oh baby ; embrace me
and we will dance with themoon
LADY
Photobucket
Best view using Internet Explorer.


` P O H H O N G
A.K.A Bee // Onglai
Born as a CANCER
In the peaceful day of o5o793

Was a compassvale-lite
nNow a vista-rain

Have serious mood-swing
Msn


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com


gulugulu-miaow ~!


LINKS
  • suet leng
  • bylene
  • 2e4o7
  • ros?
  • Sya?
  • 1e2o6
  • Vivian
  • menghwee
  • karyl
  • shili
  • natasha
  • laogong
  • yiling
  • yongmin
  • weiqi
  • friendster
  • 翁清海
  • bao zhu
  • adele
  • kathy
  • yi hao
  • doll
  • lynn
  • ida
  • kerron
  • audi-guild
  • audi-guild
  • siti wawa
  • Kun Tai?
  • CS
  • old blog??
  • senior clone
  • jonathanLEE
  • Kenneth Lau
  • Xue Bing
  • 3e5o8
  • monkey
  • miaow miaow
  • Darren
  • Ben
  • Sherlyn xiaomei
  • Chin Hao
  • Zi Jian
  • Boy?
  • Ahmad
  • Darry



    ShoutMix chat widget

    Blabber history:

  • date:Thursday, August 27, 2009
    time:11:51 AM
    Just came across a news from a Chinese website .
    The title of the news is this

    Little girl being push under the train ; both legs being squashed
    Do you know how old is this little girl ? She is just bloody ONE years old ! ONE years old ONLY !
    She was found under the train with both of her legs being squash badly . According to withness , before this happen , she was sitting in a basket carried behind an old man's back . Beside the old man was an old lady .
    And as the train slowly approach , the old man quickly took down his basket & just put the baby's legs on the railway & as the baby scream out , both of the old bastard ran off . A passerby caught hold of the old man but the old woman ran off .
    The baby was being sent to a hospital . The doctor who was operating on a lady , on hearing the news , explained quickly to that lady & rush over to save that baby . That lady didn't mind the doctor running off as she said that :" My operation , in compare with the baby's , is nothing"
    After the operation , the baby's legs had to be saw off so as to save her life . And infront of her bed , her name shown was "nameless" . Many people surrounded her but NONE are her family .
    A nurse who have no experience looking after baby , look after her for more than 10 hours . The baby's milk bottle was being given by a nurse & the powder , by a kind-hearted patient who bought it from a nearby supermarket .

    The nurse who look after the baby said that she(the baby) is a strong girl . When given injection during the operation , she did not cry at all . When the pain was unbearable , all she did was give out a soft muffle .
    & all along after her operation , the baby just look at those adults surrounding her , quietly with her big eyes .
    Both the old bastards are believe to be her GRANDPARENTS .
    Fuck hell lor !
    damn fucking bastard & bitch !
    Even if they want to abandon her , is there a need to be so cruel !
    isn't she still a life ?! A LIFE ?!
    BASTARD !
    & icried after reading this la !
    damn bastard ! i hate them ! fucking bastard !
    I don't care how much bad words I am going to scold !
    BASTARD ! BITCH !
    DAMN FUCKING BOTH !
    PATHETIC !
    They should be drown by EVERYONE'S scoldings !

    date:
    time:11:42 AM

    Seriously , do they have any weight ?!


    date:Wednesday, August 26, 2009
    time:9:36 AM
    I strongly highly deeply recomand this NO msg , ASAM meggi mee to everyone ! It taste super wooper dooper nice ! & it is totally HALA ! with the HEALTHY sticker !! & most importantly again , it taste HEAVENLY DEEPLY HELLY nice !
    & im cooking it nw ^^

    date:Wednesday, August 19, 2009
    time:11:32 PM
    imay just keep my mouth shut but tht doesn mean tht iwon bite
    ican play play laugh laugh but tht doesn mean tht icant get angry
    a bee doesn sting unless it meets wit a danger

    get back O'lvl chi result , had zero ..
    actually , im kinda sad especially after seeing so many people in class like going cry & cried .. I hate to see people cry because I will cry ..
    yah , then I was prepared to cry if either sya/shafie/both cry .. but they are strong .
    ^.^

    date:Tuesday, August 18, 2009
    time:1:52 AM
    I want a guy like 纪纯席 .. No need the money though

    date:Saturday, August 15, 2009
    time:11:48 PM
    well .. kinda surprisingly , my brother kinda 'accept' him ..

    date:
    time:7:46 PM
    & now .. I FINALLY know the meaning of 3P
    & I alr guess it before I search for it ^^ smart girl ~!!
    muahahaha ~!!

    3p = DOG RACING !
    haiz .. hungry

    Labels:


    date:
    time:5:28 PM
    computer had been down for the past many days ..
    anyway , yesterday tried SNEAKING into St.James which fail damn badly !

    & it is so damn fusrating you know ! I was like acting so mature without smiling , playing , talking etc .. then that uncle at the entrance suddenly stop me & ask me for my IC .
    & I told him I never even bring my wallet which is the FACT because I left it with Hui Ting .
    Thus , he stop me from going in .. SO DAMN SAD YOU KNOW YOU KNOW YOU KNOW !!!

    The 2 ladies infront of me are almost the same height as me yet they can go in JUST because of their THICK makeup ! Grr !
    & we saw so many people who have GREAT figure from the back but .. SPEECHLESS front .. hahas ! There is this AUNTIE who wear till so SEXY & from the behind , guess that she is damn chio .. then when she turn back , is like ...
    AHAHAS ! Should had seen Eric's expression .. he look like .. -.O
    ahahas !

    then at the ticket booth , there is this so PRETTY girl lor ! Then Eric became di-di-da-di-doo when talking to her ! Then im like giggling .. hahas ..

    after that meet up with Darry because I am so bloody pissed off !
    was thinking of killing him lor ! but in the end , ended up going to have our supfast (supper + breakfast) with fredrick & 2 guys ..
    yah , got stuff there ..

    & now , im bored .. haiz ..

    st.james ..
    I DON WISH TO GO FOR UNDERAGE party .. imean , I want go the REAL one .. SADED !

    date:Monday, August 10, 2009
    time:3:51 AM








    date:
    time:3:43 AM
    & I found mine !

    Labels:


    date:
    time:2:48 AM
    I'm like hungry & at the same time sitting on this very cool chair .. hahas ..
    this chair can be use as a bed lor .. BUT the most interesting fact is that this is a chair which aren't suppose to be a computer chair & it is meant for old people !

    date:Sunday, August 9, 2009
    time:3:31 AM
    I pretty hope that no one will reply or comment on this post because this is plainly my blog ain't it ? So whatever I write , don't care .


    Damn , can I say that

    Both of them are like messaging at the same time .
    1 says that he is having a heart pain .
    1 says that he is being very bad .

    And what am I suppose to reply ? Can I just say those hurtful words like heartpain ? then ?> or you bad ? Yah , you are very very bad . ? I know these words are not from the bottom of my heart but just because I wanted others to feel how I feel now that's why I said that .. But I can't do it , can I ? Seriously , I will get tired of being that caring person I always seems to .. I mean , is there a time when I can just get myself out from the situation of always consouling people ? I also need time to rest .. Can I just be so selfish to not reply ?


    Can I just break with the world & go MIA again ? I am not being emo or what now but .. I want my rest time .

    M.I.A from choosen people whom are close to me . Yah , I am going to try it .. Maybe , only by this , then can I get a chance to ; breath ..


    date:
    time:2:17 AM
    B、你玩弄人心的等级是:☆☆☆☆☆

      你玩弄人心的方式是:居高临下型

      你实际上是个薄情的人,虽然你一直光芒四射,因为你不会被圈在某个固定的地方,你有驰骋的翅膀,不愿意被管束,这样的你,虽然看起来对任何人都不错,却始终带着居高临下的优越感,你并不会真正的把别人放在与你共同的高度上,要获得你的认可非常困难,但你又总是虚伪的表现出亲切感,但这只是你操纵人心的手段而已,简单的说,对你来讲,你只对当得起者有情义,而大部分人你认为他们当不起,所以这样的你,实际上有些反复无常,对你来说,大部分人都可以分为有利用价值和没有利用价值,这样的你,非常善于玩弄人心。



    A、变态指数60%

      你不是一点点BT哦~有点暴力倾向。虽然生活中你都会注意克制自己,可一旦周围环境影响了你的心情,BT的一面就会展露无遗!所以,减小环境对你的影响,克制克制再克制自己的冲动,这样你还是可以在人前伪装得很友善的。

    善于隐藏心事的你很难被人看穿,只有最亲近的人才能从你细微的变化中捕捉出端倪。凡事你都不喜欢轻易表露自己的内心,外表总给人以平静、淡泊的假象。实则,你并非象外表给人的印象一般沉默,相反,你是个很有想法也很有独到见地的人。你是个相当独立的人,很少会人云亦云,总是有着自己的看法和见解。不露声色地把看到的事物尽收眼底,果断地作出决定再突然出击,必能让你事半功倍。


    A、社交型性格

      潜藏危机:过多无意义的插手他人事务

      社交能力出众的你,外表看来非常乐天,又表现的外向活泼,因此很容易获得大家的喜爱,在人群当中算是小有人气的类型。但是在你潜藏的性格当中有相当大程度的干涉他人倾向。虽然积极的性格和行动能够让你在很多事情当中扮演一个领导人的角色,然而不应该过多的插手他人的一些小事情。要知道,有很多事情是属于个人私事,无需过多插手。所以你应当注意,不要在待人处事方面因为过多无意义的干涉导致他人对你产生厌恶感。有的时候只需要提出建议就好。



    D、让人感觉精力旺盛

      第一印象特点:人群中心

      你给人的第一印象是好像太阳一般给所有人光和热的存在。只要聚集在你的身边,就能够感受到你所带给大家的快乐,可以说是人群中的快乐中心。谦和有礼愿意助人的你对于他人来找你帮忙一概不会拒绝,一一回应。但这种八面来风的的性格有时候也会让你自己觉得有点疲倦。有的时候也要学会拒绝的艺术。作为一个人来说总有不顺利的日子,这种时候就无需过多为难自己,让大家多了解一下你的意见和想法吧。



     B、单纯而嚣张

      你的行为随心所欲,无所顾忌,何止是不合世俗的标准,而是不合人心的标准,而你依旧我行我素,不计后果,即便看到了,也不甚在意。那是怎样一场青春浮世绘啊!此去经年,终于收起你那放肆的面孔,你可以举止很优雅,言语很优雅,表情很优雅,洗尽铅华后,自是一派从容姿态。然而,那洗掉的铅华,才是生命中最快意的时光岁月,一段有血有肉的记忆。



     D、温情

      与其说是勾引,倒不如说是你是一个很容易动真情的人。对待喜欢的人会毫不犹豫的付出自己的各方面的精力。温柔体贴就是你最擅用的本领,会早起给男友准备爱心早点,天冷要提醒加衣,简直就是无微不至。虽然很多人会被你的温情所打动,但是还是要注意选择对象,遇到那些怎么也不会心软的类型还是要换一种手法才好。



      A、北宋

      这是中国历史上难得的悠闲舒适的年代,在这个年代生活,即使是庸庸碌碌的升斗小民,每天都可以自由的安享生活,这是一个美丽的年代,这个时代政治清明,外交强大,有强有力的政权保证。你是个喜欢现世安稳的人,你内心平静,生活恬淡,比起有所作为来你更喜欢轻松谋生,你有很多的朋友,跟你相处是件舒服的事情,你一定有很多的朋友,因为你会让人觉得温暖,你的生活中不会有大的挫折,你在包容生活,也被生活所包容,这样的你,适合生活在如清明上河图所绘般的繁盛却不失优美的北宋。


     E.美洲豹  猫指数:10%

      你是强势有个性的美洲豹,你脑袋聪明,自尊心强,兼具男女两性的个性魅力,血管中流有反抗传统的因子,你知道没有凭空掉下来的权利,想要什么就靠自己去争取,当然你也觉得靠自己打拼得来的果实更为甜美。人生对你来说,是一道一道的关卡,你会用野心和耐力不断奋斗,超越过去的自己。

      提醒:很在乎保护隐私的你,不太谈论自己,和众人会保持一段距离,你这样搞神秘感的态度,更会勾起众人的好奇心。男人则心痒痒想驯服野性十足的你,但属豹不属温柔猫的你,可没那么容易就被征服,用你的豹爪和聪敏,戏弄男人遍体鳞伤,十之八九最后是他们成为你的宠物猫。


    “我觉得现在的你已经很好了”

      你实际是一个不够自信的人,常常会担心自己是不是被人讨厌或是有没有人在自己背后说三道四,害怕自己做的不够好,因此你常常会很渴望别人对你的肯定和包容。你并非一个头脑简单的人,也并不是一个容易被赞美迷惑而失去理智和判断力的人。但是这样的你,尽管认为甜言蜜语往往不可信,却依旧很渴望有人能对自己说出温柔的话语,希望有人能够包容自己的全部,肯定自己的全部,带给你安心的感觉。即使这些是妖言,你也会希望自己能够放弃理智和判断力去相信对方。


    D、恶搞系

      你野心很大,而且是像刺猬一样的存在,你有很多苦恼,永远不知满足。当然,这并不妨碍你完美的双生扮演和精彩的双重生活欲。你最害怕的便是平淡和无聊,聚会是最无懈可击的胡闹借口。

      可供你选择的变身实在太多,如果机会很多的话你每种都不会放过。不管是化装成一只茶壶,还是满身刺青的摇滚少女。但是你永远不会放弃的是让别人再也认不出自己,想要更精彩,厌恶却又迷恋着自己。这样的你,在变装舞会里永远都是那么让人难以置信。


     A、 《小红帽》

      童话内容:去探望外婆的小红帽在森林里遇见了狼,毫无防备心的她把自己此行的目的告诉了狼,狼提前去吃掉了外婆并且扮作外婆想要吃掉小红帽,最后被猎人所解救。

      你是个很注重情谊且不太懂的拒绝的人,你虽然朋友很多,但是哪些人是真心哪些人是假意,不到最后出点什么事情你是很难分辨的。一旦你和别人打得火热就容易将自己心底的秘密全部和盘托出。

      童话寓意:说话前先想三秒钟。有时候为自己保留来了一点秘密可能就是人与人相处永远的胜利指向标。



    C、没有追求,潇洒自由

      你是一个自由随性的人,不是很注重物质和条件,为人比较懒散和随意。你常常说自己是没有追求的人。但其实你是一个很有个性和思想的人。可是淡泊的性格让你厌烦这个世界的世俗和恶流。所以你宁可做出一副懒散胸无大志的样子,让自己尽量里这个乱哄哄的苍蝇窝远一些,但其实你的心眼和耳朵可是一刻不挺的关注着这个世界。




    你的性格多變,喜歡新奇而有變化的事物,不安於現狀,喜歡旅行,其實
    你是個十分認真的人,儘管往往表現出無所謂或裝瘋賣傻的行為。對於規
    範並不會完全遵守甚至會勇於提出質疑,不喜歡成為眾人目光之所在,
    但還是會願意對團體貢獻出自己最大的力量!
    你往往不必過度追求或注意,身旁就有很多的異性朋友,通常大夥兒就像
    哥兒們似的混的很熟,真正的愛情反而不易遇得,好奇性高的個性讓你
    往往能冷靜的做下判斷與思考,但是要注意呦!一但遇到心有所屬者,
    一定要定下心來認真經營,男孩子也是和女生一樣執著而在乎的呢!^^




    您的八字个性爱情格局抢先看

    生于公元 1993年 07月 05日卯时,年干支为癸酉,本命元神为丁火,出生于午月,为比肩格。也就是说,您是出生于阴年阳月阴日阴时出生的美女。
    以下是您的八字命盘及格局分析:

    Labels:


    date:
    time:12:55 AM
    The urge of blogging just suddenly disappear like *bling-chik-bam* gone ..
    You couldn't be there for anyone forever or anytime like you promised .
    Sometimes , in order to keep one another save from more hurt , you will have to be the bad guy .
    & I hate these ..

    date:Saturday, August 8, 2009
    time:2:53 PM
    im hungry . the end

    cum i hate people whose name starts with 'J' !
    no 'J's are good

    date:
    time:5:23 AM
    i forget what iwan to say .. can i spam my own blog ?
    lala ..
    ayumutaikI@hotmail.com
    ayumutaikI@hotmail.com
    ayumutaikI@hotmail.com
    ayumutaikI@hotmail.com
    ayumutaikI@hotmail.com
    ayumutaikI@hotmail.com
    ayumutaikI@hotmail.com
    ayumutaikI@hotmail.com
    ayumutaikI@hotmail.com
    ayumutaikI@hotmail.com
    ayumutaikI@hotmail.com
    ayumutaikI@hotmail.com
    ayumutaikI@hotmail.com
    ayumutaikI@hotmail.com
    ayumutaikI@hotmail.com
    ayumutaikI@hotmail.comayumutaikI@hotmail.com


    lame

    date:
    time:5:21 AM

    & this is like my profile pic for FB ?
    yah .. cool ~!!!! im hungry !
    HUNGRY !!
    grrr

    date:
    time:5:06 AM
    oh gosh ! the heat is killing me ! yea ! it is killing me ! u noe u noe ? killing =.= damn !! hot ~!!

    ok .. i forget what iwan to write .. oyah ! iwan to complain about the heat ! ohgosh again ! i seems to be a mum ~ mum ~! yah .. ala ! hot ! damn ! & it is like 5.15AM & it is hot ? o.O wtf !!



    & there is this kangeroo finding trouble =.=

    wait .. that is not a kangeroo baby .. kangaroo baby is spell J.O.E.Y & that person is not =.=

    grr .. nvm .. 知己知彼百战百胜 .. I am so going to be a curious baby again ^^



    alright .. oyah ! SYA PS ME & SHAFIE ! WTH !! T_T

    & make me dress till like so nice then she in the end say don wan go .. & ros also .. grr .. my boat .

    went meet shafie & ate pizza hut *ewww* in the end & THEY wasted so many cheese & chilli lor .. im the most good girl ~ ahahas .. hot =.=



    then went hougang .. yah , then slack here slack there & msg johnson which i guess i forget to reply ? o.O nvm ^^

    then went eating AFTER spending so LONG ~ cool right ? quite fun though . *im hungry now*



    yah , went eating then went to pass sya her present & 'she' ans the phone & sounds so RUDE .. bleah ~ no offence .^^

    omg !! the blog page off itself , lucky save alr ^^

    where i stop .. hmm ..

    oyah , went meet darrenlim with darrylim *lim family..today saw 3 lim(s) & talk to 4 lim(s)* .. then when playin pool & I SCORE !! then when lan-ing ..

    ala .. lazy type now .

    date:Thursday, August 6, 2009
    time:12:01 AM
    Happy birthday Nur Syarafa !

    date:Tuesday, August 4, 2009
    time:10:40 PM
    不知道现在所做的东西是对还是错可是我只知道我从不后悔自己所做过的


    记得那时我为何会说谢谢吗?
    因为和你出来让我感觉到很平静,不需要在那儿伪装
    而这些微妙的东西却离我而去许久了

    date:
    time:1:18 PM
    ahahas ~!!
    saw ros's blog abt mat make me sudd rmb something I saw at the blk ytd ..

    someone wrote
    " iforgetwhat mat rep"
    then iwas saying that mat is beng ..
    so mat is rapping ..

    lame , im bored

    date:Monday, August 3, 2009
    time:12:57 PM
    如果有一天下雨了,您还会站在那儿为我撑伞吗?
    当世界都嘲笑我时,为什么您也和他们一起离开?

    您不是应该为我打气的吗?
    您不是应该做我的避风港吗?
    您不是应该对着我微笑的吗?
    您不是应该和我一起流泪的吗?

    世界遗弃了我;
    世界在那一时崩溃了。

    我被放弃了;
    我崩溃了

    可我没放弃。
    因为您留下来给我的责任很大很大…

    您曾说过我是世上最可爱的女孩…
    您曾说过我是世上最调皮的女孩…
    您曾说过我是世上最乖巧的女孩…
    您曾说过我是世上最懂事的女孩…

    可我不可爱!我只希望被人疼爱……
    可我不调皮!我只希望得到注意……
    可我不乖巧!我只希望别被嫌弃……
    可我不懂事!我只希望可以快乐……

    在最开始的那一秒
    虽然命运爱开玩笑
    一路上寻找我遗失的美好

    Labels:


    date:Sunday, August 2, 2009
    time:7:46 AM
    ala ~ saw somebody's blog sayin that he going Ta-ka-shi-ma-yah working today ~

    feel like going lei .. but im like tired ? ah ~ will try to make it though .. go give a surprise ^O^


    someone said that I am being too naive but is it true ?

    imight somehow be alittle bit naive sometimes but it doesn't meant that idono what is wrong what is right ?


    someone peek at my msg .. although ihad nth to hide from anyone but istill don like to be invaded in my privacy .


    somebody bullied me again .. & it is truly bullying ..
    damn ! 1 day , just 1 day when ireally is so damn hot iwill just not care about any consequences & find them ! damn !
    i never did anything to u people right ?!
    wanted to cry that time but seriously , I don't dare & I don't want to cry there . I am strong & brave when I need to . But I am really tired .


    im tired & sleepy but iwanna eat KFC breakfast ..


    hahas .. caught shafie's virus of KFC breakfast .