date:Monday, December 31, 2007
time:12:00 AM
yozii~long time no post sei~haix...so lazy lor...ah!!!I want find instant pay job!!!instant pay job is da best!!!muahahaha~!!!today went out with sun kuei and him...kk...thanks sun kuei for ur flower(ok la,plant)o~!!!hehe!!!will take care of it de~miaow~wu~!!!!just hang finesh my cloths...OMG!!!so manii sei...is like...o.O (chua dio)kk...then after meeting sun kuei,go bugis walk here walk there...nothing to buy...not nothing,is don't want to buy...money...$_$ too expensive lo~not la...but I very safe money de ma...$_$just paying this month bill already pok me le lor...the bookshop pay,more than half gone...(fly$$)$_$<<--XX-->>T_T (money gone cry)then after that,go home....then haix...happen lots of things la...haix...aiyah!!!don't write le...tomorrow going countdown~!!!woot~!!!!!and...we go see the sex shop!!!OMG!!!got sell dog bisciut...-.- lamo la...s.e.x shop sell dog thing?-.- still got sell rope lor...flintstone...still got what...*think*>>>
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date:Sunday, December 23, 2007
time:9:57 PM
Just now eyes so pain...go play the so-called piano until my hand pain...I mean fingers...play so long...then while playing,keep got water drip...play so loud lor.On the volume to the highest and the sharpest...But still can't make a sound...Scared dad will know...then eyes damn pain...Play so many songs lor...Then heart so pain also...Just keep play and play...toilet roll,bring the whole roll inside...ahahas...stupid...Then when the knuckles all red,close the paino then just fall down the floor...head knock so hard sia...also no feeling...then continue what I doing lor...until can't tarhan le then fall asleep...Then raining very hard...worried about him...then don't know why,sleep half way suddenly wake up...cold sweat sei!!!in a raining day and on the cold floor...still COLD sweat...then don't care...eyes still pain,knuckles still pain,then continue sleep...wake up again...this time,don't know what I done,the face wet de...Sleeping also can get wet?Don't know...then continue sleep...really worried at that time,then in the end,never sleep...then open the palm,saw our item(don't know how spell)...Din't know that I hold it so tight until got mark...call him,say on the bus le...then finally relax...then when heard about what he say,kana relax gone...so scared...then his hp suddenly no batt...hahas...really very tired le...he give up le ba...hahas...really tired le...haix...yrros...rellams si truh eht tseal ta...evael ot esoohc I oS.turh teg ot ouy tnaw t'nod I,uoy gnivol fo esuaceb tub...lota uoy evol yllear I^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^not writing nosense...it is truth...believe it anot,you decide...what the meaning,also truth...
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time:9:19 PM
23 dec.Hate this day.Hate today...Hahas...Everything gone...what he say is right.This is just escaping...not facing...But I really don't want to hurt HYM anymore.Even when he say that he don't mind,but I mind...Hurting HYM now is better than later on.Maybe I am selfish,I knew that if this happen later,maybe he won't be that hurt,but I will...even more than compared to now...SO choose to escape now...It is better for us.SORRY...I break my promise to you.Maybe you won't come here anymore,but I still want to say sorry.Remember what I told you that day?If there is any day that I break the promise,it is not because I don't love you anymore,it is just that I don't want to hurt you.It might hurt now,but like what they say,time heal everything.It can even heal the wound in our hearts...I am really sorry...But what should not be done and said,we have already done it...You promise me that you won't hurt yourself.Please,keep this promise...Thanks for this past one month...23 DEC...will remeber this date forever...Now I know how it feel to lose someone.Even if it is because I killed everything...It still hurt...eyes pain,hand pain,heart pain...Killed this relationship,killed this memories,killed myself...ahahas...23 DEC...I am SORRY...TAKE CARE...I will take every blame from eveyone...Please don't go find HYM...All the blame,I will take...My blame,his blame,I take...This is our promise le...so,if anyone wants blamimg,come find me...^o^
I will be the protector le...hehe...warrior o~!ahahas!!!miaow~!!!
Let me protect you this time...
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date:Wednesday, December 19, 2007
time:2:24 AM
"IF UR IN LUV READ DIZ!!"DONT STOP READING THIS OR SOMETHING BAD WILL HAPPEN TO U...boy- i missed u at school 2day, y weren't u there?girl- yeah, i had to go to the doctor.boy- oh realy? y?girl- oh nothin, annual shots, thats all.boy- ohgirl- so wht did we do in math 2day?boy- u didnt miss ne thing that great.......just lots of notesgirl- ok goodboy- yeahgirl- hey i have a question......boy- ok, ask awaygirl-........how much do u love me?boy- u kno i love u more than anythinggirl- yeah.....boy- y did u ask?girl-................>silence<..........boy- is something wrong?girl- no nothing at allboy- good.girl- ..............how much do u care about me?boy- i would give u the world in a heartbeat if i could.girl- u would?boy- yeah.........of course i would >sounding worried<>breaks into tears<......................girl- they're taking me off 2nightboy- y??girl- i wanted 2 tell u but i couldntboy- y didnt u tell me????girl- i didnt want 2 hurt u.boy- u could never hurt megirl- i just wanted 2 c if u felt bout me as the same i felt bout u.boy- ?girl- i love u more than anything, i would give u the world in a heartbeat. i would die for you and take a bullet for you.boy- ...........girl- dont be sad, i love u n ill always be here w/uboy- then y'd u break up w/me?nurse- young man, visiting hours are over.BOY LEAVES, GIRL IS TAKEN OFF LIFE SUPPORT, AND DIES.but wht the boy didn't kno is that the girl only asked him those questions so she could hear him say it one last time, and she only broke up w/him because she knew she only had 3 more weeks to live, and thought it would cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died.NEXT DAYthe boy is found dead with a gun in his hand..with a note in the other...THE NOTE SAID:i told her i would take a bullet for her....just like she said she would die for me...re-post his within 10 minutes or else the one you love will diediiss soo iss sad buhh soo sweet..
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time:1:53 AM
what have I done ah?How come so many damn things happen in this holidays?!Hate this holiday...How come so many things happen?!And happen main reason is cause of me!Why so many people hurt?!And I did it in the first place without even knowing I did something...It was like normal things,yet everythings happen just cause of this!He can go back...really happy...Thanks...thanks for not leaving him alone...thanks...really...I can fang xin le...Can give up lots of things as long as don't leave him alone and hurt anyone again...thanks...if I really gone from the STORY one day,take care of him...thanks...he really need to be guided...I am not a good 'tour' guide...will only make him lost even deeper...so,if I am ever gone from the STORY,please,just treat as I am just a passing rain...come and go...maybe will hurt some one,but it is better then longer yet hurting more...a passing rain will cause some damage,but after rain,the floor is wet,yet when the sun comes,everything will dry up inventuly...really very tired le...mermaid...prince...woman...the mermaid story...storyline,end of story,coming soon...what will be the end?Don't know...haix...
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time:12:14 AM
nothing to write...damn many thinking swimming in my mind now...haix...I really is a Cancer...Cancer, also known as the Crab, is the sign of those born between June 22 and July 22. It is the most vague of all the Zodiac signs because it has such a wide range of personality traits. These range from being dull and shy to being very intellectual and famous. A typical Cancer likes to have security and a nest to call home and females under this sign like to have large families. They have a time to be sociable, but then they also like time to be alone. Outward, they tend to appear to be thick-skinned and unemotional, whereas their inner nature is one of sensitivity and sympathy towards others.
More about Cancer...
Sometimes those under this sign may fantasize about romantic ideals and over-imaginative. They are appreciative of arts, literature and drama and may possess literary and creative talents. The emotional aspect of their personalities may cause them to overreact in some circumstances. In relationships, Cancer’s are extremely loyal and loving. They give a lot of themselves without asking for much in return, but those that are important to them can also easily sway them. They have very good memories and the memories of their childhood are very important to them. They have many negative faults, such as being untidy, moody, and indulging in self-pity.
These people tend to be short, with a chunky body and with short legs. They usually have a fair complexion, with brown hair. They need to be careful of any diseases affecting the breast and reproductive organs, and the stomach and digestion. These people seem to be prone to breast cancer, but it has no connection to their sign. They are alos prone to coughs and have vision problems.
Cancerians like hobbies, romance, children and parties. On the other hand, they detest failure, being told what to do and aggravating situations.
date:Tuesday, December 18, 2007
time:2:57 AM
ok...long time no post le...working working working...maybe other people de problems already settle le ba...but mine...haix...settle HALF way nia...laugh out loud...working at AMK pri de bookshop...sell textbook all those de...senior also work there...all guys,only me girl...all sec 4,only me sec 2...cry...but fun la..all the guys over there damn good lor...!!!really like them lei!!!got:senior,scold bad words,45cents,ai ai de and guai kia...+++ one auntie...hehekeep kana scolded la...but suprisly,not that angry...hehe...best job I ever had and believe will be the first even when have other job...cause the people over there,love them so much...then got one day,damn big rain...then they bring me go climb gate!!!cause if climb,won't get wet...the gate...eh...high ba...then scold bad words climb over first...then after that is me...then I kana jam there...sit there,don't dare jump...very slipry ma...then lei...he want help de...but I don't understand,then lost balance,fall down...knock leg...damn pain...then they saw it...ask how I feel,say nothing...but SO PAIN!!!still lei,very touched by them...hehereally love there very much...then now,can't go back le...don't know can use what reason to go back...all angry with me ba...haix...no one will ever know my feeling ba....haix...next time when like people,must show out le...haix...angry jiu angry ba...haix...leg blue black now...never notice before...now 2 patches,quite big la....then the scratches also still can see...on the hand...and don't know should say lucky or not...no one notice anything...hahas...not even blood related de lor...all never see...is I lucky or they don't care...haix...sianz la...don't think le...AUDITION AND MAPLE KEEP LAG!I WANT KNOCK WALL LE LA!*BANG!*
date:Thursday, December 6, 2007
time:12:08 AM
went to hip hop dancing with lene...so tired now...but can't sleep...later need go eat with grandfather...scared can't wake up so won't be sleeping...haix...also not sleeping for another reason la...^.- shh~can't say the reason...haix...Jing Ren went japan also lor...he go with school de...why everyone can go japan?!I also want go na~sob~haix...suddenly got so much thinking around my head,again...wondering...shh~haix...The fri to next wed will not be at home...can call HP la...but think will quite hard to get connected with people ba...I IN SINGAPORE AND VERY NEAR MY HOUSE ALSO!HOW CAN HARD GET CONNECTED?!But still,abit hard la...cause is staying with grandmother...as everyone know,old people don't really like people use hp de ma~so lor...STILL THINKING!haix...got a damn feeling that,the next few days when I am not at home,lots of things,or maybe alittle,will happen...Don't know what...just feel something will change...just feel that no one will try contact me(maybe a few will la,and only those few)...haix...hopefully the changes is something good...^^Mermaid...Prince...The woman...really tired le...not thinking,hopefully,anymore...Think today he come back...then...hehehehe...they go settle ba~settle le then tell me result...cause I won't be at home!!!hahas...I want be a tortise for once...^^cancancan???don't care...can't also want...!!!I AM A TORTISE THIS TIME!!!muahahaha...hopefully can all settle peacefully ba...don't want anyone hurt agian...o-mi-tuo-fo...san zai san zai~miaow-wu~hope he come back quickly and safe!!!and then,I can very very very let down my heart le...don't like people around me go oversea,so far lor...cause will scared...don't know why,forever like that...someone call me listen to problem again...really don't want listen...tired le...is always me,and only me,lend people ears,but who lend me ears and a hug to cry on?no one...then why should I always be the one listening and carrying everything on myself...but~haix...stupid ba...I still hope people will tell me about their problem...I have enough problem le...add afew or more,won't be a problem...so many test had pass and I have pass them all,so...easy^^people problem,I easy settle...my own...haix...really really hope someone can listen to me lor...but then lei...don't dare say out...maybe is scared le ba...haix...SO TIRED!!!let this be a test ba...If god want me to accpet this test,let 'it' happen...the last chance will be 6th of Dec 7am...if 'it' don't happen...will be willing to give up...(already le ba???)kk...will be willing to be 'controll'.what they want me do,I will do...7am...nono...7.30am...hehe...kk...don't want think le...so lor!decide le!7.30 am of 6th Dec 2007---will be MY limit and LAST chance le...^^gambatei yo~!!!!!!!!is it?maybe don't want that chance le...never mind...positive or negitive...still GAMBATEI!to the person who taught me the lesson...thankyou...I respect you...and...glad to do so...^.-ps:DON'T ASK ME ABOUT WHY I WRITE THIS POST LE HOR!!!CAUSE THIS ONE REALLY IS SECRET!!!>^o^<>
date:Wednesday, December 5, 2007
time:12:02 AM
went cp wit huiting...kk...lazii rite la...nx time ten sae...客栈前那一座桥或许我们都到不了没有理由在苦笑只是煎熬反复练习的拥抱天亮以后就看不到不能陪你到苍老陪你到老我不知道还有谁能像我让你依*我只希望你会牢记我的好天亮以后就再也牵不到你的手天亮以后我会慢慢离开你的梦不敢说再见就是无法说出口天亮以后留住你该用什么理由天亮以后留下的就只剩下寂寞别难过所有的痛都由我默默承受我以为我做得到抱着你到天荒地老爱你我感到骄傲什么都好期待着你的拥抱也许这机会太渺小流着眼泪苦着笑我怎么逃空荡的梦怎么写我们的从今以后握紧着手看不到再见的尽头天亮以后就再也牵不到你的手天亮以后我会慢慢离开你的梦不敢说再见就是无法说出口天亮以后留住你该用什么理由天亮以后留下的就只剩下寂寞别难过所有的痛都由我默默承受Hate the time when the sun rises;and the time will be the most hated...Because every time when the sun rise...the time call "DAY";will be the day,will be the time;we are separated...The night,the early morning;FEELS just like a dream...The sun;isn't it suppose to be warm and happy?Why am I the only one to hate it?The only time when I love the "DAY";will be the time when I have nightmare...The only day when I love the "TIME";will be the time when I wanted to sleep...The sun,the warmth,the happiness;will never be allow to people who don't deserve it...The sun,the warmth,the happiness;will forever belong to others...When will the sun,warmth,happiness;ever shine on me?Hold Me As Though It Will Be Our Last..
Hold Me And Look Into My Eyes,Truly;
Hold Me And Tell Me I Am Not Alone;
Hold Me Tight And Prove Our Hug;
Hold Me And Don't Leave Me Alone;
Hold Me And Don't leave My Dream;
Hold Me And Don't Push Me Away;
Hold Me As Though We Will Be Forever...;
Don't mean anything,listening to the song then suddenly feel like that so write down lor.^.-
date:Tuesday, December 4, 2007
time:3:56 AM
I AM DAMN STUPID BORED!!!CAN'T SLEEP!!!COME...LETS THINK OF WHAT I HAVE DONE(18 & BELOW CAN'T DO THE...NOT INCLUDE *EHEM* LA!!!-.-)-job...cause most 14 can't de...-pool...miaow~pple bring de...ten close 1 eyez de...-smoke...ONCE VERY YOUNG(realii ish young hor...)onlii,nearlii vomit so nv le...bleah~-drink alcholic drink...those can de,sux!!!those sweet sweet de,like 6%,4% de,got b4...but all is little de...bleah,cant buy...-went home by 3/4am...^^...went eating aft work ma...ten WALK home...-went downstair for walk n walk Jerry...at 4/5am...alone lei~-kana ask Ez-link be police...lene n hui teng also kana...hehe...-give num 2 dono hu...cuz frn frn ma...but in d end also nv...-'buy' smoke(got the person who wants to buy beside la)ten kana ask 4 IC...ten in d end,nott iie buy...bleah...-buy 'wine'...mum 1 buy de!!!ten she pass miie da $$ but da cashier don blieve ten go ask mum...-.-...cry...-'eat' da xiang yan(smoke...dono how spell-ci-gret-)eh...4/5 years old ba...-sell ^^^^^tat 1 also...3/4/5 years old ba...help relative sell de...nice childhood memories...eh...cant rmb liao...w8 c when rmb ten add ba...but ten nei~iie v.guai de hor~miaow-wu~!!!iie leave muah paw ere~gulugulu-miaow~
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time:12:07 AM
Went malaysia 2dae...go wit mum...tk 161 go woodland...w8 4 her....ten she cum.tk bus go lor...go cut hair...buy 2 cloths...miie so diff 2dae...change hairstyle change cloths clothing...aniiway,iie seems diff 2dae...kana nag by mum n scold by dad(in da morning).told miie tat iie onlii can get bf aft finesh studii sec 3...nv ans her...juz continue lk outside,which is so diff...cry on my way 2 causeway point...hate causeway point now....last time hated woodland interchange,now together wit causeway point...lucky iie sit behind...no 1 notice,no sound cum out...hahas...don even notice iie cry lor....da tears juz drop...ten iie lking at outside...ten found my hand wet ten touch ten noe...stupid...hate causeway point...hapii memories...hate hapii memories...defination of memories---THE PAST WHICH CAN'T HAPPEN AGAIN.ten laughing da whole dae...no la...is aft iie buy shirt...laugh 4 wat?iie dono...juz laugh...mayb reali crazii le...2dae so lk not miie...changed...but maybe better when change...hahas...Really hate to take bus 161...when on 161,went up and go to the last chair...always sitted there...that time,everytime...But this time sitted on the other side...Then looking at the 'sea'.Just looking then listening to song...Then the song change to '人鱼的眼泪'.Just listen...Then my hand on the bag.Suddenly feel the hand like wet wet...Go touch...then the other hand also wet.Then stupidly,go touch my face.Found out I cry...again...Then wipe away...but the face still wet...Give up...continue look at outside.Got bring tissue(don't know why,I never bring tissue out(unless flu)but today just sudenly feel like bring.)But never use.Scared if use,people will know...But no need use la.Only tears come out.Hated myself,cried for so many times.But think got a guy saw my tears or what,cause he keep looking at me.Don't care him.Hair infront,no need care...So,the whole way just rain in my eyes...And don't know for what reason,that stupid 人鱼的眼泪 keep repeating...Maybe press wrong.Get fed up,off the phone.But still rain...Yesterday kana scolded and nearly get hit by FATHER.Went to toilet and bath.Stay in toilet for maybe 2 hours ba...Open the tap,then cry inside the water...cold water...just cry,don't think anyone got hear...(anyway,also no sound la)Really wanted to cry with sound...so long have not cry with sound...Then went out of bathroom,FATHER not in.He went drinking...He had quit smoking and drinking,but drank again yesterday...Went in bedroom,lock,sit on the floor...rain again...Open the music,but no sound again...Then cry until sleep.Sleep halfway,MOTHER call,tell her I sleeping,then she hang.Then sit on the floor,look at the one and only star I can see in my room...Rain again...then sleep leaning against the cupboard...wake up at 1.35am...went to the toilet...then found out that my face got the stain of WATER.Wash my face...Eyes so red...Then went to sleep...Then wake at 3++am...went toilet again,found stain again...seems like got rain when sleeping also...go slap myself then wash again...But this time got add ingredient...The water wash with my WATER from my eyes...seems that I drank too much water until keep come out.Yup...Went to sleep again...Wake at 4.45am...went toilet again...No stain this time...Then went back sleep.Wake up at 5.32am...went toilet,then saw my face...eyes so puffy...close my eyes...then lei,come out again...don't care...just went out...get a drink...Wake up at 7am...never went out,cause FATHER wake up le.Just lay there...Got keep a record on what time wake up...Take the bus,reach woodland interchain...Really hated that place...So call MOTHER tell her I wait for her upstair...Went up,saw Causeway point...Don't dare go in...Happy memory there...But scared will cry again there...MEMORY IS THINGS THAT HAPPEN IN THE PAST AND CAN'T HAPPEN AGAIN.If that's so,I don't hope it will happen before.Because a happy memory will leave a scar in my heart forever.Went outside,heart suddenly feel like...PAIN...Really hated the interchain,causeway point and the library...Cause lost someone in the library before...can't find that person,really feel scared that time...really scared...I don't want to be abandon just because of a moment of playfullness...can't find a payphone...Really scared that time...really scared...But in the end,I found that person...Really happy.It is at that time then I knew how scary,how afarid I am,to be abandond...But so what?I am being abandon now...hahas...Feel so pain when saw Causeway point...MOTHER came,when to take don't know what bus...Then she go talk so much things...What "It is not I don't let you have a boyfriend.But you have to wait until Sec 3.After you finesh your Sec 3 then you can have one."Never answer her...(crying again afther reading her blog!I HATED MYSELF FOR CRYING!)Just continue look outside...Don't dare cry infront of her...Sec 3?Hahas...when finesh Sec 3,someone wants me AND I have feeling,I will defintly go...But don't think will le ba...Already scared le...Cold le...Really don't want hurt people,hurt myself...(DAMN IT!!!CAN'T TYPE NOW!THE WORDS SO BLURLY!!!DAMN IT!DRINK TOO MUCH WATER AGAIN!)Kinship can't even be trusted,who can I trust?Really hate myself...really can't type now...heart so pain...hahas...Then went into Malaysia...I was like dreaming when answering her all this...Until when she go toilet,then I look at the mirror,then my eyes just suddenly red le,then I wake up...go wash the face...Can't hit the wall,so my hand go red again...Then heard the door open,go wash...Luckily she never saw...Then start laughing...start going crazii...buy cloths that won't buy last time...So different...She never notice also...MOTHER-It is just blood related...Then went home...went AMK first...saw grandfather,he grow skinny le...saw him I really feel like crying...Seing him is like seeing someone I can trust...He and my FATHER side grandmother is the same...I feel I can trust them...But,don't want to worried them...So just keep my mouth shut then hide in kicthen...When about to go home,went out and tell him I want to eat breakfast with him on 6th...Don't think I need to appear in 6th le ba...Everything ended with a phone call.Everything ended just because I trusted KINSHIP.EVERYTHING ENDED...EVERYONE blamed me...EVERYONE hated me...EVERYONE angry with me...EVERYONE leave me...Hate myself for being so strong yet weak...WEAK when I am alone,STRONG when in front of people...I want to be weak in front of people...But I can't...Have too many responsiblty...Have too many thinking...Really tired...Never eat much today also...really tired...really...WHAT IN THE HELL IS HAPPENING?!Wanted to talk to someone,but is afraid...No one to talk to anymore...Scared le...Hahas...Maybe will change since this incident le ba...Hahas...I have failed...Maybe I have already failed since the start...yet I wanted to fight...I don't want to lose everything...Thats why I fight...Yet I lost EVERYTHING...EVERYTHING...And got hurt...Is this the price to pay for fighting even when I knew I will lose?Is this the price to pay for fighting just because I don't want to lose anything...If this is the price,I would rather never fight before.At least,I won't lose EVERYTHING...The mermaid and the prince live happily ever after...The woman,she had paid her price...Best wishes to the prince and mermaid...
date:Sunday, December 2, 2007
time:4:37 AM
Thanks to NYQ,I am going to change my target...I am going to hate that woman instead of the prince.The woman seperated mermaid and the prince.And she will have to pay for it.IF I am in the play,I will go over to the woman and stop her.Will make her leave the prince and tell the prince that the one who he is SUPPOSE to be is the MERMAID not that woman.If that prince love that woman for her don't know what,be it attitude or what,will make the woman change.From head to toe.The woman will have to leave the prince and allow the mermaid and prince together.If that is so,mermaid won't die and the prince will know who he really love.Will make the prince see his heart clearly and not be bought away just because of that woman suddenly pop out.Even if it costs the woman to lose herself or go crazy,she will have to change so as to let the prince see his heart.YUP!!!Like that,the story will change.^o^That woman WILL leave the prince.And mermaid and prince will leave happily ever after.So what if that woman lost herself?So what if the prince might be sad for awhile?So what if that woman might be sad too?As long as the prince see his heart clearly and the mermaid happy,that woman have to do everything.This is what she own them.She created all this,she have to clear it up.Even if she really do like that prince,she will have to take all the blame!!!YEA!!!!!!!!WOOT~!!!!!!!!!AND THE MERMAID AND THE PRINCE LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER AND THE MERMAID SACRFICE IS CORRECT!!!The woman will have to GO!SMILE!!!!!!!!!!!this is all I can do...sorry...
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time:2:05 AM
Sleep At 10am...Wake at 7.30pm...Tired...not sure isit the normal tired or just want to stop thinking of everything de tired...Now tired again...Guess is the second de ba...Hahas...really tired...cried,think,sleep,wake,eat,bath,use com...other than that,nothing already.Never eat much also.Morning cook porrige,ate 6 mouths never eat.Lunch,skip.Dinner,ate 4mouths,never eat.Yesterday also like that...This few day never eat alot...hahas...grow thinner le ba?Surprisly,no one notice...LOVL!Haix...now is the time I don't want go on diet!!!-.-So tired...Mermaid,she is so stupid...She gave up everything for the sake of her love.Yet,the prince do not knew it and treat her so harshly.And YET again,she still love him even when she had to die for him.Although the prince in the end knew is her,what is the use?Among all those princess stories,I hope most is Snow White.Everyone live happily ever after in the story.Only the wicket stepmother die.Yet because of her death,everyone live happily.I am willing to be the stepmother.Cinderella is not as good as Snow White because the stepmother and sisters...don't know...not really agree...Not I want them to die or what,but just...don't know...But Mermaid is the most heartbroken I ever felt...Mermaid,I really love her.She did so much for the prince.I HATE the prince...he hurt mermaid so much.Mermaid is silly,she did so much for him.But because of this,when mermaid dies,the prince remember her even more.Love her even more.If I am the prince,I will love her the same.But it is too late...mermaid just become a foam...I will be willing to accompany her though.Mermaid...A heartbroken yet beautiful story.A story,a song,that make me cry...Thankyou for making the song...mermaid...I HATE THE PRINCE!He made her suffer...yet only love her when she die...
date:Saturday, December 1, 2007
time:12:21 AM
haix...so messy now...haix...I need someone to acompany me now...just silently stay with me...follow me go down,when I cry,just sit there quietly...I need someone now...sob~haix...
