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seriously , can I say that I am very very sleepy ??
sleepy .. haix .. im like so freaking bored .. & sleepy & sleepy & still sleepy ..

Haix .. u noe sleepy sleepy sleepy ?

neeway , i love sya so soso much ! she is like so damn darling la ~ ah~ wahahahas ~!!!
im sleepy

i love adele also ~!! mmmuackx ~!!!
im sleepy

hmm .. cs ah ~ 3q3q also worx ~! i seriously appriciate ur thinkin ~ keke ~!!!
im sleepy

xiongmao di so so so bad ~ pple cry cry he cold cold . laogong also very de bad .. call him bo ans . duanming his card also damn bad , no $ ..
& im sleepy ~!!!

oh ~ beautiful girl ~~!!! lols .. anymore song ? baby I still believe ~

damn sleepy ~!!!!!! can i sleep ? yawn .. if yawning can make u grow 1 year older , imust have been 100+ years old & still growing ..
anyone awake now ? can talk to me ? at least help me stay awake .. im seriously damn sleepy~ today also never slept much .. rushed for D&T ..

& itot that bloggin will help me stay awake but alas .. haix ..

o'lvl on mon .. im kinda abit worried .. althoug im like so happily playin down there , but seriously , im somehow abit worried .. o'lvl .. if there is no test ..

today had been a very tired day .. kana bullied by some bloody girl in audi . omg ~!!! he is coming !
well , went for D&T late because I WAS MOPPING THE FLOOR BECAUSE OF A STUPID CARROT JUICE .. =.=

Well , da D&T was quite fun la .. Cher was like nagging at my progress then I smartly go keep change topic ! muahahaha ~!! seriously , mdm woo is NICE ..

Waited wtih sya for her dad .. Took 88 aft tt .. haiz .. hot hot & bored bored ..

Well , I think I might be goin out with some one later on .. well , he is comin to fetch me now if im not wrong .. & seriously , how come ah .. im feeling alittle bit .. heartpain ? it is like .. heartpain not in those OUCH pain but in those .. heartbroken pain .. why ?




And there is goes again .. I can't blog again .. =.=
Seriously , sudd feel like postin pic .
seriously , this page of posting had been on for the past 10+++ min & I haven't even start blogging because there are like at least 4 people talking to me at the same time ! Reply this one that want im ..

K .. finally some .. NO ! IT IS STARTING AGAIN !

Never mind .. lose the urge to write liao !! SADED !! I got so many stuffs to write lor ..

I miss Ros , Sya , DD & sadly Gayb !! & there is 1 extra person which I guess ros will know ~ Well sya , when I meet you & you are interested to know , I will tell u who that EXTRA person is & you confirm will be shock !

And there are 5 people now !


I hope you know who you are though I doubt it ; and darlings , if you guys/girls are going to come across this post , DON'T assume that it is you hor ^.^ I love my girls & boys !

Well , if this is what you call friend , seriously , I don't think we should even know each other lor hor . Please la ..

Never mind . Seriously don't feel like aguing . Tell you somethings ba , I am not pissed by you , I swear . I just kinda like hmm .. don't even bother anymore . YAH ! This is the word , I don't care anymore . Please la hor , if you treat me like some backup when you are lonely or need me or whatsoevershit , ehem , you find the wrong person . And if you think I need your accompany like this or what , dear , you are wrong too . I don't care anymore ..

Yah , I use to care when you started to don't care me cause I am afraid of losing this friendship . However I had already sort out my thoughts . lols . If you can treat me like a spare tire , why can't I ? hahas .

Anyway , rest assure . I won't ask you anything or whatever anymore . Enjoy your days . Good luck for your level . And don't forget , us landing up in this kind of situation is not entirely my fault . It was YOU who said this that day when I ask you about your gan-sis . It was you who said :" She is my gan-jie . Who are you to me ? "

Ohoho , who am I ? Nice . I am Ong Poh Hong ; someone who although isn't as FRIENDLY as you yet won't treat my friends as shit . You should KNEW me well that I forgives but never forgets . Well , dear friend , take care . We will still be friend ,however we won't be the best anymore . XD I hope you are well & happy ~ ^.^ trust me , I ain't sad or angry or any negative feelings . ^^
well .. some stupid things that I just did after school .. Let's start from the most recently .

Few min ago , while I was restarting the com , I go twirl & twirl & twirl around the room till I jikalaboom -- fell to the bed with the whole room turning in circle .

Before the twirling start , I was playing Audition *just started to play again .* . Then I was playing with this new comer & a hacker who is so bloody idiotic . So proud lor him . & then .. he dc-ed ! ahahas ! Then I burst out laughing . Teach the newcomer how to play . And in order to not let him lose till so ugly , I choose slow songs & easy mode without using 8k & chance . Plus I kept playing with scores of bads & cools . Yah , was kinda like don't make the score have such a big difference . And seriously , it is hard to keep getting cools & bads lor !

Before gaming , I went to take some picture of a pathetic girl with her pathetic face . Yah , was posing with those .. funny face . hahas .




. . Yah , he was like staring staring at me . So damn scary at first . But after awhile , I found it funny . Cause it feels weird to be stared by a guy wearing hairband .. It looks so g*y .. Haix .. Scary yet I was smirking . Msg-ed some people about this guy & they ask me to becareful . And because of that , I was so happy till I smile smile to the phone . Then when I look up , he was staring AGAIN .. =.= So lei , I was like so pekchek then I quickly eat finish , get my coffee & went to sit INFRONT of him ! But it was a pity because after I sat down , less than a min , the bus came !! =.=

hmm ...
friday pon da nv dono what day .. keke ~
then I FREAKING miss my 3rd cup of mac ! I seriously want the 3rd cup ; no , i want the whole set ! haix ..

Sat when An's house .. Yah , I know it is weird but I am going there as the status of his sister . And I did not want to go at 1st , however , it was the missing of his dog & grandma that makes me go ..
well , had some dinner there , talk talk about our past then .. NO more . ^.^
Took bus to Bedok .

Baby-sitting the whole day . Watchin show nw .. keke ..

damn it ! I hate it when people starts to judge ! Ji bai !
I just had a freaking really scary big accident just now .

People involved : me & Duan Ming's stunt bike without brakes .
Place where this accident happened : the carpark near somewhere I don't know where but near RM .
People who knew that I kana accident : Chin Siang (phone) , Duan Ming (sms) , 1 of the girls at there (I don't know how she knew) .
People who get injured : Me , bike

Well , this happen just now in the middle of the night . It was a cooling midnight .
And as I was so sad because of my brother's stuffs , I was like so low . *blahblahblah*.

And I borrowed Duan Ming's stunt bike without knowing that it was brake-less .
And I rode up to the carpark & hang around there along , riding bike & sitting down . When I was upstair , I did blahblah & think of blahblah .

Duan Ming msged me after a while asking me to go back . By this time , I had already discovered the brakes which were gone . I nearly flew out just now when I went down the slope of the carpark for the 1st time . Flew as in really FLY out of the bike , over the low low wall *it was the 2nd toppest which was roof-less* . Lucky , I steered just in time with the front of the tire touching the wall already . I suffered minor injuries *kana bua on my thights by the brike* & heavy shock . But it was fun .

As Duan Ming asked me to go back , I decided to ride back . The 1st slope which was from the toppest to the 2nd toppest was safe . I manage to stop the bike with my feet on the ground .

The 2nd slope which occurs from the 2nd toppest story to the 3rd toppest story was safe too . I stired my bike like those racing motorcycle & stop it with my feet .

The 3rd slope & the fated slope , the bike just totally went crazy & out of control ! Thus it resulted in me banging HARD against the BIG red metal box where the fire hose was kept !

And because the height was just fucking right , I hitted my upper chest *please don't think wrong ! this place was lower than my neck BUT higher than my EHEM* hard on the coner . My thights hitted the bottom corner & finally , my hand just bang straight to the box in the wrong way & when I fell off , landed on my palm AGAIN thus ..

I picked myself up & check the bike , it was safe . However , I was in deep freaking pain . There was no blood so it doesn't count as a heavy injuries .

Knees shaking , I went down the 4th slope pushing the bike . However , I had to stop at this slope cause I seriously don't have any strength to move on . My upper injuries , palm hurting & serious jelly knees prevented me from walking . I just sat down on the yellow + black stripe thing at the side of the slope , took my handphone out & wonder who should I call ..

And before anyone pops up of my mind , I burst into tears . This was simply too scary . The bike just went head STRAIGHT to the box ! If not for the height of the handles which was at my stomach & etc , my stomach & etc will kana too ! & the pain won't be like this ..

Yah , so I sat down there & SILENTLY cried .. Up pain , hand pain , leg pain . PIANG OI !!!

Wanted to call Adele but I bet she won't even bother so never called . Wanted to call Ros but don't know how to say . Wanted to call Sya yet I scared she think that I am =.= . Wanted to call Kenneth but is like so weird . So in the end , called Chin Siang ..

By calling , I just wanted to let someone know that I am truly scare out of my SKIN ..

Yah , stuffs go on later on then now I am home . Went bathing & check .. The parts are all ok ba ..

Thights clean of blue-black . Old injuries added with this new injuries , I wonder when will the palm/hand of mine heals & it really hurts . And slightly blue-black on the upper but not chest *I know I don't have chest=.=* & it hurts too when touched .. haix ..

So this is what happen & I seems to be writing an essay/summary . Thus in conclusion , I am scared .. T_T
Sob ~ I am UP with a running nose *don run nose!* , sore throat *someone killed me by da throat* , coldness *im in northpole* , cough *my lungs are out* & lastly , headache/mai-grain *omg~my head is CUTTING in PORTIONS*
ok .. juz went to bro's blog .. YAH ! HE GOT A BLOG proudly DONE by me ! Bt he choose everything which is like =.= He don't want me help him decide .. Fine~ lor ~~~~~
Yah , want see his blog go da link dere .. bt seriously , his blog is like .. so kiddish ~ ahahas !
Stupid nose ..
ah ~!! i totally dono what to post .. sianz ..
Don wan see doc ..
oyah !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAO DI !
生日快乐！
管他公狼母狼的，有我在 !
Oh my god ! this is so damn freaking hell touching !
I mean , it is so GREAT to have friends . Really .

The most pathetic person in this world is someone who doesn't have anyone to worry for them when they are in trouble .
Oh my god !

I also want a 五阿哥 ， 紫薇 ， 尔康 ， 柳青 ， 柳红 ，蒙丹 ， 皇阿玛 beside me !
Oh my god ! I am so jealous !
Well , went to see doc because of my stupid-my head is not stupid cause if she is a stupid head , then I must be a stupid girl . So no , I don't have a stupid head . irritating head . Yah , I am an irritating girl so my head is an irritating head . damn stupid irritating head lor ! That freaking mai-grain is like driving me crazy . Stupid !!

So did not manage to go school cause after thinking for damn long yesterday , I guessed that it was a 11am start school day .. And when I woke up & found out that it was a 7.25am school day , I am late .. No , is totally no need go school already . So never go .. Went see doc instead ..

Reach there at around 12.30pm . Then there was like so little people only . Really little lor .. So I went in .. That person go ask me so damn many questions lor .. Ask me fever not etc . Then was thinking of pranking them by saying :" Yah , I went to one of the swine-flu affected country yeterday . I am having running nose , cough , sore throat . I also came in contact with 1 of the swine patient . " But after thinking , I did not said them out .. Hahas .. Scared later then bring me to hospital . So I just told them I am having serious mai-grain & some coughing .
" So you came here mostly because of your mai-grain instead of your cough ? "
" Yah , I came here mostly because of the mai-grain . "
" So your mai-grain is more worst than your cough ? "
" Yes , my mai-grain is more worst than my coughing . I coughing alittle only . "

Went in see doc .. Then the 1st question he asked me was :" Are you having any flu sympothen ? " " Yah , I only have some cough . " " Did you went oversea this few day ? " " Erm .. No . " " K , so what is your problem ? "
yah .. And blah blah blah ..

Then he took my blood preasure .. So fun lor ! The thing was like .. Squeeze ~ ahahas !! Then I wanted to giggle but don't dare .. ahahas !
Yah , he said my mai-grain was quite serious or what de la ..

Went get medicines .. $6 in total . Then the pharmacy lady was like talking to me .. kiu ~ So many people talk to me ^.^ so happy ~ kiu ~!! miaow ! ahahas !

Yah , then the bad bad thing start when I reach home .. M.E.D.I.C.I.N.E !
Damn lor ! The doc give me this pill that is so damn freaking B.I.T.T.E.R + B.I.G + B.A.D
so damn not nice you know ?!!

The bitterness just spread B.I.G B.I.G immediatly when I put it in my mouth !
OMFG !

It is so damn not nice lor ! Then there is this liquid medicine which I had already hidden it ^.^
I am so not going to take it ~ ahahas ! Then at first there were 15 pills . After I ate 1 , I hide half of the rest away . ^.^ ahahas ~! so how many pills are left in the plastic ? Guess yourself ..

keke , so when dad come home later , I am so going to tell him that I only have this much of medicines ~ Hope that he won't find out ~ shh ~!!

And what time did I take my medicine ?? Omg .. forget to take note .. Never mind , lets round of the time ~ Let's make the time that I took my medicine to be .. 8pm . Like that I no need take a second round today ! ahahas ! miaow ~! & it is just 2.23pm now only lor ~ good .. ahahas ! I think the REAL time when I took my 1st medicine is 1.30pm ba ? Never mind , round off round off , 8pm ^^

Labels: This sux big time (exclaimation mark xMANY)

great , I forget to ask class people what time start school tomorrow .. And it is like so late now .. dead .
You are most like the Goddess Aphrodite! Aphrodite is the goddess of love, beauty, fertility and desire. Although she was married she had many affairs with both other gods and men - most famously with Ares. Her husband Hephaestus caught them in a net he had made and paraded them in front of the other gods. Aphrodite is mean, vain and jealous, and most often depicted with a mirror.

Labels: wa piang (exclaimation marks x100) say me until like i so despo =.=

Haix .. I am so emo emo now ~ ahahas ..
Went to someone's blog . Don't anyhow anyhow assume that I went to your blog if anyone thought that I went to your blog cause this blog owner is someone who don't really know me .
Yah , went to the blog owner's blog then so damn sad .
K , the end ..
Reading up on my myth & etc AGAIN .. seriously , how come I love this kind of myth , history , legend stuff so much ?!
I read up on so many legends , myths , histories & war but NOT cold war cause I hate wars that are cold , yet the funny thing is , whatever I had read , I can only remember bits & parts . Maybe more than parts & bits but I just can't remember their name & timeline .. saded

Today is a very very sad sad day for me ..
Firstly , get scolded by dad in the early early morning just because my mai-grain is so damn hurting me . And we were arguing on whether to eat half the panadol or full cause mai-grain only affects part of your head . Which also mean that a headache is a FULL HEAD pain , mai-grain is only SOME part pain .. Mine is half the side pain so I suggest to eat half the panadol . But he nei nei want me eat FULL pill . So bo bian ate the WHOLE pill . Nearly vomited as usual .
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Secondly , Sya went home after 2nd period . And she never tell me . Then I am like so damn freaking sad .. Really lor .. I mean , she is my friend then never tell me .. Haix .. Then I am like damn worried what happen lor .. LOLS ! worried for nothing .. Shafie say I worried too much . Worrying for friend wrong meh ?
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Thirdly , did not get to see Ros as in talk to her also .. Cause she went home immediatly after her test .. I am so sad lor .. *tears filling up*
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Fourthly , Shafie was like so damn !!! lor .. Make me even more sad-ed . Then Shili was like asking me go to the chalet ..
I really want to go but .. I am afraid .. I don't know anyone .. If Syarafa/Shafie got go , at least I won't be that afraid .. But the both of them are not going .. Then I also can't go alone .. I don't know how to go and even if I know where is the place , I MIGHT even get lost .. And most importantly , I don't know anyone from there .. But I really want to go .. Really .. It is like the last year .. I don't want to be like , left out even though I am somehow in this direction already .. Syarafa , if I say I really really wish to go , you want go ? Don't tell me to go alone cause you know I won't cause I don't dare . Yah , I admit I am quite a coward in this kind of situation la .. Haix ..
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Fifthly , when I was in the bus , I accidentaly sprain my ankle cause I tried balancing on the bus which FAILED again ..
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Sixthly , when I was bathing just now , I start recalling life in Pri sch .. And I agree that I had change ALOT .. Change as in my dare-ness in situation in class . Change as in , I am not that GOOD anymore .. Haix ..
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Sevently , NONE OF EVERYONE reply my msg . Sya never . Ros never . ADELE GOH HUI TING never !! And I msg-ed her like so many lor ! So I am damn freaking sad ! I am NOT going to msg ADELE GOH anymore ! I am angry + very very sad ! I know this is childish but I don't care le . Don't friend don't friend !!!! heng !!! I msg you call you you never reply . HYMPH !!! I don't want talk to you unless you talk to me le ! H.Y.M.P.H !
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Eightly , Xiaodi haven't order the battery yet .. Saded again ..
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Ninthly , Chin Siang still angry with me lor . Yah la , I know my fault la . You want throw jiu throw nor ~ You also never tell me what is your problem ma . Haix .. Sorry , happy ? And it is not me who suggest breaking lor ~ is you SOMEHOW SEEMS to MAYBE MIGHT want to break de nor ~ And when I tear down this ship ah ? I wanted msg you yesterday le nor ~ but don't dare send =p Who say I don't know people will get hurt ? But I told you before ma .. When I am damn pissed , I won't control what I said . People do that also ma .. And what the hell is a headgrabber ?? I hate headgrabber ? I don't even know what the hell is it . Remember what thing ? Fine .. I am sorry although I am quite unsure of some stuffs that you wrote .
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Tenthly , well , don't feel like saying this .. But I am jealous cause it seems that everyone still have friends which lasted them for so long . But mine , 1 year LITTLE plus jiu gone le .. SADED !
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Eleventhly , I am hungry ! And my brother went out to eat WITHOUT even saying BYE to me ! SAD SAD SAD !
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Once upon a time, in a splendid palace on the bed of the bluest ocean, lived the Sea King, a wise old triton with a long flowing white beard. He lived in a magnificent palace, built of gaily coloured coral and seashells, together with his five daughters, very beautiful mermaids.

Sirenetta, the youngest and loveliest of them all, also had a beautiful voice, and when she sang, the fishes flocked from all over the sea to listen to her. The shells gaped wide, showing their pearls and even the jellyfish stopped to listen. The young mermaid often sang, and each time, she would gaze upwards, seeking the faint sunlight that scarcely managed to filter down into the depths.

"Oh, how I'd love to go up there and at last see the sky, which everyone says is so pretty, and hear the voices of humans and smell the scent of the flowers!"

"You're still too young!" said her mother. "In a year or two, when you're fifteen. Only then will the King let you go up there, like your sisters!" Sirenetta spent her time wishing for the world of humans, she listened to her sisters' stories, and every time they returned from the surface, she would ask them questions, to satisfy her curiosity.

And as she waited for the day when she too would be allowed to reach the surface of the sea and meet the unknown world, Sirenetta spent her time in her wonderful sea garden. The seahorses kept her company, and sometimes a dolphin would come and play. Only the unfriendly starfish never replied when she called. At last, her long-desired birthday came. The night before, Sirenetta could not sleep a wink. In the morning, her father called her and, stroking her long golden hair, slipped a lovely carved flower into her locks . . .

"There, now you can go to the surface. You'll breathe air and see the sky. But remember! It's not our world! We can only watch it and admire! We're children of the sea and have no soul, as men do. Be careful and keep away from them; they can only bring bad luck!" In a second, Sirenetta had kissed her father and was darting smoothly towards the surface of the sea. She swam so fast with flicks of her slender tail, that even the fish could not keep up with her.

Suddenly she popped out of the water. How wonderful! For the first time, she saw the great blue sky, in which as dusk began to fall, the first stars were peeping out and twinkling. The sun, already over the horizon, trailed a golden reflection that gently faded on the heaving waves. High overhead, a flock of gulls spotted the little mermaid and greeted her arrival with shrieks of pleasure.

"It's so lovely!" she exclaimed happily. But another nice surprise was in store for her: a ship was slowly sailing towards the rock on which Sirenetta was sitting. The sailors dropped anchor and the ship swayed gently in the calm sea. Sirenetta watched the men go about their work aboard, lighting the lanterns for the night. She could clearly hear their voices.

"I'd love to speak to them!" she said to herself. But then she gazed sadly at her long flexible tail, her equivalent of legs, and said to herself: "I can never be like them!" Aboard ship, a strange excitement seemed to seize the crew, and a little later, the sky became a spray of many coloured lights and the crackle of fireworks filled the sky.

"Long live the captain! Hurray for his 20th birthday. Hurray! Hurray . . . many happy returns!"

Astonished at all this, the little mermaid caught sight of the young man in whose honour the display was being held. Tall and dignified, he was smiling happily, and Sirenetta could not take her eyes from him. She followed his every movement, fascinated by all that was happening. The party went on, but the sea grew more agitated. Sirenetta anxiously realized that the men were now in danger: an icy wind was sweeping the waves, the ink black sky was torn by flashes of lightning, then a terrible storm broke suddenly over the helpless ship. In vain Sirenetta screamed: "Look out! Beware of the sea . . ." But the howling wind carried her words away, and the rising waves swept over the ship. Amidst the sailors' shouts, masts and sails toppled onto the deck, and with a sinister splintering sound, the ship sank.

By the light of one of the oil lamps Sirenetta had seen the young captain fall into the water, and she swam to his rescue. But she could not find him in the high waves and, tired out, was about to give up, when suddenly there he was on the crest of a nearby wave. In an instant, he was swept straight into the mermaids arms.

The young man was unconscious and the mermaid held his head above water in the stormy sea, in an effort to save his life. She clung to him for hours trying to fight the tiredness that was overtaking her.

Then, as suddenly as it had sprung up, the storm died away. ln a grey dawn over a still angry sea, Sirenetta realized thankfully that land lay ahead. Aided by the motion of the waves, she pushed the captain's body onto the shore, beyond the water's edge. Unable herself to walk, the mermaid sat wringing her hands, her tail lapped by the rippling water, trying to warm the young captain with her own body. Then the sound of approaching voices startled Sirenetta and she slipped back into deeper water.

"Come quickly! Quickly!" came a woman's voice in alarm. "There's a man here! Look, I think he's unconscious!" The captain was now in good hands.

"Let's take him up to the castle!"

"No, no! Better get help . . ." And the first thing the young man saw when he opened his eyes again was the beautiful face of the youngest of a group of three ladies.

"Thank you! Thank you . . . for saving my life . . ." he murmured to the lovely unknown lady.

From the sea Sirenetta watched the man she had snatched from the waves turn towards the castle, without knowing that a mermaid had saved his life. Slowly swimming out to sea, Sirenetta felt that there on the beach she had left behind something she could never bring herself to forget. How wonderful those tremendous hours in the storm had been, as she had battled with the elements. And as she swam down towards her father's palace, her sisters came to meet her, anxious to know what had kept her so long on the surface. Sirenetta started to tell her story, but suddenly a lump came to her throat and, bursting into tears, she fled to her room. She stayed there for days, refusing to see anyone or to touch food. She knew that her love for the young captain was without hope, for she was a mermaid and could never marry a human. Only the Witch of the Deeps could help her. But what price would she have to pay? Sirenetta decided to ask the Witch.

". . . so you want to get rid of your fishy tail, do you? I expect you'd like to have a pair of woman's legs, isn't that so?" said the nasty Witch scornfully, from her cave guarded by a giant squid.

"Be warned!" she went on. "You will suffer horribly, as though a sword were cutting you apart. And every time you place your feet on the earth, you will feel dreadful pain!"

"It doesn't matter!" whispered Sirenetta, with tears in her eyes. "As long as I can go back to him!"

"And that's not all!" exclaimed the Witch. "In exchange for my spell, you must give me your lovely voice. You'll never be able to utter a word again! And don't forget! If the man you love marries someone else, you will not be able to turn into a mermaid again. You will just dissolve in water like the foam on the wave!"

"All right!" said Sirenetta, eagerly taking the little jar holding the magic potion. The Witch had told Sirenetta that the young captain was actually a prince, and the mermaid left the water at a spot not far from the castle. She pulled herself onto the beach, then drank the magic potion. An agonizing pain made her faint, and when she came to her senses, she could mistily see the face she loved, smiling down at her.

The witch's magic had worked the spell, for the prince had felt a strange desire to go down to the beach, just as Sirenetta was arriving. There he had stumbled on her, and recalling how he too had once been washed up on the shore, gently laid his cloak over the still body, cast up by the waves.

"Don't be frightened! he said quickly. "You're quite safe! Where have you come from?" But Sirenetta was now dumb and could not reply, so the young man softly stroke her wet cheek.
"I'll take you to the castle and look after you," he said. In the days that followed, the mermaid started a new life. She wore splendid dresses and often went out on horseback with the prince. One evening, she was invited to a great ball at Court. However, as the Witch had foretold, every movement and each step she took was torture. Sirenetta bravely put up with her suffering, glad to be allowed to stay near her beloved prince. And though she could not speak to him, he was fond of her and showered kindness on her, to her great joy. However, the young man's heart really belonged to the unknown lady he had seen as he lay on the shore, though he had never met her since, for she had returned at once to her own land.

Even when he was in the company of Sirenetta, fond of her as he was, the unknown lady was always in his thoughts. And the little mermaid, guessing instinctively that she was not his true love, suffered even more.

She often crept out of the castle at night, to weep by the seashore. Once she thought she could spy her sisters rise from the water and wave at her, but this made her feel sadder than ever.
Fate, however, had another surprise in store. From the Castle ramparts one day, a huge ship was sighted sailing into the harbour. Together with Sirenetta, the prince went down to meet it. And who stepped from the vessel, but the unknown lady who had been for long in the prince's heart. When he saw her, he rushed to greet her. Sirenetta felt herself turn to stone and a painful feeling pierced her heart: she was about to lose the prince for ever. The unknown lady too had never forgotten the young man she had found on the beach and soon after, he asked her to marry him. Since she too was in love, she happily said "yes".

A few days after the wedding, the happy couple were invited for a voyage on the huge ship, which was still in the harbour. Sirenetta too went on board, and the ship set sail. Night fell, and sick at heart over the loss of the prince, Sirenetta went on deck. She remembered the Witch's prophecy, and was now ready to give up her life and dissolve in the sea. Suddenly she heard a cry from the water and dimly saw her sisters in the darkness. "Sirenetta! Sirenetta! It's us, your sisters! We've heard all about what happened! Look! Do you see this knife? It's magic! The Witch gave it to us in exchange for our hair. Take it! Kill the prince before dawn, and you will become a mermaid again and forget all your troubles!"

As though in a trance, Sirenetta clasped the knife and entered the cabin where the prince and his bride lay asleep. But as she gazed at the young man's sleeping face, she simply blew him a furtive kiss, before running back on deck. When dawn broke, she threw the knife into the sea. Then she shot a parting glance at the world she was leaving behind, and dived into the waves, ready to turn into the foam of the sea from whence she had come, and vanish.

As the sun rose over the horizon, it cast a long golden ray of light across the sea, and in the chilly water, Sirenetta turned towards it for the last time. Suddenly, as though by magic, a mysterious force drew her out of the water, and she felt herself lifted high into the sky. The clouds were tinged with pink, the sea rippled in the early mornlng breeze, and the little mermaid heard a whisper through the tinkling of bells: "Sirenetta, Sirenetta! Come with us ..."

"Who are you?" asked the mermaid, surprised to find she had recovered the use of her voice.
"Where am l?"

"You're with us in the sky. We're the fairies of the air! We have no soul as men do, but our task is to help them. We take amongst us only those who have shown kindness to men!"

Greatly touched, Sirenetta looked down over the sea towards the prince's ship, and felt tears spring to her eyes. The fairies of the air whispered to her: "Look! The earth flowers are waiting for our tears to turn into the morning dew! Come along with us ..."

Actually the story of Mermaid which I grew up listenning to was worst ..
She just turns into foam .
So much for her love to the prince ..

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故事最后　会有哪些情节
可以当纪念　曾经你说
要最疼我　要最想我
每天每天

在你身后
感觉就像一条透明的抛物线
当它下遂
再美的童话也会失去感觉

睡美人想着谁想到失眠
空荡荡是你给我的堡垒
我不说只希望你能了解
就算没有王子
想你在身边
睡美人想什么想到失眠

我愿意拥有公主的眼
泪安静的等着你
每一夜喜欢就是
这样酸酸甜甜　的滋味

Labels: Bad bad translation ..

The day we met you promise to give me happiness that I never had
You say that I am the one and only that you ever cherish

After years I look back
The things you had said were never meet

Was I too childish or naive?
To believe that what you said can actually be done
A word love honestly mean nothing
Till the day you manage to do it maybe I am gone
I wish to leave just that I can't bear
Maybe its time for me to learn whats the meaning of let go.....

taken from www.shine-starry.blogspot.com

hmm .. suddenly thinking , am I suppose to tell people that I had 4 ex or 5 ex ?
4 ? 5 ? 4 ? 5 ?
4E5 ahahas !
probation don't count right ? I mean , I didn't even say yes .. So is either 4 or 5 ..
I am so good sia ~ only have 4 *deicded to go on 4 cause they are 'approve' by my friends* ^.^ I am so good sia ~ only have 4 unlike someone who had 40-50 in 5 years !
Alot of things happen worx ~ can I say I am lazy to post le .. Yah , I am .. Looking after baby now .
Handphone is really dying ..
Today some gay came to my house and play with my keyboard .
Then went CP with him . Went window shopping with him . I guess he will be the only guy who willing to go window shopping with me as in really window shopping .
Then we went to Metro where I saw this damn damn nice cloth lor ! I seriously ♡love♡ it so much lor .. It was a black tube dress which had laces layers .. At first I thought it was like too .. girly , however , after I tried it , it was like O.O ! Even shafie say is nice .. Then I thought it might only cost like $20-$30 cause I saw another shirt which cost that price . Then when I took out the price tag , I was SHOCK !
It cost a bloody $90 & I am not sure whether this is the discounted price not . If this is not the discounted price , it will cost $80 .. IT IS SUCH A BLOODY BOMB !
But I really ♡love♡ that shirt lor .. Ah ~ I wish to have a cake & candle now & wish for it .. Well , it might be my wish list ba .. ^-^
Shafie tried on EVEN MORE shirts than me ! omg ~ gay .. =.=
ah ~ I ♡love♡ that shirt ..
Then after that , Duan Ming come to meet me cause I need his help to park my bike as I need to rush to Bedok to pick baby up .. Well , he is right beside me now in my house pushing the chair here & there , laughing .. Lazy type , going look after him ..
Well , today start sch EARLY .. So ended early too lor ~

D&T having test & I just gave up cause I forget study . But thankx ah sya for *ehem* u know I know kk le ~ & Mr.ifogotyournameagain teacher who help me!!
You are the BEST D&T cher I ever ever get.i sure will miss u when i gets out of sch~

After that was Chi .. Pass my Chi CA1(??) or maybe SA1(??) -- I don't know if the marks were CA or SA -- with 75.5 . The marks were ok to me ba .. Not being greedy la but I was hoping to get like .. Abit more ? At least like .. 78 or 80 .. Haix .. But never mind , I am happy ^^
But hor ! Mdm.Qin hor .. So GRRR lor !! She was like telling people to look at my compo just because I wrote 5 pages long . I mean , I got told her before what , if I ever did something which is good , DON'T say out .. Cause I don't like to let people know . Then she purposly go say out lor .. SADED la !
AND hor ! She go talk about CATS so loudly lor ! Although she never mention my name la , but then , no need to talk about cats so loud ma !! Cats are really scary what ~
T_T
They are scary cause

• They bite pple
• They chase pple
• They scratch pple
• The are proud sometime
• They climb trees & can't get down thus leading pple to get worried for them
• They miaow in the cat way . * Although I miaow too but I didn't miaow in de cat way ma ~ *

So you see , cats are very very evil ~ But cher , although I wrote that I *ehemafraidehem* of cats , but I never bully them lor ! I even wrote that I ask my big brother not to bully them lor !! Miaow !

History was boring .. Doing essay ..

After that went plaza with sya & der-vii ~ aiyah , go do SS le ~ 888 ~!! & oyah ! DER-VII speak about my BAD WORDS infront of me lor !! grr ! Scolded her .. hahas . But at least she is TONS much better than that BITCH !

我真得真的好希望有人能够陪在我身边 ..
就算什么忙也帮不到至少，听着我哭泣也够了 ..

真的 .. 我好累了 ..

或许有一天当我走投无路时 , 我连自己也出卖了 ..
活着是因为我的家人 .. 当他们的重要性对你来说以超乎自我时 , "要对自己好一些"
我从来不会对自己好一些但是为了超乎自我的他们 , 我真的什么都愿意做 , 无怨无悔

所有的所有都会是为了他们 ..
或许当这些事发生时 , 我便能够解脱了 ..
对他们也就没有热很愧疚了 ..

打电话给了好多人 .. 好多好多人
可所有人都忙着自己的东西 ..

有没有试过有这种有心无力的感觉 ?
有没有试过有这种消灭自己的无力 ?
有没有试过对世界的绝望 ?

会有谁 , 陪着我 ?

I don't know if other religions have song on their 'bibles' or not la .
But my religion have . And by listening to it , it really calms one's soul .

Opps ~ I know I shouldn't be so bad to reveal messages that other people sent to me la ..
But let's start assuming that I'm still 'young' so I am so innocent to type out the message . Yah , I am a small kid now .


Alright , that is the message .
And this is what I'm going to reply with my style of "o" .

I don't care what you do to others anymore BUT it is a nono if you want to touch any of MY people . Understand ?

Message ended ..

Aiyoh ~ I am lazy to type now cause I have 'something' on ~ Omg ~
seriously , I am smiling to the screen ~
wuu scary ~! ahaha ! bear !!!!

ahahas !
k ..

- Went breakfast with Chin Siang at plaza in the early morning . Turns out that he wanted to have breakfast with my brother instead of me .
- Went school for my D&T .
- Was blowing bubbles when suddenly Sya msg-ed me saying she was hurt .
- When running out of sch , saw Shafie locking his bike .
- Was shouting to him " Quick la ! Syarafa hurt ! " then he go " huh " me .. WTH .. Then leave my file & bag , took my handphone & run outside .
- Was running when my hair starts 'falling ' . So I was like 'undressing' my hair while running .
- While running , my chest hurt so much so clenched my fists on my chest . Then those bangala wolfwhistle . WTF . And I would have pass my 2.4km if I run in this speed .

- Saw Sya & she was like having mens on her legs . It is serious .
- Was kinda shock cause I don't know what to do .. So she sat , Shafie on bike , me squating down , deciding on what to do ..
- Went & took 119/911 whatever bus back to sch .
- Went to the office . And I hate this heartless sch cause they chase us OUT just because the principal was in his office . It IS so what the FUCK !

- Went and took a taxi which cost me $3.90 to the polyclinic .
- Was close . But they let Sya go in . ALONE .
- And she sneak out .. =.=

- Went CP's clinic which cost a BOMB-ing price of $50 !
- Was so tired that I just fell asleep when waiting for our number . And somehow I remembered that I talked crap .
- Went in the room & basically , I didn't know what happen cause I was sleeping on the doc's desk .

- Woke up by Ros & went out .
- As I was sleeping like really sleeping -- Unlike those naps I took in sch which the mind is not totally close -- I was so blur . Yah , this happen when I really fell asleep out of tiredness . My mind just goes on a riot & nothing from the outside world can interupt me . And everytime I wake up , I'll be damn fucking blur & starts talking CRAP .
- Help Sya paid her bill by nets . Thankx Chin Siang for lending her the money .

- Went library & study & immediatly , I was so energetic .
- Had a screen in the library . Stupid .

- Went home . & took medicine
- Woke up just only & the house is EMPTY once again ..

Notice something ? Almost all of the sentence starts with a 'W'
Alright ~ Going to start on my something ~
OMG ~!
I am smiling again ~!
I am finally done with my blog !
oyah !