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` P O H H O N G
A.K.A Bee // Onglai
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Just a kind of bastard who wanted to get into others' good book but at the same time , did not want to take down any responsibility . This kind of people are A.K.A two-faced .



May she rest in peace
Woa , if we never end up like this , we will be like be together for half a year ..
cool .
I am hungry .
3.26AM & I am awake ..
Want to know why ? Because I have to go work ..
Yah , 5AM need take cab down ..
Scared will overslept thus wake earlier ..
Who knows , I woke up like immediatly without the alarm clock all of a sudden ..
look at the clock & it says 3.06AM ..
So went sleeping again till 3.20AM ..
Yawn !


Chest pain again frequently ..
Migraine starting all over again and getting worst ..
Seems like 21 might really be my year ..


Went working with Qin today .. She went for interview & I brought her to the wrong level
(=.=) not my fault because I really don't know how to go there !
On the way there , saw an uncle who is balding & damn freaking __ ..
And until today then I knew that a BRIEFCASE needs to sit down ! Fucker lor him !
& right infront of him & beside me , there were 1 old man & old lady respectively .
& he just pretend to not see anything ! Fucker !
Then I called Qin when she was in the same bus as me & started talking semi-loudly about that guy ! & I was staring at him throughout his entire journey ..
Guess is the way I look or the way I talked , after noticing me staring at him afew times , he did not dare to stare back -.-
& an ITE malay guy thought I was staring at him & start lifting up & down his chin at me .. So damn scary .. So I just look down .. ^^

Smile at the HANDSOME police officer after taking my pass .. Went in & started working again ..
Boring day , was at the clothing department until about 12pm then get transferred to the toy department ..
Did afew mistakes again .. Not really my fault though because the supervisor was not in a good mood so yah , tio gan like so many times .. But there were some mistakes made by me la ..
=p

Went home .. I am tired ..
Working tomorrow again ..
Had to pay money ..
Haiz ..
& I just noticed that there were 2 Ws & 2 Hs on top ! ahahas !
& let's make it 2 &s !
Done !
Da da !

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Haiz .. I am listening to sad songs ? LOL !
Mood was not low but after listening , somehow turn low ?
LOL ..

Really miss my school sia .. Seems like my 4 years in school is like wasted ?
No , not wasted .. At least I get to know some LOVABLE people like them !

Saw everybody took so many photos & I never took at all other than with them ..
But nevermind , I am happy enough ..

Seriously , if it wasn't for them , what will become of me ?
Smoking , drinking , sniffing glur , join gang , escape school , drop out ..
Anything & everything is so highly possible ..

I will miss them ..
& our school people ..
Even though there are SO MANY people who aren't happy with me & vice-versa but ..
Haiz ..


You ask me to believe you when you lie to me again ..
But I am sorry for today anyway ..

im lazy now .

This happened in the toilet .. Yah , we escape the chanting of those guest of honours just to take pic

This is when we take neoprints .. Yah , I didn't treat Shafie like a normal guy ?
I am going to separate my post today !!
& I think I am in LOVE ! Oh my god ! REALLY !
There are just some people who are so disgusting .
Never mind , this is what happen when guys have their own stead or when they are flirting ..
I will just have to give up my PE shirt .. Treat it as donating to people =.= ..
忽然间好像chameleon
I want a brother who can protect me too ..
There are somethings which even when you explained , people won't believe or understand .
Won't think anymore .

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• Early in th morning , met up with Qin , went down find chameleon they all .
• Slack slack awhile then went to Cheers with Qin to buy drinks .
• Hit my tight on th wall accidentally bt kept quiet cause I am not a cry baby =.=
• Went back & pass the drinks to them then had some chasin game with the chameleon then played till I sweat like fuck .
• After that , we were being totally left out by them . Talk to them they also don want answer .
• After that sudd got 2 police officers came . Check our IC & I never brought it out at all . So had to read it out by mouth . Then get said by one of the officers for believing in my friend's crap . That police officer said that I have a small brain for believing them .
• Then that officer went & read out my name OUT LOUD . And yah , they started making fun of my name ! That is why I hate to tell people my name because they will make fun of it ! I know my name is funny because it is like so boy-ish & funny-ish but hello ! THAT IS MY NAME ! Maybe making fun once or twice or thrice is ok because friends do make fun of each other sometimes . But they are like keep making fun of me ! And they make fun of my looks too ! Is it my fault to have a face like this ? Is it fun to make fun of my mouth & eyes ?!
• Tolerate & just kept quiet because I really don't want to quarrel . So went home bath with Qin . Then Qin found out that she lost her keys . So bo bian went down find again .
• Tried to keep my cool when they continue making fun of me . Helped her look out for her keys . And officially announce that her keys are MIA .
• Then ask them want go eat not then don't want answer so I just sit alone down there lor .
• Finally walk over to eat after ME being so hungry . Then all the way , both of us were being left out again . Even when we were eating , we were also being left out .
• After eating & crapping , went to the playground & slack around with Qin only . As usual , we were being left out & separated by a green tube 'barrel' .
• Then both of us continue crapping & gossiping . Me act as Ju-on at there .. Then so damn scary .. Felt so cold but yah , Qin cold so lend her the jacket .
• Get left out by them for so long .. Then Qin asked them for cig. They gave her bt not me . I know it is for my own good & yah , they threaten me by not talking to me anymore so I don't dare to touch cig at all .
• Went peeing then came back after that . Those guys were playing True or Dare then they use us as their dare . Never bother to entertain .
• After that went off after really getting pissed off . Went to LRT station to try buy cig. Then me & Qin acted down there .. Hahas , & we manage to bought it .
• Then went to HDB again . Being left out once again .
• Played with Qin under HDB .. Then went back home bath .
• Went Serangoon . Then being left out . Played poker & lost .
• Went eating then Qin & me slack at HDB again ..
• Then receive some message from chameleon . Yah , then make me so damn feel hurt . Yah ! So in a moment of anger , took about 10+ cig. at 1 go . Cool right ? And to think that I was being threaten by their threats when all they treat me is like some childish kid who have a small heart ..
• Was thinking of getting addicted but .. no .. T^T
• Saw that bitchy Lynn & I didn't even know is her till Qin told me . Then as both of us were not in a good mood , decided to go stalk her & ask her what's her prob . In the end , lost her =.= FUCK !
• You guys asked me to shut up so I shut up & I get scolded for being attitude ? Cute . This is friends =.=

• Went & meet Darry .
• He scolded me again .
• Then that Fredrick go scold me bad words ..
• Can I don't say anymore ? I am really tired ..

So in conclusion , I am just a bloody girl who is

• Pathetic
• Stupid
• Dumb
• Too easily trusted
• Too small hearted *But my anger goes fast too*
• Break my promises
• Etc
• Etc
• Etc

And who has ever ever wanted to really really cares ? Really really dotes on me ?

Suddenly misses those days with Chin Siang & Kenneth .. I felt so much protected ..

No one really cares right ?

I treated them like friends & all I get is all this kind of fuck up things .

I respect your decission & you still wanted to control me .

Some people just went way beyond disgusting you know !
Seriously ! They are just like so fucking dirty cum disgusting !
Yes ! D.D.D !
Fucker la !


Eh please la hor !
Even if you want to lie , please lie smartly too right ?

Didn't we say that we shouldn't interfere with each other's matter ?
Then why are you still controlling me while you lied to me ?!

Eh please la hor !
I know I ain't like those people who can drop their bra everywhere la hor !
Chao fucker la !

Are you brainless or are you just plain way disgusting ?!

You always say that people betray you and etc etc etc .
You know what , I think you deserve it or maybe , you were the one who is betraying la hor !

Please , want to act one pathetic go act to other people la !
Stop faking to me la hor !

Hum ji now is it?! I never ever knew that a person can go so disgusting as you . Or should I say , you deserve all this ! Fucker !
Some people are just way damn far pathetic .
Seriously .
And I don't even know why in the 1st place , I treat them as friend .. =.=

seriously , is it a true that ALL guys went for SEX & BODY only ?
I mean , just because a GIRL go flirt flirt here & there , they will just go
(O_O) *& they go slurping up their drool*
EWWW ! That is so way damn pathetic sia !

And the funny thing is that , those who really go flirt will actually turns back & say that I go seduce guys ?!
What the fuck ?
At least I don't betray my own body & pride .
At least I get my friends all by myself , my soul & my heart but not my body .

Imagine one day , I see a guy walking down there & then I just go up there &
"ah ~ Hi , aiyoh , don't like that nah ~ People will shy shy la ~"
Oh MY GOD ! THAT IS SO FUCKING DISGUSTING !
OH MY GOD !


Lucky there are some people who aren't like those (O.O) guys ..
ahahahas ! And I am so proud of them seriously !

Maybe next time when I go crazy , I should go learn from this kind of girls .
Go "ah ah , e e " with guys !
EWWW ! NO !
Chin Siang is the best ! yah ! At least I knew that he won't ever ever get attracted to this kind of "e e ah ah" girl !
Hmm .. Maybe Yu Qi also won't get attracted ba .. keke ..


Chin Siang said 1 thing which was the best
People who get attracted will be blind . AHAHAHS !
Well , there are Some people who do get attracted .
not 1 only worx .
And I MUST be blind to treat them with true heart .
yah , true heart doesn't matter , what matters is the body & e e ah ah !
ahahas ! Imagine them on bed ~
"ah ~ Don't want .. Ah ~ I shy ~ Ah ~ Ah !"
ahahas ! I am imagine but I can't cause it is so ewwwwwww .
Ah ~ Ahahahas ! K , I am somehow hyper ..

Seriously ! I am still disgusted ! Oh my god !
maybe that kind of girl should get some money from those guys that went out with them .
Smart people who view the blog , get the idea ? If you can't , then .. figure out yourself .
O.O kenneth belongs to those e e ah ah lover sia !
tsk tsk ~ disappointed . But never mind .


i have decided ! I want to clear my friend list !
Only those who aren't e e ah ah guys & girls will be treated the best by me !
I am bored ..
Blogging doesn't seems to decrease the boredness ..


damn not feeling well . Hist O'lvl just now still develop slight fever sia .. Lucky never tell anyone , if not late kana ban from O'lvl ..