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  • date:Tuesday, March 31, 2009
    time:11:32 PM




    date:
    time:11:18 PM

    date:Monday, March 30, 2009
    time:12:44 AM
    ah ~
    was watching 还珠格格 then suddenly had this kind of feeling again ..
    It feels weird to not like someone in your heart .. I know this sounds freaking mushy but it is a fact to me !!
    It feels so weird ~! cause throughout my years of life since I know how does it feels to like , this is the 1st time I don't like anyone nor have any crush !
    It makes me feels so .... out of this world ..

    date:Sunday, March 29, 2009
    time:4:00 AM
    口头上的原谅 ;
    永远不及心里头的原谅

    在你决定用一个谎言来敷衍我时 ;
    所有的原谅早已消失得无影无踪

    游戏开始

    date:
    time:2:26 AM
    I didn't know that there IS a wishing fountain in our library .












    date:
    time:1:17 AM
    1: Besides your lips , where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
    - I don't even know if I like to be kiss at lips not lor .. but hmm , FOREHEAD is for sure !

    2: How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
    - Ah ~ I want to read Harry Potter & I'm lazy to get up .

    3: Who was the last person you took a photo with?
    - Myself lei .. pssss , in the toilet

    4: Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
    - Depends on whether isit spoiling in da brain or what .. But for sure , I might be spoited but definatly not a BRAT

    5: Would you ever donate blood?
    - yah .. thinking of

    6: Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
    - Always have

    7: Do you want someone dead
    - not saying im KIND but , no .. Just hope that they live a horrible moment ! muahahaha

    8:What does your last text message say?
    - ^o^ sleep early!night Jaz

    9:What are you thinking of right now?
    - the rest of my life , baby i will wait for u ~ wait for you by Elliott Yamin

    10: Do you wish someone was with you right now?
    - yes .

    11: What time did you go to sleep last night?
    - 3AM going 4AM & it is early cause it is am

    12: Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
    - it is a sleeping dress which is pass down by mum..NO!don eva think of takin this dress!*hugging* this-is-mineee

    13: Is someone on your mind right now?
    - Yes & no

    14: Who was the last person to text you?
    - Jaz , shi yin

    10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUIZ :
    1. Rosliana !
    2. Syarafa !
    3. Adele lohan yu !
    4. ChinSiang kuku daddy !
    5. Kenneth elephant !
    6. KunTai zombie !
    7. Jonathan wenwen ! bt he no blog
    8. Harry Potter !
    9. anyone cause not many ppl noe my blog
    10. anyone cause not many ppl noe my blog

    15: Who is 2 having a relationship with?
    - Erm .. erm .. erm .. donthink so UNLESS she never tell *snatching* she is mine !

    16: Is 3 a male or a female?
    - shemalejk la , female

    17: If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing?
    - erm .. 10 is a blank..so i guess it means single?

    18: What is Number 1 studying about?
    - sadly , northvista

    20: Is Number 4 single?
    - Yupp

    21: Say something about Number 5.
    - bad bad elephant!he needs a zookeeper

    22: What do you think about Number 3 and 6 being together?
    - omg!!iwon mind lor cause both are LOVABLE pple!

    23: Describe Number 9.
    - invisable

    24: What will you do if Number 6 and 7 fight?
    - I'll definatly stop them cause they cant hurt each other especially 6 !

    25: Do you like Number 8?
    - yes!i hope to be in the same room with him *cause it means im in the same house in a magic world!* , hope to eat with him , hope to study with him , hope to be in the same world as him !

    date:Wednesday, March 25, 2009
    time:11:18 PM
    Today camp was very very fun ..
    But handphone went dead ..

    Very tired now .. Slept like so little only ..
    Haix ..
    Giving up liao ..

    date:
    time:1:17 AM
    It is just a blank

    date:
    time:1:07 AM
    突然间 , 好想和人说说话 .. 告诉他/她 , 我是多么地难过
    可是 , 却不知道能打给谁 ..

    Ros 和 Sya 一定是在睡觉
    Adele 应该在忙吧
    Yu Qi 和他说了可他也不明白而且他还是其中一位在和我玩围棋并且赢我的
    Kenneth 他不理我了
    Jonathan Tan Wei Wen , 现在正和他 sms 可我不可能会告诉他的 , 因为他不会管 ..
    想要打给 Church 的人可和他们不熟而且他们一定睡了
    更不可能打给 Chin Siang 了 .. 因为我就是一只输给他 .. 我并没有怪他 , 真的 .. 打给他只有两个结局
    - 他会暗笑我 ..
    -他会责备自己 ..
    两者更不是我要的结局
    真的 , 好想哭 ..

    date:
    time:1:01 AM
    feel so sad now ..
    心情现在真的好差好差啊 ..
    虽然常常说不是那么介意输赢可是还是难免会伤心吧 ..?
    haix .. 原本以为或许在围棋里,我会十之八九能赢他可是到头来,他还是在我之上
    Maybe this is what will happen when you hope & think that you might win someone ..
    Ended up losing in everything .. Haix , damn .. 1st time I feel so , miserable in losing lor ..
    Keep losing to a person is so sad .. Haix .. But I don't blame him cause it is right for him to win me ..

    Haix .. Can I cry ? Haix .. I want hugs ..

    date:
    time:12:43 AM
    Although I won't really mind cause it is the fact ..
    But .. it seems so sad to always lose to a person ..
    Haix .. Saying won't mind is true but at the same time , still will mind de ah .
    Cause .. Don't know .. Losing is acceptable to me but .. It is just like .. will be sad la ..
    Not mind as in like jealous la .. Mind as in like , sad ..

    date:Tuesday, March 24, 2009
    time:11:36 PM
    Came across an e-mail which is so heartbrokening ..

    七个对不起,换来女孩跳楼,男孩疯了。

    男孩和女孩从小就认识,男孩经常约女孩一起去村外的池塘边捉小虾,每次男孩总是满载而归,女孩却是两手空空,女孩总是失落的含着眼泪,独自一个人回到家,然后闷闷不乐。晚饭前,男孩敲响女孩家的门,女孩一见是男孩,扭头就走,男孩追上前,对女孩说:“对不起,我把你的虾都捉走了,给,我把它们养在小鱼缸里,送给你。”女孩眉头一放,慧心的笑了,就这样反复着他们纯纯的童年,转眼,他们各自成长着。


    ——纯纯的“对不起”。


    男孩总是喜欢戏弄女孩,经常会把女孩逗到哭,然后又去哄女孩到她笑为止,直到长大后,也是如此。
    男孩经常偷偷的把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有,然后躲在远处,看女孩着急的走投无路,等着女孩拨通他的手机,然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。可男孩,依旧那么喜欢这样的女孩。他窃窃的从远处走来,灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自行车,任由女孩在一旁发牢骚,男孩却暗自窃喜,然后委屈的对女孩说:“对不起,我知道错了。”随即,女孩便会柔弱下来,告诉男孩下次不允许那样,男孩点头,于是,那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。

    ——“对不起”的快乐。


    大学毕业后,男孩和女孩各自有了工作,男孩的工作总是很忙,有时一个月都休息不到一次,而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她,终于,他们有了第一次的吵架。女孩委屈的哭起来,可男孩却很理直气壮的告诉女孩:“这是为了我的工作。”这场冷战持续了很久。终于,女孩还是忍不住,主动和男孩和好了。后来很多次男孩和女孩都因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交,可每次,都是女孩先妥协。
    那年,女孩生日,男孩答应女孩要给他过一个浪漫的生日,女孩欣喜不已,她在家精心打扮,等着男孩回来陪她渡过这个美妙的生日,这一等就是凌晨,女孩在睡梦中醒来,脸上挂着泪痕,男孩见到女孩,心疼的为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕:“对不起,嫁给我好吗?”于是男孩拿出一枚戒指。

    ——“对不起”也是一种承诺。


    婚后,男孩的事业大有成就,经常有许多应酬,而女孩已经成为一个专职太太了,每天在家为男孩准备热菜热饭,把家里收拾的干干净净,她经常会去菜场买回一些小河虾放在鱼缸里养着,男孩总问他为什么,女孩却总是慧心的一笑。
    慢慢的,男孩每次回家,身上总是充满了不同的香水味道,而每次没等女孩问,男孩总是忙着解释说应酬太多。女孩黯然,那时起,女孩不太爱说话了,也不像以前那么开朗了,她总是喜欢成天的呆在家里,抱着枕头看韩剧,然后随着剧情哭泣,夜深时,就会疯狂的大哭。以后的日子里,男孩回来时,身上的香水味只有一种味道了,女孩从来不问,可是男孩依旧说:“对不起,今天又去应酬了。”

    ——“对不起”,谎言的开始。


    渐渐的,男孩开始不回家,或总是在外出差,男孩的事业越来越好,身边都是奉承的人,他每天都在别人的恭维下自豪的笑着,而女孩,几乎不出门了,她总会去超市买上很多方便面,和一些必要的日用品,然后把自己关在家里,这一呆就是很久。从前,女孩会经常和男孩一起聊聊天,而现在,她孤身一人,身边没有一个可以说话的人,每次打电话问男孩什么时候回家,男孩总是仓促的回答到:“对不起,我太忙了。”女孩,失落的扣上电话,那以后她再也没有问男孩什么时候会回家。

    ——“对不起”,只是个敷衍的方式。


    女孩学着电视上的样子,开始打扮自己,她觉得男孩不回家,也许是看腻了她,她决定不再颓废,自己的幸福应该靠自己争取,而不是无谓的后退。

    那天,女孩心血来潮,按照地址去了男孩工作的地方,那是女孩第一次去,也是唯一的一次。女孩涩涩的按下电梯,来到这个男孩经常说忙的地方,她细细的观察这个公司的每个角落,这里的一切,她都觉得很好看。终于,绕过长长的办公走廊,她来到男孩的办公室,轻轻的推开门……女孩愣住了,眼前看到的不是自己的丈夫,也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的那个贼小子,更不是那个把虾放在小鱼缸里的男孩,而是一个正在和别的女人做爱的男人。那个女人坐在桌子上,******的发出微弱的呻吟声,那个男人,仿佛山林里饿极了的野兽……

    许久,男孩才发现了女孩,男孩惊慌失措,忙把衣裤捡起来穿好。可女孩,转身离开了。男孩飞奔出去,追着女孩,那晚,大雨袭击了整个城市。女孩不顾男孩的叫喊,径直往前跑,往回家的方向跑,男孩在女孩后面大喊:“对不起,我还是爱你的,对不起,我真的只爱你。”可女孩,始终没有听见。

    ——这样的“对不起”太伤人。


    男孩一直都没有找到女孩,女孩失踪很久了。男孩的世界已经一片黑暗,无心工作,无心花天酒地,他想不到女孩可以去哪里,因为女孩没有朋友,她唯一的朋友就是男孩,男孩终日守着电话机,手机24小时不关机,怕错过了女孩的电话。这一等就是半年多。

    快递为男孩送来一个盒子。

    男孩打开一看,里面是许多河虾的标本,有的在树叶边休息,有的在水草里躲着,各式各样的河虾标本,旁边放着一封信。

    “ 我始终没有勇气再见到你,可能是我太懦弱,也或许是我根本不想见到你,我想这些『警告:注意文明用语!』应该过的没什么两样吧,我很好,我学会了离开你怎么让自己存活,我懂得了怎样赚钱养活自己,而不用每天等着你回家,为你烧一桌热腾腾的饭菜,直到凉了也不见你的人,我的手机已经不用了,因为我已经不会再为你24小时的不关机,让自己饱受辐射的折磨。我懂得怎样去爱惜自己,珍惜自己的本来应该美好的生活。我想,我是可以忘记怎么去爱你的,因为你把我的爱弄得遍地麟伤。

    离婚协议书,就压在鱼缸的底下,你签完字,按照地址给我寄过来就行了。 对不起,我想我是真的累了。”

    男孩按照地址找去,他满心希望能够见到女孩,然后让女孩原谅,并且告诉女孩自己不能没有她,可是打开门的却是女孩的父亲,而女孩就站在她父亲的身后——是女孩的遗像。

    女孩的父亲告诉男孩,女孩在写完这封信后,跳楼自杀了,血肉一片模糊。

    ——原来“对不起”也可以是种结束。

    那一年,男孩疯了。

    每个人在自己的生命里头,一定会遇到一个自己真正该珍惜的人。请你好好的珍惜那一个人,不是每一句的对不起,都可以换来每一句的没关系……千万不要辜负了自己心爱的人,那对谁,都不好……把这个故事传下去,让你的朋友们知道,不要随意地说出对不起……




    I guess , people who read this short story , confirm will get touch .. It is seriously , so true & pathetically , sad .

    date:Sunday, March 22, 2009
    time:10:53 PM
    This will be a very EMO sad post for me so STOP reading if you do not want to hurt your eyes !


    Well , today was a very dehydrating & sick day for me ..

    Spent the morning not feeling well & still had to look after baby . He was like playing around & not wanting to eat his food & I am damn so not feeling well there .. Not only am I looking after baby , I am also looking after the uncle cause he get drunk & asked me to help him buy his stuffs etc . So I had to tolerate with that unwellness & look after them both .. But luckily , mum help out alittle after she knock off .


    Went back to the house & help her cook .. Then bro called & told me that there is this INDIAN * I am not being racist or what * woman loitering outside our house & as he was alone in home , he panicked & called me for help .. Leaving with no choice , called Sherlyn & ask her to help me check out who is that woman .. She went & help me yet my stupid brother do not want to open the door for her .. What the Hell .. Anyway , thankx Sherlyn .. Own you 1 .


    Called dad while in Bedok & he accused me which was so What the FUCK . Firstly , it was accusing me of stealing money & now , accusing me of doing THIS ! What will be next ?! Accusing me of joining gang or accusing me of being not CLEAN ?! I am your daughter ! I dare to say that in all my life , I did not do anything bad . Once I say I did not do it , it means I did not ! Mum doesn't believe me too .. Cried alot alot ..


    Went home in 87 & there was this Singh * Guy with turban & again , I am not racist * sitting beside me who stinks like hell .. But no choice , dare not change seat cause it would probably make him feel pai sei . So was bearing with that nice smell all the way .. Nearly die of lack of oxygen ..


    Meet up with Kenneth Lau Jun Hui , Jonathan Tan Wei Wen & Sherlyn at Sherlyn's house .. Found out something & cried again .. Damn .. Hate it .
    I trusted you that's why I told you . I cried because I trusted you . Even though this is not the 1st time neither is it the 2nd time you did this to me , I still trusted you .. Do you know how serious this matter that you had told HIM & others about will get ? It might not be serious to you &/or him but it IS to me ! Cause it involves my reputation & name ! It IS important to me !
    But what really hurts me is not on whether this matter will spread or not , but you break my trust , your promise , again .
    I did not & would not blame him cause he is not as important to me as compare to you guys . Like what I told him before & told you guys before , if I had to give up 1 side on either you guys or him , I would give up him .
    This is how much you guys are to me . How heavy you guys are worth to me . I know after the talk with me , you must be laughing or scolding me at the bottom of your heart or maybe even saying bad things about me but tell you 1 thing , I don't care anymore !
    Trust . Haha ! Laugh my ASS out ! I trust & this is what you gave me . I never say out any of your stuffs before . But this is how you repay me . You even told Keith about me & him . Nice .
    I always try to help you whenever I could . The treat that you own us , although I always reminds you to treat me but it was all just a joke . I never wants you to really treat me till so expensive . The ice-cream cone you treat me that day at Compass Point was already enough .
    I don't know what to say anymore .. Really .. Today , you really make me cry .
    I really wanted to slap you you know ? I really hope that I am those ah lian who really will slap people . But I can't do it . You know why ? Cause you are still my friend . You are still somebody who worth as much as they are to me !
    But .. I don't know .. I really don't know .. You made me cry again , you made me have interaction with the wall again , you , break , my , trust , again ..
    Now I seriously wonder , am I your friend at all .. Is it a mistake to trust you . Is it a mistake to listen to you & talks to you .
    And most importantly , is it a mistake , to know you ..

    date:Thursday, March 12, 2009
    time:11:39 PM
    10th of March 09
    Forgets what happen ..

    11th of March 09
    Sya's hp kana confiscated because of ME !!
    sorry ~! gomei !! T_T
    Went and find that Marvin Chan aka Chan Brothers ..
    Ahahas !
    & kept my temper down though he gave me those $%##$ attitude !
    Did not talk back ..
    "Do you know that you are very rude ? See your standing position , you should put your hand at the sides & not fold them up when talking . *unfolded in a very big actions* . Your way of talking is very rude too . You did not even address me & you came straight asking me to return your friend's phone . It is not your possession so why should you help her ask ? *smiling & re correcting him - I address you CHER -*"
    blah blah blah .. Yah , so pple , next time when you friend(s) drop their pen , DO NOT help them pick it up because it is not yours !
    But at least , sya get back her handphone ..
    Meet up with Weiwen & yah .. stuffs .. yah .. haix ..

    12th of March 09
    Alot of thoughts today lor .. And I really meant ALOT ..
    Lets start from FRC ..
    Saw the whole class *thankx to sya reminder of - Woa , I can see the whole class*
    1st thought ---- Haix .. Seriously , when I look at the class , I was having this strong feeling of not wanting to part & lose contact even though I had not been good terms with the class before ..

    Then PE .. I get involve in somehow playing .. keke ~ it was really very fun but I was coughing & coughing while playing ..
    THIS IS THE REASON WHY I DON'T REALLY LOVE PLAYING IN PE ! CAUSE I WILL COUGH !
    But never mind , it was so fun ..
    And Daniel *I FINALLY REMEMBER HIS NAME !* keep like passing the ball to jing zhi etc ~ but not to me .. T_T
    so I'm like keep being the last to touch the ball & goal ..
    SOB !! I want play !! but .. No one accompany me !! bad bad sya don't want accompany me play ..
    T_T

    ah ~ lazy type .. later then do so .. busy now . trying to open someone's brain

    date:
    time:11:05 PM
    Alot alot of things happen .. Or maybe not that much but I am sad .. Very very sad for day(s) . Very very blur for day(s) ..
    I not sure if these few day(s) post(s) had been posted not but same , post it base on my dairy book ..

    6th of March 09
    Happy Birthday Adele Goh Hui Ting ! Grow old liao ! Must mature liao ! miaow !
    Now , it is only ME who is 15 years old ONLY !
    July come faster ! Birthday come faster ! O'lvl come slower !
    gulugulu-miaow ~!

    7th of March 09
    Went bowling with elephant , weiwen , chinsiang , adele at Kovan .
    Then saw Hansel they all .. damn freaking ps lor !
    Then was like hide hide .. =p
    lots happen in the bowling there .. so ps lor !
    My ball actually went to another lane ! ah ~!!
    Took MANY pictures in the bus . keke ~

    8th of March 09
    Went to Weiwen's family party then many stuffs happen there .. And drank ALITTLE bit of Carlsberg .. And found out that Weiwen can't drink beer .. Cause he drink LESS than one quarter can & kinda of little bit drunk .. =.= Pathetic ..

    Went out with Weiwen & elephant to RM ..
    Meet up with Adele after she off from work , get some 4 cans of Carlberg Carlsberg from Weiwen's house ..
    Planned to share 1 can with Adele while elephant drinks 1 can himself & Weiwen get NONE after seeing his GOOD drinking at the party .. =.=

    But in the end , Adele drank 1 can HERSELF while elephant drank 1 PLUS & Weiwen drank afew mouths .. And left me .. T_T I pour away most of Weiwen's can but he go get another can .. =.=
    & ended up , he get DRUNK & went hugging people .. lols ..
    I'll just be kind & forget he nearly hug me .. ^^

    Then Tiger came find us then we send her home ..

    & .. I get attracted by a different personality of Weiwen .. Yah , his 'other' side was like .. MY KIND so much ! & I really get attracted you know ! Really !

    Which is why I wrote in my dairy-"I couldn't get that part of him out of my mind .."
    keke

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    date:Thursday, March 5, 2009
    time:11:04 PM

    拜托你 , 请不要用那种眼神看着我 ;

    因为那只会刺痛我 ..

    这种眼神并不会让我成长只会让我难过 ..


    date:Wednesday, March 4, 2009
    time:1:25 AM
    omg ! isit mon or tue that i have lit & cher never come & we saw butterfly/grasshoper ?! nvm .. forget abt it ..

    lazy post la ~ bt need cause i promised NUR ROSLIANA to do so !
    T_T

    yah .. skip da whole stuff in sch cause i forget many many things ..
    so basically , aft sch , went very nice .. was suppose to be waiting for weiwen de .. bt in d end , i spent my HOURS of time wit those 4T2 guys which include
    DAING ASLAM A.K.A DA-INK US-LAM A.K.A DADIH


    ahahas ! yah ! was spendin my time with MuaJi , that tianhuat's friend,daing & fareast *dono hw spell his name bt this is hw it SOUNDS like when ros tell me*
    so la ! then iwas keep lookin at da daing cause i found him familiar ..

    then aft SO LONG , i finally rmb where i saw him ! it was seriously v.v.long lor ! is like aft 1 hour goin 2 hour lor !
    called ROSLIANA BENJAMIN immediatly & ask ..
    ahahas ! then BENJAMIN was like so EXCITED !!
    opps ~ don get toooooo excited worx ! miaow !
    ahahas !!
    thus , on that PERIOD of time , iwas talking to
    Nur Rosliana from NVSS from 4N3
    Benjamin from CVSS


    ahahas !!! so damn funny lor !

    oyah , he actually believe that me & muaji is bro & sis lor !
    bt in d end , we said we are neighbour which was so FAKE lor ! ahaahs ! bt im smart cause they never found out da lie ..
    Cause befor they came , i asked muaji where he stay so when tianhuat's friend expose our lie of siblings , i said that we are neighbour . keke !
    this can so so prevent us from pple gossip !

    & ohhyahh ! pple ask for stead then i say i got stead bt he don believe ..
    T_T called me to call my 'stead' to call me .. then im like " ohshit ! who shuld i cal ?! "
    so bo bian , don dare reply him .. T_T

    anyway , talk to DAING & gang then went home ..
    change & meet weiwen to go find elephant & his stead plus tiger ~ roar !'
    played awhile & his stead get jealous ... SORRY !

    went eatin which is like .. WTH cause i cant eat cause of one fucking bitch cause I seriously hate her cause I HATE HER DAMN FREAKIN MUCH !
    & i decided to call HER donald duck ! grrrrr !
    freakin bitch ~!

    then what happ ah .. oyah ! tiger sick so vomited .. bt she donwan go home so bo bian .. went back wit weiwen ..

    decided to go teach him math *what a good sis im* so went up his house ..
    in d end , never get to teach cause he got NO books at all !
    used his house phone throughout the whole time in his room .. THANKX !
    then play spider solitare on his com .. THANKX !
    i love his bedroom lor ! cause it was like so close to my dream bedroom !
    so jealous !
    oyah .. pple *especially GIRLS* don think wrong worx ! we behave v.v.good girl & boy worx ~!
    ^.^o
    we even keep a distance away sei & i did nt even SIT on his bed !!
    plus plus , he did a stupid thing which was givin me a warning which is like this
    Mei ah , this is my room . You can sit , you can sleep but there is one thing you can't do
    What thing ? cannot sit on ur bed ? don worry la ~ iwon de
    no la , mei ofcause can sit on gor's bed . what you cant do is take off your shirt ..
    >

    this is like so freakin can anot ?! imean , WHO WILL TAKE OFF THEIR CLOTHS IN OTHER'S BEDROOM ?! SOMEMORE WHEN IT IS A GUY ?!
    imean GOR ah !!!! you think too much le la !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =.=
    then im like "wth ?! who will take off cloths la ! pls la ! omg !!!"
    =.=
    so lor , called auntie & settle her math questions ..

    then went & meet elephant & tiger .
    went weiwen toilet to EHEM , erm .. girls' stuff

    yah .. erm .. yah .. hahas .. so ps lor !

    homed with tiger .
    then chatted wit elephant on my doorstep ..
    sent him to da lift ..
    then .. EEE !
    KENNETH LANNNNNNN ! I tell you hor , my butt is PRECIOUS !!

    the end ..
    & oyah ! stupid shafie gay !! go make me bang my head with a big baluku !

    date:Monday, March 2, 2009
    time:10:27 PM
    Sorry


    I promise
    what you shuldnt noe


































    date:
    time:10:01 PM
    iim so SAD-ED

    cause roslianaaaa relink-ed

    & she never informs me!!





    Saturday
    Went Singapore flyer with Teo Chin Siang . THANKX !
    The flight was quite ok with the HEIGHT & SCENERY *shafie just send me this - wa lao , where you get this kind of mariage jokes ah? - & fyi , i send THIS mariage joke YESTERDAY night*
    But the SPEED was so super slow lor .. it was like totally not moving at all .. And yah , before we went up the ride , we was praying that we get STUCK on the toppest part ! yah , back to topic , the ride was damn slow lor .. but i love da height !

    mmmuack ~! took alot of pic inside there lor .. ~ so niceee ~

    then there was this cute cute cpl/les cpl .. cause idk if that guy was a girl nt .. cause that guy/girl looks like a girl .. idid not go look at THAT part though .. keke ~ im NOT yellow ! im pink ~ miaow !

    ahahas ! so yah lor , took alot of pic ~ ^^
    then went to Popeyes Chicken & Biscuits .. Chin Siang treated me again .. aww ~ sorry ~!! btw , dono what is Popeyes ? click this link
    http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Popeyes_Chicken_&_Biscuits

    then cab-ed to bedok .. talk quite alot to Chin Siang in cab ba .. And ohyah ! before going the ride , we were hoping that it jam right ? but AFTER the ride , we were glad that it didn't jam .. cause IT THUNDERED & LIGHTNING ! seriously ! if we get jam there , then .. we will be 2 chao da chicken !! ahahas !
    so went bedok & went walk walk for a very very long time .. went converter & bought 还珠格格 which cost $8 only but the whole of part I is SPOILT ! bloody hell lor .. make me wanna cry .. T_T
    went library & borrowed books using chin siang's card .. thankx !
    then continue walk walk then saw MANY pretty cake ! keke ~
    im so goin to get that MERMAID cake on my birthday ! & im goin to pay myself
    ^.^o ~
    took the wrong bus thus I had to walk to my destination alone ..
    thankx chin siang for accompanying me !
    Sunday
    Went Giant & Ikea .. I so love Ikea la !
    iwan get my own house ! even if it is a no-room flat , i won mind ! at least i get to decorate my own house & pay for it myself .. ^.^o !
    today
    Finally went school after being absent for so long .. & im like so afraid to be banned from takin O'lvl cause i got this feelin that cher is goin to not register me in my O'lvl .. damn ..
    I seriously is trying hard to study ! They didn't see it doesn't mean I am not doing it right ?! I am already like lagging behind & what they expect ?! Me to improve my study like immediatly ? I also wants to have tution ah but the problem is my dad don't think there is a need ! I am seriously trying .. And I am tired of not being trust ..
    Msg-ed Kenneth & Chin Siang & Adele on how much I hate this school . I am in this school because of having to now ..
    Damn .. no mood liao ..
    Skip the school event ..
    Went home after having my SS test .. Meet Wei Wen for lunch ..
    saw fred in bus stop & im like keep askin him abt milk .. AHAHAS !
    =.=''
    Ate at mall wit wei wen & saw sheryln they all ..
    went ntuc then home-ed with him walkin wit me cause he meetin sheryln at her house there ..
    talk to him about some SERIOUS stuffs .. 当然是用我的身份 to talk to him .. And MY conclusion is the same .. This masquerade ball is getting more & more fun ..
    The End & im bored