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  • date:Tuesday, June 30, 2009
    time:6:57 PM
    & this is what they call 'friends'
    Oh friends , keep your mouth shut when you have no guts .

    ^o^

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    date:
    time:6:16 PM
    & seriously , I found out that whenever I'm very very pissed off , I will tend to do SILLY stuffs ..

    date:
    time:6:01 PM
    & I thought we were friends ..

    Yet when troubles occur , you just talk behind the phone .


    I am so pissed off until I cry ;
    the door of the toilet is spoilt because of my temper ;
    the eyes of mine are bloodshot because of my temper ;
    the knifes of the kitchen are in my bag because of my temper ;
    & I thought you is suppose to be my brother .

    date:
    time:9:19 AM
    You were born on 5th day of July, Monday.


    Your Life : Although you are on the quiet side, but you enjoy excitement and changes. Routine is something you cannot stand. Because of your extreme confidence,you hardly ask others for opinion. You believe in leading your own life,and you have got the gift in doing so.

    Your Love : Nothing can stop you from making progress in your love life. Once you are in love, you feel the ownership of your lover. A third party can only makes your jealousy becomes worse.

    onglai have Discover Girls Reality Through Birth Date!



    You were born on 5 July, Monday.

    POSITIVE : This girl is honest, tough, alert, not easy to give up independence and know how to manage your relationship. Pleased by others. She is generous, energetic, hardworking, precise and good in managing her financial matter. In love, she give her best and ready to sacrifice everything.

    NEGATIVE : Short temper, wouldnt back off in fight.



    You are meant to be PLANNER

    You have the natural talent as a Planner. Your way of thinking in different and unique way make you are the right candidate as a planner in any organization. Your way of thinking exceed others. Surely it will bring a lot of profit in the organization.


    Easy making friends is your type but always depends on others. For you, your life are wonderful because of your experience. In communication, you are not so good. Your type is a type that keep problem by yourself until it become burden.


    PUPPLE I like purple ^^

    Like : This hue has an aura of mystery and intrigue. The purple person is enigmatic and highly creative, with a quick perception of spiritual ideas. Purple is often preferred by artists. People who like to consider themselves different from the common herd or unconventional often prefer purple.
    You are often generous and, at times, charming. Purple is also associated with wit, keen observation, super sensitivity, vanity and moodiness. Because purple is a combination of red and blue, which are opposites in many ways, you often have conflicting traits. You are constantly trying to balance those opposites--the excitement of red with the tranquillity of blue.
    It has been said that purple people are easy to live with but hard to know. You can be secretive, so that even when you seem to confide freely, your closest friends never completely understand you.

    Dislike : If you dislike purple, you probably have no desire to be artistic or creative. You feel that purple represents snobbery, falseness, exaggeration and vanity. You pride yourself on your sincerity and genius, and sometimes misjudge others because you do not like them or approve of them. You find it difficult to increase your own self-confidence, and you must learn you cannot build it by condemning others.

    date:
    time:9:09 AM
    You were born on Monday under Full Moon phase.

    Full Moon : Being born in the middle of the cycle means that your talents lie in bringing matters to fruition. You are adept at tempering logic with instinct and practicality with creativity. Moreover, this period acts like a bridge, linking you to the past, but also projecting your ideas into the future. The negative side is that you may suffer guilt and irrational fears, especially when it comes to personal relationships. Only when you learn to take control of your own feelings, rather than taking your emotional cue from your partner, will you find a way of sustaining a mutually rewarding intimate relationship. Your best efforts will find their flowering after middle age.


    O : You are very open-minded.
    N : You like to work, but you always want a break.
    G : You have excellent ways of viewing people.

    P : You are very friendly and understanding.
    O : You are very open-minded.
    H : You are not judgmental.

    H : You are not judgmental.
    O : You are very open-minded.
    N : You like to work, but you always want a break.
    G : You have excellent ways of viewing people.

    You are very open-minded. You like to work, but you always want a break. You have excellent ways of viewing people. You are very friendly and understanding. You are not judgmental.

    Your tree is Fir: The Mysterious.

    Personality : Extraordinary taste, dignity, cultivated airs, loves anything beautiful, moody, stubborn, tends to egoism but cares for those close to it, rather modest, very ambitious, talented, industrious uncounted lover, many friends, many foes, very reliable.




    date:Monday, June 29, 2009
    time:10:04 PM
    Once upon a time
    *it wasn't long actually , just afew weeks ago*
    when there was a period call the June holidays
    *which only last for about 1 week for me because of needs to go back to sch*
    I was hoping & praying that school would start again because I am bored at home ..
    & now , when school is starting ..
    I . DON'T . WANT . TO . GO . AT . ALL !

    date:Sunday, June 28, 2009
    time:8:05 PM
    omg ~ i think im so addicted to Sorority Life in facebook sia !
    is like .. wtf man ! haiz .. im suppose to be addicted to nothing especially games of facebook !

    & there is a new timetable again for the new term .. haiz ..
    lazy copy lor ..
    & house tee ?! for what .. haiz .. my house tee is UNDER my many pants lor ..
    zzz


    haiz .. lazy lazy copy !!
    seriously .. can i tell them that idonve any internet access & com at all ?!!!

    date:Thursday, June 25, 2009
    time:10:23 AM
    有时候并不是你不够成熟 , 而是不知道如何以成熟的面孔和人接触 .
    有时候并不是你不够成熟 , 而是因为害怕承受伤痛所以把自己给伪装了 .

    成熟就那么重要吗 ?
    真真正正地把成熟搬出台面时 , 大家还能够如此嘻嘻哈哈地融合在一起吗 ?


    真的不知道 …
    大家保留着那么一点的天真和幼稚心灵就真的会那么难吗 ?
    就真的让人那么难堪吗 ?

    他还是不懂 …
    永远不懂 …
    你还是不了解 …
    永远不了解 …

    所有人都体会不到吗 …?
    我们的心灵并没想象中那么强壮呀 !
    我们还是需要那童年的轻松 , 那童年的无邪呀 !

    date:Wednesday, June 24, 2009
    time:6:29 PM
    I think I am going to get myself a birthday present ^^

    I want to get an anklet(??) the thing that wear on you ankle like how some children wear on theirs ..

    Yah , I want to get an anklet that could be worn aroung my ankle WITHOUT rusting .. With bell(s) added too ^^

    But where to buy ..

    date:
    time:6:24 PM
    omg .. i think im in 'love' with someone's voice ! omg ~!!!
    there was this guy who called just now looking for Ren En's father ..
    obviously is wrong number & i think that guy is a teacher ..
    Told him that there is no one with this number & he apologised & hang .

    But this is NOT the main point !
    The main point is that he has a very NICE cum ATTRACTIVE voice !
    seriously , I bet no one can resist his voice sia !
    His voice is like so deep but not so scary .. Can make you feel like you knew this person & he mean no harm ..
    AIYAH ! don't know how say la ..

    It is just a very very warm voice ! omg ! 1st time I knew that BOY's voice can be attractive sia !
    OMG ! I want to be his student ! I confirm will listen to his teaching !
    but perhap I might fell asleep cause his voice so nice !
    YAH ! his voice so calming ! omg !!
    Please let me hear his voice again ~
    *^.^* omg ~ shy ~
    ahahas !!

    hmm ..
    my ears are itching to hear his voice ~!!
    woa ! so D.I.S.G.U.S.T.I.N.G !
    but seriously , i want to hear his voice again ..

    date:
    time:2:53 AM
    人之初 性本善 性相近 习相远
    苟不教 性乃迁 教之道 贵以专
    昔孟母 择邻处 子不学 断机杼
    窦燕山 有义方 教五子 名俱扬

    养不教 父之过 教不严 师之惰
    子不学 非所宜 幼不学 老何为
    玉不琢 不成器 人不学 不知义
    为人子 方少时 亲师友 习礼仪

    香九龄 能温席 孝於亲 所当执
    融四岁 能让梨 弟於长 宜先知
    首孝弟 次见闻 知某数 识某文
    一而十 十而百 百而千 千而万

    三才者 天地人 三光者 日月星
    三纲者 君臣义 父子亲 夫妇顺
    曰春夏 曰秋冬 此四时 运不穷
    曰南北 曰西东 此四方 应乎中

    曰火水 木金土 此五行 本乎数
    曰仁义 礼智信 此五常 不容紊
    稻粱菽 麦黍稷 此六谷 人所食
    马牛羊 鸡犬豕 此六畜 人所饲

    曰喜怒 曰哀惧 爱恶欲 七情具
    匏土革 木石金 与丝竹 乃八音
    高曾祖 父而身 身而子 子而孙
    自子孙 至玄曾 乃九族 人之伦

    父子恩 夫妇从 兄则友 弟则恭
    长幼序 友与朋 君则敬 臣则忠
    此十义 人所同 凡训蒙 须讲究

    详训诂 名句读 为学者 必有初
    小学终 至四书 论语者 二十篇
    群弟子 记善言

    孟子者 七篇止 讲道德 说仁义
    作中庸 子思笔 中不偏 庸不易
    作大学 乃曾子 自修齐 至平治
    孝经通 四书熟 如六经 始可读

    诗书易 礼春秋 号六经 当讲求
    有连山 有归藏 有周易 三易详
    有典谟 有训诰 有誓命 书之奥
    我周公 作周礼 着六官 存治体

    大小戴 注礼记 述圣言 礼乐备
    曰国风 曰雅颂 号四诗 当讽咏
    诗既亡 春秋作 寓褒贬 别善恶
    三传者 有公羊 有左氏 有彀梁

    经既明 方读子 撮其要 记其事 
    五子者 有荀杨 文中子 及老庄
    经子通 读诸史 考世系 知终始

    自羲农 至黄帝 号三皇 居上世
    唐有虞 号二帝 相揖逊 称盛世
    夏有禹 商有汤 周文武 称三王

    夏传子 家天下 四百载 迁夏社
    汤伐夏 国号商 六百载 至纣亡
    周武王 始诛纣 八百载 最长久

    周辙东 王纲堕 逞干戈 尚游说
    始春秋 终战国 五霸强 七雄出
    嬴秦氏 始兼并 传二世 楚汉争
    高祖兴 汉业建 至孝平 王莽篡

    光武兴 为东汉 四百年 终於献
    魏蜀吴 争汉鼎 号三国 迄两晋
    宋齐继 梁陈承 为南朝 都金陵
    北元魏 分东西 宇文周 兴高齐

    迨至隋 一土宇 不再传 失统绪
    唐高祖 起义师 除隋乱 创国基
    二十传 三百载 梁灭之 国乃改

    梁唐晋 及汉周 称五代 皆有由
    炎宋兴 受周禅 十八传 南北混

    date:Tuesday, June 23, 2009
    time:9:01 PM
    ithink im going to have a new neighbour again ..
    my nextdoor neighbour who had just move in like less than half a year is finding agents ..

    so far alr have 3 INDIAN families coming to view the house ..
    yah , all are indians ..
    & all of the families had kids about my age or maybe older & all are boys ..
    maybe got 1 girl in the 1st family cause I seems to see her that day ..
    my row of neighbours are going to be full of indians ..
    haiz .. the next next door neighbour also indians & they just move in in about the same time as the next door .. & they are so damn freaking noisy lor ! both girls studied in compassvale sec . damn stupid noisy every morning , afternoon & even NIGHT lor ! talk & laugh & SCREAM as if like they live in a HDB where every units is unoccupied . =.=

    Haiz .. then just now suddenly thinking , if 1 day I go stead with an indian , what will happen ?
    O.o not being racist la , but my family confrim will not agree lor !!
    especially my grandma .. =.=

    but seriously , mix blood kid from Chinese & Indian are quite good looking lor ..
    Almost all mix-blood are pretty/handsome ..
    hmm .. maybe I can have a mix-blood baby & a chinese husband ?
    NO !! omG !! then who will be the kid's father =.=

    AH ! I know , a mix-blood chinese husband so my child will be mix-mix-blood ..
    =.= ala ~ mix-blood guy is so hard to find ..
    =.= continue dreaming ~

    oyah ! today had such a nice dream lor !
    dreamt about us hunting vampires ~!!
    ahahas !

    date:Monday, June 22, 2009
    time:5:36 PM
    i love cooking ~!!
    seriously , i not being BHB la .. but , i think i can cook ^^ well , except for eggs !
    i cant cook eggs .. idk why .. T_T

    hmm .. da whole house is full of the smell of cooking ..
    but i did a very stupid thing , i went bathin before i cook =.=
    & i had to bath AGAIN .. =.=
    ahahas !!

    cooking ~!!
    but i am tired of my restaurant city .. it is like grrrr ..
    haiz ..
    & im listening to the 大悲咒 while cooking ..
    omg ~ it seems is so wrong sia ! I am cooking with MEAT & im listening to those Buddha song .. ah ~

    date:Sunday, June 21, 2009
    time:6:59 PM
    omg ~ this show is so nice ! omg !! ahahas
    & chua dio lor .. tot our sch kana h1n1 .. no lessons ! miaow ~!! happy !
    eh wait ! my textbook all at sch sia ! damn !
    i rather no O'lvl lor ..
    hmm .. 26 jun 10 am .. need rmb ..

    And if you are going to blame chicken little because of ME , I tell you , don't . It isn't his fault . If you want , I can stop contacting him !

    date:
    time:3:02 PM
    Father day & my father not in . cute hor

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    date:Saturday, June 20, 2009
    time:11:19 PM
    I will walk away from you with my head high ;
    without the tears dripping for you to see
    Artemis Kee Zi Jing asked him to go out .
    He lied to Ong Poh Hong .
    He wanted to meet up with Artemis Kee Zi Jing however she did not turn out .
    Ong Poh Hong 'accidentaly' came across the supposly-be-in-camp him .
    Ong Poh Hong started question him with the question :" Why do you lie to me ?" over & over again .
    He replied with a lying answer that he wanted to surprise her & lying to her was because he wanted to style his hair .
    Ong Poh Hong was hoping that he could at least tell her a truth , just one truth is enough for her to believe him again . But all he was saying all along were still lies .
    Ong Poh Hong gave him a push and threw the couple pendent which she had been taking care of for months at him .
    Ong Poh Hong walked off with her head held high and the tears not falling .
    From today onwards , Artemis Kee Zi Jing will be dead unless fate allows her to appear again .
    Artemis Kee Zi Jing = Ong Poh Hong
    If he could face Artemis Kee Zi Jing with the truth , how can he lie to Ong Poh Hong ?
    为什么 ? 为什么你要在我从新相信你时再一次地骗我 ?
    为什么到最后你还是选择骗我 ?
    就算是无关紧要的实话 , 只要你说出来我还是会相信你的 ..
    为什么你连最后一句实话也吝啬地不要说出口呢 ?
    为什么要弄我相信你 ?
    after today , all will stop;
    the tears that keeps falling will stop;
    the hurt of betrayed will stop;
    the trust will stop;
    I hate you;
    I really do ;

    date:
    time:5:27 AM
    This is from Adele Goh Hui Ting & im being so bored cum kind to do this ^^



    1.Real name : Ong Poh Hong

    2.Nickname(s) : Bee / Onglai

    3.Age : 16 soon !

    4.Height : this is quite a sensitive Q ..

    5.Weight : 40+

    6.Spec or contact lens : spec lor

    7.Horoscope : proudly a crab

    8.Male or Female : female aka LADY

    9.Tv or Games : perhaps com which u culd play & watch

    10.Primary School : compassvale pri - north south east west compassvalite we are da best !

    11.Secondar School : North Vista sec - wtf

    12.Poly or Jc : hopefully poly

    13.University : nah

    14.Hair : black

    15.Long or short hair : long

    16.Loud or Quiet : loud speaker born

    17.Sweats or Jeans : jacket ?

    18.Phone or camera : camera

    19.Health Freak : a healthy freak or a freak that is healthy ?

    20.Drink or smoke : both bt occaionly nia

    21.Have a crush on someone? : wrong question

    22.Eat or drink? : plus shyt

    23.Piercing(s) : ears

    24.Tattoos : want to have

    25.Social or antisocial : grown to have both ?

    26.First Relationship : Sec 2

    27.First bestfriend : K1 cause istill cant forget him

    48.Wealthy or happiness : if both culd exist together

    49.Want to get married? : ofcause

    50. Want kids ? : yes !

    51. Careers in mind: that is my goal bt a dream

    52. Fight before ?: takwondoe ~! ha-chia !

    53. Most regret of: nth

    54. Talented in: music ?

    55. Weak in ?: many many

    56. Romantic or spontaneous ?: idon favour romantic , freak me out

    57. Lips or eye ?: my mum gave me both

    58. Nice stomach or nice arms ?: nice food

    59. Shorter ? Taller ?: how i noe la ! I think im OK

    60. Protective or Caring : idk

    61. Hook-up or Relationships: hook up on a relationship ? clever me

    62. Troublemaker or hesitant: once again a mixture

    63. Lost glasses or contacts: YES !

    64. Ran away frm home: i cant run away from my home because da buildin is still dere

    65. Held a gun/knife for self defense : penknife yes

    66. Killed somebody: blank

    67. Broken someone's heart: only literally no

    68. Been arrested: as in ?

    69. Cried when someone died: i howl =.=

    70. Missed someone alot alot: nw nope

    71. Yourself: myself wat ?

    72. Miracles: to those who believe

    73. Love at first sight: LIKE at first sight

    74. Heaven or Hell: drag me to hell is nice but iwan be human ^^

    75. Santa claus: jingle bell~(x2)

    76. Cartoon or anime: both are darlings !

    77. Tooth Fairy: i love my teeth too much for her to take

    78. Kiss in th first date: blank

    79. Afraid of death: depends on how & why

    80. Handsome or cute: i ain handsome cause im a girl ; i ain cute cause im a grown up

    81. Pretty or cute: u mean my darlings ? THEY ARE BOTH !

    82. Reality or dream: deram

    83. Is there a person you want to be with now?: seriously , no

    84. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now?: im contented easily

    85. Do you believe in fate?: confirm plus chop

    86. Do you believe in fate?: this is repeated

    87. Do you believe in god?: yup

    88. How often do you lie?: hey hey,u cant ask this q ! what if pple find out my lies ??

    89. Do you respect elders?: is a must .

    90. Are you a good kid?: yup . im too good to be true possible

    91. Do you like your family? : i don like .. i love

    92. Do you like your friends?: i don like .. i treasure

    93. Are you greedy ?: eh..sometimes ?

    94. What do you want now ?: to eat nah-gerts & go down play bball .. yah , in 5.49am !

    95. What will you wish for ?: world peace & less obsticles for my loves

    96. A truth to first person?: a truth to first person ? a lie to last person .

    97. A truth to second person?: wth is this ?

    98. A truth to third person?: wtf is this ?

    99. Do you even trust yourself?: no

    100. Post as 100 truth and tag 8 ppl.


    Tagging

    -Rosliana
    -Syarafa
    -Divya
    -Chin Siang
    -Darren
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    -
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    name 10 friends and answer th questions below
    1.Rosliana
    2.Syarafa
    3.Divya
    4.Chin Siang
    5.Darren
    6.
    7.
    8.
    9.

    10.

    How is no.7 related to you? unknown

    Is no.1 special to you? of cause la !

    Have you quarrelled with no.4? damn many times lor , bt he give in de ^^

    If no.2 and no.8 are together, will you believe it? how can my hubby be with a blank !

    If no.10 said he/she loved you, will you be suprised? yes .. because a blank culd talk

    What do YOu have in common with no.9? im in a blank mode now

    How did you meet no.6? how i noe ? from my keyboard ??

    If you didn't met no.3, how will your life be? my blood won be gone by L/min because of talkin to her .

    no.5 a good friend? we knew each other not long .


    Tag 9 friends to do this quiz

    -Rosliana
    -Syarafa
    -Divya
    -Chin Siang
    -Darren

    date:
    time:4:57 AM
    我现在真的好乱好乱呀 ~
    到底 , 我该怎么做 ?
    到底什么是对什么是错 ?
    我从没玩过任何人 , 从来就没有 ..
    为什么 ?
    为什么要在我相信时那么用力地捅我一刀 ?
    或许大多数的人都会认为
    " puppy relationship , so what ? it is you who is stupid to believe . you deserve it ."
    我知道 .. 我全部都知道 ..
    是我自己自找罪受 , 慧婷已经劝我悬崖勒马了 ..
    可我还是一意孤行地相信他 .
    傻 ? 天真 ? 还是从头到尾地无药可救 ?
    或许 , 我选择相信的不是他而是回忆 ..
    或许 , 我选择相信的不是他而是自己的信心 ..
    或许 , 我选择相信的不是他而是认为自己因该相信他 ..
    所以我不后悔 .. 不后悔相信他 ..
    起码 .. 我得到自己自信过高的代价 ..
    好像下楼走一下 .. 好想抱着自己豪放地大哭一场而不是默默地对着电脑唉声叹气 , 对着它默默地流泪 ..
    好久没那么 “爽” 了 ..
    Most people in this world would hope to have a relationship that will bring you happy thoughts when you recall .
    However , I would prefer a relationship that would bring back more hurt than happiness ..
    Because at least , there is prove that you , did put in your real feeling ..

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    date:
    time:3:10 AM
    seriously , after so long , I still think that 人鱼的眼泪 is the best song which is not connected with other people .

    date:
    time:2:49 AM
    有时候当自己好难过好难过时 , 反而会希望自己是一个人的 ..
    一个人在电脑面前打字 , 一个人在电脑前听悲伤的歌 ..
    一个人也不错 ..
    第一次被欺骗的那么那么深 .. 或许这会是自己的转捩点

    Adele ah Adele , my friend ah my friend .. You hor .. Never mind , whatever I wanted to say , already say in MSN le .. Think it over .

    date:Friday, June 19, 2009
    time:9:12 PM
    I am somehow a proud & independent girl when it comes to relationship . When someone betrayed me , I might feel sad but I won't be low . I might feel hurt but I won't cry . I am happy instead because at least I get to see how you really look like before more hurts are put on me .

    date:Thursday, June 18, 2009
    time:5:09 AM
    好像游泳 .. 可是似乎会很寂寞

    date:Friday, June 12, 2009
    time:7:20 PM
    I am hungry .. Really very hungry ~ T_T
    wanted to go Causeway Point but all of a sudden , I am wondering .. I might get ignored or scolded if I go .. I am not sure if he is there anot too .. Maybe he might not even be there ..

    Suddenly have this urge of going the St.James or whatever they call it . how .

    date:
    time:1:48 AM
    Because of someone's one sentence , even though I am having my stupid mai-grain again , I am still trying to win that person . Is it stupid ? Seriously ..

    date:Thursday, June 11, 2009
    time:11:00 PM
    I am not a Twilight's fan but now .. I wish to get the whole set of this series . Not because I love it but because this series is another kind of book which involves those WOA things next to Harry Potter . But I had already read all of Harry Potter till I can memorise the story line . Well , so for now , I want Twilight .. Any kind soul ? AHAHAHAS

    date:
    time:8:37 PM
    Yesterday was a special day . Special as in it isn't a day that something special happen neither a day that is to remember or celebrate anything . It is a special normal day .

    Woke up & went to D&T late .. Aiyoh , cut short la .. It was special for alot of things ..

    Firstly it was special because it was my 1st time in Secondary life when I really really enjoy doing D&T .. Maybe it was because this is O'lvl project & we get to have ANY materials available & do ANYTHING that we wanted .

    Secondly , Mr Wong so good help me print & help out in my work . ALTHOUGH he BROKE my pole which he told me CONFIRM won't break but I don't really blame him . ^^

    Thirdly , because I finally get to really talk to both the workshop instructor . But they seems to be pek chek of me cause I keep run in & out .


    Fouthly cause I get to talk to my class people . Not really whole class la but those who appear in yesterday D&T lesson . ^^ & I am really happy .

    Fifth , I saw Keith at plaza when having lunch break & I seriously never notice him as Keith lor . Cause he just like walk pass me , sya & shafie ma .. Then I saw a guy*him* & a girl*her gf* . Then shafie suddenly tell me that someone called me . Then I am like who ? Then Keith send me a msg afterwards ask me why I diao him == So I finally know the truth ~ ps ah ~ I seriously NEVER stare at you ^^

    Sixth , someone bloody guys took video of Shafie . Then I go ask them why they take & all those shit la . Then shafie was like HIDING when I was questioning them because of HIM . then when we get out of Mac , Shafie didn't even thank me lor ! He said :" Is you want to go & find them blah blah blah ." Make me so damn freaking GRRR lor ! I am not even IN their video so I find them for what shit ?! I help him find then he like that say . GRR ! I won't ever help any of my friends anymore ! pathetic . But luckily la .. Sya saw them taking video then told me so I know . If I don't know , scarcely even more problem ah . But all along I was NOT facing the cam lor . GRR ! Help him & he said that . Mind him sia ! It is his problem & I am helping him MYSELF & he say those shyt . freako .

    Today never went sch cause got people come my house . A handsome BABY ^^ brought him to econ to buy snack then he so cute lor . He walk here walk there want buy this buy that . Then when we pass by the bread section , he told me that his house got the London Choco roll ~! Then I say I don't have . Then he say :" I help you buy ." Then he pass me back my wallet * I ask him help me take* then he walk to the shelf & take 1 box down . Then I am like LAUGHING lor ! ahahas ! Bought ice-cream for him .. Then when we went back my house with him still eating his cup ice-cream . Then when near my unit , he told me 'softly' :" Jiejie , you don't tell my mummy hor ." But his worries was being heard ! ahahas ! so she go & ask him " What you don't want jiejie to tell me ?" ahahas ! Then he was holding the ice-cream then smile smile then hide behind me ! ahahas ! then he said :" mummy , I buy ice-cream lei" Then both of us laugh so loud lor ! Then he suddenly say :" lao ba sai"*hokkien* which means Cry Out Loud . OMG ! imagine a 4 years old baby saying this ! OMG ! then I laugh till so hard sia ! yah ! cry out loud sia ! ahahas !!!!!! he said this to his mother & me sia ! ahahas ! then when he went home , I shout to him from my house corridoor when he was downstair . Shout to him not to tell anyone that we ate ice-cream . Then he reply very loud :" Mummy . Jiejie & I eat ice-cream lei" wth ! ahahas !

    Seriously , if there is anyone who dares to hurt him , I will fight till the end . Even if that person is his parent . I won't care . I love vampires

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    date:Tuesday, June 9, 2009
    time:12:12 AM
    Was being scare out of my own skin just now . Adele bluff me & never called . Chin Siang never reply . haix ... Doing D&T till I siaow ~!! eyes became @_@

    我不能为一段感情而放弃所有
    我愿意为那一个人而牺牲自己
    原因很简单 .. 因为让我朝思暮想的是那人的影子而非那感情 .
    因为我就是我 .
    This isn't meant for anyone but myself .

    date:Monday, June 8, 2009
    time:1:22 AM

    The round round big big bright bright kind kind pretty pretty moon

    date:
    time:12:44 AM
    I just went down & went up after meeting Jonathan Tan .. Yah , he was sadsad . Then when going back home , notice the moon was like so BIG , so ROUND & so >BRIGHT .. So lei , I suddenly had a thought ..

    Went out of the void deck , look up & smile at the moon , close my eyes & start praying ..

    I prayed for alot alot of people , other than praying for my family & darlings , I also prayed for my Sec 1 & Sec 4 classmates . ^.^ It is like so hard can anot .. Cause at first , I just told the moon to bless those that I know & loves .. Then I suddenly remember that I don't know my class people ! So if the praying DO comes true , they won't benefit ! So lei , I start recalling their names & told the moon & seriously , it is hard because I don't know all of their names ! So I gladly use their nick ^^ ahahas ~ the moon will know who am I praying for de la ~

    So lei , I prayed for so many people then I just remember *when I was bathing* I forget to pray for myself ! YAH ! I pray for EVERYONE that I know & I forget to pray for myself !! T_T never mind , the moon will bless me too ~ keke ~ People happy , I happy ..

    Then I told the moon that if she is willing to grant my praying , prove it to me by allowing the lift that I am going to take later on to NOT jam .. So lei , I took the lift home after praying & the lift did not jam ! So it means that she agree to my praying & will bless everyone !

    Well , my praying was that everyone that I know will have a future & relationships that will be bright & round with no endings . Everyone's life will be bright & everyone's suffering will be given to the minimize .

    & I start getting greedy when I prayed for my family & darlings ..



    I want my parents to be happy & not work so hard . I want them to enjoy their life when we grow up which means my brothers & I have to be successful in the future . I hope my brothers will grow up good looking , be good , find a good wife & have a few pretty children . All of my family & blood related , theirs hurts & sufferings to be minimize .

    I want Ros to be happy & stop thinking that she is inferior . I want her to pass her N'lvl & O'lvl with flying colors . I want her to have a suitable crush for her age =p . I want her to not be sad in class . I want her not to get bullied . I want her siblings to be happy & good to her . I want her to get a good future with a good husband . Hurts & sufferings to be minimize

    I want Sya to not always emo emo sad sad . I want her to be happy in her family . I want her to walk carefully & not always ji-ka-BOOM fall down . I want her to smile more . I want her dad to understand her more . I want her siblings to be happy . *pss , I want to see how her bro look cause till NOW , I haven't see how he look like lor !* . I want her to get a good future with a good husband . Hurts & sufferings to be minimize .

    I want Der-vii to not always get bullied . I want her to get enough breads for her life . I want her parents to not always control her so much . I want her to not be so cocky =p . I want her to keep laughing . I want her to get a good future with a good husband . Hurts & sufferings to be minimize .

    I want Adele to don't always fret over her friends . I want her to see clear of what she wants . I want her to always smile . I want her to be daring enough to fight for her love & dare to love . I want her relationships with her mother to improve . I want her to get a good future with someone she REALLY loves . Hurts & sufferings to be minimize .

    I want Chin Siang to overcome all most of his weakness , if not , at least dare to face them & challenge them . I want him to start putting some trust to others . I want his crisis now to be solve faster & easier . I want him to be more closer with his friends & family & understands what he really wants . I want him to be happy & not always sad & thinks that he is all alone in this world with no one trusting him . I want someone whom will really really treasure him more than she treasures other things to be with him . I want her to get a good future & earn big money to support his wife & have few children with a dream home of his . Hurts & sufferings to be minimize .

    I want An to find someone whom he will really love . I want him to boned more with his family . I want him to smile more & play more like how he did that day when we went to lan . I want him to stay young at heart . I want him to get a good good wife & invite me to his wedding . Hurts & sufferings to be minimize .

    I want Kenneth , Jonathan(s) , Ben , Sherlyn , Duan Min & etc to be smiling . I want them to be able to look at the moon with people whom they treasures everytime for many many years .

    yup , so this is abt it for my greediness for those VERY IMPORTANT to me . Everyone will be happy including those that I never write here because I prayed for u girls&guys ! miaow ! & i forget to pray for myself ~ T_T

    date:Sunday, June 7, 2009
    time:6:26 PM
    im so freaking bored now .. just finish tidying my room ~ & .. IT is still untidy ~!! ahahas !
    seriously , my room is like a guy's room lor .. so untidy .. I want go out ~ But don't know can go where .. haix .........

    Oh ~ I love u

    & there is this bloody bastard/bitch spammin my bro's blog ! fu !

    date:Saturday, June 6, 2009
    time:1:52 AM
    omg ! im laughin like hell now cause i juz went to read sya's blog & remember today's stuffs ! well , here ghost ~ not ghost , goes ~


    kk .. went to school with an idotic hairstyle because my clip broke .. & i let go of my hair the whole of today ^^ had hist test which I basically did not hand up at all cause my mind was in a blank .. well , am ready for mr goh's scoldings .


    Went to the lit send-me-ner at Greenwood/Greengrass/Greenrock Club .. dono whats da name .. yah , i was like sleeping for almost da whole thing & kana scare by wanying .. then was kinda like pissed off with sya because people go disturb my PEACEFUL sleep-ness .. then i seriously hate people to disturb me when im sleepin so lor ~ ps ~


    walked to amk hub with shafie & sya .. AND I BLOODY FORGET MY PINK DOLPHIN & I ONLY DRANK LESS THAN HALF !

    yah .. then shafie was like bringing us UP & DOWN amkhub just to search for his ice-cream =.= & in the end , the ice cream is at da NTUC there . GRR .. well , went to NTUC play play walk walk ^^ & they deny the fact that I can be a good salegirl ~ T_T

    ahahas !! then shafie was walking ard da whole hub to window shop .. HE IS A GUY FOR WHOEVER'S SAKE ! A GUY WINDOW SHOPPING ! OMFG ! yah .. he shop here shop there while me & sya was talkin abt Mr.Yon's marriage ..

    then at the 3rd/4th floor , while me & sya was lookin at our shirts , 2 girls sudd appear beside me then they ask :" Can we talk to you ?" then iwas like so chua dio lor .. then lei , 2 thoughts came out of my mind immediatly aft they ask that question ..
    1. They want to find trouble with me . It is either they not happy with me or I accidentaly did something wrong again .. Cause Sya was BESIDE me yet they just want to talk to me only .. but then I suddenly remember that I was wearing my sch uni . If wearing sch uni also kana trouble , then it will be so .. FUNNY .. so lei , 1st thought gone .
    2. They are asking for number . So lei , I look behind them expecting to see some GUYS .. But all I saw was EMPTINESS . Maybe they are les ? Omg .. yah !! I was thinking of this & I start lookin at them FROM head TO toes ! ahahas ! Then im like shock again .. 1st guy now girls .. wth ?? sure not ??

    then iwas like .. ah , eh .. orh .. eh .. huh ? yah , then sya was all along beside me & they never saw her .. Then shafie kpo sudd pop in go ask them " are u all selling stuffs or what ? " Then I start giggling cause 1 of the girl said " No . we not sellin anything . why everyone think that I am selling things ?"

    Yah ! & i start LAUGHING till need to squat down when shafie said " Is this some kind of magic tricks or what ? then u got camera ? " & he starts turning here & there lookin for camera !! OMG !! So stupid la ! shuld see his expression lor ! ahahas !

    Well , in the end , they come to find us because they want us to become Christian .. Then they start saying how good is their god all this stuffs la .. Then say that Jesus is here to save the world . So I ask them :" What had BABIES did to kill them in those natural disasters ? " Then the girls said that it was because god wanted to punish those sinful people . Then I ask them " So babies did anything sinful ? He let those babies die just to punish it's parent ? is this saving ? " Then they like speechless . I apologise . then they start asking our names & they pronouce sya & shafie's wrong ! they pronouce till like .. idk .. ahahas ! Then they start prayin for us ..

    cab-ed home ............. before that had our dinner with shafie telin us about his childhood .. sya like never see before television in cab like that .. ah ~ im bored .. yah , abt all liao .. 88


    date:Thursday, June 4, 2009
    time:10:30 PM
    Someone just sent me a msg telling me that he will be ton-ing underneath my void deck today & this is so __ ! wth ! he better don't come because I for sure will go down & have some bloody fun with him . If he is that bloody bored to come & disturb me , grr ! damn .. make my stomach ache again . yah , it is painful . damn ! stupid guy ! can't u uds that i don wan i don wan I DON'T WANT ??? I alr gave u so many reasons on why idonwan & why we can't yet can't u uds eng ? & alamak ! seriously , are u cute or dumb ? I don't want u to come ! seriously ! damn ! feel like writing everything down lor ~!!!

    daddy ! he is the trouble that i said ! where are u ?!!!!! I want find people talk !! T_T

    date:Wednesday, June 3, 2009
    time:11:55 PM














    Yah , this is MY baby !!!!






    omg ! so damn funny ~!!
    there is this boy/guy who was chatting with me just now ..

    Then I mention BABIES & baby while chatting .
    And he asked me whose babies & I said MINE ..
    And he was like SHOCK ! Omg ~ & he believed cause I show him baby's pic !

    Then he said *somehow* this " I thought you are a normal girl .. "
    ahahahas !! so having baby are ABNORMAL ? nvm nvm ~!! abnormal already call me abnormal ~!! ahahas !! omg ~! stomach ache from laughing !!!

    date:Monday, June 1, 2009
    time:11:04 PM



    it was painful even till now sia .. yah , the hand is like still hurts .. but i damn bravely never cry lor ~ cause I got sneak at the paper the missy nurse take . If I sob or moan , the possiblity of me staying in hospital will be very very big .. So I only SOB when no one was around cause it was really very miserable .. ihope none of my family & friends suffer this bloody virus infection

    date:
    time:2:19 PM
    Who will get admitted to the hospital on the day of their o'lvl ?
    Well , I did ..
    damn lor .. kana admitted to hospital .. with fever like 40+ degree Celsius lor ! then the doc wanted me to stay in hospital , I requested & plead with him not to ..

    So he let me put 4 packets of drips with the drips faster than normal .. it was suppose to be like 8-9 hours yet in 4 hours , I am done ..
    haix .. don't want type le .. very pain my hand .. very very .. so im like using 1 hand to type ..

    & to those who ask me how am I . I love you ~! chiu ~!!
    can i cry cause I really so miserable now ?!