It is 5.20am and I can't sleep at all ! And tomorrow today is O'level ENGLISH ! So damn fucking irritating la !
date:Friday, October 23, 2009
time:4:12 AM
Went to this bloody girl whose is like , full of LIMITED vocab especially in hokkien . Kids nowadays .. Haiz ,pathetic .
And when I am like viewing her blog , that "tortise" is like , wa piang . Yah , he was pissed just cause I viewed her blog or what ? Maybe cause .. Yah , never mind . I am confuse . O.o And there are MANY pretty girls in tortise's FB sia .. Hmm .. suddenly thinking , if I really go care for my outer stuffs like face etc , will I be like them ? But by being like THEM , I will be so normal & common .. So I will be like un-me anymore .. Must being pretty or presentable be common ? Wondering ..
I don't care whether is there another person .. I don't care .. really
date:Wednesday, October 21, 2009
time:5:57 PM
All I hear is raindrops Falling on the rooftop Oh baby tell me why'd you have to go Cause this pain I feel It wont go away And today I'm officially missing you I thought that from this heartache I could escape But I fronted long enough to know There ain't no way And today I'm officially missing you
Oh can't nobody do it like you Said every little thing you do Hey baby say it stays on my mind And I, I'm officially
All I do is lay around Two ears full tears From looking at your face on the wall Just a week ago you were my baby Now I don't even know you at all I don't know you at all Well I wish that you would call me right now So that I could get through to you somehow But I guess it's safe to say baby safe to say That I'm officially missing you
Well I thought I could just get over you baby But I see that's something I just can't do From the way you would hold me To the sweet things you told me I just can't find a way To let go of you
It official You know that I'm missing you Yeah yes All I hear is raindrops And I'm officially missing you
date:Tuesday, October 20, 2009
time:4:08 AM
Was anyhow clicking in Facebook then came across one of our classmate's FB profile .. Saw those pictures they took & videos .. And suddenly , I miss the class .. 2 years & most of them 3 years , I had been in the same class with them . Although me & my class doesn't see eyes to eyes with each other , I still miss the class .. Really .. And I am crying .. Heart feel so pain .. Last day of school .. & I miss it .. Purposly still .. Reason ? Cause I am afraid of seperation .. Had been telling myself that I will go & find those people whom are not happy with me & ask them straight in their faces what is their problem .. But now .. I suddenly just feel like "forget it" .. It is fate that we are classmates . I mean , there are people in our school whom I never even talk to but tada , we are in the same class . Isn't this a fate ? I really really miss the class .. & I am crying .. Wonder after graduating , who will actually remember that there was a girl name Ong Poh Hong whom exists in their life once before ..
date:Sunday, October 18, 2009
time:5:51 AM
Nowadays people just fall in with theireyes & theirtip of icebergof understanding . They can just start going out with people whom they barely know for 1 day , kiss a person whom they barely know for 3 days , touch those whom they barely know for 1 week . Seriously , where is the faithfulness ? Nowadays people just fall out because of their mistrust & others' sabotage . They can quarrel just because of someone whom is a slut , they can get beaten just because of a message , they can be accuse everytime just because they are afraid of being betrayed . Seriously , where is the trust ?
date:
time:5:34 AM
累了；困了 .. 能够信赖的；能够依靠的 .. 只剩下自己了 ..
Had a huge quarrel with many people at 1 go .. Yah , somehow like
Me : People 1 :4
So .. wanted to know what happen ? Yah , this precious cousin of mine .. Ala , forget it .. totally no mood . Fucker .
date:Thursday, October 15, 2009
time:12:46 AM
I hate those bloody bastard ! Especially THAT bastard !
date:Wednesday, October 14, 2009
time:11:38 AM
date:Tuesday, October 13, 2009
time:11:54 PM
iie say what iie do ; iie dun regret on what iie do ; what had been done couldn't be undone .
I really don't know what you want .. It was you who had been always accusing me .. Didn't you promised me alot of stuffs ? Although most aren't possible to be archive but at least , shouldn't you be lying to me ?
Yah , I knew that I lied to you too but who lied more ? You promised not to touch my phone , not to look at my messages , not to lie but alas ?
Yah , I did say that I will try to meet them LESSER but not NOT at all . Even though I today met him & yah , I told you a lie about coincidence , but you didn't trust me too right ?
And if I wanted to truly fully lie to you , I won't even tell you that I saw him right ?
I really don't know why must you always do these kind of things ? There are alot alot of stuffs that you promised & broke them . I knew but I just kept quiet .. Like just now , when I ask you properly & calmly whether you read my messages , what did you reply me ? " No , I never , if I did , I will get knock down by car " Then in the end , you lied to me again right ?
Why don't you change ? What I wanted is so simple -- Respect my decission & answer truly for questions that won't harm you or what . Is it really that diffcult ? You always wanted me to be that kind of person you expected but have you ever been that person that I hope you will change to ? Just 1 slight change will make my YEAR .
You did change but .. Never mind ..
Now , I am listening to you . Since you love to accuse me with Darren Lim then I am so going to listen to you . Don't ever find trouble with him because he is innocent .
date:
time:2:01 PM
I know that it is just a dream la ! But do you have the right to hit me ? Hello , even my family doesn't hit me ; even your brother also never really hit me so why are you allowed to give me a slap huh ?! You are a guy for god's sake ! A guy hitting a girl ?! What the FUCK ! His mother & sister is there you still dare hit me ! Yah , your brother not there la but ala , do you have the right ! I am not the one who is stealing right ?! It is that guy right ! I still go there say hello to you then you like that ?! What the hell ! Damn bloody bastard ! How dare you slap me ! In public still ! I bloody fucking hate you ! I am like being pampered by so many people then you slap me ?! GRR ! I hate everyone whose name starts with 'J' & 'F' ! There are so many bloody 'J's & 'F's that I don't like man !
My fucking mai-grain is back ! Damn fucking hell !
went pool & lan just now with Qin , Darry & Fredrick . Saw bro & gang there *they reaches later than us & it is PURE fate that we met* Nearly poke someone's ass with that stick .. *& that person if my brother's friend* . Know what it prove ? It prove that NEVER stand near me when I am holding stick ESPECIALLY pool stick *pst , I broke a pool stick before* Then went lan played L4D *And L4D is happening in MY head now ! They are causing HURTS to the INNOCENT which is ME ! is all about me!....start singing Then went home .. Think darry & fredrick is interested in qin ba ! ahahas ! I am happy for them but at the same time , sad .. Know why ? cause it means that I am goin to be thrown by people again ! grr ! pain ! k , im not sad .. Suddenly thinking abt some past la .. hahas .. pain ! o is comin & im NOT worried !
date:Wednesday, October 7, 2009
time:12:26 PM
忽然间觉得或许朋友也不是那么重要了吧
date:
time:11:15 AM
Yesterday kinda like many thoughts going through my mind .. Really many .. Concerning me , concerning my friends , concerning stranger stranger-like people , concerning family etc etc .. Wanted to write them down but .. not now ..
Remember that today need wake at 6.30am & reminded bro to wake me up cum I set up 2 alarm clocks & placed them right BESIDE my ears .. But didn't manage to wake up at all ! Then suddenly remember the reason . Cause I ate sleeping pill yesterday . Don't ask me how I get , I have my way .. Damn freaking long never eat SP already but finally get to lay my hand on it yesterday .. But it is only like enough for 1 usage only which mean , I have no more pillsss again ! SADED !
