well...i look UGLY!!dono why lei..all my pic look like i sad sad de...sob~???haix...pathetic
date:Tuesday, May 27, 2008
time:11:28 PM
kk..my blog da post for da video is like...crazy??
kao!!!now in msn..so MANY pple ask me abt my workplace...ahahs!!
listening songs now..kk..stop msn-ing!i wan blog!!shh!!
kk..today went math remedial..wake up late..so lei,iiem offically LATE!
then lei..go drag sya in!!damn!!stop msn me!!!i wan blog!!!wait!
i going shout pple le...brb
kk..finally..chase all off..hopefully...
kk..so lei...today math remem.grrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!still toking!!!wait
back..i sewer!!fk!!!again!!wait!!!!
k.i swear,if someone tok again,i will scold bad words..
kk..today math..cjb!!!!wait!!!
kk..scolded..
kk..today mathe remedial..then late wake up..sya say she got wake me up.. o.O got mei???dono~so lei,i call her wait,then we two late!!muahahaha!!!
reach at 11++ then da v.good at drawing(pple msn-ing..lala..i cant see...so no need reply...see no DEVIL,hear no evil..keke)also late..hahas..(two pple now..cant see~)
then we 2 lost!!omg!!me & sya lost!!(wait la!!!)
(back)(grr!!wait!!!)back~
ya!!sya lost in SCHOOL!!ahahas!!cant find ma
so lei i go call mr micheal..
then sya say"everytime got math thing,call mr.M"hahas..cauz he math cher ma..oyah!!acelearning!!later go do..so guai~
then lei,i wearing slippers with shorts inside my skirt!!WAIT!!!KNS LA!!
can i juz give up posting?with so many pple toking,how i post?!!!!!!lets see..aft scolding,3 went...5 come in..=.=
so now lei..got 7..wtf!!!!but all 7 is i noe de la..
kk..now no one le..iiem so proud..wa kao!!!!coming again!!!!
kk...settle..hopfully none now..haix..
my posting hang abt half an hour lor..see!!coming again!!!!
kk..finish..
well..then we (lala..cant see)kk...i not caring abt them le..
well..toking to HT..
then today went remedial lor..then I late la!!eh..wait..this got write brfore!!!!!!!!!!
then wear slippers lor!!like so funny lor....
then went inside la..da whole lesson,talking to sya..^^0 miaow~
then aft tat..went out la..take out da skirt..then mrs loo saw it..
"you don next lesson if u wear like this"
is like so WTF lor!!!i wearing PROPER uni can?!cjb la!!!go eat cat la!!! then lei..don care her la..was actually rushing for workk... in d end,never go..y?cuz lei...i went out with sya,ros & sadly...shafie!!! kk..then we 4 went to hmall...me,sya,ros buy RINGS!!!so nice...mood changer rings...then tat shop keeper also laughing at shafie..y lei?cuz lei...shafie make a fool of himself!!!wakakaka!!then i go force him say thankyou & sorry!!! then lei...well...nth to say...went to take alot of pics lor.. & shafie is like dancing to the music!!& i took a video & he din noe it!muahahaha!!iiem so bad... then we four took alot alot alot of pic lor...alot alot!!!then so nice lor~later putting it ba~ then in d end,i was also dancing...shaking..oyah!! shafie-he cant shake & he is like keep shaking his BREAST!!wtf!!he cant shake!!!!!! hahas...i saw my reflection when i like dancing lei...so nice,NOT...is funny..=.= then me & ros went and play like hell & her hair is like flying!!then laugh laugh...giddy giddy..hahas da best moments...WE THREE HUG!!!& I M SO HAPPY!!!REALLY!! it was like raining..v.heavily...sya sudd say she wan hug...tot she is like jk onli..so i say,come,hughug..then she really hug!!i was like shock!!but i really really happy...then I hug ros,she hug ros..then WE THREE HUG TOGETHER!! well,got 1 tear drop down...keke..i really happy & touch..they hug..they willing hug me..sob~really...i really felt like i really belong to this world,this friendship..no one,wanted to hug me before..maybe HIM la..but no one else...& i was like so happy & touch..I never hug any one except him...not even family..really...& shafie,well..i acidentaly hug him!!omfg!!!ahahas!! well...i spar with him..& i lost!!!iiem so SAD!!! then we were like planing to go eat dinner & watch movie..hu noe when go home,ros say she cant=.= hahas..next time ba.. well...abt this le ba~ anything more later write...my this window..open going 1hour...later if got,post again..pic time nw
date:
time:10:36 PM
kk..fall asleep imediatly aft eating!omg!iim going to grow horizontal!!kk...looking at ros & sya blog..keke.. kao!!i laggy in sya blog!!hehe..later alot free time..gg upload all da pic!!!!& her blog still uploading aft 2min..zzz
finally her blog kk...above video(s)is proudly shoot by me!!!
my com so lag now lor..uploading pic to photocbucket...later go post more pics & videos ba...but da video..need ask permission..wait!!ask ros now..wait ah~
kk..ros allow...so lei...putting it in now!!!
o..da video is uploading nw...hehe..never notice it..quite stupid la..well..pic & today thing will be on da next 2 posts!!!
date:
time:6:29 PM
DAMN YOU LA!!!DON EVER TREATEN ME K?!!!!!IF I,ONG POH HONG,IS SO EASILY TREATEN,I DON'T KNOW WILL GO MEET PEOPLE HOW MANY TIMES LE LOR!!BOY,YOU ARE SO PATHETIC K?! damn...kk la..ii not angry..ytd tat guy keep calling me when iiem BATHING!then say want meet want meet..I say today can't le!!!then he go say what u wan meet not,don wan meet then we don meet next time...I go ans fine la!cjb la! tell u,pathetic boy,I don't care a fucking shit about meeting UNKNOWN peoples ESPECIALLY guys!!!So,please,don't think too highly of urself!& u wan flirt my frinend ah?!siam la u!I go out wit my friend u care so many for wat?!call them down also la!siam la u!my hubby & mistress for u to flirt ah?!pls la!they so good quality k?wan flirt go find other people!don u dare go touch my mistress & hubby k?!!!they are not pple who u can flirt! since u tok to ht so nice,u go flirt her la!don u EVER touch my darlings(^.^)hor!!!! & i realy don care a shyt abt meeting k?! go eat 1st...later then post..scolding le
date:
time:12:42 AM
well...today customers
aiyah!!lazy write!!!
date:
time:12:04 AM
wakakaka!!!get a present from HIM..keke~disney cd!!!& im like hoping to get one cd with disneys' songs since they started publish da cd..^^miaow~!!!3q!!!!mmmuack!!!! kk..today~ call dad to wake me up at 7am.. well,he did..i say wake at 7.30am..he did.. then i go say at 8am.. my bro did...then 8.30am...he did again.. in d end,woke at 8.43am.. look at da clock then chua dio lor!!! go rush rush... :p then change cloths lor..anyhow take..keke..no time go chose cloths la..(lucky)then just wear my da ankles 'necklace' and my handband...then rush out.. then rush back take jacket cuz shivering...haix...0.~ then run to lrt lor!!!rush hour for ONGLAI!!! then lei..reach cp at 9.02am.. well everyone,from sengkang to bugis by MRT,u will take 43min.. ^.^ say thankx for telling ba~cause i go check..hehe then when waiting the MRT,got a guy come over...(was wearing jacket that time,so look quite funny for me) then lei..the mrt came...door open.. him--can i have ur num? me--huh?can talk in the train cause I rushing.. him--iim not taking.. me--oo~(look at da train)k..(give) then rush inside..jus nice door close *phew* well girls..sorry!!!this time I know what I doing..but I really rushing!!!so no choice..sorry!!!!!sorry!!!T_T then went in da train so tired...then msg Bryan telling him lor.. then he like...this kinda attitude--"i just knew that she will give..haix"--this kinda la..sorry~sob~ then lei tat guy msg..keep sorry la..then Bryan sa he trying get sympety(sim-pe-ti)..dono la..haix.. then he msg me asking me to be his gan baby..=.= then by that time,working,so never reply.. then reach da shop at 10am SHARP! da boss not dere yet so lei must act act i early ma~so go buy coffee lor...ice de!!!then stomach pain~ sob~hehe..then wat ah? oyah~start work..sob~then i like so tired lor,then stomach pain.. today customers ah~got quite funny de la..not many pple look today & iim so HAPPY!!!! ah~talking to so many pple!!!blur
date:Monday, May 26, 2008
time:12:57 AM
MY FEET IS LIKE SO DAMN PAIN!!!SOB!!! well..found a job today~& start work today.. this job,quit satisfy-- 1st-HIGH PAY!!really high~higher than any of my jobs~ 2nd-quite relax~cause i just need stand there then when customers come in,just serve lor..miaow~ (: 3rd-the boss & people around there quite funny & friendly ^.^ 4th-the thing there v.easy sell...^o^0 5th-no more le la!!! the bad 1st-need stand for LONG hours...fyi,i stand 7hours today!!no sitting lor!! 2nd-quite hot there..cause at bugis street ma~da biggest pasamalam! 3rd-i lost my way today!!!!!!!!!cant find da toilet... =p 4th-da boss quite cool la~we seldom talk..T.T 5th-no more la le!!! so lets start my day.. wake up at 12.30pm..then dad dabao back ma~so eat lor.. eat half way,neighbour come my house,ask me go bugis..cause this job she introduce de ma(THANKYOU!!!) so I say kk lor~^^ so lei~eat fast fast...(never eat lor!!!only about 2mouths??) then go pongpong~then went out at 2pm.. take mrt to little india then take bus??..then reach there...introduce me to boss,start work.. then in the first 10min,i sold things and earn $10.. the next half an hour,$15.. then i keep stand there ma...wearing heels mind u!!!& that's hell!!! then at first,got guys walk past..then they will turn & look at me..(not haolian!!!) then well,in the first few times when guys turn back & look...well...all girls will feel happy that got guys look right?especially like me who no looks,no shape..so lei,I smiled back,count as thankyou for looking ba...then got a few,when I smile,they walk in the shop & buy things...that's GOOD!! but then,after finding out that SOME guys who had their wife/gf beside them also turn back,I thought I look funny or what..so went toilet & check...& I LOST MY WAY TO THE TOILET!!!WTF!!!*psps* then check 1,check 2,check 3..nothing wrong..so lei,went back & work.. then guys look again(not all la..some..well,more than some but less than all la!!) then I started getting like so angry & fusrated lor!!i go stare stare when guy look..then when they turn back again,i look down..then at abt 5pm like that...or isit 4pm??saw 2 chi teenage guys walking up & down da shop..thought that they want do bad thing..so I just diam diam la..then stand in my 'ahlian' style...then stare stare la..then they smile back..well,they quite handsome la..so i smile then ROLL MY EYES!!! then at this time,1 ang mor lang come in..so I smile la!!(MUST!!!)then serve him..then I was at the front then like trying to promote this lighter when I saw one of the guys took out a camerer..thought he was a tourist or what...=.= (like so stupid lor..they is SINGAPOREANS!) then they walk pass me,that guy who holding the camerer act as if he not looking in the screen(he looking infront)then HE SHOOT!!!WTF!!!!! & pls la boi,if u want shoot pple,don do in the dark!& even if u wan do in da dark,PLS OFF UR FLASH!! yar~he never off his flash,that's why i found out..stupid guy!!!=.= then I like so angry la!!then da face like shyt lor!!then *pish*i change face when facing this ang mor lang customer..hehe..in d end,sold him quite alot of things..then aft he gone,face black again.. then got one damn cut ang mor lang guy!!!he come in.. him--erm..hello me--hi.. him--how are u? me--erm...(thinking what he saying cause diff accent)fine?hehe..u? him--yar~how long have u been working here?singapore quite nice.. me--today 1st day,hehe..yar~but v.stressful here him--well,this magnets is quite exclusive(yup..do u want to buy)erm..oh yar!is there a cinemar around here? me--yar..is up there right in the front,da 1st floor.. him--oh isit? me--yup..*smile* him--*look at watch*do u know what time is the last show? me--I think is around 11pm ba.."yah!!i say ba to an ang mor lang!!!" him--oh isit?do u want to catch a movie with me? me--eh..I go serve another customer..have a nice day!!!*run off*"yah!!RUN!" kk...my eng broken la..but abt like that,my coversation with him.. haix..he look so handsome lor!!!going drool!!OMG!!!ahahas..jkjk then got an ang mor lang lady come in buy gifts for her nephews..who is 4 to 5 years old.. & I was like telling her buy the colourful one.. that boss gave her those plain one..=.= her--i want to give my nephews..i think this colour don suit.. boss--well,what abt this?*black* her--erm..no.. boss--this?*green* me--eh..she want colourful de.. boss--oo~this*black & white* her--erm...i think i will take this girl one.. =.=lamo la~!!!! + one thing,got afew tourist don uds what i talking!!!is my eng tat bad??sob~ then i also don uds a few tourist also..& their eng..more worst..haix..pathetic.. well..signing off..leg really pain.. no more high heels for me!!!
date:Sunday, May 25, 2008
time:2:08 AM
I promise to do well in my study next semester..& mrs loo get eaten by cats!!!!
date:
time:1:16 AM
3q ros n sya for saying my blog de song~mmmuack!!!i really really love u 2 + some other so much!!!even more than HIM!!muahahaha!!!!
mmmuack!!!!keke..
u 2 my wang zi~ah~my prince~i wan horse worx!!!wakakaka
kk..today go get report book from MRS LOO!!!
SHE NEVER GET EATEN BY CATS & I AM DAMN SO SAD!
WHY SHE NEVER GET EATEN!!!GRR!!!
AND TAT STUPID POSITUDE!!KEEP SAY I NEVER PAY MONEY!WTF LA!I TELL U,U BETTER DON JOKE AROUND WITH MY MONEY K?!!!I EARN THEM SCARCRIFICING MY TIME TO PLAY & STUDY & SLEEP!!!GRR
kk.i never waste time study cause I fail 5 subjects!!!sob!!! ):
haix..actually,I really very sad u noe?sob~haix..i really tried my best,who know i keep wan sleep?haix..is tis illness?
keke..then today when sch lor..i rushing!!then nv tie hair,wear pe & fold skirt nei~.. :p
then saw mrs loo,sya n tat dono wat name girl..then sya father talking wit MRS LOO!then da nameless girl mum talking to positude..hahas!!she don dare tok to sya dad cause SHE FKING HELL DONO HOW SAY ENG!!!ahahahas~!!!!! then lei mum go see MRS LOO!she say so many shyt lor!!!!!!!grr~!!! then say i keep sleep...=.= HOW I KNOW WHY I KEEP ZZZ AH?!TODAY MUM SCOLDING ME I ALSO SLEEP!!!haix~ back to topic~then say say la..i sit on da table listen lor..forget bring CDP..hehe..MRS LOO don wan give back rb de..then mum say wan..so she have to give lor~ then positude walk past ma..then she tok to mum lor..=.= lamo la...she better don joke ard with MY money k?!then saw cousin..hehe..her grade also v.pretty~almost all red..then nevere tie hair also..then wear pe also..no wonder we two cousin,cuz lei,only we two like tat in sch 2day..(": then i drag mum go find mdm woo!!! then she go say so many shyt thing lor!!!say i never hand up work all this... BLOODY HELL!!!U NEVER GIVE ME HOW I DO?!U DON WAN GIVE ME LOR! then i shout wit her la...go point point her..then shout & quarrel wit her..then chem cher come..then i like so respect lor..talk so soft..then when wuu talk,i stare at her..my attitude is like so clear lor!!!grr!! then go home mum scold scold...i sleeping!!!omfg!!i fell asleep when she scolding?!!! then she say this & tat..don care la..hehe.. then dad come home face so black..dono~lala~cuz i zzz ma~miaow!!! haix...now talking to HT..she talking abt *ehem* haix.. haix...haix...haix... got feeling tat she just using me..ht ah~are u using me????sob~ haix...i treat pple like real friends then most treat me like shyt.. haix..i treat elephant as real,then he got gf never tell...sob!!! haix..haix..haix..ytd tok to bryan.. was editing skin,so nerver go listen him..sorry~mmmuack u ba~sorry...haix..promise u,next time u call,i will listen.. haix..ht,got anything tell me~i will listen to u..promise~*hook fingers*
date:Saturday, May 24, 2008
time:3:13 AM
I AM SO FUCKING HELL,IDOICTIC BORED!!! just now talk to expensive guy..then he like so cold lor~haix..cant blame him..later kana killed by cousin..keke.. haix.. haix.. haix..!!!!!!! im just so bored! been surfing da net like 4hours??? then from here go dere,dere go here..then...STILL BORED!! haix.. haix.. haix..!!!!!!! do i really have real friend? keke..think elephant got gf le ba~hehe!!wkkk!! haix.. haix.. haix..!!!!!!! he got treat me as friend ma ah?got gf also bo tell.. haix.. haix.. haix..!!!!!!! nvm...he friend wit me also cuz ht ma~haix.. haix.. haix.. haix..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i don care le!!!i wan go crazy!! i don wan be bored!!! so lei..going go back my old lifestyle~ go ard,find guys le ba~wakakakaka!! cant find girls,cuz all zzz v.early.. haix.. haix.. haix..!!!!!!! i wan a girl who don sleep so early & can play wit me de!!but don ve..so pathetic..haix.. AH!!! im so bored la!!! msn all guys!!see le jiu SIANZ!!!!! ah!!!! i wan nyq!! i wan elephant!! i wan human!! i wan jerry!! i wan ros!! i wan sya!! i wan der-vii!! i wan bylene!! i wan vivian!! i wan kun tai!! i wan sun kuei!! i wan macdonal!! i wan mac chicken!! i wan ice-cream!! i wan drawing!! i wan gaming!! i wan hang ard!! i wan go beach!! i wan see sunrise!! i wan see moon!! i wan bf!! i wan gf!! i wan my mummy!! i wan my daddy!! i wan my honey!! i wan my granny!! i wan my darling!! i wan my wateva-ing!! i wan go shopping!! i wan go escape!! i wan wear bikini!! i wan go cycling!! i wan go crying!! i wan go dancing!! i wan go clubbing!! i wan buy cloths!! i wan buy bed!! i wan buy myself!! i wan but HDB!! i wan buy bungolow!! i wan buy condo!! i wan buy swimming pool!! i wan buy dog!! i wan sleep!! i wan baby!! i wan bee!! i wan elephant!! i wan cow!! i wan dog!! i wan cat!! ee!!NO CAT!!! i wan duck!! i wan chicken!! i wan goose!! i wan mrs loo get eaten by miaow!! i wan akile get eaten by moo!! i wan mr micheal roll down!! i wan positude go china!! i wan der-vii to have freedom!! i wan sya to get clear of herself!! i wan ros to have more babies!! i wan sun kuei eat more sun kuei!! i wan bylene get vilion!! i wan huiting get her white horse prince!! i wan vivian get ota!! i wan myself get jerry!! i wan miaow~to stop miaow~!! i wan don scared miaow~!! i wan go lala!! i wan go zzz!! i wan go sign out!! i wan go crazy which im already!! i wan pple don cold me!! i wan laogong go happy!! i wan nyq don forget me!! i wan friend!! i wan everyone be safe!! i wan no more disaster!! i wan chocolate!! i wan peace!!
date:
time:12:53 AM
Why must I be the one who listen everytime ?
Why can't for once , someone just listen to me ?
Why when I tried rejecting to listen , I get blamed ?
Can't I just be selfish once and just ignore people's trouble and not get blamed ?
Can't I just ask to be listen to for once and not getting rejected ?
I am not as strong as what everyone thinks ..
I want my rights to be listen too ..
I just want to stop being so good and declines listening ..
I just want to find someone who is willing to listen to me and let me rest ..
Where is the person who can let me rest ?
When can I put down everything and for once , really rest ?
Even if it's a while , I am happy ..
I just wanted to rest ..
I just wanted to smile ..
I just wanted to be listen ..
I just wanted to be selfish ..
I just wanted to be pampered ..
I just wanted someone to listen to me ..
I just wanted to be myself and be the girl whom is really just a girl ..
Can I have them ?
I really need to rest , to walk further .. To listen to more of you all de problems ..
I am still a girl , I am still a teenager ..
I am not as strong as you all think ..
date:Wednesday, May 21, 2008
time:11:20 PM
Do people really want to last with their first ? Don't think I fit to be in a relationship .. Cause I don't worth people good to me !! Sorry to those who care for me .. But I don't deserve .. I on crazy mode now .. Suddenly think of NYQ , cause everytime crazy last time , will find him .. I MISS NYQ !! SOB !! im crazy~the world gone crazy~!!!!!n iiem so crazy!!
Adventurine Heart Green For inner peace and soothing of the emotions. Used for the heart and heartaches. For the acceptance of ones self and of others. Agate Solar Plexus and Heart Varied Compels the truth. Promotes good manners, happiness, intelligence, prosperity, longevity, fertility and good health. Affects the stomach, throat and heart.
Amethyst Crown Violet Calming, grounding, a cleanser and spiritual stimulator. Balances the yin yang energies, strengthens the heart, cleanses the liver of toxins and is excellent for lung problems.
Azurite Malachite Heart and Crown Blue/Green All purpose healing stone. Effects the etheric body, parathyroid glands, optic 3rd eye nerve, spleen, and pancreas. Used to release repressed emotions and for physical detoxing.
Bloodstone Root Green/Red Offers courage, endurance and harmony. Used to stop bleeding and for iron deficiency in the blood. Helps in making decisions, for moving Kundilini energy and to invoke peace in all who are drawn to it.
Chrysoprase Solar Plexus and Heart Green Has a quality of compassion and a capacity for fine attunement. Works on the solar plexus and heart areas to soothe emotions. Will help to tranquilize many forms of hysteria and neurosis. Also used to absorb or deflect unwanted energies.
Citrine Solar Plexus Golden Generates radiant happy vibrations. Helps thoughts to be clear and emotions controlled. Raises thinking to intuitive levels. On a physical level it can be used to help eliminate toxins from the colon, gall bladder, kidneys and entire eliminative system.
Fluorite Crown and 3rd eye Clear, Blue, Purple Multi dimensional stone. Balances and integrates lower (human) self with higher (spiritual) self. Good for meditation over 3rd eye chakra. Works well with virulent diseases.
Garnet Root Red Stimulates happiness, peace, balance, patience, inspiration and persistence. Good for re birthing, menstruation and life passages. Also can be used for blood disorders, fertility and eases arthritis pain.
Hematite Root Gray, Black A very grounding stone. Very cooling to the physical body. Uses for fevers, alleviates worry and anxiety as it allows for mental clarity. Often known as the "worry stone".
Herkimer "Diamond" Crown Clear Very balancing, is a special variety of quartz crystal. Works with the yin yang energies. Often known as the "Dream Crystal". Aids in bringing teachings of the dream state into conscious awareness, very highly attuned spiritually.
Kyanite Crown and 3rd eye Blue, Black Aligns all chakras; if so directed can open chakras. Dispels frustration and anger. Excellent attunement stone, good for meditation. Aids in past life regressions.
Lapus Lazuli Throat and 3rd Eye Blue When used over the 3rd eye chakra, it can assist in opening and clarifying inner visions. Provides strength, vitality and self assurance. Used for disorders of the throat, heart, spleen, blood, and skin. It can also counter effects of stroke and epilepsy. It is also good for dream work.
Lithium Crown and Solar Plexus Lavender, with pink TourmalineGood preparatory stone for inner spiritual work. Helps to reduce stress and ease depression. Relates to cycles of birth and death and eases transitions. On physical level, helps with digestion.
Moonstone Crown Chakra White PastelStimulates the pineal gland (or 3rd eye) and assists in stimulating the "feeling" or intuitive energies. Has a very calming effect on the emotions. Eases menstrual pain, alleviates many degenerative conditions in the skin, hair, eyes and body fluids.
Obsidian Crown Chakra Black snowflake Used to sharpen both the internal and external visions. One of the most important "teachers" of the New Age stones. Teaches one the truth of oneself in relation to their ego. Depicts the contrasts of life; day and night, darkness and light, truth and error.
Peridot Heart brow Green Yellow / Green Used for protection, prosperity, happiness and emotional calming. It can purify and balance. Promotes digestion, eases ailments in the digestive system.
Phantom All Clear Red, or Yellow Very powerful tool for the New Age. Used to ground and center while attuning to higher spiritual energies. In healing work used to disperse congested energies.
Pyrite Solar Plexus Gold Has a very protecting, shielding aspect which works on the physical, mental, and emotional levels. Shields one from many forms of negative energy. Strengthens circulatory system and clears oxygen in the blood.
Quartz Trans personal point Clear All purpose, all healing. Amplifies thought forms, transmutes energy and forms protective shield around ones aura field. Excellent for a meditation stone, color work, aura work and is very energizing.
Irradiated Quartz All Very Black Absorbs all forms of negative energy. Can be placed on or near electrical equipment to absorb harmful energies. Ie: T.V., micro wave, computers.
Rose Quartz Heart Pink Comforts heart from all wounds and helps heal emotional pain. Enhances love, self love, positive outlook, joy and oneness. Good for the heart, throat, ears, nose, sinuses, kidneys, and hypertension.
Smoky Quartz Root and Solar Plexus Black, Gray Eases depression, fear and panic. Clears the aura, and is very grounding. Enhances positive attitudes, and tranquilizes. Works well with root chakra to release negative blocks, both emotional and physical. Used for menstrual cramps, intestines, stomach and digestion.
Topaz Solar Plexus Yellow Draws negativity from chakras. Protects against insomnia and depression. Mood elevator, revitalized, very stimulating to the creative thinking processes. Eases the transition of death.
Tourmaline Root and heart Varied Works as a protective shield. Transforms and consumes negative energy without releasing it into the atmosphere. Has to do with visions and "seeing" with compassion. Good for the eyes, teaches to expand limited concepts of thinking. Relates to aspirations for higher love. This is a very complete stone.
Turquoise Heart and Throat Aqua Known as the "Sky Stone". Is excellent for spiritual attunement, healing of the energy centers and the physical body. Valuable for grounding as well as for vision quests and astral travel. Purifies all levels of being and is capable of handling strong negativity. Also used for wounds and for damage to bones.
all about crystals水晶..Maybe I would want the Moonstone..hehe..they say diamond is girl best friend..I prefer crystal..keke
date:
time:10:46 PM
To those IDOITS & ONCE an IDOITS who love CUTTING their hands and destroy themselves... I tell you-in the place of someone who really CARE!-Damn la!You all!WTF?!Cut hands?!Fun?!DAMN la!!That's like destroying your self for nothing! DAMN!& I hate it!K?!!!!I HATE IT! ONGLAI HATE PEOPLE CUTTING & HURTING THEMSELVES! AH BEE HATE PEOPLE HURTING & CUTTING THEMSELVES! PONG HATE PEOPLE CUTTING THEMSELVES! ONG POH HONG HATE PEOPLE HURTING THEMSELVES! So please!Let me be proud & happy to have you all as my best!STOP HURTING YOURSELF! I know this sucks,bear with it cause I got no words...*limited vocab* THOSE WHO HURT THEMSELVES ARE STUPID K?!WHAT IS THE FUCKING POINT OF HURTING YOURSELF WHEN YOU FUSTRAED OR SAD OR ANGRY?!WTF!THAT SUCKS & TOTTALY IDIOTIC!K?!I ADMIT I DO THIS,SO I AM ONE.BUT MY FRIEND AROUND ME,I DON'T EXPECT THEM & WANT THEM TO HURT THEMSELVES!PLEASE LA!STAND PROUD INFRONT OF ME!CAUSE HURTING SELF IS SO F-U-C-K-I-N-G DISGUSTING!!! THERE ARE SO MANY PEOPLE AROUND US WHO MADE US MAD OR WHAT,THEN HURTING YOURSELF CAUSE OF THESE,S-T-U-P-I-D!! IF LIKE THAT,SHOULDN'T I BE IN HOSPITAL CAUSE OF LOSING TOO MUCH BLOOD?NO..I DON'T CUT.. *edit* IF LIKE THAT,SHOULND'T I BE IN HOSPITAL CAUSE OF BROKEN KNUCKLE?! LOL LA! gulugulu-miaow sign off being so DISSAPOINTED* ANGRY & HURT & SAD!! you all promise not to hurt,then now what?!!
date:
time:10:04 PM
Ok...today damn fking ps la!!hehe.. thought today got oral..then I woke up at 9.30am.. oral was suppose to start at 10am as stated in the form..so lei,I damn chua dio!!!9.30am!!!so lei,rush in everything..then msg sya..she never reply me*cry*=.= then msg ros asking her got lesson not..msg detail here..
"Today got lesson ?" "Yerp"
"U mean we same time off ?"
"ya duh . Wednesday luh oi"
"Got da test lei"
"Wat test ?"
"Da orel lor"
"Nt today wht . Nx wk luh"
"EH?!i tot today?!So is wat time start sch?got anything on today ?"
"NO .. 11oclock luh duh .."
"Damn!i already walk to lrt lor!grr"
kk..this wat we msg...=.= is like so wtf la!!already change all this lor!!grr!! hehe..ros msg lo~asking y nv go sch..lazy & sianz ma~bleah~ ONGLAI LAZY!MUAHAHAHA!!! crazy..=.= kk..then wat?? oyah!audi awhile...then sianz la!audi getting more boring..so lei..off com msg HT..then she reply.. DAMN HER LA!!never contact me..sob!!!i wan complain!!miaow~*smack her head!!*keke.. then she reply me...^.^0 --->miaow~ hehe..then i call her scold scold lor..=.= I AM NOT EVIL..I AM DEVIL!!MUAHAHAHA!!!^.^0 then went RM makan... wa!today dream lor..!!hehe.. din know that I noe long hand long leg house lei.. then An de face become didi the attitude..then this guy,had the temper of another guy(i don rmb hu,but familiar) then long hand/leg house still got maid & pond..pond got shark..maid feed shark LYCHEE!!! then long hand/leg house got my room!!!=.= then that An's face,didi's attitude,another guy's temper go throw books on the floor cause the maid scold me..=.= the other dream lei.. lily ah yi actually know how to use gun..=.= then went PSP shop..talk to m'sia guy abt goverment..^^ then went home lor.. now going gaming le..keke..buais~!!!! *ps..found out abt Ben blog..=.= keep changing de..lamo..
date:Tuesday, May 20, 2008
time:5:00 PM
MISSION ACCOMPLISH!!! The adventure of ONGLAI hehe..onglai went on a mission to econ just now.. a very importen mission..This concern alot of things..no one is here.. HT not,ros not,sya not,der-vii not..So poor onglai is on her own...T_T so she no choice...had & must go! so she bravly step inside the econ & went to the shelf... It is like so much taller than onglai..she walk in the row..& walk out..& walk in..& walk out..& walk in.. She saw a skss girl there too.. so onglai,bravly again,ask her to help onglai take..then that girl,help to pay(onglai gave $$ la) after that..onglai had to went home,half way of her mission settle..thankx to the girl!mmmmuack!!! feeling so HELPLESS & AFRAID,onglai walk home..PREGNANT!!she put that bag in her shirt...=.= onglai had to be PREGNANT the whole way & an auntie saw her!!OMG!!! the end
date:
time:3:41 PM
coughing like hell now!internet got prob!sya attitude again!wtf la!make me cough even worst..just now nearly vomit lor..
can lungs be cough out?that's so pathetic.. really damn sianz la!keep got pple say i copy pple..lamo!forget it! sya got new stead and FINALLY she told me..=.= searching songs now~hehe.. haix..break contact with elephant le~sad.. haix.. haix..NS also..haix..
To Elephant:
Thanks elephant..For being there with me when I sick..Really very happy to know you..
Maybe no one will believe,but I never regret knowing you.^^
Yah la..you got some time keep di siao me la!*grr*then keep say Onglai this,Ah Bee that..But lei,I big people got big air,forgive u ba!*proud..become angel le*
You got see me "break" people hearts so many times..Or should say,don't appreciate people kindness to me..
Yet you still so good to me..*cry*..Yah la,maybe is cause of HT la..But lei,I still happy.^^
Sorry about HT thing,I don't know how help..Sorry about your mother there,I know I bring alot of troubles..Sorry about so many things..
Thanks for being with me when I sick...Thanks for those cases involving well,you know,eg,yesterday maple case..thanks..
I really very very very happy to know you..^o^
Seldom I will feel sad to break contact with a guy you know?hehe..this prove that you is a good guy.^^
Take care,elephant..Be good..Have confidence for yourself..Exams fail,nvm..You know that you do your best jiu can liao..Must be good k?Take care hor!!Don't defy your parent liao le..
Know that you won't be able see this letter,but..
Onglai really happy to know Elephant..
If there is another chance,Onglai will be very happy to know Elephant again..
Onglai is sad & sorry to give so much trouble to Elephant..
But Onglai also happy to know Elephant..
Onglai will be wishing Elephant happy de..
gulugulu-miaow~
eu leave a paw in muah hart~
haix...
exams...almost all fail..math 1/100...nice~haix..
date:Wednesday, May 14, 2008
time:8:19 PM
Just let that bloody disaster in Shi Chuan stop can?! Let that bloody death rate STOP rising can?! The students & teachers is all like so INNOCENT!!! please!let the death & hurt rate stop rising!!!even if rise,also don't so much & fast! may god bless,bless your people,bless them please...please,stop the hurting... Even when I am like not involve,I cried seeing the news too..what about those who their loves is involve?! so please,chi&Malay&Tamil&whatever races and place de god,bless all your people.. Let them live..If they were to live the life in misery,let them go..let them die instead of having them suffer under the building..let da money,da food,da resources..let them reach there fast.. those people there,are our fellow human being,your fellow people.. please stop everything..the child,children there..are really suffering..stop it please.. don't you feel hurt seeing them in this state?I do.. If a tears can save one life,I tell you,my tears could save alot of them.. this could and will prove how much how much how importen are they.. let the rate slower down..please.. & stop showing the pictures of those victim in the news,cause this will only make me cry even more.. those who could afford to donate money or food,please do so..& tell me where to donate too... EVERYONE,Please do YOUR part as a HUMAN BEING
date:Sunday, May 11, 2008
time:11:45 PM
haix...quarrel with mum on mother day..nono..since yesterday.. yesterday(SUN),never went home..sat also..then yesterday went lan the whole night,never even went home..went home at about 7am plus..then sleep right away..went bedok de lan..hehe..quite nice dere la..but very cold.went with HIM..then sleep since 7 then wake at 3 & zzz at 4 till 7...yar..zzz almost 12hours..tired.. went dinner with grandma they all.^^ so niceeeeee then went DBG with HIM..went pc bunk for how long?don remember le..then play play..audi half way,suddenly like very hard audi.. then went acarde..play GG..then dare devil came..chiong!but die.hahas then later on..quite late..went dono where.. then cause I am like so urgent & can't stand it anymore & is 'torturing' me , he suggested we going to the HOTEL .. & just nice , in front of us is a HOTEL .. So lei .. we went in .. I was like so ps lor .. 1st time going HOTEL to do that .. *shy* Then I went in the toilet .. He waited outside .. Hope he don't wait long .. Cause you know guys are impatient de ma .. bleah Then we went 7-11 buy thing .. love 7-11 cause they are always there when we NEED them .. ^^ AHAHAHAS!!!SURE YOU ALL THINK DIRTY LE!!MUAHAHAHA!!! kk la..i went in hotel cause iie wan PEE!!!ahahas!!!ten no toilet ard ma..so go hotel lor..ten went 7-11..cause gulu ma..hahas..tatz y love them ma!!!cause wheneva gulu,they r dere.. then aft tat went bedok..then quarrel with mum like hell..fk la!she say I go lan cause wan find guys.is like so wtf la!!!!!I find guys for wat?!!!cjb!went lan cause no bus for HIM le!so accompany..cant she uds..pls la!I find guys for wat?!I msg her say I wan go home hor!knn!she don allow me go home still dare complain to dad..sya msg me asking if iie msg-ing kairen..haix...yar..juz now..cause of u 2 la!!!haix... so bored!!sick le..hehe..shh~
date:Thursday, May 8, 2008
time:10:27 PM
kk .. Just "quarrel" with HYM just now .. why must HE always threaten me ? Isit HE treat my care as an advantage ? Or isit like what elephant says - I being with him cause I scared of his threatening to harm himself or what & he being with me cause of .. well , freshness or playness .. whatever they call it .. don't know .. Just really know that I am so sick of him threatening me of him .. When he with her , isit like that also ? Sorry , if that's so & she still can be so madly in love with you , I can't do it .. kk..today chem test.quite easy..but lei..too sleepy,so in the end..fall asleep..sad la!!!then went RM with ros & sya..der-vii came awhile..then went psp shop play play..fun!!!DJ max..then meet elehant & demon..went bike riding for awhile.miaow~!!fun!!I want to learn!!!! then then then .. what??forget le.. then kana gastric..elehant send me home..went econ with me..then we sit at Lene de block de shelter there..then we 2 like keep play play..woa!!!elephant damn good!!!muack!!hehe...:p then lei saw lene,nick,auntie..then same la..cry again..then elephant like so good la!!hehe..detail leave out cause of lazyness..& rushing time..haix.. then ros & sya bought da same dairy as me but diff pic..miaow-wu!!!love u 2!!! haix...sianz now...are we two really together cause of that thing cause love?or isit cause of threatening? OYAH!!!TODAY SAW A BABY IN BABY PRAM NEARLY ROLL DOWN THE SLOP AT LENE DE HOUSE THERE.THEN DA GRANDFATHER NEVER SAW IT!!!SO DAMN FUCKING DANGEROUS..THEN THAT TIME MY EYES SO MISTY,BUT I RAN SO FAST OVER LOR!!!LIKE REACH THERE IN 3 SEC?then stop it..elephant saw also help..but lei,that grandfather don't even care..=.=
date:Wednesday, May 7, 2008
time:5:34 PM
kao kao kao kao kao !!! Kian hui(kian hwee) just pm me saying hello shen hui de stead !!! wtf !!! NOW EVERYONE MAKE CLEAR , ME & SHEN HUI IS NOT STEAD AT ALL !!! =.= heard anyone saying this kind of things again , don't blame me for being mercless !!muahahahaha kk..eh..later then post..woa!!!some one say bu cheng gor gor handsome lei!!ahahas.. ps ah...Bu Chen gorgor ah..use your pic..no choice..need clear my name..can't find any guy picture..so had to use yours..But people say you handsome lei!!hahas..happy ba?muahahaha!!!
date:Tuesday, May 6, 2008
time:8:53 PM
& I tell you , we two can't be together .. sorry if I really hurt you again .. I really not purposly de .. But you know that we two can't be together after the day you say you like me .. The most , we could be friend .. Sorry .. Hopefully you will see this .. (Not talking about Ben hor=.=) kk..today,math & hist exam.. math die la..all never do.. history quite easy..But the problem is...I DO WRONG!!!SECTION A & B SUPPOSE TO BE SEPARATED BUT I GO WRITE IN THE SAME PIECE OF PAPER !!! WTF !! then go ask china positude how . Then she say , I don't know .Then keep call her,she don't care..go grab her she also don't care.Please la china positude..You is a teacher..You should help student..FK la!hate her!china positude..You really throw china face lor..China is like my root?siaow zarbor la you! then ytd go RM acard..saw a gun hanging there..Good heart go put back..then found out that can play!!hooho!!!free game!then play lor..that acard casher say got guy want know me..I go over,roll my eyes,then walk back..bleah gulity gear!!!I <3> then then...that Jeremy la!hate him la!kk..now don't le..aiyah..dono wat 2 rite le.. CHINA POSITUDE!YOU SUX TO THE CORE OF THE CORE! iiem so gulu now~never eat..sob~hu can be so kind-hearted to accompany me eat?o.o
date:
time:8:22 PM
kk...now preparing to do new acc for Kai Ren(sya's stead)woots~!ahahahas.. kk..wait..I forget the email..=.= never mind.. buzz...buzz...buzz...buzz...buzz...buzz...buzz...buzz... buzz...buzz... buzz...buzz... buzz...buzz... buzz...buzz... buzz...buzz... buzz...buzz... buzz...buzz... still doing...buzz... buzz...buzz... buzz...buzz... buzz...buzz... buzz...buzz... buzz...buzz... buzz...buzz... buzz...buzz... buzz...buzz... buzz...buzz... buzz... finally back...kk...his acc cre8!!!woots~3 cheers to me! *clap**bow* aiyah..lazy write le..nvm..audi..iiem cuming!!!
date:Monday, May 5, 2008
time:10:16 PM
aiyah..lazy write...Just want say I HATE JEREMY,BEN!;p
date:Saturday, May 3, 2008
time:4:39 PM
I just want a stead who
Will be willing to listen to what I am talking .
Will scold me if I do something wrong but will apologise .
Will know that I am sick/low mood without me telling so .
Will sit with me QUIETLY in park or what . (He can do whatever he want , play PSP , listen music .)
Will not ask why I cry or low mood . (Ask once/twice & will stop asking if I don't want ans .)
Will be proud of me even if I only do a small small thing .
Will let me win him once in a while & won't say like "I lose cause I sick ma"etc .
Someone who will go & find another guy/girl if I kana bullied .
Will get jealous if I always hang with my friends & get angry .
Have muscle ! (but not so many la..that's scary)
Will pay for our expense when going out .
Remember our everything .
Fierce to me .hehe
Know how to scold bad words . & will be pai sei de !^o^
