date:Sunday, August 31, 2008
time:11:44 PM
Just watch finish "Dragon Tiger Gate"<And then,something v.pathetic happen when iwas watching..someone msg me this.."actually,i really love u.i know this sounds weird,but,do u want to try going out with me?"and cause im too into watching..I repiled this.."anything la"and da hp was on silent..and it was until just now,then i saw his reply.."so we are couple now right?dear,thanks!"and i never reply..so how now?i cant even remember how did i know him lor..=.=maybe if i keep don't want reply him will solve this prob le ba..^.^ lets pray it will~or maybe should i reply him.."eh..my ex just msg me and ask for a patch..and I agreed..sorry."but is like so cruel!nvm..forget it..don reply..keke..if he continue msg,then tell him,da one who reply him today is my bro not me..^^yup~think he is da guy at amk de..if not wrong..then got dye hair de..quite tall..ah beng also..imean,look like..^^but..but..but..he seems to don ve mouse!!!=.=hate guys with no strength..ahahas!!!kk..nvm..see 1st ba..see 1st wat?!dono..=.= jux type for da sake of typing..iwan eat ice-cream~lala~maybe going cheers later ba..or go 7-11?but..7-11 at CP lei..cheers & 7-11 same de ba..feel like eating bread or wat..cheers everytime de bread sell finish..CP ah..got bread not?wait..thinking..don ve..or go RP mac?but so far lei..so far~do ray mi far~ so la ti do !!!=.= lamo..kk..i dono wat to type now..so?RM--cheersRP--macCP--7-11SCH--coffeeshop**no bread!& even more far**later then see ba..jux feel like going out..da air seems tasty..wait..go check..brb..it is tasty NOT..sianz~ah~i miss him~remember that in the past,we went out at night everytime..It is always me and him only..He is so huggable also..i seriously miss him alot~!!!sob~boy;i miss uguys & girls~don mistake worx..this boi name is call JERRYand he is my doggy~!!!!i love him tons tons tons!!but..he is gone..haix..heartpain..cried for him like got months..yah..months..haix..imiss him..he is the CUTEST dog i had ever seen!*if u dare say tat he is not cute,trust me,i will kill u & hate u!*haix..imiss him~!!!jerry~how can u do this to me..although i feel sad,but jerry,live well..i LOVE u..haix..ah~eye itchy~anyone can suggest me on wat to do now?cause im bored..
date:
time:8:53 PM
suddenly remember ..Oyah ! I had fight with people before !It is not those fun fun or play play or train train fight ..It is a fight , a real fight ..No weapon is used la ..Yah !Cause I was like looking at the com screen when I suddenly remember that ..Yah .. it was the 1st time I fight with a guy ..Well , was young that time , so no serious hurt was done la ..But it WAS really a fight ..And , he won ..)= he not excatlly won la ..Is just I fell down ..But , he bleed .. ^.^o~The one who fell 1st lose right ?So I lost .. sob ~Why he bleed ? Cause I bite him ..Strength not much as him ma that time ..He was BIG size k !So I go bite his hand ..And that is after he push me , I push him ..And I think he never really hit me with his fits .. I did . =pAnd I anyhow kick also .. keke ..He was I think , 1 head taller ..yah .. he is an idian ..That fight happen at my house playground ..That time I think I was p3 ba ..That boy go insult my dad ..Then I so angry , go throw my 4-wheels bike on the floor and climb up the slide ..*he was on top of the slide*Then I go push him la !Then he also push me la !I fell , then he go laugh ..Then I go hit him with fits .. he was just blocking ..I kicked him too !Then he push again .. Fell again ..Then climb up and bite his hand till he bleed ..He got try pushing me .. but I bite quite hard .. keke ..How did the fight end .. I don't remember ..But I know , he cried ..=.="well , I did too ..And that was the 1st fight , I ever had ..=pkiu~
date:
time:8:37 PM
for that thing that im suspecting .. I just find out the truth !and surprisingly , im not sad or wat!infact,im relieve!!woots~!!!!cs~wan go gai gai now?keke
date:
time:8:26 PM
im so bored for da whole day!!!!stay at home & do nth..went cp wit family eat & believe it not,we spend 46min there ONLY!& im back home again..it is just so bored!!time went pass v.v.slow!any kind soul here wan go out now??but..dono cn go where..iwan eat cake..it is like so sudd..da whole day feel like eating..=.=msg-ed cs..my bill is going bomb..i forget wat iwan say..nvm..haix!time went slow!holiday coming & this is my 1st time holiday in SECONDARY sch life without job!anyone got job wan intro??o.Oim really bored..
date:Saturday, August 30, 2008
time:10:19 PM
been doing those quizzes for da psat dono how long..really bored..& time still goes slow..sianx& someone jux tag me & i don even noe hu is she & how she get my url..=.=ah~im bored~
date:
time:9:05 PM
1. List a few teachers who helped you through school. -Miss Lu*pe cher*-Mrs God*pri cher*-Miss Janet Ng*pri cher*2. Name three friends who helped you through a difficult time. -ros-sya-ht3. Name five people who taught you something worthwhile. -dad..-ros-sya-ht-miaow4. Think of a few people who made you feel appreciated and special. -my bro5. Think of five people you enjoy being with.-ros-sya-ht-der-vii-miaow*once*1. What is your current ringtone? - eh..fall for u by Secondhand Serenade..2. What is your current wallpaper? - my yoyocici diary~!!3. Do you own a picture phone? - who don?4. If so, what was the last picture you took? - da sky
5. Go to your text message inbox and type what the 10th message from the top says - Wah d sngp0re flyer s0 nice *by HUBBY*6. How many contacts do you have on your phone? -121 ^^
7. Go to your last missed call, who was it? - dad
9. What service do you have? - wat what service?i DON do any service!!!=.= __ question.10. At this very moment, how many bars do you have for your service? - icant go bar..but ihope to..kiu~
11. Who’s on your speed dial number 5? - idon ve a speed dial
12. Do you have a voicemail? - nop.are u sad?im NOT..14. Who do you call the most? - idk lei..human15. How many text messages do you get a month? - more than 1k but less than 2k16. Can you send pictures? - yup!
17. What are the last 4 digits to your number? - 2694
18. Go to your sent texts, what does the eighth one say? - O.o go dere for?hubby~da door go hit my head..sob..
19. What about the 15th? - looking after baby .. Haiz .. I seriously got abit miss him just now .. But not now le .. ^o^ *=.=*20. Who’s the last person that you called? - dad
22. Last person that texted you? - hubby..she say she hate me..sob23. Last person you added to your address book? - idk..but is a guy..
24. How many minutes are on your plan? - wat plan?
25. Do you like your phone? - yup~!!i LOVE it!26. What is it? - a handphone la=.=
27. Wanna give out your number? - u siaow?Your three favourite colours for clothes: -black-white-any colour..Your accessory weakness: - i had FEW only..='(Your favourite gem: -idon ve one..im poorYour favourite clothing: -a shirt wit shorts or maybe mini skirt..cause i hate long pants & skirts..it has nothing to do with SHOW OFF or ATTRACT ATTENTION!Your must have jewellery: -tat thing u wear on ur leg..leg braclet?& it MUST have bell~
Your watch(es):
-ihave..but dono at where
Your favourite pair of jeans:
-iwear SHORTS
Your favourite designer:
-designer for wat?=.=
Layer ONE
On the Outside
Name: Poh Hong
Birth Date: 5th July 1993
Current Status: single~
Eye Color: black
Hair Color: black
Righty or Lefty: ihave both left & right
Zodiac Sign: chicken
Layer TWO
On the inside
Your Heritage: chinese, hokkien
Your Fears: cats,crowds..
Your Weaknesses: cats & crowds
Your Perfect Pizza: I HATE PIZZA!will vomit..
Layer THREE
Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up: iwan sleep na~
Your Bedtime: later than 12am
Your most missed memory: happy right frm da bottom of my heart..
Layer FOUR
Your
PickPepsi or Coke: coke thankx.
McDonald’s or Burger King: i used to work in MAC..
Adidas or Nike: don care a shyt abt it
Lipton tea or Nestea: anything~lala
Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate~lala~!!DARK chocolate!yummy~
Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino~more milk pls~
Layer FIVE
Do youSmoke: eh..eh..yup..used to,future?maybe yes,maybe not..im not addicted btw..
Curse: ahbo?cjb=.=
Layer SIX
In the Past Month
Drank alcohol: yup yup..& iwan drink~but cant buy
Gone to the mall: eh..yar~
Been on stage: nop.
Eaten sushi: yupyup~!!so niceee
Dyed your hair: i love my NATURAL hair..
Layer SEVEN
Have You Ever?
Played a stripping game: YUCKS!isee pple witout their shirt already so PS le lor!
Changed who you were to fit in: yah..it is NOT a nice thing
Layer EIGHT
Age you’re hoping to be married: da age tat da guy propose,will b da age.^^
Layer NINE
In a Girl/Guy
Best eye colour: black
Best hair colour: natural colour..& pls!CLEAN hair
Short or long hair: normal hair tat suits tat person
Layer TEN
What Were You Doing
1 minute ago: this quiz
1 hour ago: other quiz
4.5 hours ago: ithink,eating?
1 month ago: working as a sales for ice-cream
1 year ago: suffering in sch..& is still now..
Layer ELEVEN
Finish the sentence
I love: what i love
I feel: bored & urge for sushi suddenly
I hate: wat i hate
I hide: my true self
I miss: who i miss
I need: my blanket now..cause it is cold
Layer TWELVE
Tag 5 people
ros,sya,CS*cause he is bored too*& whosoever..
Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head - don’t read the questions before you write and tag 5 people to do the survey.
1-Rosliana
2-Syarafa,
3-Huiting,
4-CS
5-elephant,
6-jonathan lee
7-bylene
8-der-vii
9-suet leng
10-Tan jun jie
11-senior clone
12-kun tai
13-mum
14-myself
15-gorgor..*not fred*
16-fred
17-yi hao
18-mrs loo*math cher*
19-prostitute
20-yiling*iwonder how come she come out..cause prostitute come out,then she always quarrel ma..maybe*
1. How did you meet #14? - eh..we know each other for my whole life..in mum stomach..^.-
2. What would you do if you had never met #1?- eh..iwon noe tat her name is call ROSLIANA!
3. What would you do if #20 and #9 dated? - suet leng & yiling?iwill go to da doctor & ask him to fix my jaw back..
4. Would #6 & #17 make a good couple? - ahahahas!!!jonathanLEE wit yihao?!wtf!WHAT THE FUCK?!kill me better..cause dying of LAUGHTER is much more worst..
5. Describe #3. - eh..chi girl who is shorter than me*rare..*
6. Do you think #8 is attractive? - eh..der-vii ah..eh..everyone is attractive in their own way BA..i got nothing to say..
7. Tell me something about #7. - she was once my bestest friend..very very close..very..
8. Do you know anything about #12’s family? - can count yes & count no .. 1st to do is..ros2nd is..sya3rd is..CS4th is..HT5th is..idk?anyone who like me?ahahas!!jk..
date:
time:8:22 PM
Last cigarette - eh .. ard 1 month ?
Last beverage - HOT milo .
Last phone call - to a human .
Last text message - to hubby ! toking abt someone call POH HONG . ^^
Last CD played - last year ..
Last bubble bath - i BLOW bubble , but don BATH bubble =.=
Last time you cried - check my blog lo
Last meal - porrige wit salted egg in coffeeshop
Last Bf - got 2 lei .. bestfriend -- lene T_T boyfriend -- miaow
Have you ever dated someone twice? - yup..
Have you ever been cheated on? - who won??iwill say tat he/she is lucky..
Have you ever bought condoms? - ehem!FYI,im a 93 baby!!!
Have you ever kissed someone ®reted it? - bb jux kiss me today~®reted it<
Have you ever fallen in love? - yup!& proud but sad abt it..
Have you ever lost someone? - im da one who ALWAYS get lost..lol
Have you ever been drunk and thrown up? - drunk?nop.^^but i drink.
Have you ever kill an animal? - can insect count?
Name SEVEN things you did in the past three days
1. eat
2. sleep
3. bath
4. schol
5. talk
6. smile
7. SNEEZE
List THREE people you can tell pretty much anything to
1. ros
2. sya
3. HT
List THREE favorite colors
1. black
2. pink
3. silver
List TWO things you want to do before you die
1. breath the EARTH's air MORE..
2. i seriously dono..live life to MY fullest
SO FAR IN 07
Been to school- of cause!& it is not a v.happy class..cause idk anyone..T_T
Made a new friend- yah!HUBBY!!
Fallen out of love - nop^^
Done something you swore never to do- erm..idk..
Laughed until you cried- i almost everytime laugh till cry
Went behind your parents back- went where?
Met someone who changed your life- idk lei..
Gotten close to someone- close as in?
Found out who your true friends were- my true friends are those who is STILL with me..
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF……
1. Bush? - ithink he is da president right?ahahas!live in da bush?o.O
2. Gay Marriage? - erm..as long as i DON see them EATING each other or holding hands etc,it is ok..
4. Straight, Gay, Bi? - STRAIGHT!but idon mind knowing pple hu is crookate^^
5. Do you have a crush? - yup!!!
6. Who is the best hugger that you know? - my teddy~
7. Do you believe in love at first sight? - seriously.NO.
8. Is there something you want to tell someone? - yes..******** still
9. What brand of shirt are you wearing? - now?kitty pyjamas dress..^.^<
10. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends? - kiss anyone on ur top friends?huh?
11. Do you have “A thing” for anyone on your top friends? - istill don uds..huh?wat thing?
12. How many people on your friends list? - list?where?fs?blog?check urself lo~baka
13. How many kids do you want to have? - a twin consiting of a boy & girl!!!
4. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? - we don fight but we don hug
15. Do you wanna change your name? - no.
16. What did you do for your last birthday? - ROS,HUBBY & GAYB CELEBRATED WIT ME WHEN DA SUN IS UP!HT,ELEPHANT,XINCONG,BEN CELEBRATED WIT ME WHEN DA MOON IS UP!MMMUACK~!!!IMISS THOSE DAYS~sob~
17. What time did you wake up today? - 7am!& is so so so get drag..=.=
18. What were you doing at midnight last night? - doing chi homework.^^
19. Name something you CANNOT wait to do: go out at night,very LATE..but da air must be tasty 1st^^
20. Last time you saw your dad? - jux ago,he zzz-ing..& iclose his door^^
21. What is one thing you wish you could change about yourself? - less blur & more 'myself' in sch
22. Which hand do you like better? - sad to say,but icant differencate my left & right..
23. What are you listening to right now? - chi xin jue dui ..痴心绝对--FYI:it is an edited version & is FUNNY!--
24. Have you ever talked to someone named Sidney? - can i talk to an opera place?
25. Have you ever donated money to a good cause? - yup yup..*good girl*~.~
26. Have you ever talked about someone behind their back? - yes~cause..im a FEMALE!!*hide cause all FEMALE will chase me with knife*
27. Least favorite month? Jan ba..cause new sch year..
28. What’s the last piece of clothing you borrowed from anyone? - tshirt^^
29. Who’s getting on your nerves right now? - idk wat music iwan to listen..=.="
date:
time:7:59 PM
AND..IAMPUFFINGMYCHEEKSATTHEDOORNOW!!!
date:
time:7:57 PM
OUCH !I JUST BANG MY HEAD ON THE DOOR !ANDITISSOPAIN!!!SOB!!!!WAAAAA!!!!!
date:
time:7:49 PM
CS jux say tat i have stead..PLEASE!!im SINGLE!& PROUD to be!& idonwan tok to him le!hymph!ok..i jux chocked..idk how spellreason---i saw a small kid wearing his/her underwear on her head & jumping ard..was drinking water & msg-ing hubby while standing near da window..and tis view jux came into my eyes..and i chocked on da water..at 1st,din noe whether isit a him or her..but jux now,use my binoculars and saw tat da underwear is BARBIE..so,is a girl..haix..yah~thinking..in d past,i ALSO wear my underwear on my head!ahahs!so cold~hugging bb now..bb teddy~sudd have da urge..da urge to rent cd..woots~today last day of 7th month..aft today,can ton night le!!^^
date:
time:7:23 PM
ok..keke..ytd dreamt of me going to SUANA with..our class pple!& ros is included^^haix..SITI sio~get well soon~lala~im not worried horrrrr^^kk..jux linked pple..sup to link MORE pple..cause they asked me to link..but..i forget all da url le..T_Tsorrwori~=pkk..& i completed one of my WISH!!bought a new shoes..^^mmmuack my BELOVED FOREVER DAD!!!老爸~谢啦!kk..today ah..kana DRAG--FYI:is really drag lor!dad jux PULL me out--out of bed at 7am!then call me brush teeth all this..cause going bedok..=.=so lei,went bedok sosososo early..then dad ferry us there & he went working..(=.=)went visiting pple..then ate breakfast & im being PRAISE!!keke~aft eating,went sleeping..then fetch bb back..& i look aft MY bb wit bro!!!^^keke..keep tickle him..then he laugh laugh~i laugh laugh..he see me laugh,he laugh more..i see him laugh,i laugh more..then my bro see us both laugh,he also laugh..so da whole room is full of LAUGHTER!!msg-ed ros..say something..then she call me go think of MATSUMOTO JUN..=.=ros ah~matsumoto jun is DIFFERENT frm da topic tat i msg u..=.=bought bubble tea..aft tat,went zzz again..then later on,dad come fetch us..& bb KISS ME!!!!ilu!!!!!keke~then went hmall..bought BUBBLE & SHOES!!return home aft dinner..then when reach home,immediately went pong pong..& someone is SINGING when i bathing..idk is hu..but,he sing till so GOOD!so good till i stop da water & listen to him singing..I'm suspecting something ..But , I don't dare go verify it ..Because , if that matter is not what I suspects ..I'll cry again ..I hope what I'm suspecting is what I hope for ..But , even if it is , I won't know ..So , let this suspection .. be burried in my heart ..& i found da lighter tat i bough for dad !he did not lose it..=.=he kept it in da cupboard & he FORGET all abt it..but,im not going to tell him abt it~cause iwant da lighter!!!
date:
time:12:45 AM
ok..im so sleepy now..but iforget something..2 things iforget write jux now..IN SCHOOLWas on the way to the hall aft the test when I suddenly rmb tat ..I left my HP in class !So lei .. run back to class cause scared class lock le ..Then saw the whole bunch of classmates infront of class ..Went in & saw Shafie doing his homework .. --FYI:i had done mine!--Took my HP & ask him why are there so many pple crowding there ..He say Jonathan go burn JingZhi's hair then now JingZhi wants to burn his back ..Nearly vomited when coming out of class ..Reason ?Don't want tell .. only sya , ros & HT know .. ^^Disgusted ..Asked Shafie to help me hand in my ENG homework ..THIS FASHIONTried 2 dress ..1st -- A tube dress which is white in colour ..And it looks so nice ! Makes me look so much like a lady ! Especially if I wear with a high heel .. Which I already had .. Want to buy ~2nd -- A pink dress .. Don't know how say .. The texture of it is nice .. Love it too ..But there are 2 bad points for this 2 dresses ..1st -- They both are LOW CUT ! And it is like so EXPOSE for me ..2nd -- I won't be able to wear pants inside cause it can be seen .. Cause the both dresses are meant to be fit ..So this 2 points makes me like .. don't know want get not ..But I seriously love the white tube dress ..So expensive lor ! $30 .. haix ..But there is a problem ..Wearing either the tube dress or pink dress ..Don't know how say .. But it looks abit weird on me ..Cause maybe from back view see me .. will think .. :"This is a 20+ years old lady"But if you look me from the front view .. It looks like .. :"This teenage GIRL is trying to wear something that is meant for the LADY"In short , it means .. I seems to be wearing an adult shirt ..And that is cause of my face !!!!!!I seriously .. don't look like 19 .. when wearing that dress la ..But I seriously love that dress ..And I ask for a box of lollipop from the coffee shop auntie ..She asked me what I want ..I said cirgrette ..Then she look at me then say .. :"You so young,where can buy?"haix .. do I seriously don't look like adult ? o.OAnd .. BOYS are really imature ..This can be prove from the Jonathan's case and CS's case ..woa .. seems like I'm addicted to SS & HISTORY .. =.=
date:Friday, August 29, 2008
time:9:40 PM
eee!!!my computer room is FULL of perfume smell now!!& my nose HURTS!!!cause jux now bro using com immediatly aft he came home..& then,when icame in,da whole room is FULL of da smell of SWEAT!!it STINKS!!!so iie go use MY perfume*FYI--this perfume is 1years old plus le..--& spray it ALL over da room..& now..da room is full of perfume smell..& ihad to use my beloved blanket to cover my nose..=.=AND MY BRO WENT SLEEPING WITHOUT BATHING!!!!!!!!!!!!EWWWW!!!complain to mum..she say..:"he is ur bro,how can u say tat?"=.=later go pull him bath..keke..ii bath le worx~!!kiu~!!!good girl~wake up today then don feel like going sch..ROADRUNerm..my class.so little pple..ros de class,even more worst..most of da lower sec came..upper sec?NTS..then went walking outside d sch..=.= stupid..then GAY behind us keep call us walk faster when he is walking SLOW..=.= is da bunch of KIDS infront of us hu is slow..=.=TESTyah..had test..quite easy..& fall asleep..well,da whole class did..^^cause there is only 3 questions & we were given like 1hour ++ time?!pathetic..CONCERTprize presenting..kk..it WAS funny..but not enjoyable..=.=so little pple came to sch..there were musical chairs..which MR YON played CHEAT!!but damn funny..Sec 1s singing..i seriously cant hear wat they talking..der-vii num2!love mumbling to themselves..=.=Rock band..tat singer sang so..'well'..tottaly out of tune..& nth more..had a small quarrel wit sya over leaving da hall or not..having cramps throughout da whole concert..& mdm woo..she SCREAM when da MCs asked her to show da expression'panic'--FYI:she get da prize for Most Dramatic Teacher--home sweet home..ate pink panadol immediatly reach home..don think too much worx~it is JUST a pink panadol..if u dono watz tt,it is a panadol which is PINK in colourif u noe watz it,then..SHUT UP..^^then went Koven wit HTacarde da whole day..played parapara..--FYI:i get 1st!--tot saw sch pple..& ithink it IS them..sec 3 pple..but they don regonise me..so i jux pretend tat im NOT pohhong..^^asked HT.."eh..how I look ah?better in sch or outside?""outside la..""then u think is it easy to regonise me outside for my school mates?""unless they look closly la..if not,won't"so lei..it means..they don regonise me!!^^para was fun..HT bought a tube..& we went to try cloths in This Fashion..NOTE:it is THIS fashion..not THAT fashion..=.= lame..oyah!today have earthquake..seriously..& im having SERIOUS mood swing today..so,CS,pardon me for nt replying ur msg..
date:Thursday, August 28, 2008
time:11:09 PM
As said just now .. I'm going to talk about why I cry ..
And it will also be my last time I'm going to talk about this and admiting that I cried ..
Just now at history .. Miss Jospher--we call her MJ for now--called us to form into a group of 4-5 people cause we had to do the Holiday Homework ..
Everyone in the class had a group .. --omg,im going cry again.it hurts so much.-- Except me .. As usual ..
So , I was sitting alone in the coner drawing .. Cause I knew I would be left out ..
Then MJ come ask me ..
"So Poh Hong , which group are you in ?"
Then I look at her .. Then shake my head ..
"Then go and find a group la ! You don't expect me to find for you or your friends right ?"--cause Tricia they all helping me ask ard--
"Cher .. Can I do alone ? "
"No . "
Then I just kept quiet .. Very quiet ..
And everyone was like looking at me ..
And sarcastically , no one wanted to ask .. No , no one wanted me to join their group ..
Tricia asked Jing Zhi and she said that her group has 4 pple le ..
Every group has had 4 pple ..
Then Joanna call me go joing Jonathan they all .. But when he heard it , he just say .. " We got 4 pple le . "
Everyone said that ..
And I was pretending not to hear anything and continue drawing .. Tears just came out .. But I never let it drop --But it is now--
"Poh Hong , just get up and ask around and see who wants to let you in their group ! "
"Can I do solo ? I promise that I will finish .. " I said with shaky voice .. But I tried keeping it down .. So it came out normally but soft .. very soft ..
"I already say NO !"
"Cher .. this one isit included in CA or SA ?"
"It is included in CA but it will also affect ur SA alot . So just get your butt out and ask !"
At this time , I was thinking of , just drop History ..
I really can't stand being in this class anymore .. I'm always so alone .. everyone had someone in this class , except me ..
But , I can't bear to drop history .. Really can't ..
I really love History alot ..
So , I was struggling with myself ..
Then Joanna call me go ask ..
So , I just get up and walk to Jing Zhi there ..
"eh .. your group got how many pple .."--I already knew d answer..--
"4 .. "
"Can I join ?"
"eh .. but we full le .."
Just as what I expected ..
Then I walked over to Haidah group and ask ..
And luckily , they accepted me ..
They call me choose a topic .. So I randomly choose one ..
Nazi Gernmany - Impacts - Political ..
After this choosing of group .. Lesson resume ..
I msg-ed HT and Sya .. Told them I hate history , I hate sch ..
Sya never bothered ..
HT ask me why , but I don't know how to reply .. Cause everything was watery ..
MJ was teaching and keep looking at me ..
Just turned my head off and tilt it high ..
And in Chi lesson ..
Saw Sya .. She never notice that I cried ..
Funny ? Think so ..
Like the same , I control my tears ..
But , it was really too many inside le .. So , even though I tilt my head up .. It still drop ..
So , had to lie down on the table then wipe it off ..
Alot fell to the table .. But wipe it off before anyone notices it ..
Sya never notice at all ..
I really hate this school ..
What had I done ?
What had I done to any of you ?
What had I done to deserve all this ?
My attitude ?
I admit that I talk loud and love to look at people in their eyes .
But did I attitude to any of you before ?!
Yes , I did . But it is ONLY when you all di siao me right ?!
That 3E girl , I don't even know you nor did I even talk to you before !
You for nothing go stare at me all this for what ?!
My classmates ..
When did I ever show my attitude to you all huh ?!
When ?! You all say la !
Did I scold you all before ?!
Did I hit you all before ?!
Did I ?! DID I ?!
Just because I talk loudly ;
Just because I played with Shafie ;
Just because I sleep in class ;
Just because I don't care a fucking shit about my apperance ;
Just because I am not good in my studies ;
Just because I am once with him ;
Or isit other reasons ?
Why must all of you treat me like that ?!
Seriously , I had tried being friendly ..
I had tried smiling ..
But , did you all try accepting me ?
NO !
Then ?
What is wrong with my attitude ?!
Is jumping around wrong ?
Is talking loudly wrong ?
Is everything that I done wrong ?
Siti case ..
Is cause of she played when she was suppose to help that's why I scolded her ..
But did you all notice ?
It is her who wrote it down 1st .
But did I get angry with her ?
No . It was only at that time ONLY .
Me & Him case ..
It is just simply BETWEEN us ONLY ..
Then for what you all go blame me and stare at me ?!
I don't know ..
I seriously don't know ..
What had I done wrong ?
I had already control my temper ..
I had already tried smiling so many times ..
I had already tried improving things ..
But , why .. nothing is change ?
You all buei song me , then can just jolly well tell me the reasons ?
Do you know how hard .. how hard it is for me to try smiling at strangers ?
None of you know ..
All of you just thinks that ..
"Oh , that Poh Hong ah ? aiyah ! xibei guai lan la ! "
But had you all know what am I trying to do ?
NO !
Looking into pple's eyes is cause , I'm afraid of getting cheated ..
It is NOT staring ..
Talking loudly had been BORN with me . This is my volume !
What's more huh ?!
I'm really tired of this kind of school life ..
Everyday .. is the same day ..
Really hated it ..
Really ..
This school pple , had already made me drop many many tears ..
And I'm seriously .. tired ..
One day ..
One day when I really don't care anymore ..
It will be the day , when I cry infront of everyone and get into fights ..
Just one day ..
The day I cry infront of everyone , will be the day that I ..
LOST ..
And I am crying now ..
date:
time:10:41 PM
kk..im going to write this 1st!i jux wake up only..which means..i jux had a dream..I dreamt that..Suet Leng called me on HP during lesson time.."OI!I know why that girl buei song u liao!""why?""She buei song u cause u are a les!""wtf?!--yah..im IN class..DURING lesson time--please la!I jux break with a GUY!How can I be a les?!"--I stood up..ithink it was prostitute or math lesson--"thats why..she say that you gave sharon--who is tat--an interview last week on condom..then sharon say she like u.so she say u les la..haix..since she buei song you cause you are a les,will she buei song me also?"& iwoke up..get scared until wake..then i blur blur go tel myself.."I only will like someone who has birdie.."yah..isay this to myself immediatly after waking..=.=da funniest part is..suet leng was worried tat she will kana buei song by her also..noe wat it means?figure it urself..^^haix..i seriously..only will like pple who had birdie..^^*psps*but WHAT IF-which won't happen-im a les?does this give her a reason to buei song me?btw..this girl tat im talking,is da SAME girl tat hubby is talking..^^kiu~MORNINGwake up..brush teeth..msg sya..call her bring shirt..she donwan..had a quarrel..then decided not to go sch..ros never go..but in d end,i went..y?cause..sya say she wan bring shirt liao..^^& im trap in da middle..sob~going,ros angry..not going,sya angry..but inoe my ros~very good wan ma~keke..FRCso alot of pple wear homecloths..but even more pple wear sch uni..*meme!!!!*mrs tay wear sch uni..=.=pathetic..is she trying to act young?then prostitute more worst..she go wear a cap!=.=haix..PEnever do anything EXCEPT sitting in class & listening to Yon talking abt his life..then he keep draw draw on white borad..woa~he is so loyal lor..until now,only had 3 steads..& all last for years..da 1st i think is 1 year..the 2nd is 3years..the last..is 7years & getting married soon~woots~someone is gonna cry~booo~~~~wa~& i found out tat..I NEVER BROUGHT MY WALLET & KEY!soB~left it at home..sad..BIOkk..had our presentation of RESPRATION..me & sya together wit jasmine was in erika grp..it consits of..-Erika-Melisa-ShiLi-Jasmine-Sya-Me..& only da top 3 do ALL the work..cause we don even noe tat we in this grp..sorry~& thankx..^^mmmuack~so went up & present..was like SO MESSY!!then i don even noe how to talk..cant copy frm slides..so jux try summarize..when it is not my turn,i can tell pple how read..but when my turn come,icant read..& those words are so hard to read!but thankx girls~they helped me out..^^kiu~then when da slides starts to end,we had NO script..so it is up to da slide..& miss lalita was like so angry..haix..sorry~then was sup to write da reflection..iwrote da truth..i wrote tat I never do anything..then erika saw it,call me change..don plan to change*cause they deserve the mark,not me!*but she say,if we write like tat,cher sure will minus mark frm them too..so no choice,had to change..BUTi wrote there..Q--How well do you think your grp had done..Ans--To me,my grp had done very well.Cause I can see unity in this grp.Because I only gave some opinion while the slides were being done by my members..However,when presenting & I do not know what to do,my members help me out.They had done most of the jobs..yah..wrote this..*ard da same..cause forget..*yah..iwrote tat,this project is mainly done by them..then erika say thankx..which idono why..supp me to say thankx..but tat time,my mouth jam..dono how say..so lei..Erika,Melisa,ShiLi..thankx..^^MATHdo graph..& thankx to Jordan..I know how to see the upper quartile.^^yah..he teach me abit..3q!RECESShad a quarrel wit sya again..=.=went eating wit der-vii..then tat girl keep stare stare..wtf?i don even noe hu u k?=.=u not happy wit me for wat?HIST + CHIdon wan say..haix..But I cried..yah..without anyone knowing ..later then write..ENGnth much..told mdm woo tat iwill pass up my organ trading wk by tmr..so later going to do..^^then saw a bunch of MONKEYS..=.=aft sch,WALK home..T_Tbut not tired.only abit hot..^^then meet HT then go CP..saw erika they all..so ps..go cover my eyes..then saw yongmin they all,go hide at HT there..=.=oyah!we both went to BOSSINI to try cloths..ahahs!then took pic..aft CP,went RM..check her work shedule..then..home sweet home without dinner TILL NOWoyah..Siti kana hospital..No wonder why the class noise level this few days is low..^.^o~Oi..come back school quick hor..the class noise level go down not good..like so weird..Fever?Drink water la..Just get well soon la!PS:::I AM NOT WORRIED ABOUT YOU!!!!YAH!!TRUST ME!!!!^^
date:Wednesday, August 27, 2008
time:10:14 PM
OMG!my DARLING der-vii ah!u make me laugh my ass off!& nearly fall down the chair!!!!!!!& my mouth is numb & stomach aching frm laughing!omg!maybe there will be blood fountains tmr!
date:
time:10:02 PM
iwan eat sushi..haix..think today..will be the day..^.^thankx boi..^^
date:
time:9:57 PM
to see another day i swear it's true~lala~so lei..still struggling..to take or not to take..baka ros la!go say she miss him..then iwas like..calling pple kill her..^^ahahahas!!!!!don make me change my mind~oooder-vii wearing SHIRT & JEANS!& im trying to call ros wear too..kiu~ah~idono wat to post now..keke
date:
time:9:28 PM
kk..ithink im going sot?sudd have da urge to take pic & be a camera-sot girl..=.=so how?ah~!!tat urge jux sudd came to me aft seeing some PICTURES of pple whom my darling don like..^^i never say anything worx~idon mean anyone also worx~^.^*innocent smile..*& baka sya..never reply me..sad sadam i really going take pic?o.0that bloody urge is so strong..& is getting stronger by d min..howhow?but donwan nei~so..there is a war inside my body now..my heart wanted to take..but my brain*cause lazy*donwan..so hw?ah!!!!howhow?o.O
date:
time:8:51 PM
I seriously am thinking now ..Is der-vii going to wear home cloths or uni ?Will she be wearing her abc cloths ?oyah .. she said she threw it away ..so , what is she going to wear ?Bare-back ? tube ? or .. mini skirt !!!!kk .. this is really a diffcult question ..*thinking .. *this is really a serious & diffcult question..it will cause thousands millions of my brain cells to die..how?kk..com jux restarted itself..& this post was autosaved.thankx blogger~it is sooo creepy~& i jux sneeze while drinking water..& was choking..then coughing..pathetic..jux pong pong & now..im so refresh..haix..wonder how am i going to die tmr..oyah~wat will jasmin wear?cant picture der-vii wearing fishball pants..then wonder again..what if she wear bikini?o.Osomeone sure will drool~ros,sya~u all noe who im talking abt right?*evil smile*someoneS <> will drool & u will see foutains<<'s' again!>> of blood gushing out frm pple noses<>ahahs!omg~how evil can i be?hahas!joking la..but really,will she wear bikini?& wat will pple think if iwear my normal cloths?"wa kao!Poh Hong can wear like this de ah?She actually wearing shorts?"maybe will think this ba..or.."kao bei!Who she think she is la!wear until like that!"or it might be.."woa~didn't know that Poh Hong look like this."kk..think da last one is not so possible ba..jux now was watching power ranger SPD..i loveeee power ranger SINCE young..^^masked rider also..digimon also..all i love..but not pokemon!dono why..kekei loveee Hi-5 too!then jux now pong pong..thinking..when did i start loving dark chocolate?cant rmb..but inoe..iie had prefer chocolate that is not so SWEET since ihad memories of eating chocolate..so maybe..is frm young?dono..how many kinds of dark chocolate i taste before ah?45% , 50% , 65% , 77% , 99.9/99.5%/95% <>& tat 99.9%/99.5%/95% is da most bitter ihad ever taste till now..!so..in short,i lovee dark chocolate better..^^told sya tat ifall in love le.. ♡_♡then she like give me this =.= face ..well..let me discribe my crush to u!^.^V*he is a RL HUMAN,not my teddy!someone say my crush is my teddy*he had almost all the qualities im looking for!!-he is taller than me..-he had the looks!*it really doesn't matter*-he IS a pai gia!-he is defiyian!-he is loyal!*woots~!!my dad just ask me if iwan go sch tmr not!means ican don go!!*-he is a naughty boi~-he protect his friends & family!omg!!!he is simply da perfect guy for me!!ahahahas!!BUT..yar..a BUT again..but..the guy that i love..he..is a ROLE!!!yah!i love that CHARATER name sawada shin in Gokusen..da actor is name..Matsumoto jun!!but..da one ilove is sawada shin..which is JUST a story character!!sob~!!!!sob~!!!!im OUT of love!!!wa!!!*cry!pools of tears~nono,ocean*sob!!!!ahahs.!!!i loveee him since last year..ah!!sawada shin~!!!!is there any this kinda boi beside me??is there is there??if there is,be sure,i have a crush on u~!!!!!
date:
time:5:02 PM
SOMEONE !ANYONE !WHO SO EVER ONE !JUSTKILLME!!!i donwanna live le na~pple cant live without their girlfriend/boyfriend..but..but..for me NOW..icant live without my bio project being done!!!so lei..bio ah bio~imagine me without bio~because tonight will be the night that i will die for u~over ms lalita~ah!!!jux kil me!anyway!jux kill!be it bang bang or piak piak!jux kill me!!come~im waiting for u~!!!ah!!!but..kill me da best way ba^^kill me with LOVE~ah!donwan joke anymore le na~!!!ah!!kil me!!u kill me,i love u^^ahahhas!!!ah!jux kill me can?ah!!kil me with love~donwan~kill me with dark chocolate!!!!yup..^^if u kil me with dark chocolate,isure love u even more..^^keke~ah!bio bio~bio bio~how can u do this to me!!!!!!!ah!kill me~!!!
date:
time:4:44 PM
reach home early..surprise?bro sick ma~so go home look aft..wake at late..reach sch late..kana punish need run 5 rounds & i spent afb half an hour..reach class late..took my bottle wit me & went down to get da dono wat paper*request by my perfect-kns!-math cher,mrs loo/lu* & it was GONE when i return..da bottle was in my hand all d time & i seriously dono how did it disappear..in d end,found it aft sch..itwas wit da security guard..=.=MATHcan count as never attend..cause punishing ma^^LITnever do correction*FORGET* & bring da wrong book..=.=was supp to bring CID then go bring MFM...=.=partner wit sya..then go take down notes inside her book..& we both are being stared by some pple=.=yah...STARE=.=CHIhaix..never do well in test..sad sad..then prostitute go say she don like our clsss..as if like WE like her..=.=SSeh..took back da test paper..nearly pass!get 5/12sad..& saw my potesian..ahahas!!!then went cp eat wit ros & sya..then rush home immediatly..cause bro sick..& im dead here now..causei dono wat grp am i in for da bio thing!!!& i never do it!!someone,anyone..kill me now..how?!then sya also like donwan care like tat..then jux now wanying go send me msg call me pass to everyone.."wear pri sch cloths aft recess.."=.=then i reply a k..then go send to sya & short jon..then relise tat..i shouldn't send to him..cause he would have noe right?& send for wat..=.=then so sad lor..wasted 1 msg..then sudd rmb..BIO!!!then now..i so sad again!cause never do..& i really dono wat grp am i in..think..THINK is wit sya?haix..someone..jux kill me..can i pon sch tmr?then come to sch onli aft bio end..can??
