date:Sunday, June 29, 2008
time:11:12 PM
Thankx ben for ur wishing ~You also happy birthday early ..
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time:10:52 PM
rmb wat hap le ..went cut hair at RM !then was like so scared lor ..don dare go in ..ps ma ..then at first like no one de ..then cause of me walking ard , da Q also become so longNo choice lor ..go line up ..then i hehe .. i cut Q lei ..cause tat guy hairstylist say he no baby chair for da kids infront .. so I cut lor .. got 4 kids infront ..WOOTS !!! I love small kids today !! kiu~!!then was so psps lor !!! my voice is like soft soft de lor ..then he ask wat kinda hair iwan cut .. then go say lor .. saying plus those actions of da hands ..=.=kk .. d end
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time:9:47 PM
Today posts will be long ba~cause lei...got 3 days things need say..& all is equalii importen nio~Friday
went to psp shop as usual ..Never go sch .. Bro still sick .. hehe .. got excuse for me to PON ¦p*leg so itchy!kana mosqito!*kk .. so lei , went RM eat breakfast^.^o~ kiu~!!!so went psp shop la .. m'sia guy was the ONLY one in shop .. SG late again =.=then tok tok to him lor ~ then my psp kana destroy by me !!! da LCD kana crack .. T.T*itchy!2legs bite lor!grr!*kk .. back ..then lei .. he say wan fix mux pay da least $150 !iwas like ! wtf ! one small small bang & $150 ?!?!?!?!?!haix .. then was like thinking lor ~ then chat awhile more then go eat ..kk .. skip all .. come to the climax !well .. abt dono wat time , when elephant off , he came to RM too ..then was like got 3 girls - 1 v.chio , 1 chio , 1 damn fking UGLY ! -then frm da start when they cum in da shop was alreadii like stare stare at me le ! then i bo care la .. Bro keep reminding me tat they staring .. then he go stare back .. =.= go hit his head -me- then call him don stare .. i donwan anymore daiji ..so lei .. he diam diam also .. then elephant was outside wit his frn ..the 3 bitchs -no,2 bitchs..1 was quiet- keep stare lor ..then they go out of da shop .. then stand outside psp then still stare stare .. I damn buei song lor ~! then i go show my white eyes -roll eyes- at them lor .. then continue talk to da 2 psp guys ..then da 3 -lets call them 3 1st la..- then da 3 cum inside da shop .. da v.chio wan fix her hp ..so lei .. fixing in process ..iwas so hyper by myself .. elephant came back then was like talking to him .. then laughing all da way .. then kana scolded by sg guy .. he was in a damn bad mood i noe .. then was 'angry' la ..go squeeze da mineral water lor ..then 1 hand ! i go like bend it le lor ! so happy .. took a pic ..all d while frm da start till then .. da 3 keep staring lor .. xpecially tt ugly bitch ! then elephant tell me la .. told him tat i noe .. but idon care ! tis is ONGLAI ma ! kiu~!*itchy!!!!*then lei , tat 3 went out .. then they call me out ..stop ! before tat , tat chio wan ask me isit frm cvps .. i say yah .. she say she also .. but she sec 5 tis year .. then was like , erm .. =.=kk .. then they call me out ..elephant call me don go out ..then they call again ..elephant say don ..call ..don ..call ..don ..then elephant ask me if iim their dog , call then go ..NO la .. =.=then da 3 go say " not like we going beat her like tat " -in chithen wakao ! damn not hapii le lor ..then go out la ..!then conversation between me & ugly start ..Sorry for being hao lian this time .. ¦pBitch ! You are really damn ugly u noe ?! Even though I'm already ugly but please , YOU ARE WORST THAN ME ! (will noe y iie so angry when see da conversation)Please ! Get a mirror before talking or looking down on me will ya ?! You are damn f**king ugly yea ?!I ask a dog come challange u , IT can also win Miss Uni k ???& if your eyes is like not so high , you might be better ..But ur attitude & proudness really PULL ur looks down !This is what they say .. No look No attitude .. =.=PLEASE ! LOOK IN DA MIRROR !Ugly-- OI .. You like that red shirt--SG-- ah ?Me--huh?NO LA!y?ugly--i give him to u ba.i let u take him.me--huh?ugly--he is my ex ma..but break le-say is ex le ofcuz means break la!stupid!-so i now give him to u since u wan lor..me--huh?!pls la!iim like onlii sitting in da shop nia k?!hu wan him la!pls la!i got stead le lor--was standing quite in my atti way le..--ugly--i also got stead le lor..-ee!-me--so?ugly--since u wan him u take la..i give him to ume--kao!pls la..siaowthen i went in lor..!so hot!then so angry la!go take wallet all this then call bro & elephant go out!*itchy*then before going out..quarrel wit SGme--OI!ur thing can don drag me in?!kao la!iim like everytime sitting here nia then ur gf call me go out!SG--wat gf la!me & her break le!me--fine!ur ex!pls la!iim like so innocent k?!then kana being call ouut!sg--u get call my business?!me--tmd la!ur ex call me out u cant help mei?!sg--kk hor,u 2 de taiji,don drag me in!me--tmd!wat we 2 la!ur dai ji u come drag me in!kao bei la u!then walk out..now so angry lei..hehe...kao!now rmb le still so angry lor!grrr!then elephant go call his frn ..hahas .. he scared the 3 find me .. or find him .. ahahas elephant ah ~ if me is so easily get scared hor .. haix ..idare find means inot scared ..^.^o~ kiu~SAT
went bedok ytd which is fri night .. kk .. bedok thing .. skip ..
well .. went back to sengkang ..
then meet xin cong & elephant .. play bball ..
then iwas wearing HEELS PLUS SKIRT go play .. =.=
then went lor .. da court is full ..
then was sitting down .. well u all noe how iie sit de la ..
then was wearing skirt with pants under ma ..
then got 2 guys pumping infront of me .. take note , iwas sitting on the bench da leaning dere .. lean back dere la ..
then xin cong tell elephant something ..
then I kpo lor .. go dere ask wat they talking ..
then elephant say tat da 2 guys is trying to look under my skirt ..
then i laugh it off lor ..
hu will wan look ah ..
but i still got take note la ..
then aft tat .. go chase elephant & xin cong ard ..
then lei .. so tired go sit down la ..
then lei , tat 2 guys start their pumping again ..
& this time , i saw it .. they was pumping in MY direction ..
then xin cong & elephant infront of me lor ..
then XC/EPH go say nei..look
then i tell them they doing pumpin nia ma ..
XC--can do in another direction ma .. why must face here
me--cause they jux bend down like tat ma .. easy
XC--can bend in another direction ah .. same ma ..
me--yah hor ..
so lei .. in d end .. i came to a conclusion
Is either ::
They think too much OR I think too simple ..
Like come to no conclusion also lei .. ¦p baka ~~~
but still , thknx elephant & XC ..
u all like tat really hor , my hart like warm warm de .. hehe .. don think wrong ah ~ kiu~!!!!! is jux like warmwarm .. cuz maybe they don meant it la .. But I got tis kinda feeling tat at least , someone care .. hehe .. is wat i feel la ..
then lei .. angry at XC lor .. cause he go atti me !! grr !!
went eating wit dad & bro ..
then went home play com then eat meggii then watch cd ..
was msg-ing hubby ~
then she say she see ghost !
hhas .. so scary sei .. make me scared also .. miaow ! bad hubby ! smack ur head !
then watch halfway .. msg hubby .. then tell her tat iwish i can ve my prince charming !! she call me go dream of someone riding horse ..
=.= yah ! still bring sword right ? then ineed let down my hair ma .. my hair is not as long as ROS !!! her prince ah ~ woots ~!!!
*grinning*
*went fs .. then saw auntie msg???send her msg??when did i send her msg???o.0 hahas!!lamo..=.=if those msg which concern those wat pass on to pple de & i click send to u,jux don care..cux everytime this kinda tupid msg,is i randomly click de..=.= u don like,don read & jux del?lamo..no need to msg me right?diao..=.= so guys,don like,jux del.don come waste my time go open msg then there put don send & waste ur time writing..da best is,jux del my msg or even better,del my acc frm ur list..=.= nvm..i go del better..incase later accidentaly go send then tio scolded again..lame..*
kk..back..woa~prince~woots~!!!
then today ah..wat hap??eh..letme think..
cant rmb..blur mind now..msn kana virus ba..keep dc..
haix..
go del contact now lo!!!gbt~!!!!
date:Friday, June 27, 2008
time:8:07 AM
Listen good , HUBBY & MISTRESS ! Especially HUBBY !
I DON'T want the 3 of us the relationship to END & I never thought of ending it too !!! GRR !!! Can don't because of one toot KR {sorry~!!!} or this & that then we seprate can ? I just CAN'T & damn fucking NOT willing to lose you 2 yea ?!
And when did the name of ONGLAI , AH BEE , PONG , GOD & whosoever did I ever blame you ah hubby huh ?
Haix .. You all also say that feeling can be eh .. "born" .. Haix .. You 2 know me well de .. When I made a deccison , it means FINALE {most of da time~} . No one can change my decision .. If not , I won't break with people right ?
Did you all ever see like I regret about something I done {maybe a FEW-one hand can count finish-} .
If I had to choose on who know me the best , is you 2 ..
I don't want to ever lose you 2 .. understand ? Why can I brave so many things ? Why can I just tell you all that I'm crying ? Is because , both of you , are importen to me ..
I don't want to use this kind of feeling to let you all think "I can't leave pong,cause if I do so,she will cry.."
If you all were to want to leave .. Even if I would try my best , BUT I won't stop you all from leaving .. I know how it feels to be with me ..
So , in a nutshell , you 2 could leave me .. But don't ever expect the one who leave is ME .. Because .. You 2 is already very very deep in my heart ..
Please don't ever blame yourself if there is things that happen on ME .. This is the last thing I want when I ever made a decissioin -- people to blame themselves --
Cause this is me .. If I don't choose to do this , no one can force me .. Like when mdm wuu~ called me to go out , I had a choice of not going .. No one listen to her anyway .. ^.^o~
But I still went out right ? Why ? Cause .. I want to leave !
Please .. Don't ever leave cause of stupid GUYS & GIRLS {bleah}
u two leave a paw in muah hart~
gulugulu-miaow~
date:
time:7:53 AM
well..never go sch again..look aft bro..& seems like,im sick too..sadthenthen...dad left his ciggret behind..then i took it..haix..promise cant smoke le right?haix.had nightmares throughout the night..I SWEAR..i keep get scared until wake..then zzz..then again..then da last is da scariest..dreamt of bloody thing start coming out..cant wake..lucky duan ming call jux in time...then i IMMEDIATLY woke..then aft hang..i cried..so scary..BLEAH!i tot is ELEPHANT lei!cause his voice same as ELEPHANT ma..OMG!then he ask if iie noe hu is he..i say elephant lor..then he say wat elephant..=.=hahsa..going change blogskin le..haix..everything is my fault..Xin Cong ah~mai angry le ma..don't worry,I won't mistreat your friend de..^^ angry not good de..ur face so girl le,then later got wrinkles not nice..JOKING!hahas..=.=k le la..whole msg means...DON ANGRY
date:Wednesday, June 25, 2008
time:9:52 PM
just go ard viewing pple fs..then saw 2 girls de profile..diaotheir *ehem* is almost falling k?!go wear those low cut shirt then show their..ehem..I know v.big la!but..isn't it shamless?!haix..pathetic pple..are they too lonely or too despo?!haix...they look pretty but...haix..is it worth to do this?haix..use chi say ba..我知道你们好伟大。可是你们不觉得这样做也未免太溅了吧？生给你一张美美的脸，你却这样糟蹋自己。可悲啊。。唉。。你们这样让全部人看光光不是很不值得？我没脸蛋没身材，可是我却台的起头。或许有时我会穿得有点点暴露，可是我却从来也绝对不会像你们这样。不是我没有身材还是什么的问题，而是，我不愿这样贬低自己。身为女人在很多方面是注定会输给男人了。你们这样白白让男人占便宜不是很不划？怪不得现在的男生会越来越不正经了。这是败坏名风呀！哎。。女人呀。。好好珍惜自己。身体是你们的，别人管不着。。haix..
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time:4:26 PM
woots~today never go sch..not my fault worx~cause bro sick..kiu~then need look aft him..in the end...when i wake up,he gone=.=SORRY SYA!!!then then..wake up..I SWEAR I WOKE AT 7AM..PREPARING GO SCH!haix..then wake up..lay on bed..thinking..then think3...then think abt future..think until get married..then was like..eh..my husband ah..cant see da face..sadthen wake up lor..sitting on bed...for like 20min??????hp silent mode...then charging also..was jux sitting dere staring on da wall..then pop!lied on da bed..then zzz....=.=haix..then wake again...go brush teeth..use com..haix..ros song so niceeeethen haven eat..sad sad..woots~!!pic gone!niceehaix.. Can I have all my old beginning back ? The pri school days .. When all of us were together ? The sec 1 days .. When we 4 were together ? The 1st half of sec 2 days .. When just met sya & we 4 were always together .. I really miss those days .. No wonder they say that "only when you lose it , then you will treasure it .. " Wonder if I never ever stead before .. Wonder if I never stead with him .. Wonder if I never break with her .. Wonder if I never know people from RM .. Maybe I will still be like last time ba , thinking this world is so perfect .. Haix .. This is part of growing up right ? Suddenly .. hate growing up .. Suddenly .. felt tired of this emptiness in the house .. Suddenly .. wish that everyone is home .. Suddenly .. my nose feel so sour .. Suddenly .. water just start coming out from my eyes .. Haix .. So hard to type now ..
date:Tuesday, June 24, 2008
time:5:41 PM
iim so PATHETIC!iwan go toilet!!!grrr!!!but lazy lei..hahas..com xibei lag la!!!grrr!!!iiwan go toilet!!kk le la..go restart com then go play private server le..hopfully today can lvl 160 ba^.^o~miaow~haix..toilet!!here i come!!!psssss:hope pic had gone le ba..pray~
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time:5:35 PM
still haven go toilet..lol
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time:5:23 PM
the world gone crazy~!!omg!iim so bloody fucking bored!!hahas..finally agree ABIT that iim in dreamland...hahsa..got so many pple got blog yet i dono..=.=bleah..today never reply laogong msg,never msg anyone also la..haix..no mood & lazy..mdm wuuuuu keep call my name today lor..siaow..then math lei..don uds a shyt..ss ah..same la...matlida again..haix..then got wat???don rmb le...me & sya talking abt ehem..woa!!!ps la!!ah!!!woa~!haix..who say only GUY can see girl ah?Now I GIRL see guy lor..hehe...*drool*..jk..=.=haix..really cant stand seeing guys with MOUSE..=.=will so red face lor..ah!!omg!!k..sya & ros worx~shh ah!!if not...bang bang u..jux now go see my blog!omg!imust be crazy to take so many pic!!!quick!!blog more to make the pic post go off...!!!chiong ah..haix..lazy..iwan go toilet le la~!!buais~!!!!!!IM SO BORED!!!!!!!!!!!
date:Monday, June 23, 2008
time:11:36 PM
FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL & I TURN UP !!!I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF!!*pat head*kiu~kk..today wake up so nice lor!wake up myself..then was laying in bed thinking what i wan do today..then lei,oyah!school!sianz..then go back zzz..hahas~zzz for 10min..sadthen wake up brush teeth etc...dad never bring sch..sad..then kindda like quarrel with der-vii la..haix..really feel so wat lor..she only come to me when she is ALONE!wtf she treat me?haix..sad..pathetic..got brain also no use~bleah~*shhhhh*^.^o~then then...long long long long talk in FRC=.=intro new cher..was like..haix..more devils coming in..& more victims going get bullied..devils-those cher who is like..ewwwbullied-those cher hu always kana bullied eg..MDM WOOOOOOOO..muahahaha..iim not evil..iim devil!!!k..sot..then got copy time table..i so guai lor~da onli one who bring chi^^then bring math tb also..notebook also..da only prob is..NEVER BRING PENCILE CASE!diao~then go recess lor~like so not nice..maybe tomorrow wake early then take bread to sch ba..aft recess go D&T..talk talk wit GAY & sya~cher never care~nicenice~hahasthen was like "searching for Chin Hao"in progress..keep walk past their class look look..then cant see..=.=then go lit..haix..was like so angry lor..then da cupboard door open,nearly go slam it lor..luckily sya was dere!she save de world!nono,da class!!talatatata-im loving it~!!then go hist lor..lonely,iim so lonely,iie have no body~yah!iwas so alone there lor!haix..need go find grp..then i d only one gong gong sit dere...then in d end,cher call me join joanna grp..got huishan,n da v.good at anime de girl ba...cant rmb le..haix..then math...lazy talk la..OYAH!CHER TALK ABT S.E.X TODAY!!!AIDS & STD...like i dono=.= <--> -.-then was like whole day msg-ing..^^ yup!inever zzz!proud again!hahas..=.=then then go swimming with xin cong,ht,elephant,kelvin,weiqi(not tat game!),& 1 unknown..haix..feel so left out lor..then hehe..I went big pool then keep go far far..then they keep safe safe..then they go teach me abit abt swimming..then i listen then go far far..well,got 2 reasons that go far far la..1---try to see if i can swim2--challange DEATHhahas..yup..challange death..well,da req is..-I won't be safe by them even if I'm struggling-They not around & I can't swim back to the shore..Well,to make it fair,when they not with me,I go far again...then tried swimming back..well try my best..but if i really cant swim back,then just hehe..u know la..but lei..failed..got once nearly succed lor..they was playing with ht ma..then i go further abit..then go kick until behind the line...so far le lor for me~then SWIM!CAN'T..then I trying my best..still can't..like the distance from the shore to my hand is like 3 palms away...then was going to give up..kick also cant kick up...and then lei,got one uncle/auntie go swim past me then like go push me dono purposly or accidently...so lei..kana push then hand can grab de end..so lei...failed...=.=but lei,glup alot of water lor..can feel myself like cant breath le..then everything black..nearly fall back again...then ht come...=.=hahas..haix..so left out lor..haix..sad..haix..haix..maybe find one day,I go myself then try again^.^ohaix..birthday coming..let me ba..let me just be with them till my birthday..after my birthday past,I will SURLY TOTALY break with them le..got 2 target this year birthday..one is let me be with them till my birthday..enjoy abit..2nd is..shh~cant say..& mmy wish...WORLD PEACE!!!!kiu~& today,ht & dono who(cant see)help me dry my hair!THANKX AGAIN!
date:Sunday, June 22, 2008
time:6:15 PM
Yesterday not really in a high mood ... was actually quite happy before de ..Then after play audi then saw that I'm being divorsed & my ex-husband which is HIM , married another person again , I'm like so angry .. NOw while typing still can feel like crying lor ..Darn him la !Get betrayed again .. that time , after we break , he get a new stead immediatly .. then he say he & she not real .. I believed ..Then now lei ? again ! immediatly after we break ..Went in his audi acc then go press msg .. saw those bloody fking msg .. what I love you ... diao !suspect he is 2 timing ... cried ..then bro wake up went in my room .. can't cry ..So control & control .. finally now no one at home ..1st time I ever happy that no one is at home ..msg ht hoping she would listen .. yet .. hahas ..Goh An Soon , I hate you
date:Saturday, June 21, 2008
time:6:56 AM
pic later then change..need off com~sayonara~!!!!
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time:6:43 AM
Just went crazy in the middle of the night and take lots lots lots pic..i noe looks funny la
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time:6:07 AM
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time:5:51 AM
elephant help me fix com..thankx!mmmuack!hahasjust saw comments tat his friend gave...I & he,not stead..diao~he like other pple le^^
date:Thursday, June 19, 2008
time:4:54 AM
Some stupid pic
{the darkness that is closing up on me;}
{;can you feel it}
{the coldness & darkness shapes me up;}{;into this EVIL}
{Hear no EVIL}
{the silent that is so loud;}
{;is driving me crazy}
{See no EVIL}{the darkness of this world is so bright;}
{;that my eyes hurts}
{Speak no EVIL}
{will saying out the coldness that iim suffering save me;}
{;no}
{trying to convince myself that all this is nothing but a nightmare;}
{;iie smile helplessly}
{the sun had rise;}
{;drive the coldness away}
{please}
{this empty playground;}
{;use to be my heaven}
{my dreams seems to be colouful;}
{;yet everything is only black & white}
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time:4:39 AM
well .. yesterday went to help HT make her com ..damn many virus lor..then xibei lag also..before that,when to rm..then tok tok wit psp sg guy..then eat lunchsudd xin cong(not sudd la)came then he say i come rm for wat..angry lor,i go home..no key..sat at 17th then..haix..back to ht husthen aft tat,xin cong & kenneth came find her..^^so lei,me & her went down..meet them..then aft tat,i ran away^.^oi called da 2 guys out with her..then decided to run away so as to let the 3 of them talk & bond..then can break contact le ma.but lei,aft i send msg to them,ht ran out fnd me..worried so me go find her..in d end,running mission--failed!then aft tat ht went home..i went makan makan .. in d end,ate MEGGI!wtf!then went riding to punggol park..then well..saw dirty things..then went coffee shop..got 1 tupid miaow!then so scared la..the miaow also went in the shop..then got one ah bei go push da chair on it lor..mind u!it's a kitten..then i ran off to coffee shop drink,elephant & xin cong still there..worried for the miaow..so lei,i walk BRAVELY back..then so scared lor..then pull xin cong check up on it..then THE CAT COME TO ME!IS LIKE SO SCARED LOR!Everyone who knows me knows that I'm fucking hell scared of cats ..I never admit but it can be seen right ?They knew that I scared too , but NO one helps !They just let the cat come near me .. Then the cat go brush on me !I was like already SHAKING ..Then Kenneth wanted ( Did he want ) to help , but Xin Cong don't let him help ..Say what " just let the cat go . "What The Fuck !The can that I holding is already like being crush & I knew that I'm shaking . VERY HEAVILY SHAKING ..Yet they never help ..That Xin Cong still like "this is not my business" attitude ..Called me stand up ..PLEASE ! I don't even have the strength to TALK where can STAND !Then after that the cat went off , I still can't stand ..After a while then can la ..Then took my bike .. & I FUCKING HELL CRY WHEN RIDING !I HATE YOU . I HATE THE BOTH OF YOU ! UNDERSTAND !PROMISE IS MENT TO BE BROKEN RIGHT ?! GOOD !sorry Kenneth , I know this is not all you fault but SORRY , you are involve too ..Then I so scared lor ..Then think of ex-dear ..He never let cat come near me before ..Then alot of him came out when I riding ..Afterwards when riding in carpark ..I like keep laughing ..Then they get angry cause I laugh ..At around 6am , went punggol end ..Get so scared , very very scared ..Told them yet they hack care ..Maybe , maybe those who really care is those who are true to you ba ..Like ex-dear .. he care ..Those who always says that they care .. hahas .. laugh my head off ..Maybe , not everyone cares ..So lei .. I decide le ..can't say .. =p
date:Monday, June 16, 2008
time:12:21 AM
I'm waiting for you , I'm waiting for you , waiting for you kiss me on the night ..listening to this song .. hahas ..don't want write anything today ..today saw Hui Ting in mall , don't know what to say ..So just walk off .. think she never notice me too ..Am I too selfish or too stupid ?Or isit am I just simply wants people to go my way ..Sorry dear , I hurt you once again ..I had told you before that I am not a good stead ..Maybe in the start , I should had listen to your friends and not patch ..Now , I hurt you again ..I guess saying sorry won't help but still , sorry ..Sorry for being the one who hurts you so many times ..Sorry for being selfish ..Sorry for not sparing a thought for you ..Sorry for laughing at your mistakes ..Sorry for taking your care & love for me for granted ..Sorry for letting go of this relationship ..Sorry for throwing temper ..Sorry for you having to give in all the time ..Sorry for making you stress & cry ..I don't know what else to say ..Sorry dear .. even if saying sorry won't help .. But , sorry ..I had love you once , really .Love you more than you love me ..Sorry ..I guess I really don't have the rights to be loved & love ..Sorry ..Take care ..God bless you with a new & better stead ..Sorry ..Take care , dear ..
date:Friday, June 13, 2008
time:3:38 AM
