date:Wednesday, April 29, 2009
time:2:21 PM
I want go school . Seriously ..kk , mum scolding brother now .. FINALLY she scolds him ..And there is one thing that I quite agree with her ..Pai kia nowadays are not like the past .Last time , when police came cause got ppl fighting , they won't run away .
But now , when they fighting , police come , they run ..
Yah and there is one good example during Adele's birthday lor ..
That time the Jonathan Tan fighting then got ppl call police , Jonthan & the rest all run ..
Only me , Kenneth & one more 'uncle' left over ..
I don't mean to say I am daring or whatever la ..
What I want to say is that I am not a pai kia , I am there when they fighting . I even go near them and stop them yet I was the one facing the police . I even talk back to the police . Yet those pai kia lei ? run off .. lols
and this is what iwan tel my bro , pai kia is not so easy n cool de .
they are only full of 'guts' when they are in a grp n the other party have lesser pple ..
date:Monday, April 27, 2009
time:9:47 PM
I hate people who touch my brother .I miss Kenneth cause he might be the only one who won't keep judging me * excluding ros , sya , cs * .Haix ..saded ..Well , although Jonathan Tan Wei Wen seems to say that it was Kenneth who might be bring my brother bad , I don't believe him ..Don't know why , but I just somehow believe that Kenneth won't do it ..Haix .. go watch show .88
date:
time:9:41 PM
Adele Goh , you were suppose to be the one who really know why I did all this to my brother .
You should know why am I still here but what did you do ?
You just talk crap with them .
And haha , even Alvin cheer me up , what did you do ?
Yah , you WERE suppose to be closer to me as compare to Alvin yet you are the one who can't even see that I'm being hurt .
Nice one Adele Goh .
And whatever Jonathan Tan Wei Wen told you , you do not even want to tell me even though it might concern me or those that I care .
You are selfish .
I have been keeping quiet everytime when you start judging me or what .
Maybe you did not knew about all your judgement before what happen today .
But damn , THAT IS MY BROTHER !
What did you do as my FRIEND ?
Tell me to stop caring about my brother ?
LOLS . Nice friend you are ..
You say my brother won't be bad .
You say my brother will turn good .
You say my brother this my brother that .
But did you forget something ?
That is bloody hell MY brother .
It was you who agree that my brother hanging out with them is bad .
Yet what you did today ?
Help Jonathan Tan Wei Wen to leture me .
It was you who ask me to tighten my brother incase he turn bad .
Yet what you did today ?
You say that I care too much about my brother .
Seriously , you are 2 faces hor .
Nice .
And ohyah , I cried today at mac cause of you guys accuseation , did you know ?
No , you don't .
HAHAS !
Friends ?
Tell you friend , today when Jonathan Tan Wei Wen wanted to 'hug' you , I pull you away . Then what you say ?
" No need to pull . He don't dare . "
Yah , so what I did was like _l_ to you ?
Nice one friend .
And now , I'm so good girl & I'm so going to not care about my brother anymore .
NOT CARING ANYMORE !
Happy right ?
I bet you must be happy too cause you've achive your target in 2 facing .
Please note this next time , get your fucking situation clear next time before judging .
You have never been in my shoes before .
You did not have my parents .
You did not have my history .
You did not know my story .
You did not know what I did .
So please just kindly stop judging because no one is GREAT !
2 faces .. Nice
Adele Goh , I still respect you which is why there is no BAD word in this whole piece of thing .
But tell you what , I welcome war .
I know you have alot of friends .
I know you got backings .
I can still survive without you .
I can still eat & swim & go out without you just like how I can do all of them without Kenneth .
I can do all of this .
And yah , you did say correctly one of the things in Xiao Di's shop .
I'm PISSED off with you .
Disappointed of you .
Chin Siang even expect me to tell you my problems ..
Hahas ..
Chin Siang ah , now you understand why I keep tell you that I won't keep find her to eat or for everything anymore ?
Hahas ..
I think they say one point for Cancerians is correct ..
- They drop tears easily ..
date:
time:9:05 PM
Don't say I'm lying or what cause I really miss school ..
T_T
Really ..
Well , went to Mall to have my lunch * the 1st time I step out of my HOUSE since sat & the 1st REAL meal that I have .. Had been eating bread & meggi for the weekends ONLY * with Adele .
Then saw Jonthan Tan Wei Wen with my 'suppose-ly' sick brother at there .
Had a talk with Jonthan Tan Wei Wen about my brother . I admit I talk till I feel like crying .
They don't understand my family's situation neither do they understand about OUR lives in my family . They don't even understadn how our family behaves yet they , everyone even Adele Goh , thought they know .
And they put ALL the blames on me .
It is like , please la . You guys AND girls don't know our family so for what JUDGE me ?! Damn .
And I seriously was so angry with Adele Goh even till now . Not because she forgets my birthday but of her accusing me & judging me .
Then slack around with Alvin ..
thankx alvin .
went home & continue dnt ..
I miss school ..
And I hate people whose name is Jonathan(s) !
Be it that Jonathan who ask for stead yesterday !
Be it that Jonathan who leture me today !
Be it that Jonathan who laugh at me in MSN !
Be it that any Jonathan !!!
Every Jonathan including the many JONATHAN(s) that are not in the list are bad !
Maybe there is afew Jonathan who is good la , but so far .. MOST of them that I knew are bad !
And note that it is Jonathan Tan Wei Wen who trigger this ridiculous thought of mine !
So people , if you think you are a good Jonathan , then sorry for saying stuff about Jonathan .
But if you think that you are a bad Jonathan , then OBGOOD !
Jonathan .. Jonathan .. WHY ARE THERE SO MANY JONATHAN !
haix ..
I am still sad .
In that group outside school , I miss Kenneth cause at least he won't judge me . But I think I forget how he looks le .
Haix .. saded
date:Sunday, April 26, 2009
time:7:51 PM
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date:
time:5:23 PM

see that black cum yellow cum red wallet ?!!!
this wallet is like so damn familiar !!
whose wallet is this ??
isit ros ? o.O
date:Saturday, April 25, 2009
time:12:01 AM
Someone name Nur Rosliana Bte Roslan is making me LMRO .yah , is LMRO = Laugh my ribs out ..damn ~ her blog so damn freaking funny lor ! & from those laughter , my ribs feel as though they are breaking even to even more even more even more smaller piece !!omg ~ &Nur Rosliana Bte Roslan from 4E3(edited) 4N3
- Top malay student .
nice 1 ros ! wuhuuuu ~!!
u must be glad that idonve any caps on me jux now ^^ miaow !
kk .. abt today , won post too long cause im freaking addicted to 1 book ..
recommend - Charmed & deadly
it is nice ..
well , have you tried eating your dinner half way & then fell asleep on the table with one quarter of your palm on the rice ? Don't do it if you can cause you'll gross out .. Learn from my example ..
Was eating dinner just now at 9.28pm *check the watch before i eat* Then I was suddenly awake at 9.32pm with one quarter of my palm on the rice .. Damn freaking disgusting so I just threw away the leftover *not much left though cause I ask that uncle don't give me too much ..
Thights and ribs was so damn freaking pain ..
Well , guess that I have to be a lady-like lady for afew days don't know how long until that freaking ribcage pain goes off ..
It is just a bone paining .. So not quite a big deal compare to another ..
I just can't talk too loudly , laugh , walk fast and/or with big steps ..
And all these are criteria for a FINE lady .. so lei , I'll be an extra fine-lady lady for these god knows how many days ..
And I think I am freaking influence by that book cause I talk till like .. So I don't know ..
pain ~ T_T
Feels as though like I am being punch on the chest .. haix ..
seriously , pain ..
date:Wednesday, April 22, 2009
time:5:40 PM
proud cause today wake up early with 1 call only ~!!ok fine .. i hates lying to my blog ..well , I was being wake up by my dad for a very long time , he was just like :" wake up ! wake up !" for so long lor ~!!it was ros' phone call that makes me really open my eyes cause before that when dad was waking me , i keep cover myself with blanket .. =p& he keeps chasing me out of house .. =.=zzz at dnt cause ytd was waiting for dad to come back home till 4am plus which he haven't reach home yet lor .then i go bring hist book which was stupid cause aft dnt was chi ==hist did not present !! wth ! & someone , yah ! someone ! me so pissed lor !went hmall wit sya to meet nana ~ nana ~ nana's maid .ahahas !wait so long long .Yah , my door will always be open EVEN when we are in CHIKABOOM stage .
Understand ?
Seriously , when I told someone that my door will always open , that person say later someone unexpected might come in ..
The 1st person who came into my mind was SHAFIE lor !! ahahas !!
So lei , in a nutshell , my door have anti-CAT , anti-MAS ..
maybe obama might be allowed la ~ ahahas !
no way ! no obama ! later obama , osama , omama all come then my house chikaboom !!!!
then I will really be flying bee ~
yah la , in conclusion , my door will always open even when we are in CHIKABOOM stage .
Understand ?!
& nono tusnami nah ~
don care jurong , or what nah ~
don wan tsunami nah ~
I don't know how to swim !!!!!
T_T
sya & ros & maybe der-vii can survive bt definatly not me !!
cause i cant swim !!!
hmmmm.....must learn swiming before june & stop learning after july ~
^^
wa piang ! july ! scarly my bdae then tsunami come ~
then omg
...
think of the outcome ..
haix ..
tsunami ~
date:Tuesday, April 21, 2009
time:10:13 PM
Oh .. And I just rejected that guy's kind intention of coming over & console me cause he knew that I was sad .Silly lor , should had call him come yet I reject him like how I always do .And seriously , chest had been pain since ytd whole day ..And , I am hungry .
date:
time:10:08 PM
Oyah , today should had open the door when I was at home the whole day .Cause there was a guy under my void deck & asking if I want to meet anot .I should had went down & find him .
Should had went down & talk to him .
Should had went down cause he is another guy .
Should had went down & invite him to my house .
Should had went down & do anything ; everything .
And sadly , I did not went down .
Yah , SADLY !
Friend , I tell you , you have broke my heart !
date:
time:9:51 PM
It is NOT as if like I want them to come my house k ?!And I did not bring them to my house !I did not even tell them where is my HOUSE & mostly it was they find out k ?!And it is not like EVERYONE knew about my house k !Oh , so I understand now !To you , ME , ONG POH HONG is this kind of fucking bitch who anyhow anyhow bring people to my house la !And yah , this BITCH was suppose to be your FRIEND !HA ! FRIENDS ! Puke out LOUD !Friends say this kind of shit to each other !Please la hor , I'm ALONE at house FOR MORE TIME than you did !Please la hor , at least you have your brother k !I know la hor , you always say things on my back , always .I know you get tired of our friends already .Tell you what , me too .每次 , 每一次的每次 , 我都在那忍耐 !每次 , 每一次的每次 , 我都把所有事情肚子里吞 !吞来吞去为了什么 ?! 还不就是为了她们 ?!妈的 ! 每次都是她们害我哭 !妈的 ! 或许今天会是莫些事情的转捩点 。 转好 ? 转坏 ? 还有何所谓 ?
date:
time:4:43 PM
this is what I call a GUY true tears !yah ! crying not for the sake of crying , but crying , for the sake of other stuffs !but haix .. ard me , there are boys who cry every now & then which is so disgusting lor !yah , i gets disgusted .But maybe shafie is exception , cause i've only seen him cried once & that was when he was on the stage expressing his thankx to his parents . This is what a guy should cry for .I did not see him cry cause he gets bullied or what lor .And so far , I think he is the only guy whom I have known in real life to cry BRAVELY like a guy !sadly , I think he is the ONLY ONE so far . Pathetic .. Which is why I hates guys who cry EASILY . SHAME SHAME
date:
time:1:39 AM
seriously horr .. why arent dere any kind of these kind of sch in sg ?
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seriously horr .. why arent dere this kind of guys in sch of sg ?
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seriously horr .. im so damn willin to enroll in ths kinda sch lor ..
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seriously horr .. im so damn in love with them ! imean ;
woa ! fightings !
woa ! handsomes !
woa ! prettys !
woa ! cool !
woa ! braveness !
woa ! righteous !
woa ! coolness !
woa ! dramatic !
woa ! exciting !
woa ! heartwarming !
woa ! heartpain !
woa ! woa ! woa !
fights !
love !
brave !
nice nice faces & body !
friendships !
kinships !
helpfullness !
unity !
Where s Where s Where can u find this kind of sch & pupils & teachers s
date:Monday, April 20, 2009
time:10:32 PM
I hate Mon most of the time . cause I have to wake up & go sch . wake up early early especially today *proud* ! ppl who know me sure know that it's hard to wake me up or EVEN wake up automatically EARLY in the morning . Well , idid today ~woke up at 5 am in cold sweat cause of a VERY SCARY nightmare . idk if i got cry not la , but inoe im full of cold swear ; maybe from the fear or from the HOT weather . *yah!it was hot in da morning*look at da alarm clock then saw tat it was 5am , went back zzz . wake again at 5.40am . got a shock cause iwas suppose to wake dad at 5 ! so i BING BIANG BOM to dad's room to wake him then........continue sleep..and im like havin a quarrel with mum . then da nightmare was like so scary & so near to the truth cause none of my parents , pick up my phone . But im not goin to be so emo to say that :" oh , I am so alone in this world . I'm being abandon ."But literally , i AM alone in home now ~ =pwell .. monday , sch day .took lrt wit der-vii . ended up late cause of her !!!!& she is so damn irresponsible lor !!hist was a disaster cause today no presentation !! stupid ! & that GIRL go give me that __ face !ok,i forget got wat lesson..well chi was same .. eng was =.= as usual . d&t test , dead .. recess went out wit ros & talkin abt some SENSOR thing with karyl .math was ok .. wanted to pay attention but keep nearly fall asleep .. lucky i uds the topic ..chem had presentaion .. bt i seems to destroy it bt MR HARFRIZ praises us sya ! nice job sya ! mmmuack ~!bio ah...DNA .. boring ..then had a mood swing cause of a stupid malay boy who keeps banging on my bag ! so what if u are tall huh ?! tsk !went minimart .. supp to go home help bro , in d end , saw jonathan in my house .at first did not regonise him until i link him to his slippers & his shirt .. *i remember his slippers only*bleah ~meet up with ht .. went amk hub . had a great laugh ..aiyah , im bored .. 888 ~
date:Sunday, April 19, 2009
time:8:36 PM
I'm so sad you know .. I seriously want to get my report book even though I know that I did not do well .. Haix ..
date:
time:8:24 PM
There is this stupid guy who keeps disturbing me !
KNN LA !!
cant u STOP disturbing me ?
1 msg sent every 5 to 10 min when I don't even BOTHER to reply is too much !
& see ! just 6 min ago , he send me a msg & then as I'm typing now , send 1 more again !
Don't you get it ?
Didn't you notice that I don't bother to answer your call or reply to your msg ?
I don't even feel like going out with you alone like how we use to !
& can't you see these few facts ? I even ask my friend accompany me to Pasamalam when you jio me to go lor !
Please la , before we stead * which is so impossible * , you're already so irritating , what will happen if we really do get together ?
& you keeps saying that I'm not like a girl , I don't act like a girl , don't talk like a girl & keep say I no figure etc .
Please la ! Even though I do not have a GREAT figure * and I know it * , at least I have what a girl should have k !
=)
And thankyou for at least saying that I do look ABIT like a girl but after saying that then say :" And this bit don't make a difference cause you still don't really act like a girl. "
JB LA !
Please la hor , if I'm not girl then are you a guy ?!
Knn ! I tell you that those girls want find me daiji then you never say anything & keep asking me why they want find me .
And them finding me is not my fault at all ! I was just minding my own business & they just came to find me .
And please la hor , they have already WARN me hor ! Kns la !
You got backing I don't have k ? I'm peaceful k !
JB ! The more I thought of it makes my blood boil .
Damn ! Say I not like girl !
Damn ! Keep laugh at me !
Damn ! KEEP DISTURBING ME !
grr !
date:
time:3:31 AM
just completed the skin ..seriously , my skin always have ALOT of things lor ..
date:Saturday, April 18, 2009
time:7:44 PM
date:Thursday, April 16, 2009
time:9:31 PM
was actually going to have 2 presentations today , but ended up with SS presentation only ..Only the whole thing SUX but I'm still quite glad cause I still think that those points DO have SOME effect that affects SINGAPORE .nvm ..& i did 1 wrong thing in the presentation lor !!iwas like so so so scared that I took the winniie & bring it with me to the front to present .. & iwas like clenching it throughout the whole PP presentation .. guess ppl will start thinkin that i childish & act cute le .. T_T never mind , suaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! hymp .health check .. boring .. Sya was like "ah~need strip lei!"ahahas!!!was suppressing my laughter lor .. SYA , NOW I AM LAUGHING OUT LOUDLY !!noe why funny not sya??cause u say as if like ..... FUNNY! !!!!!! ah~my sya is so cute !Meet up wit ros aft sch & was plannin to go out bt in d end never ..oyah , ran 2.4m & i failed by 3min .. hw sad can it be !!The international thingy was boring , the food sux ! din get to watch da wrestlin .went home & bath & read harry potter again .. then ask ht if wan go gym nt ..went bt in d end , never went gym ..instead bball-ed .. then went to da new park . then iwas like tellin her "how come last time when i stead with him , this park haven built!!!!!!"bt she agree that she will come with her stead when she have 1 .. hmmm.....i will come with my future stead too !!!ros & sya MUST come here !!it is seriously very very nice !!fed da MANY fishes with biscuits .. cost us $2.50 lor !!! *heartbroken*walk-ed ard & iwas like tellin story of her & her future stead & it was a little tiny winni binni bit of racist . seriously , i don MEAN to be racist lor !! it was cause while we walking half way , sudd 5 men appear out of nowhere . then it was like so dark alr & wit their color , i cant see them at all ! i jux saw their shirts .. so the story sudd skip from kissing part to "all of a sudd , they stop kissing cause 5 "invisible" ppl appear .. "ahahas !!
haix .. din really feel like goin home today ..I'm not faking a smile worx ~I was seriously happy when I'm happy ..But I just get to my thoughts every now & then after that day .And this is to 2 different people la ..Sorry for my rudeness that day . I know our relationship is drifting apart now .
So our relationship is just this strong .. We can just break off like that even though we have known each other for a year plus .
我知道你在怪我 。 可是在你联络我那日的前几天;在你人间蒸发的那几天,我是真的急疯了 。 我非常害怕你会出了什么事 。
因为害怕我还联络了那些能够或许可能和你又联络的人就连他我也联络了。我担心得根本就没睡到觉。你还把事情搞得更遭 —交待你妹妹要她传话叫我保重 。
你知道那是有多可怕的吗?!
然后你又突然间冒出来,什么也不要告诉我。你说我会生气吗?
可是算了,不解释了。你要继续讨厌我就继续吧。不论怎样,事情都是我害的,对不起。
But I'm very very happy to have you this friend ! Even though you have regretted but I do not .
Like I have tell you , I never let you wasted your feelings before . I do sink from the 1st ship once although maybe not that deep as yours but thankx to your kindness , I manage to swim up to another ship with you . And this ship to me , is much more stronger than the other ship . Because this ship has prove to be much much much more stable although it isn't now . But I'm still happy that we are in this ship because if we were to be on the other ship , you'll hate me even more .
Haix . I really don't know what to say .. We were suppose to be friends , but ... One year plus of friendship have gone to waste . Our year plus friendship can't even be compared to the one which is only few months old . I hates going Rivervale Mall because there is simply too much things over there . Take care . I hope you would not see this cause I know you will just think what I'm saying are crap however at the same time , I hope you can see this . Because I want to let you know , I'm proud to have you this friend but sad that this ship is so weak . Take care & thankx . Take care & remember what I said before , don't judge a person by it's cover & don't anyhow trust people . Don't get in trouble .
date:Monday, April 13, 2009
time:9:13 PM
Oh My God !I am in ❤LOVE❤ !I am in love with 梅田 & 南学长 !!So so so in ❤LOVE❤ !why oh why our school don't have this kind of person ~!!WHY ?!!!! oh my god !WHY oh WHY can't I meet people like them ?!WHY ~!!I am so in ❤LOVE❤ with them & not forgetting Hayate ~!!OH MY GOD !"We were all searching for a Prétear, and we found you. In this vast world I found you..."
OH MY GOD !!
seriously , is there such a person in this world ?! In my school ?! In singapore ?!!!
If there is , I WANT YOU ~!!
muahahahaha !! I am so HYPER now !!
& there is no one at my home & I am so HYPER !!
OMG ~!!!
❤LOVE❤ ❤LOVE❤ is in the AIR !
date:
time:7:55 PM
OMG ! i sudd rmb !i ytd saw a guy pee-ing in the toilet accidentaly !!!!!it was seriously not my fault cause the auntie infront of me go push open the toilet door . As the toilets is a mix toilet , which mean guy & girl use the same cubical , the auntie infront of me thought it was empty so she go push open the door ! & there standing up was a guy !!!!! a teenage guy somemore ! maybe 18 or 19 years old ! & im like RIGHT behind the auntie so i get a 'nice' view of the guy & his hand !! lucky there was no BIRDIIES for me to see cause I cover my eyes immediatly !omg!!!!!!
date:
time:7:33 PM
If I could exchange the time that is being spent on the computer to spending time with my family , I would gladly smash the computer .I miss everyone ;And can you just reply my msg OR answer my call ? Don't you know that it is very WORRY-ing for
me ? I'm like away for so many days & you never msg me neither do you reply ALL my msg . Even if you're pissed off with me for reasons which I don't know , you should at least reply my msg right ?
Alright , I'll pretend that your stupid handphone's battery is flat now & you're working .
Reply me after you have charge your handphone & off from your work , Teo Chin Siang .
date:Monday, April 6, 2009
time:10:59 PM
多少次 依稀间 听到你的呼唤 无数次梦梦醒醒心底浮现 你那双忧伤的眼冥冥中 似乎一直在等待 那有力的臂弯 熟悉的胸怀战火纷飞 腥风血雨纵遍地荆棘 受尽磨难 这一生只为你存在多少年 这世间 已沧海桑田 无数次寻寻觅觅却再寻不见 你那嫣然笑颜生生世世 无数轮回 却无法磨灭那心中的执念 逆天改命 穿越时空纵身死形灭 魂飞魄散 只为再见你一面
date:
time:8:18 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tlq-Ezn3TI4i love pretear!
date:
time:7:55 PM
i have decided to......give up..imean,i don even noe how to write the title for hist pp lor!!!Labels: Not anybody's but your's
date:
time:7:31 PM
ah!!doin ss project & i need afiq pic!!!but i don ve!!!
date:Saturday, April 4, 2009
time:1:09 PM
I'm feeling so miserable all over ..
Miserable over my missing of tests .
Miserable till
Miserable over friends ..
Miserable till
my stomach so pain
my eyes so tired
my nose escaping from me
my knuckles hurts .
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time:12:47 PM
thurs ..forget almost everything except like maybe...PE ?yah...had a quarrel which i seriously dono why , with sya ..while walkin down da stair , she jux sudd disappear from behind ..=.= zzz , ofcause will be angry la , suddenly disappear ..then never talk ..frialso forget alot of things in sch ..tried talkin to sya abit in bio which ended up in a situation where she never reply .never mind ..so whole day never talk then at lit , she sudd ...yah , was worried . talk to her outside da office , she don't want care ..never mind ..msg her & she never reply ..never mind ..heartbroken because .. am I her friend ?went mac eat with rossatmiss my mock exams cause iwas fixin my com ytd then ended up oversleeping ..I guess I could have wake up but I somehow don't want to ..Maybe cause don't know what am I suppose to do there .. Take exams ?I really miss those time we are together ..Friends .. I really really is trying my best .. I tried talking to you even though I don't know what had I done to land ourselves in this quarrel .
This is the last year already . We won't even know if we will still be in contact after we graduated ..
You didn't know whether am I your friend or not ? It should be me asking you that .. You are being with Hui Shan all this almost like so many times . You are always showing me your white eyes or inpatients everytime .
I always tried keeping quiet or walk away because I don't want to land up in a fight .
Like that day when we were in the toilet before Chem . You went in 1st and I was looking after your stuffs . Then after you came out , I wanted to go in but you say we are going to be late and walk off . And you said that it was my fault for not going earlier on . I did not went because I was looking after your stuffs and it became my fault . But next day , it was ME who talk to you again ..
I know everyone will be standing at your side whenever we quarrel because I'm that attention seeking , idiotic , loud etc girl . Who will believe that I really did not did anything ?
Haix .. Friends .. I guess if there is a record on who I cried over the most everytime , it would be you & ros ..
My friend , I tell you something , it is not you who always have troubles .. I have too . And unless you notice , I had been smiling so little as compare these few days ..
And for your info , I do & already is in a quarrel with Kenneth they all . You didn't know right ? Cause you were too busying being with them & thinking am I your friend .. I'm sad .
date:Wednesday, April 1, 2009
time:1:38 AM
alrightttt ~!!finally posting !!firstly , HAPPY BDAE SA-BRI-NA !!!!dono hw spell .. sabrina ~ nice name !she so cute !kk , secondly , sorry ros worx ~thridly , i love ht !! she help me find the song iwanted so much !!hmm..im lazy..never eat dinner...lunch ate a buger only
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