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seriously , i think i have some prob ..
I had been sleeping when da sun is out & awake when da moon is out ..
like now , i slept at 5pm & wake at 12am .. and most probaly , i won't be sleeping until idk wat time ..
ala~forget abt previous post..
had been stomach ache till now..
no mood blog.. 888

Labels: Is these really true friendships ?

& ihad been going to the toilet for so many times..=.=
i love narnia..& i sudd feel like..nth..
same usual *illness* on wanting to go out at night with SOMEONE..*don anyhow assume tat SOMEONE hor!!cause ialso dono who is tat SOMEONE..*
well,i had a test jux now wit my Tarot..& the result is..
I MIGHT be in a relationship soon..=.=
let nature takes place ba..
ah~stomach ache..ithink i seriously had something wrong jux now..in da morning..
since ihad the run since morning..haix..
well..stayed at home da whole day..
the number of me with my eyes open *inclding now* is - 10hours..ONLY
& im playing weiqi in yahoo now with an australlian..
he say SG is fun..
then isay australia also but icant go..
he ask why..
then i say..
"cause my eng is so cmi & im a chi.."
he ask wat is chi..isay chinese..
then he replied me like so angry or wat..
"if u are so afraid,then u shuld stay at home and grow old and die.."
=.=
then i say i will go dere no matter wat..*which is like TRUE..cause going australlia & japan is 2 of the places where it is a MUST for me to go..at least once in a lifetime..*
the end..& he is like not playing now..=.=
忽然间在想 ;
人生不就是短短的几年


人生就像

• He got kookoo but no kookoo

A money mama

• Who is so POWERFUL that if papa dare to 'ying'*in chinese & if translated , it means talk back . But in chinese , there are 2 meaning .. 1 is talk back while the other is print .* Which means , if KooKoo papa dares to 'ying' her , he will be jailed .. *this is a pun btw*

And I am honey bb~

• The daughter who LOVE honey ~ & had a kookoo daddy & a money mummy ~!

this is my happy family !!

A daddy without kookoo

A mummy who is money

A baby who is HONEY !!!

But I seriously want a LIFE mummy ~!!

so kookoo papa mux find a mummy worx ~ wan me intro ~?

so pple ! rmb ! kookoo daddy got no kookoo!!

muahahaha

Seriously , I am SO DAMN FUCKING ANGRY LOR !

YAH ! I am being fucking use ! Forget it ! Don't want talk !

Hui Qin , I tell you ,



FROM TODAY ONWARDS , YOU & I ARE JUST COUSIN-IN-NAME !

Labels: DAMN FUCKING ANGRY

OYAH ! THANKX CHIN SIANG & JUN JIE FOR MSG-ING ME TODAY !!
KEKE ~ MY TIME SPENT WHILE BABY SITTING WAS MSG-ING THESE TWO SMALL KIDS !!
MIAOW !
yozii!!
im back frm babysitting!!
anyone miss me??o.O
say YES !!
woots!!
well!!heres wat hap today tt make me so so so happy!!!
woke up by calls~
yupyup..
brush teeth & went to take LRT to cp then change to bus dono wat to BEDOK..
oyah!i dreamt of HCO*woa!!*this is da 1st thing tat make me happy - not cause of dreaming about HIM but about the event which involve him -
well,he wanted to woo Sya then ask me how .. I said " If you want to chase her , kill a dragon & give her the meat " I said this in chi .. Then I woke
lala..2ng thing tat make me happy
At LRT..
I was quite happy today for no reason lor !!keke .. Guess what I saw at my house de LRT station !!!
I was leaning at da piller wat .. then got 2 guys ard da age of 20 TOUCHING EACH OTHER IN THE FACE & CHEST !!
wthell ?! Then yah ! I was peeking at them .. My head was lowered & my hair covering my eyes .. So lei , I just kinda like peek UP .. Then I was smiling there while seeing them touch lor !! What the HELL !! It is funny but ewww ~
Then 1 of them saw me looking & call the other to stop .. Well , I msg-ed some pple about this la ..
lala ~
then went CP waited for bus .. was quite happy wit tt trip cause i never carsick ..
reach budeok & went lunch-ed .. Bring away la ..
Then went baby sitting .. keke ~
3rd thing
da bb was so good today lor ~ keep call me play with him !! Then I was playing with him lor ! then he keep jump on me then I was suppose to 'fall down' while hugging him .. Then he laugh until so KAWAII lor !! the voice is like so cute ~ then keep tickle him then he keep ' jiejie~donwan!!kakakakakak"
And then alot la ! so damn fun lor ! then I ask him is he a boy or girl , he say I am a girl .. ==
Then I say " I cut away your bird bird ah ? "
Then he say " don't want . later I canot shh shh "
Well , all was in Chinese la ..
lala .. then he zzz so do I ..
& i watch NARNIA again !! nice !! this is da 4th happy thing !
lala .. then he woke ..
then played with him again .. then went dinner at ard going 10pm ..
5th thing was .. THE DINNER WAS YUMMY
but i nearly slip .. T_T yah .. Chin Siang call me to not let BB fall but it was actually ME who nearly slip lor !! Know the reason that nearly causes me to slip ??? I saw FOOD on the table .. & was so HAPPY ==
lala .. then went & took a bus ard 10.30pm++
6th thing was quite weird la ..
I was on the bus at the last 2nd row .. *the bus only got afew pple including me*
then there were 2 malay guys WEARING CAPS *it is 10.30PM & somemore IN THE BUS .. they still wear caps .. ==*
then .. well , I think they were watching porn ! cause da 2 of them was staring at da hp , so engrouse .. ==
Then I heard the hp saying something like " turn around .. like that more ?? quickly la "
YAH !! then I turn ard .. and I saw them looking at it SMILING & so into it that they don even notice tat iwas looking at them ..==
so lei , iwas like "what?!" & i turn ard again to face da front & put on my headphone ..
LOLS LA ! turn ard turn ard .. turn somemore & I will make sure that both of u turn ard & bang the back of the bus ! lol
lala .. then in da interchain while Q-ing , Well .. idonwan say much abt this ..
but ..
I SEEMS TO LIKE AT DA FIRST SIGHT !!
omg !! Tat guy start looking at me 1st then I look back & *brink* i think im in LIKE *not love*
keke..then he drop off at hmall ~ ah ~ we were like keep looking lor .. then even in da bus , he was infront of me !! keke *shyshy*
I am in LIKE ~!! LALA !!

Oyah .. nothing .. lazy write le ..
still got somemore .. but seriously , lazy ..
anyway , today was a happy day .. lets hope this kinda day continue !
the eng ~!!

With love :
Onglai

With LIKE :
I wish to see you again ~ Even though we are STRANGER .. But .. keke
you call me a stranger ~
When you are tired of explaining , it doesn't mean that you had accept fate but simply because you wanted to hide back to the shell and lick the wound yourself ..
I am not being emo or what ..
I hate Ben .. Seriously .. I thought we were friends again aft that day of pool ..
But he is the one who is making me cry now ..
He go anyhow accuse me .. Say that I im-ed him when I did not ..
Say I had stead & what he don't care .. When did I have a stead ?
He say alot more & scold me so many so many bad words .. Yah .. & I am crying even till now ..
How can he do that ? I never even scold him nor did I im him .. Yet he like that accuse me .. And I am like a retard crying there ..
He say what my gor scold him or what .. Which I don't even know .. I swear .. really .. Everyone who knows me will know that I dare do , I dare say ..
But I seriously never do .. Even Hui Ting is not helping ..
Hahas .. really ,who is there listening .. Chin Siang ? Yah .. But .. hahas ..
Sorry Chin Siang , I seriously can't & don't know how talk ..
Really is tired le .. To think that I'm so stupid to think that Ben is my friend .. I hate him for making me cry ..
The tears is still dripping now .. Yah , while Chin Siang is talking abt the KFC thingy , it is falling ..
It is like so nice you know ? The tears fall from your eyes to your cheeks and to your feet *I am sitting with my legs up* ..
It is warm when it reaches the foot .. But as it gradually roll down from the foot , the path it rolled past , turns cold ..
It is like that in relationship right ?
Every relationships will involve tears and there it started ..

As tears is involve , so it started 1st ..
And when it falls on the feet , it is warm .. Just like a relationship , when starting , it is hot ..
But as it rolls down the path , it turns colder and colder .. As time passes , the relationship will turn more and more apart .. more and more cold ..

I am seriously not emo .. But I won't be so naive to believe that there will be friends all over again after the relationship brokes once ..

Thankx Chin Siang for cheering me up .. But it is like so ugly to cry & laugh at the same time ..
Thankx Jun Jie for consouling me .. Although I am still crying ..
Thankx Adele for trying to believe me .. But , he is your gor ..

I am seriously tired le ..
Even though I am innocent , just treat that is I done it ..
I already said before .. I am tired of explaining .. Just treat that is me ..
Well , someone get jailed cause of Maple Story ..
Know why ? Cause this woman was 'divorsed' in Maple Story & cause of that , she hack inside her 'ex-husband' acc & make his char die ..
stupid ..

& I read da newspaper & there is 1 new where they says that the amount of torturing of wild cats in this year , increases .
Although I don't really like cats , but I still feel sad ..
im having fever now & im so damn cold when the fan is off & blanket on me ..
my body feels hot when the blanket is not on top of me & it is even more hotter aft having it on me ..
well , went sch jux now for my report book ..
Yah , went ALONE .. haix .. then see everyone got parent beside them then i was kinda like jealous lor ..
long long story .. don't know how write ..
anyway , da teacher who is talking to me is Mdm Qin at 1st .. then she go take $7 from me !
wtfuck ?! $7 for the sch donations ..
It is so NOT worth it lor ! Also , she force me to give .
then iwas abt to leave aft taking book when mrs loo that MOTHER CAT - said by ros - called me !!
damn lor ! she don't want give me report book .. but in the end , I still get it .. know why ? cause i kinda like argue wit her ..
anyway , i failed alot of subjects but i was promoted to sec 4e ..
was the 30/34 in class ..
so i really wonder who is the 34 ?
haix ..
tired ..

long time no see~lazy post..

Anyway , just now took a quiz while eating meggi ^^ *it is yummy~*

well , this thing is quite true lor ~ *ps*

Anyway , here is the link ~ Thankx me for posting it up here ba ~!!!

miaow ~ Don't worry , it is not VIRUS *saying to pple who attentead da don't know what talk in school*

http://www.lovecalculator.be/quiz/en/4102936/free

well pple , if u wan noe where had i been for d whole long long day , i had been out to TM , Kovan's pool !!
well , went TM at first wit HT to buy her puzzle thing .. (^.^o)
& im like oh-so love those puzzle lor ..
but their price .. phew ~ >$30 !!
is like , wtf ?!
aft tat , waited for Jun Jie .
then he was cutting hair & cause elephant was waiting at da pool for a very long VERY long time for us , we had to take a taxi meet him , without Jun Jie ..
& tat taxi driver .. long story .. But can say , me & ht was QUITE dangerous la .. In a dangerous situation ..
Aft tat , met Elephant then waited for Jun Jie to arrive in taxi from TM & ben with his friends in taxi from TPY ..
aft tat , went up pooling ..
was playing with Ben lor !! GRR !! keep disturbing me !!
&&&&& I BROKE A STICK !
IT IS NOT A NORMAL STICK ! IT IS THOSE KINDA STICK TAT IS USE FOR PLAYING POOL !! IT IS REALLY NOT THE STICK BUT SOMETHING TO SUPPORT THE STICK *FOR NOOB* . IT REPLACE THE USE OF FINGERS FOR SUPPORT FOR THE STICK WHEN PLAYING ..
yah ! I broke it into half !
seriously , idk tat im SO STRONG to break it cause fyi , that stick is so THICK & TALLER than me !!!
scared me lor ! & i hurt my finger ..
luckily for Ben & tat lil boi *who is older than me*
then hide it other da sofe
(*^o^*)
then went dinnered ..
oyah ! Wei Song was with us in the middle of pooling .. yup , he finished lan-ing & come find us .. keke ..
had dinnered with so many pple tat 2 tables are used ..
& i nearly slip ..

I am happy cause the 2 person whom I thought will not talk to me ever after again after I did this kinda thing to them .. They talk to me & played with me today .. Like how we used to .. Although it feels abit far ..
But I am still happy ..
I want more time like this again .. Can I ?
忽然在想
谁没跌到过呢？
可是真正从中吸取教训的又有几个呢？
跌倒了再爬起来？
说得容易做的难呀~
1. Kiss on the hand I adore you
2. Kiss on the cheek I just want to be friends
3. Kiss on the neck I want you
4. Kiss on the lips I love you
5. Kiss on the ears I am just playing
6. Kiss anywhere else lets not get carried away
7. Look in your eyes kiss me
8. Playing with your hair I can't live without you
9. Hand on your waist I love you to much to let you go

Article 2:
The Three Steps

1. Girls: If any guys gets fresh with you, slap him.

2. Guys If any girl slaps you, her intentions are still good.

3. Guys & Girls Close your eyes when kissing, it is rude to stare.

Article 3:
The Commandments

1. Thou shall not squeeze too hard.
2. Thou shall not ask for a kiss, but take one.
3. Thou shall kiss at every opportunity.

* Remember *
A peach is a peach
A plum is a plum,
A kiss isn't a kiss Without some tongue.
So open up your mouth close your eyes, and give your tongue some exercise!!!

Here are a few reasons why guys like girls:

1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo
2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder
3. How cute they look when they sleep
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world
6. How cute they are when they eat
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while
8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside
9. The way they look good no matter what they wear
10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth
11. How cute they are when they argue
12. The way her hand always finds yours
13. The way they smile
14. The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight
15. The way she says 'lets not fight anymore' even though you know that an hour later....
16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them
17. The way they kiss you when you say 'I love you'
18. Actually ... just the way they kiss you...
19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry
20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt. (even though we don't admit it)!
23. The way they say 'I miss you'
24. The way you miss them
25.The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore..... Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling.Only felt.

well , recieved this email & it is like oh~so sweet~
kkiiees..
spent the WHOLE day in home..so lei.nth much to post..
bored
AH~!
i rmb wat had i borrow
1 chi narnia , 1 eng narnia , 1 chi novel & 1 warcraft !
yah ! i saw this book which is a chi wan , title is the same as the game 'Warcraft' !
and it IS really a STORY book related to it ..
stayed at home da whole day today ..
actually was planning go out today but in the end , never .. cause iwan stay @ home accompany my dad ~
(^.^o)
well , went dinner-ed wit dad at hmall then went library to return sya's books ~
then used his card to borrow books ~
borrowed 1 chi Narnia , 1 chi novel , 1 eng Narnia *im going talk abt this & lastly 1 idk wat book ..
well .. I borrowed the eng narnia @ THE CHILDREN SECTION !
which is like so wrong lor !
Not me who is wrong , is the library who is in the wrong ..
noe why ?!
that Narnia is like SO THICK & BIG lor !
it is thicker than Harry Potter *the thickest harry potter book in the few series *
the length of tat book is like SO BIG la !
& u noe da words inside are so small .. *fyi , the title of da book is call ' The complete collection of Narnia "*
it is seriously NOT for children who are like 9years old lor !
but da book was found & stayed in the children section ..
later then upload pic ..
stupid right?
he jux sign off immediatly..
but ithink he blocked me..which is wthell!
cause never ans Q..
but never mind..im not sad now!
really!
it is like put down a big stone da moment i see him block me..
so,wat i feeling now is like,relax..hahas
well,im not going to wait lo~
keke
sleepy head now
PS:father abramham got 7 children
糟糕了！
我后悔了！
我怎么去问他啦！
要是他说：是，我爱她
那我要怎么办？！
要是他说：不，我不爱她
那我又能做什么？
爱。。我怎么去问了啦!
其实说等他也有好处嘛！
能够有：我再等我的ex回来，所以不可以和你stead - 这个理由来阻挡那些要问的人
也可以有这个理由让自己不要走男女关系。。
哎呀！真笨啦！
Well , I just did a very stupid thing ..
I asked him ..
"Do you love her ? Your new stead .."
Yah .. & he never reply me ..
Don't blame me anyone ..
And I am crying again .. So it makes it 4th is a day ..
It is really so scary to sent him just 2 msges in MSN ..
No one knows how much courage it takes to sent them ..
It took alot of mine & my gastrict is acting up again ..
Seems like everytime I get scared or wat , my stomach will pain ..
4 finger nails appear again ..
Perhaps they will last 2 days or 1 day ?
see him online ..
seriously , I don't know what to say ..
Although I say I don't care or what , but it really hurts down there when you see the DP ..
It really hurts .. It feels like .. Your heart beats faster then is like so tight & then , you feel like crying ..
And both of them are online .. Yah .. Both ..
Ros , I say I don't care right ? But why am I having this little sadness lei ?
Should I just ask him everything ? And stop this so-called waiting when I know that it is usless ?
Stupid right ?
Poh Hong , this girl whom said very loudly before to herself that she won't care about what relationship thingy .. Yet she is now , and used to not long ago , get sad over guys ..
Stupid ..
She thought she had total control over this kinda situation but ..
Should I ask or should I not ..
Don't know ..
Lets ask Chin Siang ba .. He is older than me so maybe he might know ..
It just hurt .. even though alittle ..
Both online .. should I be happy or should I be sad ?
hahas .. baka ..
1 is imposible .. the other even more ..
So what's the point of hurting ?
But it stills hurts .
my feet is seriously aching so so so much~
realii~
haix..
kk..today pon sch once again~
actually planning to go back sch return form..but half way,then rmb never bring..
so in d end,went CP wit sya *she pon too & we planned to go back toegther*
then slack there & ate kfc..home-ed for sya
well,at kfc dere,saw kt,tjj,andrain..
then haix..long thing..
then i took mrt to otram..meet wit xue bing,lion,donkey & uncle..^^
PS:they are all those guys tat i mention before last time..
was so scary lor~d whole trip of me alone walking & finding them..
especially in MRT tat time,searching for Xue bing they all..
met up wit chin siang at boon lay..
then went to the dono where where..
haix..
i lazy eleborate..
anyway,cried in the concert..
why?donwan say..but i nearly betray my religion lor.
haix..
I will be a good girl now ..
Thankx chin siang worx~cause he is da only 1 hu see me cry..keke..at first la.
i cried thrice..
oyah!befor saying why i cry..
EEE!!iwan complain lor!!
tat donkey keep touching my hair & nose & cheeks lor!!!
keep pinch here & dere then rub my hair then touch my nose!
SO FAR!only 1 pple touches my nose lor!
& i don intend to let other pple touch UNLESS tat person is da right one..
At first , donkey touch , I don't really mind .. cause I tot he playing nia..or careless.
but as the time of pinching + rubbing + touching nose,it is like so RUDE LOR!
then i keep quiet jux like brush his hand or hit him back cause idonwan like make da situation worst as in like:quarrel..
then he keep doing it lor!
so i hide behind chin siang..but it really don't help much..he still do..then finally,buei ta han,i start really 'quarrel' or should i say,fight fight wit da mouth wit him..
bloody lor!
i hate pple to touch me!especially my nose!
even tat an*yah,he is da ONE* also don dare keep touch my nose or pinch me lor!
& he is like da only 1 who i really don't mind my nose get touch by lor!
tsk!i quiet quiet give face then he keep make.call him stop le lor!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but tat din help..
== & keep say im 'cute'..inoe this is scarcastic la!but..haix!forget it!
neeway,jux don like pple touching me!
yah!YAH!
then on why i cry..
1st - in d concert hall .. cause i nearly betrayed my religion .. Sorry ~!! I regret lor!even though I never did it,but I got thought of it!& this is SO wrong!
2nd - in da toilet outside da hall .. cause i sudd rmb tat 2 guys who really see me cry very very loud & many .. Then I thinking wat will they do if we still together now .. then rmb those time when i wit them then i cry .. so lei , i cried cause of memories ..
3rd - outside hall , in d openspace .. well .. cause .. dono ..
hahas~
neeway,thankx chin siang worx~keke..bleah~ps lei..cause i go wipe my tears at his sleeve..
PS AH!!cause my hands already wet cause of tears le .. cant wipe liao..don worry , it is jux WATER nothing DISGUSTING
kalakala (^.^o)
mrt-ed homed ..
then tat donkey still keep making me..
walked home wit lion..no la,is I sent him home..
YAH!I SENT HIM HOME!!
==
well..he say tat dono who think tat i attention seeker cause
1st - my voice is like so high or wat so eva ..
2nd - i keep like 'high'
3rd - i act cute + talk loudly
well.i tired of explaining le..
so i decide tat,next time pple wan say i attention seeker or wat,let it be..
da most is i say 1 time , then no more..
no more explaining..
so here is my explain..IT IS NOT EXPLAIN LOR!IT IS LIKE DA FACTS LOR!THEY DONO ME THEN GO ANYHOW SAY!BLOODY..

1st - my voice is high when I shout or when pple tickle or wat ! And I did not do it on purpose lor ! It just turn high without me wanting k ?! TSK ! Making me mad now .. TSK ! It is not like I purposly lor ! If I purposly , can see wan k ? If is purposly , it will be like so BABY or wat thing .

2nd - PLEASE ! it is not like HIGH alright ?! How can I don't be high infront of you all ?!
Just now when after I cried finish , I am just being quietly alone sitting beside u all . Then what you all do ? Come over & keep ask me why I so quiet etc .
I quiet you all also not happy , I jump here & there u all also not happy , what u all want ?! I don't want to be keep being asked by pple why I quiet so I keep talk lor .
So whose fault is it now ? I keep quiet you all keep ask , I talk + jump you all say I attracting attention . TSK LA ! I quiet wrong , jump ard also wrong .

3rd - I admit I DO act cute sometime . BUT it is not EVERYTIME alright ?! Jump here & there call act cute ? dots .
And talking loudly ?! Ask KT la ! I HAD TALK LOUD SINCE PRI SCH !

aiyah!donwan talk le la!explaing so many for wat lan!
wat eva they wan say la!making me mad the more i explain..
eyes so heavy..


lols..did not spam 3e5o8 class blog then they go write wat pineapple..
dots..
IM SO INNOCENT!!!
kk..need go out le..buais~


I love ROSLIANA , SYARAFA , DIVYA very very very much !!!
I know this is so random !!
yah !!
jux now while talking to chin siang abt tmr plan , i sudd pop out AH~I LOVE MY DARLINGS!
hahas..damn random lor..
but seriously!im SO SO SO glad tat inoe them!!
was browsing our pic then smiling~
idk hw to xplain tis kinda feelings but it is jux like..dono..glad & hapii!!
but when think & knew tt we will be seperated sooner or later,it is like..so scary..
aiyah!dono hw xplain la~
but seriously!!i love them so damn damn much!!
yah!!!!!
Ros , don't keep look down or what on urself ! you still have us !!
Sya , don't keep having negative thoughts & quarrel wit ur dad .. it is hard for him , a guy , to bring u kids up .. I know how it feels to be like , no one talk to u or listen to u .. Aiyah , alot of things is u don't know de .. But , trust me , ur dad do cares u .. & u have MORE freedom as compare to DER-VII *this is like not giving any use to persude sya hor..hahas..*
Der-vii , stop ur all those BOOKS BOOKS BOOKS !! you can't feed urself wit books ! and for being so obidient to ur parent is like so sad lor ..
Pong , stop being so attitude !!!!
ahahas !!
so tmr how?idk..
thoughts of going alone wit xue bing they all is like so scary lor..
not cause they not good or wat..but im not as close to them as compare wit Chin Siang,Kun Tai & JJ..
but..chin siang is meeting andrain..kt & jj not going..
so it is like me only wit xue bing & gang..haix..
scared~sob~
wuuuu~who can save me??
iwan my prince~
who wan b muah prince???
o.O
keke..no pay wan lei~
oyah!iwan job!
& im not yet zzz-ing!!
ah~!!
stomach pain!!
but don feel like shitting~
kalakala!!!
neeway,pon sch today together wit ros & sya

DARN !! I HATE ROS FOR LIKE THAT SAYING HERSELF !
SHE MAKE ME WANT TO CRY CAUSE OF HER LOR !!
ROSLIANA ! YOU BETTER HAVE UR EARS BIG BIG NOW , NO , IS HAVE UR EYES BIG BIG NOW
WHAT'S WRONG WITH U BEING IN NA ?! IT IS NOT LIKE YOU WILL BECOME A HAND , A FOOT , AN ARM , AN FACE NOR ANY OTHER PART ! (taken from romeo & juliet..& translate abit la..hahas)
YOU ARE STILL YOU RIGHT ?!
YOU ARE STILL OUR SISTER RIGHT ?!
it is only just a different class ! We are still under one roof right ?!
So what's wrong in being NA ???
DAMN !! I hate you for looking down on urself !
It is not like we look down on u or don't want talk to u just cause u in NA ..
We still go out like how we do last time don't we ?
We still joke like how we use to last time don't we ?
We even go out late at night which is not even done last time don't we ?!
so what's wrong in being in NA ?!
Don't say what I don't uds or what . Unless u don't know , I also had this kinda things happen to me before ! The only difference is that it is not in school .
don't know how say u la!
neeway,read finish my Narnia..
now dono wat to do..
I had loved Roman & Greek god since young .
Eygept & etc , as long as it is ACIENT things , I love them .
Acient China too . Thats why I took History .
Just yahoo the acient Roman's god & here is the result :

Apollo: brother of the Italic Diana goddess of hunting. He was god of prophecies, the arts, light and the sun. As sun god he was often depicted with rays fanning out from his head and riding a horse drawn chariot across the sky. Emperor Augustus associated himself with Apollo as deity of order during the chaotic power struggles which followed the death of Julius Caesar. Emperor Constantine had more than one vision during his military lifetime of which the most famous is the revelation of Christ, before that he supposedly saw Apollo. An interesting fresco in the Catacombs shows Christ as sun god-Apollo.

Bacchus: Was god of wine and other festivities and excesses. Celebrations in his honor were called Bacchanalia and were eventually forbidden by virtue of their orgiastic and sometimes violent excesses which in the extreme were said to include eating one another.

Bellona: Being a belligerent lot, continuously devoted to war the Romans couldn't do without a deity wholly devoted to the activity of war.

Castor and Pollux: These were twin sons of Jupiter and Leda (Jupiter took the unlikely form of a Swan for the occasion). Castor was a masterful rider whilst his brother was a great boxer. The Romans associated them with safety at sea (St. Elmo's Fire). They were also referred to as the Dioscuri and were set in the sky as the constellation Gemini. There is also reason to believe that they played a part in Mithraism as two figures holding torches signifying sun rise and sun set.The twins appear in the verses of Homer's Odissey: "匔astor, breaker of horses, and the hardy boxer Polydeuces, both buried now in the life-giving earth though still alive. Even under the earth Zeus grants them that distinction: one day alive, the next day dead, each twin by turns, they both hold honours equal to the gods".

Ceres: Ceres was goddess of the earth, agriculture and fertility. The word "Cereals" is obviously derived from here. She was also goddess of marriage and of the dead. Her temple on the Esquiline was the first to display Greek artistic influence in Rome (the artists Damophylus and Gargasus) as opposed to the Etruscan influence which preceded (such as Vulca of Veio).
Magna Mater also known as Cibele: The supreme mother. The Romans lost their cool when they were beaten by Carthage and so imported her from Pessinum, near Troy, as a remedy. The ship carrying her image (or in fact a large rock I think) ran aground as it entered Rome's port of Ostia but was supposedly freed by the virtue of a Vestal Virgin. Although the priestly order was presided by a Roman citizen the order required priests to be castrated. Not having any available in Rome the Senate preferred to find them amongst slaves and captives.

Cupid: Cupid was the son of Venus and was in charge of waking up desire and love. We often see him in paintings with his little bow and arrow.

Diana: The twin sister of Apollo, daughter of Jupiter. She was primarily goddess of the moon, of fertility and of hunting. The shows with wild beasts called Venationes, held in Amphitheaters such as the Colosseum were held in her honor.

Esculapius: God of medicine. His earliest temple in Rome was built in 293BC on the Tiber island. It is to him that we owe the modern symbol of medicine often seen on ambulances: a staff with two snakes wound up it.

Faun: Rather like the earlier Italic god Silvan, faun was god of woodlands. Nowadays we may be more accustomed to the equivalent Greek god, Pan.

Fortune or Fortuna: There was a special relationship between the king Servius Tullius and the fickle goddess Fortuna also known as Mater Matuta, goddess of dawn. As such she was particularly associated with the dawn of the longest day of the year (21st June). According to myth she was given haven by Hercules in the Forum Boarium and through a series of local and foreign associations such she came to be associated with navigation, commerce, maternity,virginity and warriors. The feasts of Mater Matuta and Fortuna were both held on the 11 June.

Hercules: a sort of demi-god cum hero, protector of Gladiators. Generally shown wearing a lion's skin over his head and shoulders and carrying a wooden club.

Janus (Ianus): Ancient god giving his name to the month of January. He was perhaps most curious in that he had two faces, one at the front and the other at the back of his head. His temple was one of the very first in Rome, built by Numa, its doors were shut during times of peace. The temple was erected on occasion of the peace stipulated between the Romans and their neighbors the Sabines. The place on which the temple was built was a crossroads between the Via Sacra (Sacred Street) and the way which joined the Forum to the poor quarter called the Suburra. Being external to the Palatine it represented a virtual door to all that was foreign and threatening.Like the deity Portunus, Janus was god of doors as well as representing opposites such as purity and impurity, good and bad, sacred and profane but was more generally associated with the concept of "peace".Janus was often referred to as "Janus bifrons" and in some occasions could actually have as many as four faces. There's a wonderful Romanic style fade to a basilica at Tuscania in the countryside north of Rome which includes a representation of what I believe is Janus quadrifrons holding a snake. Frequently roman homes would have a figure of Janus (or of a Phallus for fertility) over their front door. In the case of Janus it was for him to stand guard over the threshold as god of doors.

Juno: Juno was one of the three major gods set on the Capitoline hill. She was wife of Jupiter and represented the vigour of women as well as fertility of the fields, woods, animals and men. She also came to be associated with Roman coinage, treasury and minting. The month of June was named after her.

Jupiter: Together with Juno and Minerva, Jupiter formed the "Capitoline triad" and sat at his temple on the Capitoline hill since the earliest days of Rome. It is possible that in the beginning he was a single entity with Janus. The cultural provenance of Jupiter stretches back into the Indo-European origins of western peoples. Jupiter was the supreme god as well as being divinity of the skies, rain, thunder and lightning. Government, law, morality and order were also under his watchful eye. Jupiter was son of Saturn or Cronos whom he slew to become father of the gods. He was chronically (no pun meant!) unfaithful to his wife and hid under different guises such as a swan or a cloud in order to have his way with women.In many ways the fusion of Jupiter and Zeus was a first mental step towards the monotheism of Judaeo-Christianity. A second abortive step was taken by the emperor Heliogabalus who it seems attempted to unify all the gods under a single deity "Sol Invictu". He was killed and dragged through the crowds.The huge temple to Jupiter on the Capitoline hill was started by one of the Tarquin kings of Rome, possibly Tarquinius Priscus.The enormous building was probably measured something in the region of and was probably completed and consecrated a long time after it was started, possibly in the first year of the Republic.As well as the Capitoline triad of Jupiter, Juno and Minerva the temple was made to house various preexisting deities such as Terminus.It is of interest to note how the Capitoline triad actually changed even during the age of the kings so that the earlier gods of Jove, Mars and Quirinus (Romulus) were actually replaced by the more "current" gods Jupiter, Juno and Minerva.Roman The temple to Jupiter also included a statue of the god himself the "Capitoline Jupiter" which was commissioned by king Tarquinius Priscus from his Etruscan countryman Vulca of Veio (one of the very few artists who's name has made it through the millennia). This was possibly the first statue of a divinity to be placed in Rome and was most probably made of ceramic very much like the Veio Apollo on show in the Etruscan museum at Rome. Vulca's Jupiter was seated and wore the sovereign's garments and symbols of power, reinforcing the direct link between king and god.

Mars: God of war after whom the month of March was named. Mythological father of Romulus and Remus. Protector divinity of Emperor Augustus. Had an illicit affair with Venus behind her husband's back (Vulcan).

Mater Matuta (see Fortuna and Mercury)

Mercury: God of merchandise "merx", commerce and information as well as merchants, orators and thieves, which makes up for an interesting combination of virtues. His first temple was erected in 495BC at more or less the same time as the recorded removal of the mercantile temple to Mater Matuta. See his clothing.

Minerva: One of the earliest gods of Rome whose image was supposedly brought to Italy by Romulus' forefather Aeneas when he escaped from Troy. She was originally goddess of artisans but then became goddess of wisdom, not dissimilar to Athena, who had been born directly out of the head of Jupiter (Zeus).

Neptune: God of the seas. Also greatly involved with the Circus.

Portunus: God of doors and consequentially of ports also. Feast in August called the Portunalia. The temple of Portunus was by the Tiber and was associated with the Forum Boarium - the mercantile port-cum-market of Rome.

Saturn: Saturn was a sort of forefather of the gods: he fathered Jupiter by whom he was later slain. As well as being god of time (Greek Cronos) he was also a divinity of agriculture and sowing of seeds. Saturn was supposed to have lived in Latium in the earliest days of man and the gods and to have founded a very early settlement on the top of the Capitoline hill called "Saturnia".According to tradition the altar to Saturn predates Romulus' founding of Rome, possibly founded by a mythical people emigrated from Greece to central Italy.
Terra Mater: "Mother earth" who later became divinity of the extension of the empire.

Victory: Hardly requires explanation!

Venus: A great favourite. Goddess of love and mother of Cupid. Protective divinity of Julius Caesar and his Julian ancestry.

Vesta: Highly venerated goddess of the hearth and family since the earliest days of Rome. The high priestess called the Virgo Maxima was almost equal in rank to the Pontifex Maximus, high priest of all Roman religion which was the king or emperor. The name "Vesta" literally meant "home" and the sacred fire of the hearth which the priestesses tended to was associated with that of the hearth of the king and hence that of the entire city and its people. It is no surprise therefore that the temple and home of the Vestals was directly connected with the king's residence.

Vulcan: God of fire and volcanoes. Contorted and crippled husband of Venus. Myth tells us that Romulus died in mysterious circumstances in the place of the Forum where the Lapis Niger (black marble) is found. Ancient writers tell us that Romulus was killed in the temple to Vulcan, from which we can deduce that the temple to Vulcan was where the Lapis Niger is, in the Forum.




Proudly done by Ong Poh Hong for Rosliana & Syarafa !!
I gather the informations etc and translate it .. Cause it is in chinese ..
& this site the horoscope thingy is quite true ..

Guardian planet - Venus
Element - Wind
Symbol - Scale
What it represent - An eye for beauty ( know how to decorate , design etc ) , fair judgement/treatment , have leadership
How it will be as a lover - Gracious , enchanting
Personality of a Libra - Venus is the goddess of love & beauty thus they love peace . They are gracious , kind & easy going . They have good relationship with pple ard them & they communicate well too . They love & is willing to listen to pple who wan to tell their sorrows . But their bad points is that , they can't decide on things . They tend to like "I want buy this , but I don't want .. Or maybe this is better ? Aiyah , don't know la .. Don't know want to buy not or buy what .. "
They want everything to be equal & they want their relationship ard them , be it friendship , familyship or relationship , to be a deep & true wan .
However , they tend to feel lonely easily .
Although sharing is their favorite but they tend to use their opinon or point of view on others . ( YAH !!! Like Ros ! She think that wearing shorts is not good or what , thus , she disapprove of me wearing . But , pple in the street are wearing it & WE don't think that it is not good neither is it like attracting attention . So this point is TRUE !! )
Libra also hates to decide on something cause they don't know how to choose . And that is why they always escape from reality . Unable to decide leave them so panic & not knowing what to do next ..
They are afraid of loneliness & to them , friends are very important .
To a Libra female *as in couple* , it is better to accompany her for 24 hours .



Guardian planet - Sun
Element - Fire
Symbol - Lion's tail (??)
What it represent - Attractive , Full of energy , Have leadership
How it will be as a lover - Proud , can't be one hearted ( as in like , u like this person but at the same time , you like another or have feelings for another )
Personality of a Leo - The god of the Sun is Apollo & Leo had him as their guardian . Thus , a Leo is full of energy , self-confident , enthusiasm & generous . & because of the ability to lead , Leo love to direct pple & give order . They too , also have the formidable organising faculty but turns too self-confident & arrogant . They exaggerate too & all these makes pple ard them find it hard to communicate with them .
Even though they love to be in the limelight , they too , have times where they are weak ..
And that is because , they mind too much about how others think abt them ( TRUE!!even though extend their hair already BUT don't dare show it cause SHE thought that pple might think it is funny but infact , it is NOT ! It looks nice lor~ ) . And because of this , they tend to get sad everytime .
Not willing to accept failure or not able to accept the fact is also one point of them being sad & weak .
A female Leo is more worst . Because they are afraid of lonely , growing OLD , not getting respect from others .

*i posted it ytd but never translate*
Guardian planet - Moon
Element - Water
Symbol - The 'claws' ( I don't know the name )
What it represent - Sensetive , protective , leadership
How it will be as a lover - Sensetive , caring
Personality of a Cancer - Full of kindness & love is a Cancer personality . Just like their shell ; hard at the surface but soft inside the shell . Thus , Cancer tend to hide their softness by using a bad surface ( Like being mean or what ) . They are also the horoscope who is so motherly ( TRUE FOR ME!!REALLY ) .
Being a water element , Cancer is very emotional . They have mood swing very easily ( YAH..I think alot of pple agree on it..don't agree pls raise up ur hand!) .
Their memories is strong too & they forgive pple easily . But they are very caring to those that they love & is close to them .
Because of their relationship with the moon , their emotions , mood and appetite changes ( cause of the moon phrases*the moon change everyday*) .
If you just met a Cancer , you might get mislead by them . Because they wanted to protect themselves thus they show you a side where they don't want you to come near . ( like me~miaow!thats why i got so many trouble & little friends..especially in sch!) . They won't show their true self to a stranger . But once you know them , you will find out that they are not as bad & cold as you see .
Among the 12 horoscopes , Cancer is the one who treated their loves , truely . To them , their family is very important ( True ! ) And they love to keep things ( YAH!I even kept the wraping papers , bottles and even paper ) . They don't like to throw things away & have feelings for things easily , even non-living things . ( baby~ )
They love pretty things .