ELEPHANT !!
HOW CAN U GAY WIT JJ WITHOUT ME !!
I M UR LES !!!!!!
date:
time:3:08 AM
& i actually never bring back my charger , spec ETC ETC ETC !
& im like so blind now ..
& i love Twilight !
maybe later then post abt wat happen ba ..
suddenly , feel like eating lollipop ..
but da packet in my hus alr like .. no taste ..
AHAHAS !
& Kenneth Lau promised me nt to smoke so much anymore !
& this is so good boi ~
wakakaka !
ok .. shuld i throw da lolli away ?
don feel like talking ..
& i decided to give fredrick attitude !
ithink .. everyone ba .. except for ht they all lor ~
keke ~ & maybe perhaps nth ..
sch opening .. & im goin to be sec 4!
da second oldest of the lvl !
miaow !
date:
time:2:59 AM
hahas ! iwas actually alr nt angry anymore but thankx to parrot hu reminded me !
bloody hell lor !
Jux now went to da bbq then suffer so many anger lor !
1st - my x'mas present frm Xue Bing is bloody hell being thrown away by 1 of them !
2ng - tat stupid TERRORIST go keep make me la ! JB ! then go grab my neck till now so bloody fucking pain ! knn ! n he don even noe what is 男女sou sou不清 . There is a diff between a girl n boi right ! then he dono hw big his strength is lor ! then nw my neck still so pain !
3rd - tat fredrick also la ! donwan say him anymore la !
4th - im angry wit EVERYONE in d BBQ except elephant & ht ~ ^^
cause da 2 of them accompany me ..
today mood was really v.v.low .. so many things .. haix ..
& suprisly , it was elephant who is willing to listen to me but nt ht . saded sia .. haix ..
& i sprained my ankle .. isit too late to say merry x'mas ?
steaming bao now .. haix ..
tmr .. everyone is calling me not to meet him but .. i promised him didn't I ?
But I really don't want .. How ?
date:Monday, December 22, 2008
time:2:57 AM
Oh my HAPPY family !
date:Sunday, December 21, 2008
time:8:29 PM
i really is so so high~wit some unknown reason!
anyone noe how to open cheat code fr sims 2 pets for psp??
date:
time:8:25 PM
idk why but im HAPPY..or shuld it be HIGH
date:Friday, December 19, 2008
time:11:53 PM
iwan this darling ~
the stich name Dear
If I say that I don't like him anymore , will anyone believe me ? I guess so , cause I indeed , don't like him anymore le ..
It is all after today K-box , after the 人鱼的眼泪 song .. Every little thing of him & me just some sort of flash through my mind .. It is like : What I am seeing at that time is not Chin Siang's face , is not this AMK's K-box room but his face , the K-box in TPY ..
Yah .. It seems like no one knew about what happen at TPY .. It was the 1st time when I felt so scared that I will lose him , 1st time that I don't want to leave him .. Reason would not be told .. But , yah .. they just flashback through my mind ..
But then , naming the Stich as Dear is a tough decision , cause till now , dear this word is still only being use on him . Maybe through MSG , I had called other people by Dear , but in real life , no ..
Elephant say that my this " His is now really gone from my life " is quite unbelievable .. But this time , it is really true .. I promised to him before that I won't call anyone dear unless I decide to erase him from my life ..
Maybe people just won't understand , but , I put this in blog so as to let this piece of post be the witness .. No , let my blog be my witness .
Seriously , I don't know what I typing .. But to those people who are suffering from love that can't be return by the other party , let go ba .. It is better to let go now than to let go by force .. Feeling the hurt now would be much more better than when you are numb with hurt . Just like the tears of Mermaid , it will just merge with the sea and her , turning to a foam .. Will the Prince know ?
date:
time:11:23 PM
woots~im so so sleepy~
but i really wan blog abt today cause so many things happen~
我的爱丫爱丫没时差 ...
走太远 , 你走太远 , 你的回答 , 听不见
this song is so nice ~
alright ~
today wake at 6am++ then bring bro to go to his sec sch ..
well .. and it was sadly , punggol
T_T why not my sch~
kk..so lei,went down to da bustop..then ..
dono need to take which bus so bo bian go call daddy ~
he say take 83 or 165 or wat de la ..
so lei , told bro to look out for bus 83 ..
After a while , he say the bus came .. So , happily , we both board the bus ..
While chatting happily in the bus , I notice something .. The bus is driving in the Express way ..
So , I was wondering over there .. " Do punggol need to pass by Express way ? "
So lei , I called daddy again .. Then he say I took the wrong bus ..
So we immediatly get down the bus .. And guess what stupid bus we took ? 88 !
WTH !!!!!
So we immediatly run up the overhead bridge to catch the 88 which return to Sengkang ..
Finally after boarding 83 , it was damn squeezing .. Then we don't even know which stop to get down ..
So I stupidly go listen to a small girl who is suppose to be in Punggol Sec next year too .. And there were 3 sets of parent & kid who were believing me ..
Then this indian small girl keep tell me " eh , this stop this stop !"
So we press the bell then she say " no .. I think is next "
And this continue for like thrice ..
And when the fourth time came , I ask her :" are you sure is this bus stop ?"
She say :"I am very sure"
So I told the 3 sets of parents & kids to get down ..
And the same fucking thing happen again ! But this time , it was too late cause the 3 sets of parents & kids went down ..
WTH !
Reach there , sit down & wait for bro registeration ..
Then there were 2 sets of Big Bro with their Small bro sitting behind me ..
Alright , 1 of the big guys is ^^ la ~ *^.^*
I think the both of them are about 16 or 17 .. Then I just like look , then turn away cause I very blur on what to do next ..
But , one of the guys who is not so ^^ came to me and tell me hi ~
Then I am like .. Huh ? to him la .. then that ^^ want go smile at me say "he siaow wan"
lol ..
And seriously , the teachers in Punggol Sec is so usless ..
Ask them questions and they don't even know .. what the HELL
After the registration thingy , went out of the hall , then saw a table full of prefects ..
Then 3 guys came up to me and ask if want to measure the size of uniform not .. I say don't want cause I not enough money .. *only bought enough for textbook which means not even enough for exercise books & files*
then this ^.^ prefect go smile and lead me to the staircase .. I was quite shock la .. Then his friends are like "wuuu~" .. Ok la .. we both ARE pai sei lor ~
Went & Q for the book .. Those fucking books costs BOMB lor !
And I met that ^.^ prefect thrice when buying books ..
1st was him carrying the benches for the parents who were buying books .
2nd was when I went to the canteen to buy drink & he smiled & nod to me again .. So I smile & nod too ~ Unforutunaly , his friends saw it .. =.=
3rd was I don't know what he was doing , but he keep walk past the book line ..
And FYI , it seems like I am the youngest "parent" who brings the P6 to the sec sch lor ! Every kids are accompanied by their parents if not , by siblings who are older than me ! I'm the youngest lor !
After buying , went out of the school ..
And suprisely , the ^.^ prefect was standing there !!!
Then when I walk past , he go shouted "bye bye" lor !!
then I bye bye back to him ~
he is so cute can ~!! And he look so ^.^ lor ~
ah ~ I like him ~
keke ~
After that , bring the whole stack of books to RM to buy boxers for bro with MY OWN $$ ..
After that , went meeting Chin Siang & elephant to get our pay ..
Car-sicked the whole way ~
Receive pay & meet qin at amk hub to go kbox ~
And while waiting for her , I bought this Stich doll ~
and it was named "bei bei" at first but change to another name halfway ..
Went in Kbox and sing ~
AND everyone DANCES !!
yah !! Chin Siang , elephant , qin & me all dance ! Pity never take pic cause promise them can't ~
but seriously , it is so so fun & funny can !
Sang Mermaid tears till I cired ..
But only Qin know .. Cause the lights inside the room is quite dim & I guess Qin knew that I cry cause can see that I really put my heart into singing ..
Saying the truth , this is the only song I think I sing the best .. Yah ..
While singing , so many so many thoughts came out .. Our memories etc ..
was trying to control the tears until
你赌上毁灭相信真爱会永远
不懂专情不适合人类
Then the tears really drop ..
原来感情那么难以学会他身边是谁
消失前后不后悔
人鱼最后的泪像海
一样深邃
And it was at this point , I decided to change my "bei bei" name to "dear" ..
Thankx Qin for comforting me ~ Really ..
And she really touch my heart when she says " see , thats why I disapprove you for choosing this song to sing la"
Then to hide my erm .. sadness ? I sang the Brown Sugar song ~
keke ~ Then pretend jump here jump dere ..
Yah .. the cups of Vodka was being drank ALL finish by me after that song .. I even drank more than what I could*which is quite small la~* of Chin Siang Henikan or whatever drink ..
Qin saw it also and she stop me ~ keke ~
The bill was $129 or what for the 4 of us lor !
Ex sia !
Then when eating ..
Fell asleep twice in bus ~
wake up 1st by Qin n 2nd time by elephant ~
keke ~
date:
time:2:56 AM
n it is Jesus CHRIST
not Jesus CRIES
this is being taught when i read the book just now .. All along I thought is CRIES ..
And it's pronounce as G-sesss
Not G-ges
This is being taught by Kenneth Lau just now ..
imiss him...i guess my EHEM is coming..ahahs!
date:
time:2:50 AM
oyah ! meet up with elephant ~ hahas .. n sad lor .. he don trust me with his handphone ..
T_T sob~why cant trust me ah~sob~
http://www.ancient-egypt.org/
readin tis nw..nw inoe y there are pple who say im a history freak..haix..last week was history abt germany & ww1
then last month was china..etc..
haix..but i really love~
n im planning to read abt christian history next..buddist no need cause i alr noe^^
then mayb aft christian,will be da ala*iforget abt da religion name*then da idian wan etc..
oyah!read abt japan hist before too~
keke~when will pohhong history come
date:
time:2:37 AM
Alright ~ now then I found out that it had been a long time since I went to Ros & Sya blog ..
And to me , it seems like we had been drifted so so so far apart .. the two of them is still lovely close .
Haix .. I seriously don't want to lose this friendship .. Really ..
Well , had been working this few days .. And I actually work until I fell asleep yesterday .. Qin saw it =p
Just now in the afternoon went to rm to had my lunch .. Msg-ed HT and she call me to book her earlier next time . And hell yah , I am so pissed .. So went with elephant ..
Went to Xue Bing house later on & I overshot the bus stop .. =.=
Oyah .. Was kinda like .. "quarreled" with Ostrich .. Cause he keep call me diam .
It is like hard to control my volume k !
Haix .. And next time if you ever want to have JUST a lunch with your friend , you had to book .
Please , I wanted to go eat with you only lor .. Is like you going out with others is free yet go out with you , not . Whatever .. Saying the truth , I am still angry now . Don't worry , I won't ask you out anymore unless I book ..
So if this is also counted as friend , hahas .. Never mind .. I don't want say much if not sure will cry ..
Haha .. friends ..
date:Wednesday, December 17, 2008
time:6:11 PM
well .. pple , im working ..
as for wat is da job .. here is da intro of it ..
*chat frm MSN between me and ros*
♡ hook-iie ♡ & she says:
a factory , you help them pack and unpack
♡ hook-iie ♡ & she says:
you unpack them 1st to check whether the CPU is good or bad ..
♡ hook-iie ♡ & she says:
you had to unscrew and carry it to scan in the com..
♡ hook-iie ♡ & she says:
aft tt,u still need pack again...and as everyone noe..the side of the cpu is sharp..so lei,will get hurt
keke..so lor..this is my job~
neeway..working wit cs,elephant & qin..keke~
then there is 2 malay uncles..1 of them is so digo lor!!!!d other is nice..kk la,both are nice..only tt digo wan is digo..
& im happy today~lazy write..later then write
date:
time:1:29 AM
well .. tt ostrich call me update ..
so lei ,
updated
date:Sunday, December 14, 2008
time:5:59 PM
我真的;好烦,好烦
date:
time:5:15 PM
I really very very blur now ..
Please .. who are we to let you control me ?
We don't even know each other , no , is , we never even see each other before ..
Why can't you just understand my hints !
WHO ARE YOU TO CONTROL ME
date:
time:4:47 PM
If love were to be an empty cup,
Fill it up with the right drink.
如果爱情是一个空杯 ,
请将正确的饮料把它填满 。。
later write........im-ing now
date:
time:4:41 PM
在已经不再流行真爱的今天 ,
人们开始从童话里找寻爱情真谛 。
人鱼公主甘愿为王子成为泡沫 ,
睡美人只为心上人睁开美眼 ;
一切都因为珍贵才显示美好啊 !
请别轻易说爱 ,
因为爱这个字,其实很深奥 。。。
Today , where true love no longer exists ,
Everyone tries to search for the true meaning of love through fairytales .
The Mermaid is willing to die for her prince .
Sleeping Beauty awakes only for her love ;
Because it is precious hence making it beautiful !
Pease don't take love lightly ,
because love has a deeper meaning to it
english translation on this post is thankx to Chin Siang .
date:
time:4:26 PM
boring ~
alright .. it is not as if im like IN LOVE or wat ..
jux feel like writing this down
在已经不再流行真爱的今天 ,
人们开始从童话里找寻爱情真谛 。
人鱼公主甘愿为王子成为泡沫 ,
睡美人只为心上人睁开美眼 ;
一切都因为珍贵才显示美好啊 !
请别轻易说爱 ,
因为爱这个字,其实很深奥 。。。
In today , where true love are no longer there ,
everyone starts to figure out the meaning of love in fairytales .
Mermaid is willing to turn into foam because of the prince ,
Sleeping beauty only open up her eyes for her love ;
It is beautiful because it is hard to find !
Please don't say love so easily
because the word love , has a deep meaning ...
date:Saturday, December 13, 2008
time:4:26 AM
idk why .. aft hearing this " My Love , My Fate "
I sudd out of a sudd think of WW1 ..
Nazi attack , Anne Frank's dairy & most of all , Pearl Harbour ..
Suddenly the urge to pick up my pen and writes all my thoughts down ..
Perhaps , maybe another story to be posted up to the chi web again ..
Don't know .. A tragic love maybe ?
date:Friday, December 12, 2008
time:9:26 PM
u noe u noe u noe????
i actually jux now aft pong pong,had a damn strong urge to blog..
but lei..haix..after viewing so many pple blog,i lazy blog!!
wth!!
iwan blog wan u noe!!!
sua!!!!!
iwan nua~
wulala~
gulugulu-miaow~!!!!
alamak!!!
haix..
still can gain back my urge~
sianx..
wait..iforget wat iwan say..
date:
time:2:27 AM
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tmr then post ..
wat iwan say istoday damn fking bad hair day
so lei , wore a hat FOR THE FIRST TIME out to work ..
no .. is FIRST TIME wear hat step out of home .
the end
date:
time:2:24 AM
wuulala~
date:Thursday, December 11, 2008
time:2:16 AM
and i had done some bad things .. yar .. haix ..
but this thing don involve weisong stuff ..
and abt weisong stealing , i alr knew tt he wan steal cause he told me le .. but i never stop him so im in wrong too
date:
time:2:14 AM
im so so cold ..
and my neck skin ache cause of my bra strap ..
wearing the " hanging " bra . and da strap is like so hmmm .. dono ..
date:
time:2:11 AM
will i go dehyrated from crying ?
cause i really cried alot and somemore in public
date:
time:1:38 AM
alrightiies .. today alot alot of things happen .
haix ..
put in point form ba ..
- asked weisong to meet me at 4pm but he say don't wan . he say wan meet at 5pm . so i said ok .. but he was late . and he made me walk so so so many rounds lor !
- meeted him & took da bus to meet qin & luis at amk hub to go base together .
- reached base LATE cause of weisong being late in da 1st place .
- start work ! me & luis solo while qin tag wit weisong
- went to da 1st blk which is 618 ..
- small girl customer-
- her dad buy frm me . and i chated wit da small girl who is goin to be p1 next year . teach her how to buy food .
- only manage to sold a $5 solero set .. T_T
-kind jiejie-
-she never bought anything but she very kindly talk to me .
-paigia family-
- met a pia gia chinese family which consists of a dad , a mum , a boy , a girl , a golden retriver .
- asked if they wan buy ice-cream . asked da girl first , she say ask the boy .
- the boy say ask the mum .
- the mum say ask the dad .
- the dad say ask the mum .
- the mum go say ask the dog ! fk lor ! is like so rude u noe !
- they were giving me attitude frm da 1st place .
- so i jux say thankx & walk to da next door . don dare say much cause i confirm will tio daiji wit them . can see wan and thats not me who is thinking much .
- then da boy called me n say " this blk won earn wan la "
- answered him " how u noe "
- replied me " cause i got work before "
- da girl then go buei song say " piang ! so u like this type of girl la ! jb la ! "
- i jux walk off ..
- and again , is not i thinking much , but da whole family is those gangster family .. like those in boonlay la .. da diff is , boonlay pple is i noe wan .
- aft finishing da 1st blk , went to da 2nd blk .
- ask for direction frm 1 girl and 1 boy .
- then i heard tt girl say " oi ! ur girlfriend la *pointing at me* "
-notice tt those 2 person was those 2 at da gangster family .
- went blk 616
-xmas family-
- filipino family
- da house is nicely decorated .
- da guy ask me abt all da promotion .
- in d end say no money .
-" rich " family
- a malay family .
- waste my 10 min talking to them .
- say they wan buy but ask if i have $100 change not cause they no small change .
- __
- aft tat , qin sudd msg me call me go over their blk cause they kana get caught by police .
-police-
- rush over 623 find
- had a fall while rushing .
- lucky a vietam guy help me pull da trolley up cause i seriously very giddy & no strength .
- while rushing there , called luis cal him come over cause i really dono hw .
- went up & saw 2 police wit weisong & qin & a malay cpl .
- weisong & qin stole da owner's shoes .
- reason ? cause weisong's legs got blister so he wan change to slippers . tt way they steal .
- why get caught ? cause aft stealing frm da 1st owner , weisong finds tt da shoe is not fitting , so he go steal another pair frm another customer . & that's when they get caught . qin never steal but she is aware & she wore da shoes tt is stolen by weisong . * weisong help her steal one pair also *
- was so so frighten .
- luis came & we both go find da female police . me cried cause worried for them both .
- lucky da police & owner don wan press charge .. thankx .. really
- went back to base & im still crying .
- return stock and boss ask me wat happ .
- told him while in tears .
- weisong go ask me why i cry for . __
- weisong & qin both get da sack .
- go pled & discuse wit boss to not sack qin .
- boss say he think over .
- iwas really very worried for both of them until i cried yet weisong attituded me . he go push me .
-on car-
- boss sent me , qin , luis back to amk .
- boss call me to sit infront wit him while qin and luis , at da back .
- boss asked me alot of erm .. stead stuffs . eg : got bf not , how many , wat kind u like , wuld u prefer 20 plus guy
- bargain wit boss abt letting qin & weisong come back ..
- he say he will concider qin but not weisong .
- helped weisong say alot alot of things but boss shot back with " will u let a person who steal to work for you if u are da boss ? even if he is ur friend , will u leave ur money wit him in future when u noe he steals "
- i wanted to say " yes ! i believe in my friends ! "
- but don dare say in case he really go well , ban weisong frm working in the F&B next time .
- qin had a 15% chance of coming back .. and tt 5% was like so hard to gain .. got terms & conditions .
- talk abt luis bad words * we both talk abt him also *
-the end-
well , d other stuff is like no need say so much ..
I hope weisong can see this ..
-un-seen letter-
Weisong :
If you really do treat me as friend , then don't think this kind of what " I can't be your friend anymore cause I am nothing but a trouble maker " etc .
Maybe just now I really did say some harsh thing . But you must understand how worried am I cause of you 2 . I worried about whether you both will leave record , will get suspend etc . Somemore when I wanted to chase you back , you go push me . Of cause I will be angry .
I already sprained my ankle yesterday and sick today . Had a fall while rushing to find you both . How good can my mood be especially after worrying and being push off . Somemore that Luis wanted to hit you also . I am like so head big .
But if friends really can so easily be gone then I am really so sorry of you . Cause if you think this way , then you never had a true friendship before .
Me , ros , sya , der-vii also got quarreled before what . I even said alot alot of harsh thing . But they forgive me too .
Somemore , me and Qin also never blame you now .
But don't think wrong worx . I worried cause I treat you as friend . To me , friends are important .
Anyway , don't think too much . You still have Qin and me as your friend .
Smile .
Poh Hong
date:Wednesday, December 10, 2008
time:3:19 PM
D.A.M.N !
Now I am really angry with her ! Fuck la ! Everytime got that Luis whatever then show this kind of attitude !
Please la ! I am your COUSIN ok ! You because of that guy then show me that kind of attitude !
Damn fuck up la !
And I have decide to NOT talk to her in a good way today !
D.A.M.N
FUCK UP !
date:
time:3:08 PM
der-vii ah~ italk to u till vomit blood
date:
time:2:27 PM
just wake and washed my shoes ~
ima good girl ~
later going work again ..
sianx ..
& im sick le .. how ?
sob ~ nose like tap water like tat lor .
haix ..
& tt qin go ps me & weisong .. __
so so so angry lor !!!!!!
& i show her how angry am i by da way i talk ~
muahahahaha !!
but da way i talk to her in an angry mode and da way i talk to others is like diff .
cause she & i is blood related wat ..
hahas ..
=.=
im not gulu lei .
but guess still need eat ba ..
go cook noodle ..
haix ..
date:
time:3:05 AM
iim realli very tired .. eyes is closing ..
but hair still wet .. hw zzz ?
date:
time:2:38 AM
leg pain
eyes pain
hand pain
& Luis ah , seriously , if you want to talk behind my back , I would rather you just shut up .
date:
time:2:35 AM
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date:
time:2:20 AM
iwonder how lazy can i be ..
i use my login id which is that ayumutaiki@hotmail.com in msn , copy & pasted it on photobucket , fs & blog ..
=.=
cause lazy type ..
well , went walls work today wit Weisong & qin ..
sianz .. went meet qin early early at hmall cause need help mum put da PAPER in bank ..
yar ~ a paper name cheque ==
then went eating at da coffeeshop ..
saw donkey ..
=.=
& those workers at da stall keep *idk wat it call la..but is like sucking in da air,sound*
yar .. they keep did tt to attract our attention ..
so lei , finally me & qin turn our head ..
& gues wat , they ask for number ..
wth ?!
then i pretend never see & hear ..
ahahas !!
then weisong came meet us ..
went coffee shop again cause he wan eat ..
spent abt an hour at dere WHICH HE NEVER EVEN EAT LOR !!
in d end , went to ANOTHER coffeeshop to buy his food ..
wtf !!
then haix .. he go ask those sensetive questions abt me & miaow again ..
=.=
WEISONG AH !! can u PLEASE stop asking those questions ?!
What like or don't like ?!
Does it matters ?
So what if I like ?
So what if he like ?
So what if I don't like ?
So what if he don't like ?
History is history right ?
If you really want know about me liking him/him liking me not , then why don't you ask last time ?
Ask now for what ?
You like that ask make me very what you know ?
Forget it ! You won't understand .
I just hope you would stop asking me all these sensetive questions .
Yah , maybe like what that Luis said last time ..
" What sensetive or not ? They are all the past . How can sensetive . "
But sorry hor , to me is still is .
Be it whether he is the male character not .
This kind of question concering like or not is SENSETIVE
grrrrrr ..
idon think anyone wil uds .. they wil jux MISUNDERSTAND ..
aft tt took bus to amk hub then change to mrt ..
was teaching weisong how to promote which ended up with MANY of my shoutings ..
can i don write le?
my leg is so pain..
neeway , sprained abit of my leg ..
T_T
& tt weisong..haix .. forget it
but still thankx to him la ~
cause his sis ferry me home ~
keke ~ 3q3q la~
make him promise me NOT to tell anyone tt he noe me at outside & we working today ..
yah ~ i hope my image at sch is still that 'attitude' person .. =.=
& keke ~ joice is good ~
miaow !
date:Tuesday, December 9, 2008
time:4:41 AM
alright .. I know I am suppose to be offline ~
but I came to post 1st ..
thankx worx ~
I hope you know who are you ..
Really , thankx ..
If not for you being there , I sure will go do some rash thing again ..
So lei , another thankx ..
You saved 1 or maybe in the future , 2 person ..
1 is me & in the future , perhaps , maybe d other party also ..
Thankx ..
You 'look' at me complaining ..
Even though it is just inside MSN , but it still helps ..
Thankx ..
You cheer me up with your kuku ..
At first I was really damn angry , but not after you 'talk' to me ..
Thankx ..
You did not behave like how others did when I tell you about my problem ..
Xpecially this problem with that person ..
Thankx ..
Well .. It is jux thankx ..
I can't think of other stuff xcept thankx ..
really , thankx ..
well , there are 9 thankx , including this , 10 ..
well , is a FULL t.h.a.n.k.x
~.~
miaow !