i find out that when I am bored , I tend to eat ~!!! omg ~ & I sudd miss da time of having stead sob ~ cause when got stead , there is for SURE tat there will be pple to accompany u , or at least , talk to u .. haix ..
date:
time:12:15 AM
haix .. pple ~ can u believe it ?! im actually staring at da com & sighing to it ..=.= im so freaking bored
date:Monday, November 24, 2008
time:1:35 AM
sailor moon is still LOVE
LOVE at 1st sight wit him but ;
this is a GIRL ='(
yah ! Hansel wit our senior ;
told qin tt igt a feelin tt we will see pple we noe
tamagochiiiii
idon cosplay ~ muahahahaha ~!
pity dere is no doraemon cosplayer ='(
nx year i be doraemon ~!!
jk
both are GIRLS
it was a HUMAN inside
date:
time:1:10 AM
yesterday went to AFA wit Chin Siang , Hui Qin , idk da name & me !! isit ytd ? nvm .. is sat .. well , slept for half an hour only befor qin wakes me up .. brush my teeth & somehow , 'threaten' my dad to send me to our sch dere da coffeeshop .. i use this "if i take lrt , waste $$ .. must save wan ma ... then if walk , I will be damn late so I had to rush .. if I rush , later I bang into pple then haix .. " so lor .. keke ~ then went v.nice there sit dwn & order food .. then got 4 guys sitting infront of me .. digonal infront la .. then they keep looking lor .. 16 to 17 ba ,them .. then 1 of them , who is da fat guy , keep talk loudly like " woa ! stop looking at zarbor la !" purposely attract my attention la .. then I alread notice them looking at me le .. but they din noe cause my hair covering ^^ well , 2 of them are quite nice .. then 1 of the nice wan go say " piang ! lim bei never sabo u u go sabo me .." lols .. am i goin to get into troubles again ? then before they go , da fat wan go say " eh , meimei , becarefu hor .. they v.tigo wan " =.= haix .. I don't wan get into troubles again .. aft they had gone , qin FINALLY arrive .. & because of her 'earlyness' , we both are late when meeting chin siang & his friends .. went city hall meet them .. & almost all da way there , was qin leading me ... saw chin siang with 2 other guys .. aft reaching da dono wat hall , kana chua dio lor !! the Q was like so damn fucking long u noe ?!!!!! v.v.v.v.v.long ! is da longest i eva saw .. then nearly wan faint cause of da line .. keke ~ faint as in "wa !! so long!!!must Q till dono when" so Q up lor .. no choice .. Q-ed for hour plus & it was suppse to be a 5 pple thingy but we ended up 6 ^^ then 5 then 4 & lastly , 3 =.= but tatz is all later wan la .. so lei , went in & was like so woa ! saw so many things lor ! & played maple pirate job dere .. lvl 141 woa ! then saw tamagochi ~!! kawaii nei !!!!! & v.v.v.WOA thing was that .. WE SAW HANSEL !! yah ! when q-ing that time , I was telling qin that I had a feeling that we will see Andy & someone(s) from our sch cosplaying .. she don't believe me @ first lor !! NOT until when we saw Andy & class chairman !!! they came talking to us at da stage .. then I tio scared @ first lor .. then andy say that hansel was cosplaying .. then he appeared !! YAH ! he cosplayed as da night class in Vampire Knight .. but .. dono which wan is tat .. can't rmb .. then i was like so happy lor !! ahahas !!!!!!!! aft AFA , went cosplay hunting wit Qin .. actually , was already v.v.tired .. bt .. haix .. then it was Qin - hypo me - near to dying chin siang - dying soon unknown guy - already died but hanging on .. so lor !! hahas ! aft tt , took mrt wit unknown & chin siang while Qin took bus . went cp had dinner .. then walk wit them to interchain .. then chin siang gave me dark choco from his china trip .. 3q !!! then walked home .. fell asleep aft awhile of using com .. Ah ~!! I hope pple don't mistake chin siang as my stead or wat na ~!! cause he will kill me ~!!!!!!! hahas ~ I am still proud to be single .. & from my past experience , if pple noe or thought tt u have a stead , they will stop talking to u *GUYS* so lor .. == ah ~ im gulu ~ pic coming next
date:Thursday, November 20, 2008
time:2:32 AM
& unless you know how pain is it , stop treating it as a fucking joke alright ?
hahas , will listen to me yea ?
woa ~ thankx for your kind listening ok ?
I don't want to put your name here but let's hope you jolly well know who are you !
叫狼的小孩子
the kid who called wolf
You want me to believe that you really do care about me ?
Yah , you really do care don't you ?
call me to tell pple that I am enjoying when I am suffering cause of that fucking pain ?
yah , you are right hor .. woa ~ thankx for your concern .
I will , don't worry .
要是道歉有用的话 , 那要警察该什么
if saying sorry helps , whats the use of police
After hurting pple by your words then you say sorry .. hahas !
Don't you worry , I will fucking take care of myself !
woa ~ someone can actually make fun of my pain sei ..
All my other friends only just treat it as a mole hill . But you make fun of it , who is more worst !
Thankx friend !
date:
time:2:31 AM
People , next time if I fucking squat down , just treat it as I am enjoying those fucking senery k ? And I will bring a pretty walking stick with me k ? It is so kind of you to make a joke out of this ! Thankx ya , FRIEND !
date:Wednesday, November 19, 2008
time:5:00 AM
was looking @ my wishlist & wondering wat da bloody hell does da pass 16/o8/o8 happily means .. So lei , went to da edit post & search lor .. Finally know wat is it refering to ^^ well , it seems so silly of me last time sei ~ keke well , it took abt 1 month plus to heal be ^^ miaow ~! well .. im VERY hungry nw & need off com le ~ so lei ~ buai buais~
date:
time:4:35 AM
woa ~ iie jux found out tt ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Guys would only do TAT wit someone they really ♥like♥
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ imean it is like so UNBELIEVABLE can anot ?? & im talking to NS aka ERIC abt this .. =.= well , he did not get wat iwas trying to ask this is wat i said "ask u ah,isit true tat guys will only do TAT wit someone they really like?" then he somehow went out of topic .. =.= ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ TOTALLY OUT OF TOPIC LOR !! =.= ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ it is also so WRONG to ask a guy abt this question ba .. well , i get to noe this through meteor garden .. (o^.^o) yah.in 1 of d ep , DMS was wit XZ in da room then she strip .. aiyah ~! dono hw explain la .. well , da meaning is jux dere .. DMS DON wan to do IT wit her but wit SC go watch carefully in those previous episodes & u will notice .. imean ~ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ woa ~ i so love him lor ! DMS is EXCATLY those kinda guy whom i like lor He is TALL , NOE HOW TO FIGHT , yah la yah la , those ah beng ah beng BUT HE IS OH SO CARING LOR !! if i wuld have a stead like him , i will like .. be da most fortunate girl ~ wahahahaha !! i also don mind having Vic la ~ ahahas !! he is oh so cute !! OMG!! can i say tat im ONCE AGAIN in love wit F4??!!!?!?!?! compare da Jap meteor garden wit Taiwan de .. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ I LOVE both taiwan & Jap Dao Ming Si = Domyoji Tsukasa & jux nice , both actor are my LOVE ! Taiwan is Jerry while jap is .. MATSUMOTO JUN !! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ I LOVE taiwan Lei = Hanazawa Rui but i prefer both da actor & his characterist he portrayed in Taiwan Meteor garden ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ so pple , gt chance , go watch Jap version of meteor garden .. Hana Yori Dango ~ SUPPORT MATSUMOTO & F4 !! they rulz !!!!!! im in love ~!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
date:
time:12:38 AM
I am seriously so so so bored .. & kept thinking abt things .. Haix .. Seriously , I don't know .. really .. perphaps I really should keep myself occupied ba .. Maybe have a relationship again ? Can't imagine it .. Maybe have a job again ? Can conciderate .. Haix .. Ros & Sya never contact me at all lor .. Ros did not while Sya , mostly is I start msg-ing her 1st .. & she keep never reply .. Adele also .. Msg-ed her & she kept never reply . Called her also useless .. Hahas .. friends .. Yah .. "Friends" Never mind .. Won't contact her any more le .. Unless she do it 1st .. Friends .. I wonder .. Anyway , Sya , if got any prob , I can listen .. (^.^o) & my mouth is very very tight unlike my cousin's .
date:Monday, November 17, 2008
time:2:25 AM
went bedok ytd .. celebrate baby birthday !! & he is oh so damn cute !!!!! i love him !!!! & @ night , mum sudd ask me how is An doing .. whether did I contact him somemore not .. & this 2 questions is like , ripping open the wound .. =.= or suppose it be , ripping open the memories .. =.=" then told her that he had a stead le & im happily single for 3 months +++ . then she was like "ooo~so u got stead somemore aft breaking wit An la ??? " & there she go again .. 1 more wound opened .. =.= shuld I WARN her n to mention An & Miaow infront of me anymore ??? nah .. (^.^o) & it was supp to be a thoughtless night .. but cause of her 3 very very WTF questions , left me so sad de whole night .. & it ended up letting me have a early night & good sleep cause of thinking too much .. ^.~ a blessing in disgust .. *isit like tat use??* & idid a stupid thing . =.= I miss called An cause I wan to check if i got del his num not .. & im lazy to check in contact list .. so I jux miss call thinking tt his hp won ring or keep a record .. but .. IT DID !!! he jux msged me when iwas bathing .. i was quite sad already lor .. then saw his msg make it worst .. im MORE sad .. == i wuld rather hope he never msg lor .. @ least it won like make me noe tt he remember my num or atleast , got somewhat , familiar of my num .. =.= was always thinking tat he had already forgotten hu m i .. & had been trying to resist myslf from msg-ing him .. =.= yah!!!don plan to tell anyone abt this so blogged it..^^ even if pple will see..but at least,no one will comement on it.. I DID listen to ros to forget abt him worx~~~~ & i told a white lie..he ask why i called*damn!how come mermaid tears song come out!!!want to make me sad huh????????!!!?!?!?!* yah,he ask y i miss call..then i told him dial wrong num.. haix!!!!!! PLS!!!next time if u wan msg*which won happen*,find a time when I HAD STOP THINKING ABT U !!!! & THAT TIME MUST ALSO BE A NOT SAD TIME FOR ME !!!!!! & i think im so dumb lor.. I replied sorry , he said nvm .. then I still go reply.. said don worry .. I save that "person" number le .. haix .. he won't reply & he never did .. keke .. I am so dumb ain't I ? And I am so piss with qin lor !! she betrayed me again ! Yah ! this was that sad thing before he msged .. & after his msg , I cried cause too many sad sad thing .. then cry finish , not angry .. TSK!!!! why can't I for once , be angry for LONG ! I really really am thinking of you .. Why do you msg me .. Why can't you just treat that miss call as a real miss call ? Why must you msg & ask me why .. Do you know that by doing this , you made the missing came back .. But I believe it will be gone soon .. Just like everytime after I found out that you got other girls' picture when we stead & when you find a new audi cpl & went out to meet other girls & had stead .. It will be like always , the missing will be gone soon .. It always happen doesn't it ? But I am a little happy that you at least , ask why do I call you .. But the sadness & helpless is more , very much more .. =p I can still be friend with Ben & Elephant but not with you & miaow .. cause both of you , I do put in real feelings .. & I do like you both before .. That's why I won't want to be friends with you anymore & rather we be strangers .. Cause it will hurt if we be friends .. I hope we could meet each other one day .. & hopefully , by that time , you are just a memories to me .. Just like miaow .. we saw each other everyday that's why I can't feel sad after 3 months plus . But I still feel sad cause of you though it had been many months .. Take care .. let me say this once more, I really do think of you .. I can listen & take on Ros they all advices & move on . But , I just can't stop thinking of our pasts .. Do you understand & do you think of us before ? Once in a long time ? I don't think so .. Haix .. Take care .. My ant for once . & also , that stupid ghost who still hides in a concer of my heart , hurting me & making me think of you ..
date:Friday, November 14, 2008
time:10:45 PM
im hungry ~
haven eat yet .. so no mood post ..
today went AMK hub wit sya & ros .
went to catch 2 movies which is like o so ex sei !!
then popcorns DO fly when u are watching horrow movie ..
wan noe why ?
Stay tune .
date:
time:3:08 AM
im not being yellow or dirty minded nw ..
but finally , chin siang guess it RIGHTLY ..
or half correct ba ..
well , it is suppose to be a romantic thing to do right ?
but seriously , why am i explaining this kinda thing to him when he is actually OLDER & a GUY !!
well .. I still think this kinda thing is abit .. well , eww ..
but it is still quite romantic if it is done in da right time ain't it ?
date:
time:2:23 AM
oh-so-sweet
date:Thursday, November 13, 2008
time:2:53 AM
heng heng heng ~ Chin Siang ah !! u 5th in class , iie 4th lei !! da only diff is tat , im frm da back ~!! muahahaha ~! iie seems to be slacking too much ain't iie ?? imean , everyone seems to be studying & preparing for O'lvl .. yet iwas playing dere .. jux went to 3e5 class pple's blog .. & found out tt most of them were studying ! which is like so woa !! well , even CHIN SIANG also goin study in Dec .. iie doubt it once again ~ muahahaha !! kk la , jk jk well , im goin to start studying next year ^^ & tt chin siang say iie bully pple ~ where got na ~ pls na ~ im such a good good girl sei ~ ain't iie ? o.o *you dare say NO , iie will hit u !!!* wakakakaka ~ goin to mug hard next year .. no more relaxing & gaming & working .. which means , iie will be P.O.O.R starting next year , so pple , ask me out nw while u can ~! while stock last !! well , im thinking of ponning job tmr lei since tt baddiie boss cut by pay , which is like 33% *as said by our beloved CHIN SIANG* .. so pple , if dere is something wrng wit da percentage , blame HIM !! ooo ~ some nice nice song is playing in my com !! wonder wat song is tt , later go check .. well , im bored now ..
date:
time:2:15 AM
Well .. went work today & late for 1 min .. MRT was v.squeezey today .. Then reach work place & help set up da stall .. Wore a tube dress today .. CAUSE I DON'T KNOW WHY , BUT ALL MY PANTS ARE SOMEHOW OR ANOTHER , MIA ! =.= Wonder which guy/girl took my pants .. tsk . Anyway , ytd was my 1st day @ work & today , 2nd .. & i wonder isit a coicidence or not , but i kept another stall from somewhere which idk , keeps playing 人鱼的眼泪 .. "Mermaid's tear" Well , some pple might noe & i think ros & sya might noe , but this song , was da song i always heard with SOMEONE .. this song , is like so rare cause Inever heard it before @ d radio .. however , i kept hearing this song .. This song At bugis The same job as the past it seems to be so coicidence .. mayb is fate ba .. Well , & cause of this song , my feeling was so mix up today .. haix .. im scared tat iwill see him walking past .. im not scared or wat to see him walk past .. but im confirm tt when he walk past & act like dono me , i sure will v.v.sad .. jux like last time elephant saw me yet pretend never see .. haix .. this song , really brought back alot of memories .. so lei , today working can also said tat , he was with me all the day .. in my mind la .. but da feeling is like so mix .. hurt , betrayed , happy , sad etc etc etc well .. today sales was not good @ all lor !! & im being 'stalk' by afew guys .. wthell ?????? yah ! it happen when iwent to buy lunch .. 4 guys or 5 was standing outside da market .. well , they were in their late teens or 20 like tat onli.. then when iwalk past , i knew tt they were looking at me cause i turn back as i tot i drop something .. then i saw them looking @ me .. then im like , wthell ?? did i do something wrong again !??! so lei , i jux walk off wit my head held high .. ! cause jux now when i walk past them , my head was down .. So must hold it UP !! HENG ! then aft buying , went out & saw them again .. so 'coicidence' , da moment iwalk out & head back to bugis , they followed too .. then i heard them wispering .. YAH ! abt tat girl in tube dress ! wtf????!! wat they not happy wit me ah?! so yah , they followed me & i turn back to stare @ them twice .. Well , actually , 1 of them *the one talking abt me & also , being 'encourage' by his friends to talk to me* was quite ok by looks .. but he is abt 20 lor !! == well , so i went back to da shop then they walk past twice .. =.= then da last time they walk past , his friend tell him dono wat then he replied "aiyah , she already know le .. " plssss la !! not happy wit me then come up .. =.= then went home @ 3pm .. which is like so sad la ! cause boss say , the econamic are not good thus , my pay is cut down ! from $5 to $3.50 ! wthell ?! like tat i work @ other place even more better .. so lei , im thinking of quiting soon .. cause ithink i found another job le .. ithink da pay is ard $4.80 ^^ oyah!da tube dress string broke lor !!! so it officialy became a tubedress !! @ 1st , it can also be counted as a halter neck dress .. but da string is optional .. it was sew though .. but it broke today .. thus lei , i tied it round my neck & seriously , it look not bad .. (^.^o) da string , not me !!!
date:Wednesday, November 12, 2008
time:1:20 AM
i will grow fat one day looking on now .. I had jux finish eating meggi & im sleeping .. Plus there is 1 beloved BADDIE Chin Siang !! keep call me eat & sleep .. sob ~ YAH !! U ! muahahaha !! jkjk
date:
time:12:41 AM
well .. Let's talk abt eggs .. Seriously , I don't plan abt posting this .. But I think I should post ..
Onglai's Adventure
One partiuclar night , Onglai was gulu therefore she went to the kitchen & found 10 eggs ..
Happily , she took one & as she was hoping to eat HARD-BOILED egg , she drop it into the water & boil it ..
After a few min , she took it out & open it ..
What comes out is HALF-BOILED egg ..
sadly , she ate it ..
Another particular night came ..
Feeling the urge to eat HARD-BOILED egg , she went cooking again ..
Now , there are 8 eggs in the tray ..
She boiled the egg with the water , where the water is half the height of the egg & pour everything into a glass & cover it .. This time , things are better yet worst ..
She hit open the egg after a few min & it SEEMS to be HARD-BOILED ..
So , she took it to the dustbin & peel the shell ..
YAH ! It was HARD-BOILED but only at the outer surface !
So , the inner surface , which is the HALF-BOILED egg , ended up in the dustbin ..
So , sadly , she had no egg ..
Another particular night came ..
She wanted to eat HALF-BOILED egg ..
She put the egg in the pot with the water ..
& happily , she boiled it ..
After 10 min , the egg became HARD-BOILED ..
There are 7 eggs left ..
As they say , bad things follow on .
On Monday night , she had the urge to eat HARD-BOILED egg ..
Thus , she went to the tray & took 1 of the eggs ..
Learning from her previous lessons , this time round , she boil the water ONLY & pour it into a glass & then put the egg in ..
After half an hour ..
She hit the egg open ..
Guess what , THE EGG IS NOT EVEN COOK AT ALL !
What the hell ?!
date:
time:12:02 AM
well .. back from job .. keep get diao by pple .. then I seriously dono wat had i done .. =.=" aft work , meet up with Qin .. Had a very very hard time to get my pay .. Reason ? cause I don't dare to ask for it .. same as tat time wit ros & sya .. & sya was talking abt love @ da coner .. which is 转角遇见爱 .. Then she was talking abt hw nice & handsome xiao zhu is .. he IS handsome . but idon like his eyes .. then aft meeting wit Qin , went ard help her ask for jobs .. then dere is 1 'lolita' shop *not excatli la .. they sell SOME shirts which are like lolita but this shop is not like Bloody Romance or wateva it is call & neither is it like Haru or wateva it is call * well .. I dare to say that if I ever try tat skirt in her store , even if i don look nice , i wuld at least look CUTE k ?! then she is like so dao u noe ? but luckly she is not dao to me .. =.= she go talk to Qin like as if she care so so so much abt this shop .. =.= she is looking dwn on us u noe !? pls ! I already had a job ! & if i go wear tat shirt tat i say is nice , i dare to say I wuld look OK k ?!!!!! tsk !! then went off & ask other shop .. Actually , we were planning to go back tat shop to try da shirt .. but in d end , idonwan .. cause even if it is nice , iwon buy .. then idonwan to see her ljb .. =.=" But seriously , it is quite cheap .. $38 ba .. a whole set .. yar .. is cheap .. aft tat , went had our late lunch/early dinner then took bus back to CP lazy type abt bus thing .. but 1 thing for sure .. DON'T eva sit beside guys !! especially 2 guys ! You will FALL ! =.= but i neve =p went CP order cake for baby .. i love him ~ ordered a thomas train wan .. keke ~ then homed & miricly , i found myself on da floor when i wake up .. =.= bath-ed & here im .. haix .. tmr work again .. sianx
date:Monday, November 10, 2008
time:10:19 PM
seriously hor .. ithink ishuld go & find some random pple hu lives near me le lor .. like tat hor , when im bored , they can accompany me .. think later if got da mood then go fs find ba ~ regret nt going work today .. T_T cause im bored
date:
time:9:42 PM
pple ! im v.v.v.bored !
anyone , no matter whether u are a GIRL or BOY , YOUNG or OLD ,
jux entertain me now !
be it callin me to go out or play games wit me ,
even jux sitting @ somewhere quietly is greatly appriciate !
in turn , iwill reward u wit :
my accompanise *accompany*
my gratitude
my happiness
my smile
my laughter
my playing
my kiss
my hug
my love
!!!
alrit .. da last 3 is fako ~
unless u wan it ~ muahahaha ~
date:
time:2:59 PM
& I am starting to have my madness again .. I am starting to break contact with EVERYONE again .. =.= 1st is laogong .. Now is another person .. Now is another .. 5 guys in total le
date:
time:2:57 PM
WELCOME BACK FROM CHINA !
I am really happy that you are safe in 1 piece & BACK
date:
time:2:46 PM
well .. suppose to be working today .. But I overslept .. So lei .. Boss ah ~ SORRY ! well .. yesterday , qin come my house overnight .. Then she was talking to that LUIS al lthe night lor ! Then I am like so fucking piss can not .. But in the end , I am not angry le . Cause he said sorry .. (^.^o) Oyah , before returning home yesterday night , we saw hmmmm .. 1 , 2 , 3 , 4 guys downstair .. Yup , 1 of them was my gan daddy .. ^^ but he ps me go find his 3 guys friends .. But in the end , we both *me & qin* went over chat with them lor .. Btw , did I really send Macflurry to the black shirt guy ? It is still a mystery .. I think is he remember the wrong thing ba .. But they keep make me laugh when I am suppose to be ANGRY !! But nvm , thankx ^^ Hom-ed & pong pong .. Then aft talking finish to that LUIS , we had our girls' talk again ~ MIAOW ! Then I like so random lor . At 1st , I suddenly pop out " I miss An !! " Then she ask why .. Then I say " Cause last time got once , we use to lie down like that also & chat " Then she say " Aiyah .. Don't think too much .. He don't like you you still think so much for what ? " After awhile , I pop out " I miss Jon !! " Ahahas !!! Then she ask all those , How we meet , how we stead , hold hands etc . Say until like I so ps lor .. But I never say all la .. Only pick some that I think very very memorable de .. & this is the comment she gave me " I can't believe that the Jonathan is so INNOCENT " ahahas !! Did I say anything wrong to make her think that he is innocent ? o.o Then we talk abt her also .. Then I ask her even more ps question lor !! muahahahaha !! But she is not ps AT ALL !! =.= Then I don't know how , but I fell asleep .. Oyah , all the way throughout LUIS & her talking , I was so scarcastic you know ?? I keep " YAH LA ! WE childish wat ! " Cause he scolded me childish .. AIyah , long story ~ keke & I am hungry now ! GULU Oyah , happy 3 months 2 days single !! My target is 6 months single .. Or even more better , single till O'lvl finish (^.^o)
date:
time:2:08 AM
been sending this : come back china to chin siang in msn but..he bo reply..=.= no..is da com say wat not available..inot china not available!!! ahahs! == im HUNGRY & angryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy cause of SOMEONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! & tat someone scolded me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE HIM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
see it see it?????
I HATE HIM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE HIM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE HIM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM ANGRY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM ANGRY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM ANGRY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND HE IS SUCH A
BLOODY
JB
KNN
FUCKING
BITCH
BASTARD
MOTHER FUCKER
CHEATER
ACTOR - A POOR WAN -
BACKSTABBER
JUX A FUCKING BASTARD ! EVEN MORE WORST THAN A CAT !!
UDS ?! HE IS MORE WORST THAN A CAT!!!!
I HATE HIM
date:Friday, November 7, 2008
time:2:30 PM
well..going hmall now..im hungry..
date:Thursday, November 6, 2008
time:8:08 AM
Well , here to say sorry to
Syarafa
Rosliana
Divya Devi
Cause lei , I was suppose to go to school today , but I pon ..
Why ? Cause there is History today .
And why do I suddenly hate History lei ? It is cause of Miss Joseph ..
She keeps making fun of me .. No one understands how it feels . You are already ALONE & hoping to be left untouch & unotice in a class , yet , the teacher keep disturbing & making fun of you ..
You think how it will feel ? Everytime want cry but don't dare ..
That's why , I hate History now ..
Lucky she won't be here anymore next year ..
date:Wednesday, November 5, 2008
time:10:31 PM
oyah,while waiting for dad jux now aft pasamalam-ed with ros they all,i tried to take pic which are acting cute.. noe why i say tried? cause whenever I on da camera,there sure will b pple walk past..u cant expect me to take pic ACTING cute infront of pple right? then when i close da camera,there won't be anyone.. so lei,it is fated to be a NO NO camera day today
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time:10:27 PM
ben is so zhi lian.. well..short post wake up & went sch late.. reason that I told thm : Finding midicine .. so lei,i get to get off without punishment .. D&T is boring recess okk.. math..haix.. pon the whole 1 hour of chi with tricia.. slack ard at future park wit ros & sya.. vandalise da table & saw a cpl keep kissing..=.= & fyi,they are not a NICE cpl..=.= & tat guy singing sux pasamalam wit them also.. homed.. & now,here im
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time:10:15 PM
nvm..im lazy
date:Tuesday, November 4, 2008
time:11:43 PM
I just rmb tat I had my tarot reading before & it says I am going stead soon ! & I got post it lor ! It is a few days ago post .. OMG ! So zhun ? I don't want na~
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time:11:37 PM
I still can't decline .. And I am im-ing him now .. Don't know how turn down .. useless
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time:11:14 PM
& I had lolli today .. But I won't get addicted .. Sorry Chin Siang .. But really .. you can't control me .. & we never make any promise worx ~ So , no cats worx !! keke !! & .. A patch ? Haix .. If it can help you to change back to the old person we once knew .. I might concider .. But you must know that , even if there might be a chance for us to patch , we won't & can't be like a real couple .. Cause .. The feeling is just not there .. Can you accept this ? It just simply means , I can't hold your hand or hug or what .. Cause it needs feelings for one another to do this .. Maybe this don't apply to you but it does to me .. That's why you see that I only allowed you to hold me once & it never even last for more than half an hour .. Sorry .. But I really don't know .. Can't we be friends only ? But if just by being friends can't totally change you back to the old-self , maybe .. I don't know .. Cause I will hurt you more if I break with you again .. I seriously don't know .. Can we be just friends ? Normal friends ? But HT seems to be helping you .. Haix .. I don't know la .. I love to be single ..
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time:10:20 PM
Haix .. why everytime I go out with pple sure will got troubles wan ? Firstly , it was afew days ago , Ben had troubles with his gang .. & today , went out with Ben & Elephant , & sadly , both also kana troubles .. WHY ?! Is like everytime go out with me sure will kana wan lor .. & da reason is like mostly connected to me or somehow .. Well , went out with Ben jux now .. Then walked to HT house find her .. Aft tat went RP eat brunch .. When we reach the food court in RP , we went & sit down .. & guess who I saw ? The toilet paper guy*scott* & zhen yang .. is like .. wth ! _l_ so lei , I jux like don't care them lor .. AND I never go care them anyway .. So lei , we sat at the chairs near the window .. Take note ! I NEVER find them or care abt them , I din even LOOK at them lor .. I jux treat them as part of the chairs .. Yah , we 3 sat down on OUR table and like mostly those forker , they come & sit BESIDE us ! It is like so OBVIOUS right ?! yah la yah la ! disgusting man them .. See me wit Ben & HT , those 2 who look like so guai , then want disturb disturb .. Then tat day saw me with Duan Ming don't even dare look at me .. had a glance of me & him then turn away .. WTF LA ! So they jux sat down there la ! then they expect us to move or wat isit ? Well , we did not .. so lei , order our food & they both went out .. & I seriously is like don't know whats happening lor .. I jux noe tat they keep staring at us .. then tat scott start calling pple by his hp .. then Ben also starts calling pple down , saying wat got daiji .. =.= I DID stop him lor ! then i go msg ros la , ask whether scott & zhen yang isit in da same class wit her .. she say yah , thus , I tried stopping even more .. But Ben jux keep call pple .. haix .. then tat scott go call him come out .. so lei , i scared ben make more trouble so go follow him la ! then tat scoot go ask so many stupid question .. "whats ur name huh?" "ben" "where u stay huh?" *never ans* "u still got sch not?whats ur sch huh?" "graduated" "I jux now hear u talking on ur hp say wat got daiji then call pple come down plaza huh?wat u not happy wit me huh?u hun*chap* where wan huh?" "I chap ???*dono where & wat isit* then where u chap huh?" "i chap ???*dono where & wat again* . u buei song come down kovan here la!u how old huh" *i talk at this part*"eh,ben ah,he is older than u"*& quiet again* yah!this is abt da main talking part le..haix.. im like so innocent can not ! then ben go back to the table again la . Then Igo ask him "now u find trouble with them,do u noe tat u will drag both me & ros down" then he is like so HAPPY tat he never tell them where he stay all this .. =.= wthell ?! NOW is WHAT IF me & ros gets involve??we both are I.N.N.O.C.E.N.T u noe !!! oyah , zhen yang was QUIET all the way & don wan to look at me nor ben .. =.= haix .. I seriously won't mind being friend with zhen yang if he wants .. kk .. im craping .. well , aft talking , they both ran off .. then iwas like scolding ben for so long yet he keep yaya papaya wit me !!! then he is like so happy wit himself .. HEY ! WHAT ABT ME & ROS ! TSK ! aft tat , elephant came & we went walk walk ard RP .. then went to da playground play .. & 4 of us , me , ht , ben , elephant was like talking like the past .. wuu~i so love this moment lor ! yah ~ we talk abt ALOT of things .. but the most we talk abt is things involving COUPLE ~!! ahahas !! then we keep di siao elephant lor !! go ask him those kissing ah , hugging thing .. then laugh till like wthell lor!!! then yah .. i recieve my retribution .. they go ask me abt MY KISSING !! wthell !!!! then seriously .. im like so damn forking PS lor !! then was like .. eh .. eh ..*trying escape da topic* but din escape much la..T_T BULLY ME!! then they go ask until more EEE lor !! stil got wat french kiss !!! wthell !! then i escape da topic ^^ then ben turn..keke..then he go hao lian.. go count his stead infront of us.. =.= I am so much good girl nor~ keke..till now only got 4 steads & is proudly single for going 3 months ! yup ~ 3 months .. unbelievable right ? 4 more days to 3 months .. & going 1 year with An if we never break .. 7 more days to knowing HT officialy for 1 year .. really very fast hor .. haix .. & going to know Ben etc for 1 year in abt 2 more months .. & know ros & der-vii for going 4 years & sya 3 years .. this year went past v.fast..haix.. going O'level soon .. haix .. kk! back to topic !!!!!! so lei,ben was talking abt his KISSING exprience..wthell ?!!!! then ht say she is still PURE ahahas !!! then still got talk abt THOSE things lor !! wat condom wat dono dono wat thing..listen till i like so ps lor!! aft tat,went home.. actually not for me,ben & elephant la.. well,me & ht was suppose to go home & ben wit elephant , to RM but we both go stalk them.. ^^ but in d end,left me to do da stalking.. keke~but i failed!! cause when i reach there,ben went home..only left elephant.. so lei,both of us went in PSP shop.. everything was lik in da past..we talk wit M'sia guy & CURRY !! his name was not curry & nothing linking to curry..he is a chi also but cause I heard wrong.. it was suppose to be pronuse as "scarcely" right? then m'sia guy go pronuce "si curry" then I tot tat is the new guy name !! so i jux burst out laughing !! "ahahas!!!ur name go si curry ?!!!ahahas!!!!!" i laugh till sit on da floor lor!! so damn funny lor!! dead curry !!! so lei,from tat moment onwards , his name is call curry !! ahahs! then when going up to food court,then i found out tat he is actuallynot a worker of the PSP shop..he is jux a customer.. OMG!!!i actually laugh at a customer!! but seriously is so funny lor!! curry!! oyah! we were teasting elephant throughout lor! ahahas!!! tease him abt having gf then was holding hands etc..then he so psps lor!! kawaii!!! ahahas!! & here is da trouble Elephant create.. we were at da food court when he saw his friend name JONATHAN..=.= yah..another jonathan.. then his friend's friends want find him trouble. dono la..then i go like pull elephant away then call tat 2 guys to stop.. but they were like .. dono la.. so walked home lor. then elephant said that his stead don't like me ALSO.. as usual..=.= I told him that I am tired of explaining to pple abt my voice , attitude etc.. Then he said that he knew my voice , action all this is nature wan .. Thankx .. Really .. well .. had fun today .. oh god..let this kinda days last can ?? But don't let the daiji last la^^ I really love this kinda days.. it is like the past .. everyone has change..but can we turn back da clock? Please ? OYAH ! je-re-my was msg-ing me.. & i cant believe tat i MIGHT be smaller than him!
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time:2:21 PM
I jux wan write this cause im damn piss ytd cause of this .. well , went working & an OLD ah bei PROMISE me that if by the time we ended work , and our set of ice-cream haven't sell finish , he would buy . So lei , after ending , me & jacob went up to his house . Who knows that he don't want buy ! then still go scold me & give me attitude ! cjb la ! Especially that bloody wife of his la ! "He also promise to bring me to China what . Then till now also never bring . So why must he buy from you" wthell ?! yah la ! I know you want go china be chicken right ?! But PLEASE ! beg u la ! look at the mirror won't you ?! This kinda LOOK & SHAPE want be chicken ?! Chicken's maid I still can believe lor . Please la ! CJB LA ! Then that Jacob also la ! He never help AT ALL lor ! Still go scold me for being angry . And then never mind , I was so angry that I just go hit the lift . And yah , my hand bleed .. I didn't notice that I hit so hard lor !! But just 1 hit & a loud *bam* then my hand bleed .. or isit knuckle .. yah , knuckle .. wtFUCK lor ! Then never mind , that Jacob , after blaming me , go talk to other people HAPPILY . YAH ! AND I AM SO FUCKING ANGRY . THE END
date:Monday, November 3, 2008
time:2:31 PM
Just called Ros .
Wanted to ask her what happen in school today and why didn't Sya replied me and was also hoping to eat lunch with them ..
But when I called her and she answered the phone , her tone was like so attitude .
Seriously , I am really very blur and tired ..
People whom I thought is suppose to be good and kind , are laughing at cats being tortured even though it is in a dream ..
People whom I thought is suppose to believe me are not trusting me ..
People whom I thought can be friends with me again , is scolding me and ignoring me ..
I suddenly suddenly so miss that guy in my dream ..
No matter who is him , I just feel that I can be safe when he is there ..
This is just that feeling ..
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time:2:15 PM
I wished I had gone to school and thus , won't have that dream .. Thought today got no school so told dad that there is no school lor .. Told him and that is what I thought too , that , this breeching course is only 1 week . And then Ros msged me & say is 2 weeks .. I am like (o.o) But no choice , can't go .. If not later dad thought I lied to him .. After that , went back to sleep .. & just wake up not long ago .. & when I was sleeping , I had a bloody fucking nightmare of cats ! There were so many , I mean so many until the interchain's floor is full of them .. Cats lying on the floor , dead or tortured to half dead .. Then I was like hiding behind a electrical box or what with another unknown guy * But I am sure that I know him cause I somehow feel like I have a crush on him & that simply means that "he" is not my stead or etc * & @ first , I did not saw those cats , it was that guy who saw them & called me to look .. & after looking , I am so scared that I wished I am awake .. & I was luckily woke up by Lion's msg .. & that waking is like so slow .. The dream was still continuing .. & I told Lion about the dream & I say those cats are poor things .. & he laughed it off ! Isn't he suppose to be a GOOD & KIND person ? But how come he is laughing about cats being killed & tortures ? I mean , isn't he a good lion like Aslan ? I don't know .. I am blur . Anyway , Ros thought I lied to her , as said by Divya .. Well , it was AFTER I send them both the "are you going to school" msg , then I 'remember' that there is no school . & it is AFTER ros replied then I knew that I remembered the wrong thing . So ros ah , it is NOT that I am lying to you . Understand ?