...so just stop at the bus-stop wave hand...Lucky a driver saw me...call him go Tan Tok Seng...
He ask what happen so tell him ah ma fall and knock her head and in the emergency department...Then he chiong for me...kana triffice jam...afther the jam,uncle chiong again...
$10.10 but he just take $10...
Then chiong up to ah ma ward...
Damn it!her head (past tense of swell(don't know how spell past)) so big lor!!!Nearly cry...but never...
lao bei and second uncle already there...say nothing will happen la...just eyes and head swell nia...Then keep talk to ahma lor...hide my worried very well ^^
then call her drink water she don't want...then cause no one at the ward at that time,no one can help me...so I 'scold' her...say what if don't drink water how ok?she still don't want then say I also never drink what...really lei~she hor~no words to say...so lei,tell her if I drink,she also must drink.Then she say mine so little...no choice,go refill...then drink with her...
hahas...she don't want eat medicent...the nurse talk so much she just don't want eat.say what just now eat already...in the end,I go talk again then she eat...the way she eat hor~haix...will make people wonder if she really is my grandma anot...(-..-^)
haix...don't want anyone of my family get hurt...cause trying to hide all the tears and control the voice,very hard...really hard
date:Thursday, November 1, 2007
time:11:53 PM
so tired!!!going off com soon~tired!!!2dae 1st dae wk...damn tupid buei song da boss lor!!!sae we 做贼心虚!he still 梁上君子 ah!!!tupid!!!kk la~sho damn tired now...sianz...
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time:12:06 AM
