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  • date:Wednesday, December 31, 2008
    time:5:14 PM
    jux came back frm da "burning" thingy .. I forget da name ..
    cerment ? or watever ..
    It hurts so much .. everyone cried , auntie nearly faint .. even Qin crys ..

    It is saddening isn't it ?
    A person , a person who was being given birth by their mum , live their life in a colors/black & white & lastly , ended up in an oven ..
    Imagine a body , a once living body , being swollow by the fire ..

    Arms had marks on . My arms ..
    Hurt myself so as to not cry out loud when looking at the coffin being push in ..
    Guess no one saw it .. Yar , cause I choose the most back place ..
    Then when in taxi , mum saw the scratches and ask me what happen . Said is mosqitoe bites .

    thankx guys ..

    date:Tuesday, December 30, 2008
    time:8:32 AM
    Gastric very very pain .. But , I can't feel it

    date:
    time:7:51 AM
    my grandma is dead that's why I had been attending funeral these past few days & not at home .. Today blog cause I came home to take stuffs then need rush back ..
    I really miss her .. Bad popo , how can you do this to me .. I really really angry with you .. how can you .. how can you ..
    You make me cry in silent , you make me hit the wall , you make me only able to really cry out loud only at this moment of time where I'm alone .. How can you .. You call us to be good children but you .. you leave without a word .
    Are you really that angry with everyone of us that you leave us without us looking at you .. How can you ?
    Do you know that you had 2 new grandchildren ? You didn't even get a chance to see them & know them ..
    I'm really sorry .. really .. I really miss you ..




    至给婆婆的一封送不及的信 :
    婆婆 , girlgirl 真的真的好想您 .. 您真是坏蛋呀婆婆 ..
    您怎么能这样一声不响地离开我们 , 离开girlgirl ?
    您怎么能这样不等我见你最后一面 ?
    您怎么能这样 ?
    您知道你多了两个孙子吗 ? 一个7岁 , 一个3岁 ..
    您不知道吧 ?
    您知道阿姨和妈咪因为您而吵了6年的架了吗 ?
    她们已经有6年没见面了 ..
    您不知道吧 ?
    您知道爷爷已经离家出走了吗 ?
    girlgirl根本就找不到他 ..
    你不知道吧 ?
    您真的就这样忍心离开我们吗 ?
    您知道girlgirl已经在尽量让妈妈和舅舅把您从养老院带出来吗 ?
    为什么您不要等我 ?
    婆婆 , 我真的好想好想您 !
    婆婆 , girlgirl我在这儿哭 , 您忍心吗 ?
    您不是一向最疼girlgirl的吗 ? 为什么如今你却让girlgirl哭到那么那么辛苦 ?
    婆婆 , 刚才在天还未亮时 , girlgirl在您床边对你说的悄悄话 , 您听到了吗 ?
    girlgirl知道girlgirl很坏因为我强行要您答应girlgirl3件事 .. 我们已经打勾勾了所以您不可以反悔哦 !
    1 - 您要让您的孩子不要在吵架了 。 让他们像现在一样地合作 。 因为 , 
                       我们是一家人
    2 - 您要投个好胎 。 不要再在那么辛苦的环境下成长了 。 要快快乐乐地长大 。
    3 - 您一定要等girlgirl ! 因为girlgirl还要再做您的孙女 !
    所以婆婆 , 不可以毁约哦 !
    婆婆 , girlgirl真的好想您 !
    藏在欢笑后头的泪水 , 又会有谁知道 ?
    藏在泪水后头的后悔 , 又会有谁知晓 ?
    失去了的生命 , 挽回不了 。
    挽回不了的生命 , 只能深深地埋在心里 。
    回忆取代了失去的生命 。
    一位祖母的慈 ;
    一位母亲的爱 ;
    在那一刻 , 永远离开了 。
    可 , 也永远存在着了 。

    date:Saturday, December 27, 2008
    time:7:40 AM
    pathetically , im still wide awake

    date:
    time:2:38 AM
    scared imight go crazii,cause i sudd have da urge to msg probation/provation to reali accept.....
    pls don let me go siaow..haha

    date:
    time:2:35 AM
    & hor .. poor elephant , there is so many BEE in his blog post .. ahahas

    date:
    time:2:19 AM
    alright .. back frm hanging cloths ..

    & damn fucking dizzy lor ..

    nearly fall jux now when hanging ..

    keke ~ when i hang my bro's boxer , felt quite warm at hart .. cause , he is wearing something tt i bought for him .. is jux this kinda feeling ..now cooking meggi ..
    so so damn giddy ..
    jux nw lied to elephant abt goin home early cause wan to pee etc ..
    actually , im feeling so so giddy thats y iwan to go home ..
    ps worx for lying ~
    back to cooking ~ buais

    date:
    time:1:54 AM


    xue bing & me
    Andrian n elephant

    Chin Siang working wit me in Ad-mer-re-ti

    I really do wonder

    *looks weird & ugly , im ugly =.=*
    me working with chin siang on da SAME day
    AHAHAHAS !! LAUGH AT HIM LOUD !

    tt time working wit qin,elephant,chin siang
    proudly presenting , the PUB bus

    someone gave this to me in x'mas ^.^
    & oyah ! elephant also got give me present ~
    miaow ~! but lazy take pic now , next time then post da pic ba^^
    *hook finger*

    nothing to say .. the movtive of this pic is to show off my beads *on my wrist* proudly made by my mum !

    & chin siang FINALLY zhi lian-ed


    date:
    time:1:47 AM
    alright . am finally done with ostrich blog ..
    woots ~ and my eyes is damn pain now ..
    cause no spec so need squint all the way ..
    i scared i kana dengue lor .. muscles n bones was aching lor .. then mosqitue bite me ytd also .. haix ..

    really , why isn't pple treasuring their family ?

    ostrich ah , no need treat me de , jux stay happy as long as u can jiu shi repaying me le .. uds ?

    date:
    time:1:13 AM
    haix ..
    im squinting

    date:Friday, December 26, 2008
    time:3:12 AM
    &



    ELEPHANT !!
    HOW CAN U GAY WIT JJ WITHOUT ME !!
    I M UR LES !!!!!!

    date:
    time:3:08 AM
    & i actually never bring back my charger , spec ETC ETC ETC !
    & im like so blind now ..
    & i love Twilight !
    maybe later then post abt wat happen ba ..
    suddenly , feel like eating lollipop ..
    but da packet in my hus alr like .. no taste ..
    AHAHAS !
    & Kenneth Lau promised me nt to smoke so much anymore !
    & this is so good boi ~
    wakakaka !
    ok .. shuld i throw da lolli away ?
    don feel like talking ..
    & i decided to give fredrick attitude !
    ithink .. everyone ba .. except for ht they all lor ~
    keke ~ & maybe perhaps nth ..
    sch opening .. & im goin to be sec 4!
    da second oldest of the lvl !
    miaow !

    date:
    time:2:59 AM
    hahas ! iwas actually alr nt angry anymore but thankx to parrot hu reminded me !
    bloody hell lor !
    Jux now went to da bbq then suffer so many anger lor !

    1st - my x'mas present frm Xue Bing is bloody hell being thrown away by 1 of them !

    2ng - tat stupid TERRORIST go keep make me la ! JB ! then go grab my neck till now so bloody fucking pain ! knn ! n he don even noe what is 男女sou sou不清 . There is a diff between a girl n boi right ! then he dono hw big his strength is lor ! then nw my neck still so pain !

    3rd - tat fredrick also la ! donwan say him anymore la !

    4th - im angry wit EVERYONE in d BBQ except elephant & ht ~ ^^
    cause da 2 of them accompany me ..
    today mood was really v.v.low .. so many things .. haix ..

    & suprisly , it was elephant who is willing to listen to me but nt ht . saded sia .. haix ..
    & i sprained my ankle .. isit too late to say merry x'mas ?
    steaming bao now .. haix ..
    tmr .. everyone is calling me not to meet him but .. i promised him didn't I ?
    But I really don't want .. How ?

    date:Monday, December 22, 2008
    time:2:57 AM

    Oh my HAPPY family !

    date:Sunday, December 21, 2008
    time:8:29 PM
    i really is so so high~wit some unknown reason!
    anyone noe how to open cheat code fr sims 2 pets for psp??

    date:
    time:8:25 PM
    idk why but im HAPPY..or shuld it be HIGH

    date:Friday, December 19, 2008
    time:11:53 PM
    iwan this darling ~


    the stich name Dear

    If I say that I don't like him anymore , will anyone believe me ? I guess so , cause I indeed , don't like him anymore le ..

    It is all after today K-box , after the 人鱼的眼泪 song .. Every little thing of him & me just some sort of flash through my mind .. It is like : What I am seeing at that time is not Chin Siang's face , is not this AMK's K-box room but his face , the K-box in TPY ..

    Yah .. It seems like no one knew about what happen at TPY .. It was the 1st time when I felt so scared that I will lose him , 1st time that I don't want to leave him .. Reason would not be told .. But , yah .. they just flashback through my mind ..

    But then , naming the Stich as Dear is a tough decision , cause till now , dear this word is still only being use on him . Maybe through MSG , I had called other people by Dear , but in real life , no ..

    Elephant say that my this " His is now really gone from my life " is quite unbelievable .. But this time , it is really true .. I promised to him before that I won't call anyone dear unless I decide to erase him from my life ..

    Maybe people just won't understand , but , I put this in blog so as to let this piece of post be the witness .. No , let my blog be my witness .

    Seriously , I don't know what I typing .. But to those people who are suffering from love that can't be return by the other party , let go ba .. It is better to let go now than to let go by force .. Feeling the hurt now would be much more better than when you are numb with hurt . Just like the tears of Mermaid , it will just merge with the sea and her , turning to a foam .. Will the Prince know ?


    date:
    time:11:23 PM
    woots~im so so sleepy~
    but i really wan blog abt today cause so many things happen~
    我的爱丫爱丫没时差 ...
    走太远 , 你走太远 , 你的回答 , 听不见
    this song is so nice ~
    alright ~

    today wake at 6am++ then bring bro to go to his sec sch ..
    well .. and it was sadly , punggol
    T_T why not my sch~

    kk..so lei,went down to da bustop..then ..
    dono need to take which bus so bo bian go call daddy ~
    he say take 83 or 165 or wat de la ..
    so lei , told bro to look out for bus 83 ..

    After a while , he say the bus came .. So , happily , we both board the bus ..
    While chatting happily in the bus , I notice something .. The bus is driving in the Express way ..
    So , I was wondering over there .. " Do punggol need to pass by Express way ? "
    So lei , I called daddy again .. Then he say I took the wrong bus ..
    So we immediatly get down the bus .. And guess what stupid bus we took ? 88 !
    WTH !!!!!
    So we immediatly run up the overhead bridge to catch the 88 which return to Sengkang ..

    Finally after boarding 83 , it was damn squeezing .. Then we don't even know which stop to get down ..
    So I stupidly go listen to a small girl who is suppose to be in Punggol Sec next year too .. And there were 3 sets of parent & kid who were believing me ..
    Then this indian small girl keep tell me " eh , this stop this stop !"
    So we press the bell then she say " no .. I think is next "
    And this continue for like thrice ..
    And when the fourth time came , I ask her :" are you sure is this bus stop ?"
    She say :"I am very sure"
    So I told the 3 sets of parents & kids to get down ..
    And the same fucking thing happen again ! But this time , it was too late cause the 3 sets of parents & kids went down ..
    WTH !

    Reach there , sit down & wait for bro registeration ..
    Then there were 2 sets of Big Bro with their Small bro sitting behind me ..
    Alright , 1 of the big guys is ^^ la ~ *^.^*
    I think the both of them are about 16 or 17 .. Then I just like look , then turn away cause I very blur on what to do next ..
    But , one of the guys who is not so ^^ came to me and tell me hi ~
    Then I am like .. Huh ? to him la .. then that ^^ want go smile at me say "he siaow wan"
    lol ..

    And seriously , the teachers in Punggol Sec is so usless ..
    Ask them questions and they don't even know .. what the HELL

    After the registration thingy , went out of the hall , then saw a table full of prefects ..
    Then 3 guys came up to me and ask if want to measure the size of uniform not .. I say don't want cause I not enough money .. *only bought enough for textbook which means not even enough for exercise books & files*
    then this ^.^ prefect go smile and lead me to the staircase .. I was quite shock la .. Then his friends are like "wuuu~" .. Ok la .. we both ARE pai sei lor ~

    Went & Q for the book .. Those fucking books costs BOMB lor !
    And I met that ^.^ prefect thrice when buying books ..
    1st was him carrying the benches for the parents who were buying books .
    2nd was when I went to the canteen to buy drink & he smiled & nod to me again .. So I smile & nod too ~ Unforutunaly , his friends saw it .. =.=
    3rd was I don't know what he was doing , but he keep walk past the book line ..
    And FYI , it seems like I am the youngest "parent" who brings the P6 to the sec sch lor ! Every kids are accompanied by their parents if not , by siblings who are older than me ! I'm the youngest lor !

    After buying , went out of the school ..
    And suprisely , the ^.^ prefect was standing there !!!
    Then when I walk past , he go shouted "bye bye" lor !!
    then I bye bye back to him ~
    he is so cute can ~!! And he look so ^.^ lor ~
    ah ~ I like him ~
    keke ~

    After that , bring the whole stack of books to RM to buy boxers for bro with MY OWN $$ ..

    After that , went meeting Chin Siang & elephant to get our pay ..
    Car-sicked the whole way ~

    Receive pay & meet qin at amk hub to go kbox ~
    And while waiting for her , I bought this Stich doll ~
    and it was named "bei bei" at first but change to another name halfway ..

    Went in Kbox and sing ~

    AND everyone DANCES !!
    yah !! Chin Siang , elephant , qin & me all dance ! Pity never take pic cause promise them can't ~
    but seriously , it is so so fun & funny can !

    Sang Mermaid tears till I cired ..
    But only Qin know .. Cause the lights inside the room is quite dim & I guess Qin knew that I cry cause can see that I really put my heart into singing ..
    Saying the truth , this is the only song I think I sing the best .. Yah ..
    While singing , so many so many thoughts came out .. Our memories etc ..
    was trying to control the tears until
    你赌上毁灭相信真爱会永远
    不懂专情不适合人类
    Then the tears really drop ..
    原来感情那么难以学会他身边是谁
     消失前后不后悔
    人鱼最后的泪像海
    一样深邃
    And it was at this point , I decided to change my "bei bei" name to "dear" ..
    Thankx Qin for comforting me ~ Really ..
    And she really touch my heart when she says " see , thats why I disapprove you for choosing this song to sing la"
    Then to hide my erm .. sadness ? I sang the Brown Sugar song ~
    keke ~ Then pretend jump here jump dere ..
    Yah .. the cups of Vodka was being drank ALL finish by me after that song .. I even drank more than what I could*which is quite small la~* of Chin Siang Henikan or whatever drink ..
    Qin saw it also and she stop me ~ keke ~
    The bill was $129 or what for the 4 of us lor !
    Ex sia !
    Then when eating ..
    Fell asleep twice in bus ~
    wake up 1st by Qin n 2nd time by elephant ~
    keke ~

    date:
    time:2:56 AM
    n it is Jesus CHRIST
    not Jesus CRIES
    this is being taught when i read the book just now .. All along I thought is CRIES ..

    And it's pronounce as G-sesss
    Not G-ges
    This is being taught by Kenneth Lau just now ..

    imiss him...i guess my EHEM is coming..ahahs!

    date:
    time:2:50 AM
    oyah ! meet up with elephant ~ hahas .. n sad lor .. he don trust me with his handphone ..
    T_T sob~why cant trust me ah~sob~

    http://www.ancient-egypt.org/
    readin tis nw..nw inoe y there are pple who say im a history freak..haix..last week was history abt germany & ww1
    then last month was china..etc..
    haix..but i really love~
    n im planning to read abt christian history next..buddist no need cause i alr noe^^
    then mayb aft christian,will be da ala*iforget abt da religion name*then da idian wan etc..
    oyah!read abt japan hist before too~
    keke~when will pohhong history come

    date:
    time:2:37 AM
    Alright ~ now then I found out that it had been a long time since I went to Ros & Sya blog ..
    And to me , it seems like we had been drifted so so so far apart .. the two of them is still lovely close .
    Haix .. I seriously don't want to lose this friendship .. Really ..
    Well , had been working this few days .. And I actually work until I fell asleep yesterday .. Qin saw it =p
    Just now in the afternoon went to rm to had my lunch .. Msg-ed HT and she call me to book her earlier next time . And hell yah , I am so pissed .. So went with elephant ..
    Went to Xue Bing house later on & I overshot the bus stop .. =.=
    Oyah .. Was kinda like .. "quarreled" with Ostrich .. Cause he keep call me diam .
    It is like hard to control my volume k !
    Haix .. And next time if you ever want to have JUST a lunch with your friend , you had to book .
    Please , I wanted to go eat with you only lor .. Is like you going out with others is free yet go out with you , not . Whatever .. Saying the truth , I am still angry now . Don't worry , I won't ask you out anymore unless I book ..
    So if this is also counted as friend , hahas .. Never mind .. I don't want say much if not sure will cry ..
    Haha .. friends ..

    date:Wednesday, December 17, 2008
    time:6:11 PM
    well .. pple , im working ..
    as for wat is da job .. here is da intro of it ..
    *chat frm MSN between me and ros*

    ♡ hook-iie ♡ & she says:
    a factory , you help them pack and unpack

    ♡ hook-iie ♡ & she says:
    you unpack them 1st to check whether the CPU is good or bad ..

    ♡ hook-iie ♡ & she says:
    you had to unscrew and carry it to scan in the com..

    ♡ hook-iie ♡ & she says:
    aft tt,u still need pack again...and as everyone noe..the side of the cpu is sharp..so lei,will get hurt

    keke..so lor..this is my job~
    neeway..working wit cs,elephant & qin..keke~
    then there is 2 malay uncles..1 of them is so digo lor!!!!d other is nice..kk la,both are nice..only tt digo wan is digo..
    & im happy today~lazy write..later then write

    date:
    time:1:29 AM
    well .. tt ostrich call me update ..
    so lei ,
    updated

    date:Sunday, December 14, 2008
    time:5:59 PM
    我真的;好烦,好烦

    date:
    time:5:15 PM
    I really very very blur now ..
    Please .. who are we to let you control me ?
    We don't even know each other , no , is , we never even see each other before ..
    Why can't you just understand my hints !
    WHO ARE YOU TO CONTROL ME

    date:
    time:4:47 PM
    If love were to be an empty cup,
    Fill it up with the right drink.

    如果爱情是一个空杯 ,
    请将正确的饮料把它填满 。。
    later write........im-ing now

    date:
    time:4:41 PM
    在已经不再流行真爱的今天 ,
    人们开始从童话里找寻爱情真谛 。
    人鱼公主甘愿为王子成为泡沫 ,
    睡美人只为心上人睁开美眼 ;
    一切都因为珍贵才显示美好啊 !
    请别轻易说爱 ,
    因为爱这个字,其实很深奥 。。。
    Today , where true love no longer exists ,
    Everyone tries to search for the true meaning of love through fairytales .
    The Mermaid is willing to die for her prince .
    Sleeping Beauty awakes only for her love ;
    Because it is precious hence making it beautiful !
    Pease don't take love lightly ,
    because love has a deeper meaning to it

    english translation on this post is thankx to Chin Siang .

    date:
    time:4:26 PM
    boring ~
    alright .. it is not as if im like IN LOVE or wat ..
    jux feel like writing this down


    在已经不再流行真爱的今天 ,
    人们开始从童话里找寻爱情真谛 。
    人鱼公主甘愿为王子成为泡沫 ,
    睡美人只为心上人睁开美眼 ;
    一切都因为珍贵才显示美好啊 !
    请别轻易说爱 ,
    因为爱这个字,其实很深奥 。。。

    In today , where true love are no longer there ,
    everyone starts to figure out the meaning of love in fairytales .
    Mermaid is willing to turn into foam because of the prince ,
    Sleeping beauty only open up her eyes for her love ;
    It is beautiful because it is hard to find !
    Please don't say love so easily
    because the word love , has a deep meaning ...

    date:Saturday, December 13, 2008
    time:4:26 AM
    idk why .. aft hearing this " My Love , My Fate "
    I sudd out of a sudd think of WW1 ..
    Nazi attack , Anne Frank's dairy & most of all , Pearl Harbour ..
    Suddenly the urge to pick up my pen and writes all my thoughts down ..
    Perhaps , maybe another story to be posted up to the chi web again ..
    Don't know .. A tragic love maybe ?

    date:Friday, December 12, 2008
    time:9:26 PM
    u noe u noe u noe????
    i actually jux now aft pong pong,had a damn strong urge to blog..
    but lei..haix..after viewing so many pple blog,i lazy blog!!
    wth!!
    iwan blog wan u noe!!!
    sua!!!!!
    iwan nua~
    wulala~
    gulugulu-miaow~!!!!
    alamak!!!
    haix..
    still can gain back my urge~
    sianx..
    wait..iforget wat iwan say..

    date:
    time:2:27 AM









    tmr then post ..
    wat iwan say istoday damn fking bad hair day
    so lei , wore a hat FOR THE FIRST TIME out to work ..
    no .. is FIRST TIME wear hat step out of home .
    the end

    date:
    time:2:24 AM
    wuulala~

    date:Thursday, December 11, 2008
    time:2:16 AM
    and i had done some bad things .. yar .. haix ..
    but this thing don involve weisong stuff ..
    and abt weisong stealing , i alr knew tt he wan steal cause he told me le .. but i never stop him so im in wrong too

    date:
    time:2:14 AM
    im so so cold ..
    and my neck skin ache cause of my bra strap ..
    wearing the " hanging " bra . and da strap is like so hmmm .. dono ..

    date:
    time:2:11 AM
    will i go dehyrated from crying ?
    cause i really cried alot and somemore in public

    date:
    time:1:38 AM
    alrightiies .. today alot alot of things happen .
    haix ..
    put in point form ba ..

    - asked weisong to meet me at 4pm but he say don't wan . he say wan meet at 5pm . so i said ok .. but he was late . and he made me walk so so so many rounds lor !

    - meeted him & took da bus to meet qin & luis at amk hub to go base together .

    - reached base LATE cause of weisong being late in da 1st place .

    - start work ! me & luis solo while qin tag wit weisong

    - went to da 1st blk which is 618 ..

    - small girl customer-
    - her dad buy frm me . and i chated wit da small girl who is goin to be p1 next year . teach her how to buy food .
    - only manage to sold a $5 solero set .. T_T

    -kind jiejie-
    -she never bought anything but she very kindly talk to me .

    -paigia family-
    - met a pia gia chinese family which consists of a dad , a mum , a boy , a girl , a golden retriver .
    - asked if they wan buy ice-cream . asked da girl first , she say ask the boy .
    - the boy say ask the mum .
    - the mum say ask the dad .
    - the dad say ask the mum .
    - the mum go say ask the dog ! fk lor ! is like so rude u noe !
    - they were giving me attitude frm da 1st place .
    - so i jux say thankx & walk to da next door . don dare say much cause i confirm will tio daiji wit them . can see wan and thats not me who is thinking much .
    - then da boy called me n say " this blk won earn wan la "
    - answered him " how u noe "
    - replied me " cause i got work before "
    - da girl then go buei song say " piang ! so u like this type of girl la ! jb la ! "
    - i jux walk off ..
    - and again , is not i thinking much , but da whole family is those gangster family .. like those in boonlay la .. da diff is , boonlay pple is i noe wan .

    - aft finishing da 1st blk , went to da 2nd blk .
    - ask for direction frm 1 girl and 1 boy .
    - then i heard tt girl say " oi ! ur girlfriend la *pointing at me* "
    -notice tt those 2 person was those 2 at da gangster family .

    - went blk 616

    -xmas family-
    - filipino family
    - da house is nicely decorated .
    - da guy ask me abt all da promotion .
    - in d end say no money .
    -" rich " family
    - a malay family .
    - waste my 10 min talking to them .
    - say they wan buy but ask if i have $100 change not cause they no small change .
    - __
    - aft tat , qin sudd msg me call me go over their blk cause they kana get caught by police .
    -police-
    - rush over 623 find
    - had a fall while rushing .
    - lucky a vietam guy help me pull da trolley up cause i seriously very giddy & no strength .
    - while rushing there , called luis cal him come over cause i really dono hw .
    - went up & saw 2 police wit weisong & qin & a malay cpl .
    - weisong & qin stole da owner's shoes .
    - reason ? cause weisong's legs got blister so he wan change to slippers . tt way they steal .
    - why get caught ? cause aft stealing frm da 1st owner , weisong finds tt da shoe is not fitting , so he go steal another pair frm another customer . & that's when they get caught . qin never steal but she is aware & she wore da shoes tt is stolen by weisong . * weisong help her steal one pair also *
    - was so so frighten .
    - luis came & we both go find da female police . me cried cause worried for them both .
    - lucky da police & owner don wan press charge .. thankx .. really
    - went back to base & im still crying .
    - return stock and boss ask me wat happ .
    - told him while in tears .
    - weisong go ask me why i cry for . __
    - weisong & qin both get da sack .
    - go pled & discuse wit boss to not sack qin .
    - boss say he think over .
    - iwas really very worried for both of them until i cried yet weisong attituded me . he go push me .
    -on car-
    - boss sent me , qin , luis back to amk .
    - boss call me to sit infront wit him while qin and luis , at da back .
    - boss asked me alot of erm .. stead stuffs . eg : got bf not , how many , wat kind u like , wuld u prefer 20 plus guy
    - bargain wit boss abt letting qin & weisong come back ..
    - he say he will concider qin but not weisong .
    - helped weisong say alot alot of things but boss shot back with " will u let a person who steal to work for you if u are da boss ? even if he is ur friend , will u leave ur money wit him in future when u noe he steals "
    - i wanted to say " yes ! i believe in my friends ! "
    - but don dare say in case he really go well , ban weisong frm working in the F&B next time .
    - qin had a 15% chance of coming back .. and tt 5% was like so hard to gain .. got terms & conditions .
    - talk abt luis bad words * we both talk abt him also *
    -the end-
    well , d other stuff is like no need say so much ..
    I hope weisong can see this ..
    -un-seen letter-
    Weisong :
    If you really do treat me as friend , then don't think this kind of what " I can't be your friend anymore cause I am nothing but a trouble maker " etc .
    Maybe just now I really did say some harsh thing . But you must understand how worried am I cause of you 2 . I worried about whether you both will leave record , will get suspend etc . Somemore when I wanted to chase you back , you go push me . Of cause I will be angry .
    I already sprained my ankle yesterday and sick today . Had a fall while rushing to find you both . How good can my mood be especially after worrying and being push off . Somemore that Luis wanted to hit you also . I am like so head big .
    But if friends really can so easily be gone then I am really so sorry of you . Cause if you think this way , then you never had a true friendship before .
    Me , ros , sya , der-vii also got quarreled before what . I even said alot alot of harsh thing . But they forgive me too .
    Somemore , me and Qin also never blame you now .
    But don't think wrong worx . I worried cause I treat you as friend . To me , friends are important .
    Anyway , don't think too much . You still have Qin and me as your friend .
    Smile .
    Poh Hong

    date:Wednesday, December 10, 2008
    time:3:19 PM
    D.A.M.N !
    Now I am really angry with her ! Fuck la ! Everytime got that Luis whatever then show this kind of attitude !
    Please la ! I am your COUSIN ok ! You because of that guy then show me that kind of attitude !
    Damn fuck up la !
    And I have decide to NOT talk to her in a good way today !

    D.A.M.N
    FUCK UP !

    date:
    time:3:08 PM
    der-vii ah~ italk to u till vomit blood

    date:
    time:2:27 PM
    just wake and washed my shoes ~
    ima good girl ~
    later going work again ..
    sianx ..
    & im sick le .. how ?
    sob ~ nose like tap water like tat lor .
    haix ..
    & tt qin go ps me & weisong .. __
    so so so angry lor !!!!!!
    & i show her how angry am i by da way i talk ~
    muahahahaha !!
    but da way i talk to her in an angry mode and da way i talk to others is like diff .
    cause she & i is blood related wat ..
    hahas ..
    =.=
    im not gulu lei .
    but guess still need eat ba ..
    go cook noodle ..
    haix ..

    date:
    time:3:05 AM
    iim realli very tired .. eyes is closing ..
    but hair still wet .. hw zzz ?

    date:
    time:2:38 AM
    leg pain
    eyes pain
    hand pain

    & Luis ah , seriously , if you want to talk behind my back , I would rather you just shut up .

    date:
    time:2:35 AM




    date:
    time:2:20 AM
    iwonder how lazy can i be ..
    i use my login id which is that ayumutaiki@hotmail.com in msn , copy & pasted it on photobucket , fs & blog ..
    =.=
    cause lazy type ..

    well , went walls work today wit Weisong & qin ..
    sianz .. went meet qin early early at hmall cause need help mum put da PAPER in bank ..
    yar ~ a paper name cheque ==

    then went eating at da coffeeshop ..
    saw donkey ..
    =.=
    & those workers at da stall keep *idk wat it call la..but is like sucking in da air,sound*
    yar .. they keep did tt to attract our attention ..
    so lei , finally me & qin turn our head ..
    & gues wat , they ask for number ..
    wth ?!
    then i pretend never see & hear ..
    ahahas !!

    then weisong came meet us ..
    went coffee shop again cause he wan eat ..
    spent abt an hour at dere WHICH HE NEVER EVEN EAT LOR !!
    in d end , went to ANOTHER coffeeshop to buy his food ..
    wtf !!
    then haix .. he go ask those sensetive questions abt me & miaow again ..
    =.=
    WEISONG AH !! can u PLEASE stop asking those questions ?!

    What like or don't like ?!
    Does it matters ?
    So what if I like ?
    So what if he like ?
    So what if I don't like ?
    So what if he don't like ?
    History is history right ?
    If you really want know about me liking him/him liking me not , then why don't you ask last time ?
    Ask now for what ?
    You like that ask make me very what you know ?
    Forget it ! You won't understand .
    I just hope you would stop asking me all these sensetive questions .
    Yah , maybe like what that Luis said last time ..
    " What sensetive or not ? They are all the past . How can sensetive . "
    But sorry hor , to me is still is .

    Be it whether he is the male character not .
    This kind of question concering like or not is SENSETIVE

    grrrrrr ..
    idon think anyone wil uds .. they wil jux MISUNDERSTAND ..

    aft tt took bus to amk hub then change to mrt ..
    was teaching weisong how to promote which ended up with MANY of my shoutings ..

    can i don write le?
    my leg is so pain..
    neeway , sprained abit of my leg ..
    T_T
    & tt weisong..haix .. forget it
    but still thankx to him la ~
    cause his sis ferry me home ~
    keke ~ 3q3q la~
    make him promise me NOT to tell anyone tt he noe me at outside & we working today ..
    yah ~ i hope my image at sch is still that 'attitude' person .. =.=
    & keke ~ joice is good ~
    miaow !

    date:Tuesday, December 9, 2008
    time:4:41 AM
    alright .. I know I am suppose to be offline ~
    but I came to post 1st ..

    thankx worx ~
    I hope you know who are you ..
    Really , thankx ..
    If not for you being there , I sure will go do some rash thing again ..

    So lei , another thankx ..

    You saved 1 or maybe in the future , 2 person ..
    1 is me & in the future , perhaps , maybe d other party also ..
    Thankx ..

    You 'look' at me complaining ..
    Even though it is just inside MSN , but it still helps ..
    Thankx ..

    You cheer me up with your kuku ..
    At first I was really damn angry , but not after you 'talk' to me ..
    Thankx ..

    You did not behave like how others did when I tell you about my problem ..
    Xpecially this problem with that person ..
    Thankx ..

    Well .. It is jux thankx ..
    I can't think of other stuff xcept thankx ..
    really , thankx ..

    well , there are 9 thankx , including this , 10 ..
    well , is a FULL t.h.a.n.k.x
    ~.~
    miaow !


    date:
    time:4:14 AM
    Alright .
    I am bloody shaking with anger & I don't know what emotional now .
    KNN ..
    Someone just hacked in my account .
    Well , they/he did not take anything but created another account .
    Well , I know it is not a big deal or what since nothing is gone , but I am still angry alright ?
    ...
    This 'he' that I am talking ..
    Although you won't see it , but if it is you who had done it ..
    Gratz , you had went to the limit ..
    If it is really you who done it , thankyou !
    Cause I will finally stop thinking about the past !
    Well , in fact , I am not already !
    Damn !

    date:
    time:4:02 AM
    idk why
    but i jux feel like downloading maple
    so lei , i did & it is DONE !
    so i guess im going try ~

    date:
    time:3:58 AM
    not sad as in that sad
    sad as in that sad ..
    understand ?
    is this sad not that sad .
    that sad & this sad is different sad .
    im being this sad & not that sad .
    so don't mix up that sad with this sad .

    date:
    time:3:58 AM
    alright .. fine .. a good girl iim ..
    iim NOT angry ..
    jux sad tt she never contact me ..
    the end ..

    date:
    time:3:47 AM
    ahahahas !!!
    i jux went to some stranger's blog !!
    wait .. it seems wrong ..
    restart ..
    ...
    ahahahas !!!
    i jux went to a stranger's blog !!
    ...
    trust me ! is a 'stranger' !!
    ok .. fine ..
    iim too good to lie to my darling com ..
    ...
    it is not a stranger ..
    T_T
    stupid com !! sob !!
    ...
    nvm , nvm *wave hand*
    lets treat this person as stranger !!
    muahaha !
    ...
    well , they are basically =.= in the blog lor !!
    so lol lor !!
    well pple , don anyhow anyhow think is u worx ~
    ahahahas !!
    ...
    iie noe them for yearS le lor !!
    yet idin noe tt they are so cute
    sob ~ im so OUT of da world ~
    lala ~
    ...
    & jux went to class blog ..
    & sudd rmb , they had da class outing ..
    sob ~ iwanna go ~
    but .. keke .. nvm nvm
    sya say cannot go
    ...

    (^.^o)
    iim a good girl to listen to her !!
    so lei , as a reward , give me dark choco !!
    ...
    oyah ~ im smirking now ..
    cause i sudd rmb ht thing !!
    yar ~ is a secret until she decide to say it out ~
    ...
    well .. im bored now ..
    so let's talk abt wat i had done so far ~
    ...
    take note , everything tt i had done is BORING !!
    but cause im already bored , so bo bian ..
    T_T
    neeone wan entertain me ?
    & i jux rmb tt ns got send me msg ..
    =.=

    ithink iie need eat pills to zzz again cause im so O.O
    ...
    audi-ed
    ^o^
    ...
    went fs check some pple & miss hafizah profile ..
    fyi , both are historical pple
    ^.^o
    ...
    went stranger's blog & had a good laugh & rolling of EYES
    *^.^*
    ...
    went class blog & rmb da outing thing & sad sad awhile
    T_T
    ...
    then blogging now !!
    muahahaha !!
    ...
    & tt chin siang FINALLY reply me ..
    im bored ~
    who wan go out now ?
    & haix ..
    me & ros like getting futher & futher ..
    she din even msg me ..
    sob
    im ANGRY !!!!

    date:
    time:3:25 AM
    saw miss hafizah fs ..
    rmb sec 1 memories .. haix ..
    then had the urge of crying ..
    haix .. seriously , I seems to live in the past ..
    No , trap in the past ..
    Every pasts

    date:
    time:2:17 AM
    You do not need to cut. There are a lot less painful ways to express your emo nature. Some people might even call you a poser if they find out you cut. If you do cut you should tell someone (not just a friend, but a counselor or someone else qualified to help) so they can help you, you will hate the scars later.

    agree with everything UP

    date:
    time:2:12 AM
    pple ..
    if u wan be emo
    do this
    -wear TIGHT pants
    -wear Converses shoes
    stupid

    date:
    time:1:40 AM
    ahahas !!
    i lazy type
    so lei ..
    this is credited to chinsiang
    Tonight's probably one of the best night ever in weeks. Not because of the moon but the atmosphere. Sweet cooling wind blowing~
    yah !!
    it was so cooling...NO,COLD today lor..
    even now my hands & feets are cold..
    especially jux now when waiting for bus lor..
    my hands are like so freezing lor!!
    can make freezing BEE le ~
    keke ~
    & im wearing socks since i return home
    oyah ~ I today quarrel wit EVERYONE right?
    I was planning to leave home lei
    like play truant la .. xcept this is truant frm home ~*& i spell truant correctly!!*
    so lor
    but in d end,never..
    =p
    basically , i jux STORM & perhaps,thurder,out of house
    (^.^o)
    tonight's night is a nice night

    date:
    time:1:19 AM
    wulala ~!!
    inoe how to underline & how to cancel ~!!!!
    muahahahaha !!!

    well , today EVERYONE in my house wake up LATE !!
    then dad go dabao for us brunch ~
    (^.^o)
    & guess wat .. i stomach ache .. sob ~!!
    da food is so nice but i stomach ache ~
    sob ~!!

    then had a tiff wit EVERYONE in my house at night ..
    so lei , VERY SADLY , I went outta house ..
    msg-ed Qin , wanted to ask her if she wan accompany me go out & eat not *but never tell her i low mood la*
    then she eating mee-sua ..

    & i missed 3 buses goin to hmall ..
    why nei ~ cause lei ..
    ALL DA BUSES ARE FULL HOUSE !!
    nono .. full BUS
    T_T

    so in d end go ps her , say nvm .. don go le ..
    then go rm ..
    msg-ed elephant ~
    then he agree ..

    keke ~ went buy 2 mac chicken
    ^.^o
    then saw yihao so damn ps lor !!
    cause of my bloody stupid HAIR !!!
    then went cheers ..
    cheers cheat my feeling ..
    sob ~
    had tt stupid cappucino freeze which is not frozen ..
    then tt elephant say he got warn me le ..
    got mei ~?????
    don rmb ~!!
    wakakaka !!

    then sat down at house downstair talk talk awhile ..
    seriously hor .. dono y elephant ALWAYS wan escape from those pai gia =.=
    OYAH !!
    he go colour his hair !!
    ahahas !!
    guess how he look ????

    he look like a KID trying to act like an ADULT !!
    muahahahaha !!

    &hor &hor &hor
    he FINALLY say i look like 17++ years old !!
    muahahaha !!

    so lei , i take it as I look like 17 years old & 11 months ^^
    he say idon look like 18 ma .. but look more like 17 plus !!
    ahahas !!
    finally u say da truth !!
    muahahaha !!
    but .. haix .. tt cheers person don let me buy beer ..

    & tt baka elephant onli left 1 lolli ..
    T_T
    PLUS !!
    he ownself take so many lor !!!

    haix .. elephant ah ..
    You changed so much lor ..
    haix .. haix ..
    My cousin call me don't keep sigh but .. haix ..
    nvmnvm ..
    ^.^
    having wrinkles means WISDOME ..
    iwonder did i spell right ..
    keke ..

    i seems to forget something ..
    dono wat ..
    nvm ..

    oyah !
    here is some thankx to people ..
    thankx elephant for

    Accompanying me just now when I am in such a low mood .. Although I already thankx you in msg but you don't understand ..
    baka !
    thankx kuku daddy for
    Telling me how to spell
    cup-pi-chi-no
    wisdome
    & isit most of the GUYS are BAD speller?
    im a good spelling BEE
    & i jux change my audi name ~
    miaow !
    I noe y iso happy now!!
    cause FINALLY !!
    EVERYONE is back in my home & i get to talk to everyone !!
    even though we jux quarreled
    (^.^o)
    jux like i bought a mac chicken for my bro even though im so angry ~
    Inoe u are jelouse of my bro,elephant~cause im a GOOD sis !!!!
    keke ~
    kekekeke ~
    & oyah !
    im wondering hor ..
    is toilet paper suppose to be smooth or rough?
    cause my dad jux bought a new pack of toilet roll .. & they are so damn smooth !!
    i thought toilet roll sup be rough?cause like tt then got friction??
    this toilet roll is smooth lor ~
    smooth .. smootch ..
    oyah .. wat is smooch?or smootch?
    sudd rmb there SEEMS to be this word..
    hmmm~
    oyah..got pple ask me stead .. =.=
    shuld accept not ? dono lei..keke~
    don 1st ba..
    (^.^o)
    alright .. this PERFECT speeling BEE is buzz-iin off ~
    buzzzzz
    opps ! is SPELLING !!
    miaow ~!
    nvm nvm..don care..
    &&& idon regret knowing xiao xiong mao !!!
    keke ~ he so guai lor~
    xiongmao ah~we goin noe each other for a year le hor ..
    ^^