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  • date:Saturday, January 31, 2009
    time:7:12 PM
    Let's hope you know that I am talking to you la hor ..

    Seriously , had we been truly FRIENDS before ? Please la , what wrong had I done to make you show those attitude & face to me huh ?

    You want show attitude or not happy with me , just tell me straight . No need to give me those kind of face right ? So what if the person that you admire is over there ? So what if everyone is your friend ? Does that gives you the right to show me those face huh ?

    Please la , if you don't want me to go , tell me la . No need when I go then give me those face what . I own you billion isit ?

    Since you mind me going near you just to see what cards you have , tell me la ! Can at least just say " excuse me , can you leave me further ? " I'm not that thick-skin till won't move away k ! And hor , if you so polietly said that , I'll just LEAVE you alone .

    Seriously , so what the person you admire is over there huh ? Please la . Piang , speechless la me ! kns !

    Don't worry la hor . Although I don't have much friend in SK hor , I won't need your pity or whatever shit de k ! I don't mind breaking with everyone just cause of you * Of cause excluded HT *

    Actually hor , you today show me this kind of ****ing face also good la hor ! At least , I'll know that how 'heavy' I weight as a 'friend' to you . Bloody !

    Don't worry , I will return what I own you k !

    Last long with that person !

    And if you are not happy with me , come find me . No need drag other people in if you are thinking about it . You can jolly well just give my number to EVERYONE like how you did . You can jolly well bluff me again and call me to come find you when there is actually a bunch of people there finding me . You can even jolly well go tell everyone about me ! hahas , it is not like you had never done any of these before . Go tell la !

    Sorry hor , I very small gas de hor . I forgive but never forgets de hor . JB .. So piss ! Don't worry la hor , not scolding you la hor !


    date:
    time:1:04 AM
    I just bang my forehead on the table while typing half way cause I seriously very sleepy !!
    yawn ~

    That freaking pervertic chem ! I can't get anything in ! And I don't understand a freaking pervertic shit !
    freaking pervertic school with freaking pervertic teachers and I HATE CHEM !

    date:
    time:12:40 AM
    k .. xiao xiongmao just ask me this question about - Am I happy -
    Although this question is not related to what I think after he ask this question but , I still ask myself .. " Am I happy ? "
    Haix .. seriously , I don't know . But I think I might be now cause I just watch another episode of wars-in-law .. OMG ! it is so damn freaking nice !

    Alright , I know this is so randomize .. But , I want to declare that I won't ever stead with a guy who is gentle ANYMORE !
    As if I did stead with someone GENTLE before .. Ahahas ..
    kk la , is like after watching this show , it makes my SINCE SMALL decision even more firm ..

    I want someone who can like at least , fight , scold bad words .. etc ..
    PLEASE ! it shuld be the BOY protecting the GIRL ..

    woa .. imagine Poh Hong and a boy who is so good good boy ..
    woa ~ he can't even control me sia ..

    yup , so my goal & my wishlist will be renew with wishes !

    miaow ~!! & this time , there won't be any more li-nian .. ahahahas ~

    ok .. back to show ..

    Chem .. I HATE you ..


    date:Friday, January 30, 2009
    time:6:16 PM
    Ok .. seriously , im low today ..
    & I didn't even get to be emotion-less today too ..
    Haix ..

    Aiyah , don't feel like typing about school ..
    Haix .. just went to SOMEBODY's blog & after seeing HER blog , I even more sad ..
    Then went ANOTHER's blog then haix , not sad la , but still sad ..
    Then come my blog , hear the song , & sad ..
    haix ..
    haix ..

    Went eatting lunch at hmall with Qin ..
    Had to keep like pretending to smile smile , but I really laugh when she BANG ONTO THE GLASS DOOR !!

    cause we both was trying to sneak into the ah-kiat with our school U . Then the small kid who is the worker keep look at us .. He is a small boy lor !! maybe only 16 ? o.O

    Then when he not looking , I call Qin quick go in , then she too gan jiong then go BANG onto the glass door which was LOCK .. It was damn freaking funny lor ! then laugh-ed so loud-ly ..

    Went Punggol Park meet Ros & Sya .. Had a loli , haix .. Seriously , I am not addicted but I hope so .. No , I don't want get addicted ^^ I just want to know the feeling of getting addicted .. I must be crazy

    Then everyone is like so FAKE .. Seriously , isit wrong for me to go meet them in the 1st place ? They don't seems happy to see me .. Haix .. Maybe , it was me who is 一厢情愿 ..

    Home-ed & bath .. haix .. I'm so so sad ..
    And I want to join LION DANCE .. It is like , since young I wanted to join .. haha *haix.. * Remember when I was small small , bro & me LOVE to act as though we were performer .. Then last time , we had the lion , so I would be at the back while bro in the front . Then we will perform for the TV etc to see .. Lols ..


    Seriously , had I been a good friend ? Or I'm just one-sided ?
    I told you all before that I feel that we are drifting apart .. I think not , it is just me who is drifting apart ..

    Anyone , stay happy .. Don't be sad .. I'm still happy to have you all ..

    Just now while bathing , was thinking abt me dying ..
    Ok , I always think of death .. Then was thinking about what am I going to write in the letter if I am going to die etc ..
    & I had decided , if I really do commit sucide * most UN-likly * or have an accident or just die all of a sudden , I want to be burned & my ashes to be thrown in the sea .. I don't want to be trap under the ground neither do I want to be in a temple ..
    And I want my grave to be on a field not a temple . Cause a temple is too small ..
    So lor .. kk , going to aunt's house liao ..

    Chin Siang & elephant ..
    昨天真的很对不起

    date:Wednesday, January 28, 2009
    time:10:40 PM
    seriously , isit THAT obvious that im avoiding him ??
    nvm ..

    suddenly think of probation ..
    haix ..
    sorry probation .. I shouldn't have done that to you ..
    I'm really really sorry .. Really .. If I know that things will happen like that , I would rather we don't even know each other ..
    Really , there will be other girl who are better than me ..
    Sorry ..

    date:
    time:9:06 PM
    This IS acting cute. This is normal smiling !

    date:
    time:8:35 PM
    kk , today , iwanna crap !! cause im happy cause i meet my pri sch classmates & cause of tt , im happy !
    ahahas ~ ok here goes !
    10
    9
    8
    7
    6
    5
    4
    3
    2
    1
    0
    !!!

    dad wakes me up at 6am lor !!
    i woke & hack care him , continue zzz .. then he came in my room call me wake up ..
    "erm .. lao ba ah ~ today wed la !!!!! i only wake at 8am on wed !*like real*"
    then i continue zzz ..

    & ithink this is da wrong ans .. cause as today is still a holiday for him , he really wakes me up at 8am !! then i like " 5 min la "
    then he really every 5 min come wake me !!
    grr ~!!

    then i go say , "ba !! i wake at 9am !!"
    then he say k .. so i continue zzz at 8.32am ..
    & haix .. 9am , he starts waking again !!
    then i go bargain till 9.30am ..

    haix , bo bian , wake at 9.30 am .. sad lor !!!!!!
    & i alr get ready in like before 10am !!
    so fast lor !!
    & im like can't wait to go sch cause i cant wait to see everyone !!
    miaow ~!!

    so iwas like pes-ta-ring ros & sya to hurry ..
    ahahas !!

    went sch & im STILL da 1st to reach !!
    miaow !!

    & ros & me waited for sya till like so long ~
    oyah , HS waited wit us ..

    then we 4 walk to sch so so so fast lor ~
    but we ended up 'late' again ..
    & had to stop RIGHT BESIDE der-vii for pledge taking ..
    ahahas !!
    lucky mother miaow never kaobei lor .. if not iie sure BURST ! kaboom !!
    ahahas !

    then stayed in class for awhile .. lazy to walk down for D&T la ..
    but ended up , goin too ~ ahahas ! im a good good girl nei ~
    then sya , me , shafie was playing the tic-tac-toe without doin work ..
    bleah =p

    hist next .. & poor poor me , need climb up stairs to take my books & stuffs then come down ..
    hist was ok ba .. AT LEAST , i get to talk to ppl in da class , although not much la , only askin stuffs .. but it is better than in class where ineed be QUIET . haix ..
    & we had homework for hist .
    (^.^o) & im goin to do it !!

    SS up !!
    it was like so fun lor !! Mr.Goh , although is fierce but quite fun ..
    same as Mrs.Alicia.Goh la .. fierce but good ~
    miaow !!
    then he was talkin abt JAVIAN YON saying tt he is handsome ..
    is he ??
    o.O
    inoe someone *pssss,,,,someone~~~* is goin to freaking agree that he is handsome ..
    im not im not ~ lala ~
    ahahas !!

    then eng comin up !
    sya & me sneak to toilet then saw Mdm.Woo .. she was like stopping me frm goin toilet bt i seriously is v.v.URGENT so i juz go down lor ~ lala ~

    eng was da worksheet & i completed it !!
    im goin to work hard to archive the goal of goin in TP for da course tt iwan !!
    wait for me !! iwan go u !! *broken eng*

    I seriously hope that I can go in to that course .. Really .. I had been like reading up on this subjects for years ..

    then meet up wit ros to go meet Aliff the treeman !!!!!!

    we 3 walked to da minimart & it is bloody hell CLOSE !
    T_T


    so bo bian , walk to bustop to go ros's hus 1st ..
    bb was zzz-iin ..
    put bag & chat awhile ..
    chat UNDER the fan
    told them abt chinatown ..
    & luckily , sya say if she was in MINE situation , she wuld do tt too ..
    AH ~! I LOVE U SYA !!
    mmmuack ~!!!!

    met up wit TREEMAN aka ALIFF ..
    ahahas !!
    was plannin to eat KFC but is like FULL-HOUSE ..
    so went LJS .. & wasted sia , is like cant finish lor ~
    & treeman is afraid of tickle ~!!
    muahahaha !!
    small kid are afraid of tickle !!
    & im like the oldest lor !!
    miaow !

    then tt treeman keep suan me lor .. say wat i v.*iforget wat he say*
    very troublesome la ..
    AND HE SAY I ACT CUTE JUST NOW WHICH I DID NOT LOR !!
    THERE IS A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN SMILING NORMALLY N ACTING CUTE K !!!
    small kid are like tt .. haix .. ~

    then he went cutting hair WHEN his hair is SHORT enough ..
    =.=
    wait for him outside cheers & i put 10cents in the weighing machine ..
    & guess how heavy am I *as shown in the machine*
    im 89kg ..
    wth !!!!!
    bought a strawberry yogurt ~
    niceee ~

    then then went library .. & tis is hw TREEMAN this name , came abt ..

    cause ALIFF was talkin abt his sch blah(x3)
    then i sudd pop out this , "you love trees right ? Your whole school LOVES trees"
    & oyah , iwas trying to maintain this 'EMOTIONAL-LESS face' but aft sayin this , i laugh ..
    then he was like , huh ?

    ahahas !! then he keep asking lor !!
    " So you mean all GUYS love TRESS . So is like 1 guy 1 tree . Do I have tree ?"
    lol !!!!
    then i laugh till like siaow lor !!
    " then do girls love trees too ? Do you have tree ?"

    lol !!!!
    wapiang !!
    I guess those bio students in my class wuld uds ..


    & seriously , it is so damn funny cause he keeps thinking abt this Q !
    keep asking wat is tree & if he have not !
    wapiang !!
    treeman ah , go bang tree !
    but seriously , no wonder TARZEN live in JUNGLE ..
    ^o^


    bus-ed home wit him & he WAS STILL THINKIN ABT TREES !!

    ahahas !!
    recallin makes me LAUGH !!
    piang ~

    & I decided to stay emotional-less in school ..
    I will try ~

    date:Tuesday, January 27, 2009
    time:10:29 PM
    I am so so wanting to find ppl to talk to .. thus , im crapping wit ChinSiang now !!!!
    & he is so so so kind to let me crap with !

    muahahaha !! & seriously , nt siding them or standing at their sides , but all my cousins are so nice-looking u noe ?!!!!
    & for once , im going to praise myself ..
    JUST for TODAY , I THINK that I look GIRLY + ALITTLE bit KAWAII + MATURE *the most importan* !!
    ahahas !!

    seriously , the girls looks pretty & the guys look so niceeeeeeeeeeeeee ~!!!
    if they not my cousin , I think I might like them like how I ღLOVEღ those nice looking stuffs !!

    & idon regret nt takin photo of myself cause i get to look at myself alot of timessss today ~!!
    Ah ~!! how BHB am I !!

    ahahas !!!!!!
    but really ~ although im not close wit my relatives , I still ღLOVEღ them !!

    date:
    time:9:39 PM
    ah ! i rmb wat i wan to type le !
    yah , today was a tiring tiring tiring day for me ..

    went to 2nd uncle house & gamble till I fell asleep ..
    ZzZzZz ..
    Did not lose neither did I win ..
    took 70cents to play & earn by 70cents ..
    nice ~ just nice to buy ice-cream ~ keke .. mac ice-cream is ღLOVEღ !
    then fell asleep ..
    then everyone thought that I lost $$ so im so sad till I lie on da table ..
    then I say im just sleepy ..
    then 2nd auntie call me zzz on sofa .. ps ma , so i decline ..

    talk to gorgor abt poly .. then he say he in SP n SP's Psychology course need 10 points ..
    wth ?!
    just da math alone can take up half or more of the marks lor !!!!
    haix .. seems like I need BARK up !!
    & da vet course L1R4 seems to be quite low too .. haix ..

    went jiujiu house & played majiong ..
    then An called & im like shock cause don expect that .. then i think mum noe he calls & msg ..
    pple ! i had decided to be un-bhb from today onwards & won msg him FIRST !
    good ~

    & majiong was fun !

    date:
    time:9:17 PM
    I wanna stand with u on a moutain~
    ahahs ~

    kk ... im NOT a sexy miaow bee today !!
    im jux a normal BUT kinda act cute girl today ~!
    ahahas !!

    today no dark dark color on me when goin new year visiting ..
    im wearing PINK n WHITE all over wit da hair tied at da side .

    then my cousin is goin RETRO ..
    she wore a white with black star dress & her hair tied in da retro way ..

    so it is like , 1 black & white girl , 1 white & pink girl at dere ..
    keke ..

    i forget wat iwan say ..
    oyah ! went amk hub eat mac wit jiujiu they all then saw so so so many nice nice guys ..
    keke ~
    *& i 'quarreled' wit mum in mac ..
    is not quarrel la .. she was like shouting at me & scolding me sayin wat i throw her face when it was my bro who threw things at me ..
    then i was like keepin quiet lor ..
    cause if i talk back to her , sure will cry even though im NOT in da wrong ..

    went home by 86 & fell asleep inside dere ..

    ***thankx ros , but da dress is so SEXY sia ..***

    date:
    time:4:51 AM
    im bored . the end

    date:
    time:4:11 AM
    相信一个人是对的 。
    要给人多一个机会也是对的 。
    可 , 当他一而再 , 再而三地欺骗你 , 那么 ;
    还该给个机会吗 ?

    date:
    time:12:38 AM
    suddenly have the urge to say how I look like in my that SEXY cloths ..
    hmm ... cause the picture all not clear .. so here comes the explaination !


    well , lets start from the top ;
    it is low cut & the inner shirt is quite translucent thus you can see the color of your *** & you had to wear a strapless *** to wear this dress .

    & here comes the middle ;
    it is ok in the middle except that if you tighten the belt , you can see your waist shape . Which also can be known as , hourglass . Thus if you want to have a hourglass figure , wear this dress & TIGHTEN the belt .
    --- I did not tighten it ---

    Last but not least , the bottom ;
    Well , it is a mini skirt ! try bending DOWN & you will EXPOSE everything !!!!!! & if you are so lucky that a wind happily flew past you , be sure to hold your whole butt down cause the skirt will FLY up !
    --- I wear a shorts inside ^^ & seriously , try looking at the RL me wearing that dress , I seems to be those , erm .. those pple in movie who is like *im not praising myself , just finding words to describe* , sexy miaow who seduce pple but will kick that bastard's EHEM .. A.K.A sexy spy ~ ---

    And try matching the whole dress with a heels ;
    yah , you look taller but even more SEXY-ier ! cause the heels make the legs seems so long till in contrast , makes the dress even more SHORTER !!

    So everyone , imagine !! How SEXY am I especially when you can see the *** color !! damnit sia !! I hate sexy-ness !!

    date:
    time:12:32 AM
















    was not really in the mood to photo take today ..

    date:
    time:12:16 AM
    OMG !! im in such a shock now !!! & seriously , my mouth IS open !
    imean , omg ! sorry chinsiang for nt believing u when u say u look WOA in formal .. you DO look WOA in formal sia !
    i mean , all along , i tot u were just like JOKING or whatever shit .. I mean , whats the difference between FORMAL n INFORMAL .. but .. omg !!

    ok , im STILL in shock .. k ..
    so today woke up at 10am + & thats is like zzz for 5 hours nia ..
    then immediatly dress up for visiting ..
    & seriously , this is da 1st time I admit tt i wear till so SEXY .. yah , it is counted SEXY cause idk .. it IS sexy ..

    well , went grandma house after tolerating those looks from strangers while walking to car at home ..
    1st uncle they all reach earlier than us .. greeted & shake hands with EVERYONE even KIDS . then went temple there to pray ..
    & my dear syarafa ask me for angbao .. dear ah , wait till i get married ba
    ^.^o~
    went temple & saw SO MANY pple who are v.revealing too .. kinda like relive*dono hw spell*
    but .. i still so ps lor , so never went in to pray cause ithink it is quite rude to pray when wearing till so sexy ..
    But seriously , isit sexy ??? o.O
    yes !!! ithink so ..

    well anyway , went back to ahma hus then 2nd uncle they all come .. his daughter wear till like lolita lor .. so pretty !! all my cousins ARE pretty !!
    oyah ! sya says she saw orlena & she is pretty , well , she is pretty in da 1st place .. I jealous of sya lor !! iwan see hw my class ppl look like in new year cloths na !! T_T

    gamble & i won by 140% of my 'cost price' .. thus , im da BIG winner !!!! muahahahaha !!
    oyah !!!!
    then decided to go out eat so off everyone go .!!! & ahma wear black from head to toe .
    So i complained abt " how come u can wear black but I cant !!!"
    then she was like saying what "im adult so i can wear black,u still small cant wear"
    wth ?!!?!?!?!??!?!?! saded la !!
    then then .. she pointed at my UPPER undergarment*idonwannasayTHATname*then says " u are wearing red color" wapiang !!! my *** is HOT PINK !! &&&&&& how can she say tt !! so ps loR!!! tt inner shirt is already like can so translucent then she still go say out my *** color !!!
    then im like " AHMA !!!!!!!! ahlao !!! ahma ah !!!" *cant say WALAO cause sure get scolded , so i said ahlao*
    grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

    but da color of my *** is quite pretty ^^ it is a tube *** & i had the same color UNDERgarment
    miaow ~!!
    & seriously , both color match together is like so nice lor ~ keke .. but , im da ONLY one who can see !!
    OMG !! SAYING THIS MAKES ME THINK OF ANOTHER THING !! WTH !! MUST FORGET !! WAPIANG !! SO PS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ah !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    i HATE qipao !! but i LOVE qipao !!
    k , fine , forget it ..

    neeway , meet aunt in the lift !! hw coicendence it cn be sia !!

    aft eating , went alone wit bro to Hougang to visit other pple .. then im like scared scared lor .. cause everyone inside is ahlian .. although is relative la , bt .. still scary ..

    so i hang outside & im like so scared iwill saw mac-cor-ly lor .. cause he stay nearby too .. then while sitting outside , think of some stuffs .. yar ..

    aft tt , went home & zzz .. then went back to ahma house eat dinner ..
    gamble again & again , i won ..

    met elephant to play bball aft came back frm dinner . then saw daddy & his bro & his cousins .. played wit them ..

    date:Sunday, January 25, 2009
    time:3:55 AM


    and seriously , Chin Siang & Kenneth , stop everytime say want find people trouble when they want find us .. Cause , never mind . Just remember , don't anyhow do things because , it is dangerous ..
    & the pic is so noiceeeeeeeeeee


    date:
    time:3:33 AM
    alrighttiiessss ~!
    jux came back frm chinatown which is like so CROWED , wit cs & elephant .
    went dere to help cs buy his new year cloths .. & btw , seriously , im like typin in da dark ~ cause bro in da room then he zzz-ing , then as da KIND & CARING sis tt im , i never on da light .. keke

    neeway , saw alot of stuffs in chinatown ..
    but da most i saw was SWEET stores ~ not at all temp by them ~
    but I AM TEMPTED by da MUSHROOM !!
    yah ~!! sob ~ it taste so yummy ~
    & btw , i own cs erm .. wait , let me count .. $11 if im nt wrong ..
    if im wrong , tell me worx ~
    ^.^o~

    yah , at first , when reaching dere , was quite in a bad mood cause feel so giddy plus headache .. bt aft tt , done ~

    then went shoppin for cs clothing which is like so sad cause we found even more nicer clothing at d inner part .. bt we went dere ONLY after buying his shirts . .cause i tot da shop close liao ma .. T_T

    neeway , bought his & went lookin ard for my qipao .. found 1 white color which i adore so so much & da price was so nice BUT .. they only have L .. haix .. White only have XL while pink had L .. ask tt uncle if gt smaller he say donve ..
    actually , i think da L was ok ba .. haix ..

    then went 2nd shop which is own by idian guy .. their qipao L size more worst .. is like , SO BIG lor ..

    went to another shop .. their qipao was ok .. but their price was NOT ok at all !

    then .. I found out 1 very very importan thing today .. NEVER ever trust Chin Siang on his clothing ! cause he can mistook a KID's dress as an ADULT's . wth !!! I don't wanna think abt it la ! so ps ! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~! & CHIN SIANG ! DON'T FORGET TT U PROMISE ME TO FORGET !

    finally decided to go home when we found out tt , dere is NO bus !! grr ~!
    so called Goh An Soon , & i found out a 2nd thing , he cheated me again , lucky im nt so stupid ANYMORE .

    bo bian , chin siang ask his bro to fetch us , 3q chin siang bro !!!!!

    & some 'bombs' exploded at elephant EHEM !!
    & it was so so funny ! this is 1 good thing abt goin out wit guys , they won mind *most of them* if u laugh at them ..

    & ohyah , we 3 FINALLY had something in common ^^
    im nt goin to say out wat is it worx ~
    不能说的秘密
    ahahas !

    neeway , took chin siang bro car which is like so COOL lor !! i love his car ^^
    chin siang bro is so fierce ~ bt he quite good la , at least he TALK .. yah ~ some pple siblings won talk at all lor ..
    Thus , in a conclusion base on source A*he ferry us* and source B*he talks* , I concluded that he is a fierce but able to talk human ~ ahahas !! k la , mai play liao , well , his bro is good
    ^.^ & im actually surprise tt his bro noe pohhong this person sia ~

    went sch dere eat then .. haix .. we saw scott's gang ..
    but we didn't manage to see Scortt .
    Elephant & Chin Siang's bro was in the toilet when 2 of the gang's pple walk past us scolding "kaninabei" . Then when Chin Siang & me sit down on our table , they walk to us asking how many people are they . They ask in this way "你们只有两个人阿?" which is " There are only both of you ah ? "
    & because of this question & the previous knnb , I already guess that they are like , 来者不善 - not in a good intention - .
    So I was telling Chin Siang that I am afraid yet .. haix , he thinks that it was me who thinks too much ..

    However , in the end , even Kenneth agreed that they are from Scortt's gang cause he saw one of them diao-iin us ..
    Haix .. I am really tired of people finding troubles .. I mean , what had I done wrong ?
    bloody ..

    then chinsiang bro sent us home .. 3q again !
    & here im aft pongpong ~

    date:Saturday, January 24, 2009
    time:5:49 PM
    ok , i wanted to post this juz nw bt forgets abt it .. *cry*

    yah ~! i had a v.v.good dream this morning lor !!
    i dreamt tt our school had a hostel or wateva it is call .. then it is like a condo like tt .
    then got swimming pool *but is v.v.v.far frm da building BUT it is so big & beautiful lor ! still gt those badminton court , tennis court etc ~ it will like shimmer one hor ~*
    da building was quite tall sia , frm da window , can see da sea/lake and forests ~ it was seriously tip top quality lor !
    then MRS LOO *saded sia , she was in my dream* yah , she was staying at da 4th floor , then me & der-vii sneak into her house .. ahahahas !! so poor thing lor her , u noe how her hus look like not ? it was like so cramp lor , she had to share the hus wit other teachers .. STUDENTS get to live on their own .

    then my whole class was like swimming in the pool .. then somone whom i dono came to us then call us to have a 'lucky draw' so as to see who gets to live in which unit ..
    & i get da toppest floor ! so niceeeeeeeee ~!!!
    then i was like standing beside da kitchen widow & enjoying the brezee & felt so cold then i woke up ..

    & da reason tt i woke is cause i was feeling cold & tt is because of my fan !! sob ! so yar , my dream ended with me shivering in tt unit & me shivering too , on my bed ..

    yar , woke up like so haix .. iwan dream somemore , so went & off da fan .. but .. haix .. wat is gone is gone ~

    imagine , seriously , if i get to live in a hostel , so good lor ~ & each floor only have 3 units .. me & sya each get 1 unit at da same floor , ros was directly below me & der-vii needs to stay wit MRS LOO n idk why lor . Qin more pathetic , she stayed at da basement .. hahahas ! but she get to stay wit her hubby sia .. never see tt guy face bt i jux gt this feelin tt it was her hubby .. ahahas !

    maybe next time me , sya , ros & der-vii will stay together in da same blk lor ! i love this !

    date:
    time:2:16 PM
    seriously seriously SERIOUSLY , can i say tt i LOVEEEEEEE sya & ros ?!
    can I?!?!?!
    nvm ! can !
    ah ~!!!
    iwan declare to the world that I am so so so glad & fortunate to knw you 2 ! probaly u 2 are the GREATEST reason tt i SHULD & luckly , IS to be in North Vista the stupid sch !
    mmmuack ~!!!

    & sya , this time I really really promise you not to pon school . Seriously , I don't know that they will like that . Sorry ~ I really didn't know cause I thought all over . And I already say that I will take over everything . So lei , don't worry , from * idk when sch starts* that day onwards , I will be your .. erm .. erm .. I don't want be knight lei .. never mind , I will be your GUARDIAN ANGEL in school ~ keke ~!
    This time , I will be sure to keep MY promise !

    ah ~ ros also ~ I will be yours too ~ keke ~!!
    miaow !!!!!!!!!!!

    date:Friday, January 23, 2009
    time:1:14 PM
    ok .. today got school & I admit tt im lazy go cause ytd talk wit ppl till v.late thus went pongpong v.late . then aft pongpong still need wait for hair dry . in d end , i fell asleep wit my hair still wet & da ligh still on wit my bok *iwas reading* on my side .

    then wake at da morning then my stomach was like one hot one cole *funny* lor . cause ytd never eat at all . too tired to eat ~ miaow ~ T_T
    also plus was quite tired still so decided to don go .

    But nw think back , i shuld ve go lor . shuldn't had left sya alon in sch .. sorry ~
    alright .. forget wat iwan to write . & im seriously v.gulu . sianz sia . bo eat dinner , bo eat breakfast .. lunch ah , also dono .. see anyone accompanying me lor .. no means no lunch maxi .

    date:Thursday, January 22, 2009
    time:9:02 PM
    opps ~ just bite my mouth .. so PAIN ~
    T_T

    kk .. to reply to shili tags in her blog plus my blog ..
    cause i seriously hates to tag in pple blog & having a tagbox war ..
    =.=

    k .. wait .. let me recall what i want say cause i today mood quite ok ~ especially after like laughing just nw ..
    so my post will be sunny ~
    & i hope u will uds wat i talking cause im nt in da situation to type hao hao de post ..
    ^^


    Hi shili ^.^ , yar , welcome to my blog .
    And seriously , how did u find my blog de ???????
    Pro sia ..
    Kk .. 1st thing 1st , please note that im not viewing anyone's blog nor tag now so maybe my talking might go abit out of point la .. bear with it .
    about sitting
    yah , I did read your post abt da 1st day sitting arrangment ..
    all along , i did not notice that u have something wit me until tt post .
    & yah , i TOO apriciate u helpin me in my math & chem .
    sitting wit u was ok & by me helpin u out in da chi thingy can prove it cause i seldom talk to pple first de ..
    but it was u saying until like it is like a torture sitting wit me..
    i did NOT even talk loud or what ..
    u had all ur friends ard u , so it is ok with u on who u sit with . But i don ve .
    thus , it was like , u were the only one tt i dare to talk to in class .
    & this lead to the 2nd prob ..
    staring
    u DO stare at me & it is not my 错觉 .
    i jux keep numb .. i also never really notice until ppl tell me that ..
    but i jux keep quiet abt it .
    1st point is cause i don wan to like destroy this small small small sitting-beside relationship wit u cause u are da only 1 i dare to talk to in the class .
    2nd point is that cause this is the last year , although i really don't have & will not have any good memories abt this class , but at least , i still don wan to make the 'already CMI memories' change to a bad one ..
    3rd point is cause of Syarafa . if i really get into something with you girls , syarafa , no matter what also will get involve too . I don't want her to be like me alone or what in class .
    thus because of the above points & some other etc reasons , i just keep quiet abt all those staring , rolling & talking ..
    & i dare swear that I never even want to find troubles wit u lor . neither does syarafa . we were alr intending to jux keep quiet until like end of sch after o'lvl then come ask u why u so not happy with me .
    everytime i got write things in a book while in lesson right ? yah , u can read them if u wan , there is like NOTHING abt finding trouble wit u .
    I also got tell syarafa that you quite good cause you got smile at me & at least , talk to me abit .
    But everytime after me telling her that you are good , the next moment , you will start staring at me again ..
    Me & her NEVER stare at any of you before lor .
    I even tried not looking at any of you girls direction .
    If we both really not happy with you girls or what , I will for sure find you and ask why like how I ask Mrs Loo .

    like I said in the previous post , I talk to her cause I think she is like so wth .
    I am not those who can tolerate so so so far .
    & seriously , sya is just helping me .
    If you says that I am accusing you of staring at me is WRONG , then how come sya also sees ?
    I don't like to be accuse neither do I like to accuse pple .
    And seriously , we both never want to find troubles at all lor .
    My opinion on you was quite good as the time goes past . but ..
    I know I am quite anti-social or what but that doesn't meant that I deserve to be stare at or being put blames at .
    Me dragging u girls in the fringe thingy IS my fault but look at the root of the problem .
    If Mrs Loo wasn't baise*doono hw spell* against me & keep find me troubles , I won't go find her .
    You don't know what she said to me outside class neither do you know that I did not even betray any of you for the fringe thingy yet you push ALL the blames to me .
    My hair is seriously can't be tied up cause it will fall eventually . Isit my fault ? lols ! yah , my hair my fault .
    And pls get the FACTS clear , i did not say anything abt wat fringe thingy . I just told her that im not the only one who have 2 strains of hairs hanging .
    & i admit tt i DO talk back to her . But it is like only when she went too far then i do that .
    Have you place yourself in my shoes ? Being treated like shit by your teacher is truly SHIT !
    & abt that Jonathan Lee thingy .
    I said this not cause of pulling him in or what .
    I said that is simply because
    我找不到任何原因为什么你要看不爽我
    唯一能够想得出的原因是因为他的关系
    看清楚 , 是他的关系而不是要拖他下水
    dono hw say in eng .
    Yah , i can't find any reason for you to be not happy with me other than him being the reason . You understand what I talking ma ?????????
    Cause from my point of view and some other pple , u ONLY started staring at me since last year - mid year +
    So make it clear , I don't want & don't wish to drag him in .
    =.=
    And that mdm woo thingy , it is also not me being thinking too much or what .
    is cause u keep lookin at me aft erika/erica*sorry if spell wrong* ask who did it .
    I think I am done with my talking ..
    & this is really important ..
    Syarafa & me didn't want to stir up troubles neither do we want to find troubles .
    It is like , you posted about me 1st - the sitting arrangment , the fringe thingy - & maybe still got but idk * doncare .
    Just like the case with me & siti which happen so long ago .. It was her who posted 1st then I started posting .
    We had never wanted to find troubles . When I think that someone is good , means that person is good . However , you keep staring at me & this is the fact ..
    aiyoh , i dono what i talking ..
    in the end , this is the moral of story :
    We don't want to find troubles with you . Is you keep find me 1st . We had been keeping quiet . My darlings are just helping me out just like how Orlena is helping you . So seriously , if they scold you , I say sorry in place for them . But , you don't scold them or insult them or do whatever with them *is not I think you will do , is just like .. a way of talking *
    Because ,
    THEY
    ARE
    MY
    FRIENDS
    &
    I
    WON'T
    ALLOW
    ANYONE
    TO
    FIND
    THEM
    fyi , im quite protective .
    ^^
    so lei , i end here le ..
    & for orlena post , idk what to say cause i feel like this thingy , is just between me & u .
    yah ~ me & u , hahas !! so disgusting ~ sounds so wrong ..
    rephrase :
    I feel that this matter is just between the both of us .
    aiyah ! stil like weird weird ..
    nvm nvm .. ^^
    anyway , hope u uds wat i writing ..
    ^^
    got wat don uds de then tag me ba ..
    if nt add msn we talk inside also can
    just don talk in real life ..
    Not cause I afraid or what but cause , I don't like to settle things in real life cause I tend to cry EASILY .. And I hates to cry infront of pple .
    the end ~
    im gulu-iing ~
    & to sya & ros , MMMUACK !!!!!!!!!!
    you darlings are the best ! 3q !
    mmmuack !

    date:Wednesday, January 21, 2009
    time:11:37 PM
    seriously , I think I have a bad stomach/gastric/intestine or what .
    Cause whenever I sad/angry/excited or whatsoever shit , it will hurts ..
    I think I am really weak , physically .
    I am mentally healthy cause I don't break down that easily .
    =D
    And seriously , I am not piss by theirs' attitudes sei ..
    I even cool down of mother miaow after D&T ..
    Can I really get angry for like so so so long ?
    And by angry , I mean , really really angry

    date:
    time:11:21 PM
    I really don't have the mood to post now ..

    woke up early , went school JUST IN TIME and went in the classroom TOGETHER WITH huishan & syarafa .

    And very funny-ly , I am being caught by mother miaow for being LATE .

    Hate a 'talk' with her . I didn't even quarrel lor . I just ask her why she pick on me always . Then she built up the spark by calling me to go in class and she went around scolding people and asking people to do this and that saying that it was MY FAULT .

    It was quite obvious that she was picking on me when she do that cause she said :" because of Poh Hong , you girls have to blah blah blah .. "

    So you see , it was because of ME then she call the girls to pin up their hair etc . So if it is NOT for me , they need not need to pin up their hair and won't get caught by her , except for me la . Cause she will catch me no matter what .

    Went in toilet after she left , bang the toilet roll dispenser or whatever thingy twice/thrice . Quite loud I guess cause I use alot of strength . Then Syarafa came in * yah ! She did not get scolded for being 'late' neither did Huishan *

    She call me to stop but I went to kick the door . I think if I am not wrong , the door is like alittle bit spoilt ..

    Opps sorry repair-man ~

    Went D&T in such a hot mood that I didn't even notice that Syarafa fell until I found out that she was not behind me .

    Help her up & went in class .

    Hist later on .. Forget what happen .

    SS after wards which was I think , funny ..

    English .. As ususual , Mdm Woo so poor thing .. She really do put in effort in teaching us .. but .. Haix ..
    So after the lesson ended , I stay back and was planning to say thankyou to her but she keeps talking to me ..
    But I counted as respect her cause I never talk back and I really listen to her ..

    Thankx Mdm Woo .

    Went canteen eat .

    Went meeting HT to go Koven .

    Went RM eat . Then home .

    Bath and saw people's blog .. Cried and post ..

    The end .


    date:
    time:4:30 AM
    seriously .. can I have a personal post now .. Without having the need to go to my private blog . can I ? *yes* thankx ..

    Just went to Shili and Orlena blog plus some etc people including Ros and Sya .

    Seriously , having a fight with that freaking Mrs Loo was MY own business . I didn't even meant to get you GIRLS in trouble k .. And you GIRLS don't even know what was happening at the OUTSIDE of the class ..

    She was like keep scold me for NOTHING .

    What I told her was just : " Cher , why are you forever picking on me ? I'm not the only one who wear color clips to school . I am not the only one who let go part of my fringe . What do you expect from my fringe ? It is so short , clip up or down still will drop . "

    Then she asked me : " You point to me who is wearing color clip . Who has the fringe falling . You point to me . "

    And I did NOT say anything you GIRLS know anot ? No .. You GIRLS didn't know about it . I just kept my mouth shut . I am not the only one who was 'late' . Syarafa & Hui Shan came in WITH me and you GIRLS saw it . But when that Loo scolded me , I also never let the cat out of the bag . So what more do you GIRLS want ?

    Having to handle all your starings is already very tiring for me . You GIRLS was staring at me like since the start of the school day .. I just keep quiet about it .. I even tried smiling to you GIRLS . I TRIED !But what did you GIRLS do ? NOTHING except for continuing staring at me . What the fuck did I done ?

    And back to the Loo thingy . I swear I didn't even want to drag you GIRLS in . People whom know me should know that I hates to drag people in . And I did not even mention ANY names when she was accusing me .

    I did not say about the fringe thingy . She told me to clip it up and I say I can't cause mine is too short . Then she says that my 2 strains of hairs are too messy . I only said that I am not the only one in class who have 2 strains of hair falling . I did not even mention name k . damn , I hates crying .

    And what do you all do now ? Blaming me ? Lols .. It was HER all along picking on me . Did you see me quarreling with Mdm Woo like this ? No right ? Did you see me quarreling with Mdm Qin like that ? No right !

    Hates me ? Sorry , you GIRLS had been hating me since last year without me knowing the reason .

    And about the ' MDM WOO SUX ' notice , you GIRLS thought it was me in the 1st place right ? Lols .

    Seriously , I really don't know what to do .. What the fuck did I done to you GIRLS huh ?

    If it is because of Jonathan Lee thingy , then please , it is all over and belongs to LAST year .

    If it is because of Siti Wada/Warda * sorry if spell wrong * , then please , it is just between ME and HER .

    If it is because of my ATTITUDE , then please , I don't even mix with you GIRLS .

    I hate this class , really , I do .. I already make an effort , I really do .. I tried smiling to you GIRLS , I took my 1st step to talk , I pay attention to lessons . It is like , I sow but I can't reap what I want ..

    I tried being strong and treat all you GIRLS staring and talking as nothing .. But really , it is very hard .. Typing all these shit is not cause I am angry .. Is cause I really very tired .. Imagine me crying .. Yah , I am now .. woa . crying for like the past 20 min .. Cool isn't it ..

    To Orlena :
    It is not only you whose fringe is short . Mine are too .

    To Shili :
    It is not only hard for you to sit with me but also me . You had all your friends around you but I don't have . You can talk to them anytime you want but I can't . If I attitude you , I won't be talking to you or helping you out in your chinese textbook . I am not trying to claim credits but .. never mind .. I really tired of explaining and clearing my name ..


    You all might have notice * maybe not * that Loo had always been picking on me . Whenever I ask a question or called her , she will just ignore me . Color clips , I am not the only one using yet the one who is being caught is me . My uniform are neat , I don't tuck out neither do I fold , yet she say I am untidy . I do my homework yet she said I copy . I so far , only slept in Lit lesson yet she say I am lazy and want to complain to my parent .
    You all everytime says I give attitude or what , what did I done ?! Seriously .. I don't even know that I gave attitude to strangers . Lols .
    I can't speak up for myself in real life cause I will cry whenever I tried explaining or having a quarrel with people . And when I cry , everything that is suppose to be RIGHT will be WRONG cause I can't explain them clearly . Thus , I am writing here .

    What wrong had I done ?! I did not even say out any name whenever Loo picks on me ! .. What more do you GIRLS want from me ?!
    Damn . I hates crying !



    date:Tuesday, January 20, 2009
    time:11:56 PM
    Ok .. I haven't eat nor have I done my SS homework ..
    But I'm going to do soon .. After blogging ..
    Computer FINALLY fix ..

    Haix .. Never mind .. I seriously don't know how say my problem out ..
    Haix ..
    And saw a note today/yesterday writing about woodpecker .. LOLS ..
    I don't like woodpecker also
    ^.^
    I prefer spongebob ..

    Seriously .. I told sya + ros + ht + elephant about my problem ..
    But it is like .. They don't understand .. Don't really understand .. Haix ..
    Especially elephant .. tell him like commiting sucide lor !
    =.=
    And the one feeling to commit sucide is ME & the reason is .. Cause he don't understand & make it even more far far away from my trouble ..
    =.="

    Told Qin also .. But she also like .. understand yet also don't .. & she don't even care ..
    Haix .. Then she tell me AFTER I told her my problem that miaowmiaow was BEHIND me .. lols ..
    So psps lor !

    & oyah .. Tue D&T lesson is after recess , after bio ..
    Must rmb ..

    sya go back to mother miaow's class ..
    saded ..
    But I am happy for her !

    date:Friday, January 16, 2009
    time:10:30 PM
    Today sch ..
    boring ~
    Today like not myself lor =.=
    &&&&
    I FINALLY GET TO SEE HANDSOME GUY IN SCH !!

    FRC
    tot sya never come & was so sad u noe ..
    T_T

    but in d end,she came
    miaow ~!

    REF
    they ask us abt da survey abt flag selling
    & im like guai lan-iin abt answering
    as usual i guess . ahaha !

    MATH
    went toilet cause my LEFT side of da gastrict/stomach/intestine is like so so so pain ..
    OYAH ! today whole day was spent on having PAIN !
    sob ~ but no one finds out .. sad

    CHEM
    yah ! mr hafiz was so so so damn cute !
    I guess i wuld like him .. AS MY CHER !
    he prefer a class which is noisy ..
    imean .. we are quiet because
    It is Sec 4 this year .
    It is an O'lvl year .
    Most importantly ..
    It is HIS class !
    so hw noisy he wan us be??
    lols ~ bt he bring us to the 1st floor ..
    & i never zzz AT ALL yet he say iwas sleeping ..
    T_T
    ENG
    erm...forget abt it..
    CHI
    this is so so so fun man !!!
    it was suppose to be me & shili turn to read our textbook ..
    but i seriously NO MOOD to read today ..
    so guess wat , i 'played' with prositute lor !!
    im like keep asking questions..
    STUPID question in fact ..
    DAMN stupid question lor ~
    but she din find out tt im dragging the time ..
    miaow ~!
    then jin yu say how come pohhong so active today ..
    keke
    ^.^
    OYAH ! shili call me to write something RANDOM to put on the board..
    so i wrote..
    "I am hungry always ..
    gulugulu-miaow~"
    that IS random enough right?
    went home then juz now finally can go out of house ..
    & I AM GREATLY BEING INSULTED BY ADELE GOH & KENNETH LAU FRIENDS !
    & seriously , I CAN JUST THROW MY TEMPER & SLAP THEM IN THEIR FACE !
    I DON CARE A SHYT ABT THEY CHAP OR NO CHAP K !
    TO THE MOST I JUST BREAK WITH ADELE & KENNETH LA !
    CJB ! INSULT ME !
    PLEASE LA ! IF WANT TO FIND PPLE TO INSULT , DON FREAKING HELL COME TO ME !
    PJB !
    & had a fight , a REAL fight with bro ..
    alr so not feeling well when coming home then he go disiao me ..
    say wat "not happy come la"
    then iwas walking towards my room when i heard that so i just pull my specs out , threw it on the floor & scolded CHAO JI BAI FIGHT LA ! KNN !
    yah ! is 1st time i scolded him so harshly with bad words !
    then i just go over & push him then he push me back .
    then we both were staring at each other preparing to really fight when my neighbour walk past ..
    then i think bro was expecting me to hide *that is wat i do usually* but i never today , i just continuing staring at him .
    in the end , it was him who look away 1st ..
    ahahas !
    i still win ~!
    seriously , i wonder what will happen if we really fight ?
    I mean , both of us learned takwondo & we both are still training although it is like sometime la ..
    but .. haix ..
    Then just now , when he return , he was the 1 who talk to me 1st
    ^^
    BUT I AM STILL ANGRY OVER THOSE FEW GUYS ! KNN !

    date:
    time:4:56 PM
    I don't want anymore quarrels can .. It is like last year .. Really ..

    date:Thursday, January 15, 2009
    time:6:38 PM

    aiyah ! fk lor !

    I jux wan to write this ! knn lor !

    got a jb bloody mangkok go follow me today lor !

    cjb ! he was like following me frm RP to HOME K ?!

    & ht they all think that I am making a MOUTAIN out of a MOLE !

    bloody fucking mangkok , u make me CRY !!!! I CRUSE U!

    date:
    time:1:17 AM
    Finally ! I done finish my math ~
    & although I am like so freaking tired now but I still want blog ..
    Lets blog short ..

    Recieve the Theme for D&T for O'lvl ..
    Seriously , it is quite hard but I think I can manage cause I THINK I had alr noe wat to do ..

    Today was in sch when sudd Qin msg me askin if i got bring lolli & lighter not cause her class kana ciggret check ..
    Reply her no then lan lan mai care when SUDDENLY I rmb tt ROS HAD MY LOLLI IN HER BAG !!!
    then i jux immediatly go so scared lor !!
    Then told sya & we both were like so worried ..
    T_T & i scratched myself cause so worried ..

    then msg Qin & ask if they both safe not .. lucky they both safe ~
    phew ~
    but i had a scar .. =.=

    oyah ~ hist was quite fun especially between the period of changing lesson between Hist & SS ..
    I challange Mr Goh to walking ..
    then i win him SO TIREDLY !!!!!
    was panting in class aft challanging him ..
    T_T

    went eatin wit ros , sya & MUA JI at canteen ..
    saw weisong at bus stop & talk to him BUT he don even look at me !
    grrr !

    went playin bball wit ht & elephant ..
    then iwas like playin wit a small girl & it is BORING ..

    had a talk wit elephant at mall 2nd floor ..
    exchanging info ^^
    he told me abt his ex blah blah blah
    thus i told him abt mine ..
    like how i noe him then we always quarreled in sec 1 blah blah blah ..
    EHEM ! ELEPHANT AH ~!
    is NOT everyone who quarreled will be together .
    if like that , then i sure will have MANY ex k ?!!!!!
    & yah , im stil SINGLE & ONLY 4 EX !
    happy ?? o.O
    ahahas !

    yah , we both were like talking abt our SAD SAD past while HT & COKE were sitting at d other corner sweet sweet-iin ..
    & i guess im da HAPPIEST when i saw them holding hands !!
    miaow !
    k done !
    & my stomach aching ..
    T_T