I am soNOTgoing to care about thoseTHREATENINGconsequences anymore ! Do you understand this ?!
I am so going to go CLUBBING& it will definatly happenBEFOREO'lvl !
I amGOING ! IWANTto go ! I HOPEto go !
I MUST go !
And even if it means that I will have to QUARREL with those who forbid me ! I know you guys meant well for me BUThaving a NIGHTLIFE had always been what I wanted since YOUNG !
And I bloody hate it when I see people going & ICAN'T !
date:Tuesday, July 28, 2009
time:4:29 PM
date:
time:4:21 PM
Life is so not fair ! How can SHE go clubbing when I can't !!!
Since you want to play gossiping then you should be big heart enough to take in my .. pretty true descriptive words for you right ?
I mean NO harm *smile sweetly*
My motive of posting is just to tell everyone what a sweet little abnormal slut you are .
Alright , enough of making you feel embarrass .
Trust me darling , it is not a person's fault to grow this way .
Others always says that it is the heart that matters right ? As long as you have a pretty heart , you will be pretty ..
So don't worry , even though you are not good from the inside to the outside , but there will still be other people who are pretty enough to accept you .
So don't worry be happy ^^
You are a true lady , trust me .
A true lady is one who never hurts anyone’s feelings unintentionally.
And by the way , can gossiping gets you answer or happiness ?
Or are they answers to everything and the solution is nothing ?
By gossiping about us , what answer are you getting ?
And darling , please do talk about us INFRONT of us and not behind of us .
At least , do talk with me .
I will be glad to listen to those gossips you have for me .
And please stop influencing my darling .
And maybe if you stop your gossips -
your eyes might get bigger ;
your nose might get straighter ;
your lips might get thinner ;
your ears might get nicer ;
& most importantly , your heart will get prettier .
I am quite bloody fucking pissed off so I am going to lie to everyone including myself that my handphone is 'spoilt' .. And I am so going to use colors to decorate my post ~!
Today went school late . Although security guard don't let us go in but we have our way though in the end , still did not manage to get in . Slack-ed at the carpark & start doddliin ..
Well , all the pictures were posted up .
is it like wrong to have a bloody temper ?! Damn ! Why is everyone like asking ?!u>
After that went for listening compre which was I think , easy ?
Yah , and Yiling is so nice ~!! Tricia included too ~! Yiling told me about where to sit & remind me to take my handphone out ~! She is nice !
Went out after listening .
Damn ~! Don't feel like posting !
FUCK !
There are some stuffs that I wish to bloody say ;
But I still can't say it .
date:Wednesday, July 22, 2009
time:4:37 PM
Zoom in of Shafie's butt ~!!
EWWWW
My feet on HIS butt !
Shafie's butt grow lollipop
Portrait of Shafie ~!
Portrait of Divya ~!
Portrait of Syarafa ~!
Portrait of Ong Poh Hong ~!
Portrait of Rosliana ~!
Sya's doddlingg
Still hers
Ros's doddling extra extra ^-.-
MJ yah ..
Me doddlin
A meaning person per word
Mine again
& finally I found out that blowjob ain a job but ..
I still doubt ~!! I still somehow think it is a job ~!!
Yah , he was like playin with sya's handphone till dono that i drew & ki-chakk him .
Some randome guy pic I saw at the bus stop from ros's house .
My name ~!
Chemical tomato juicy juice
Chemical I don't know what juice
Bunsen burner make things burn
but sya no burn
date:Sunday, July 19, 2009
time:8:17 PM
Ahahas .. Just now while bathing , was thinking of my 'future' baby's name . & I suddenly feel like having baby lor ! Well , this is not the first time I feel like that . as usual , my random confession & illusion cum feelings ~!! so msg-ed sya , ros & ht .. Ros replied saying me & my feeling Sya replied saying this is random ~ sob !! shouldn u 2 be like saying Ah ~ yah ! me too ~!! babies are good !!!
Me want bb ~
date:
time:3:52 AM
Ah boy ah .. what must I do to make you understand ?
You are my brother , Ong Poh Hong's brother , will I ever ever harm you ? I won't .. But why are you doing all this kind of things ? Ignoring me when I talk to you ? Pretending you don't know anything ? Talk to me only when you like it ? Not telling me any of your problems ? I am your sister my dear brother , you blood sister ..
If we were to compare the time dad , mum & me spend with you , it will be like .. I am the one bringing you up .. Where are the you when you were truly my brother ?
Why must you do this to yourself ? Yah , I know you learn to hit the wall was partly because of seeing me do it or heard of me doing it .. But do you know that hitting the wall , it ain't only you suffering , dad , mum & me are too !
Must you do stuffs that makes people give up on you ? Seeing your grade & you attitude hurts me .. I admit I ain't a good sister but I dare to say that I love you .
Maybe you won't know , but the purpose of me still living here , trying hard not to turn bad & most importantly , still alive & kicking well is because of you & baby ! Dad & mum is old enough to look after themselves . I know you are 13 , secondary 1 student . I know you know your ways well . I know you is a teenager now . But don't forget , you is still my brother , my small brother .
I know friends are important & I will definitely blame you if you ever let your friends down . I am not blaming you or criticising the friends you are with but why are you learning the bad side of them ? Yes , we should mix friends from both the bad & the good but we should learn stuffs that are worth learning from them . Work hard from the good side & loyalty from the others .. I too have many , in fact more & worst friends than yours , but I never went astray . I won't mind you hanging with your friends . Really , but please remember that this is your home & we are you family .. I am your sister right ? Your sister ..
Now they wanted to send you to boy's home . Going to boy's home is not a bad thing but do you know that if you are to ever go there , you will suffer ! Know why ? You are just a 13 years old boy . You are so small size . You don't even know what is the world outside ; you have not seen the worst . You are still a kid . I know people are going to say that :" He is 13 , he have his own freedom . He will understand . You worried too much . He isn't a kid ." But to me , you are still my small brother forever . In my eyes , you will always be small . You go there definitely will get bullied . Such a small size boy like you .. You have no backing . No people inside to help you .. Please don't go ..
Do you know that if I can , I would be willing to replace you & go to girl's home despite knowing that I will suffer too ? I believe that dad , mum & I , we are all willing to do everything for you . Because we are your family .. If this can works , I am willing to commit some fucking crimes & go girl's home with the chance of you not going into a boy's home . If this can works , I am willing to tell them that all those stuffs that you did was because I forced you to . If anything can works , I will do everything just to keep you & baby & dad & mum safe ..
But why must you start giving up on yourself ? You are just 13 .. Even if you don't think of yourself & me , think of dad , mum & baby . They need you as much as how you need them when you was just a baby . How can you bear to let us all watch & suffer with you ?
You can don't study , I will work extra hard for you . You can always play , I will minus time from my rest time to help you do your stuffs . You can anything & I will try my best to replace you . Just don't please , don't give up on yourself ..
There are some bloody bastard who give bad comments of MY our country ! Damn bastard lor ! Hello ! If you are so unhappy with Singapore , for what view our NATIONAL DAY song ?! BASTARD ! Damn !
And I remember in P5 , I bought a CD that is full of NDP's songs .. That time , there is nothing known as MP3 , only got CD-man .. & I use to play it & went to sleep , on bus .. haiz ..
A not so nice song .. was in Sec 1 .. That time use to sing with Suet Leng when Flag rasing ..
date:
time:1:18 PM
Decided to find those NDP's video ~!! seriously , although I hate to admit , but most of the NDP's songs are nice .. But .. the standard had drop .. haiz seriously .. I miss my primary school I still remember the dance moves .. I miss Mrs Alicia goh .. I miss Bylene .. I miss Vivian .. I miss Jia En .. I miss Kun Tai .. I miss Jing Ren .. I miss Jian Xing .. I miss Wilson .. I miss Glenn .. I miss everyong ..
date:
time:1:14 PM
kawaii !
this bring back PRIMARY SCHOOL's memories !
omg ! imiss my sch ..
T_T
date:
time:1:08 PM
For NS-er
date:
time:1:04 PM
Singapura's song ! damn funny
date:Thursday, July 16, 2009
time:12:44 AM
我在哭
date:Wednesday, July 15, 2009
time:11:35 PM
想了好久最后还是决定不要写了吧
date:
time:11:18 PM
missed school today .
went mall to ask xiaodi if that phone could be fix .. & it turns out that this phone , was being bought by the owner from his shop though he couldn't track the buyer cause it was bought long ago ..
had mac alone with tuo niao*i forget his name again* & he keep 'disturb' me .. & he seems to change .. meet up with ht & she went up my house to find a shirt for her 'night' tomorrow . in d end , she use her own shirt skirt & we ended up surfing the net .. manage to find that blog that sya told me .. & true enough , there were MANY videos & I don't dare see .. just read all of that guy's post without those videos .. *stomach growling now*
then went hougangmall meet up with *omg!how to spell his name* darick(?) & fredrick .. yah , fredrick .. hahas .. they had mac while I just drank a cup of coke .
after that went pool-ing with them & me so pathetic don't know how play .. but I manage to get 1 ball in which is good already I guess ? then spent the whole of the rest of the time smiling & talking but pondering .. asked darick(?) if I look somehow like emo or what , he said no ..
Well , Chin Siang , I guess it will only be YOU who will know that I am somehow like low if you see me ?
Well , after he said no , I just kinda play along again .
& I bloody get scolded by the auntie for playing on an un-lit table =.=
went hunting for food which ended up failing thus I am so freaking hungry now . Went home & still pondering on my way back .. & in bus , there was this bunch of guys keep stare stare . damn ! people pondering u all also look look !
get down at econ & bought instant porridge . went home charged phone & saw THAT msg .
sometime I feel as though no one understands i don even noe why i do the things i do when prides built me until i cant see my soul will u break down this wall & pull me through ~~
ah ~ never go school & I never inform dad .. OMG ! this is like the 2nd time only lor .. 1st time was last year with sya & ros .. ah ~ so scary ~!!! haiz .. im confuse seriously very confuse ..
date:Sunday, July 12, 2009
time:6:47 AM
I am hungry !! very very hungry ~ sob .. damn freaking hungry & damn still hungry .. hmm .. seriously what did i eat today ? hmm .. morning cum lunch is half plate rice with hor bao dan ~ dinner is RICE buger !! RICE !! u noe ?! seriously is rice .. is like so WOA !!! rice sia .. hmm & im still thinkin of that rice buger .. wonder if there is any rice fries not ? & oyah ! serengoon got lan sia ! 1st time noe lor .. cool ~!! & today saw Jonathan TAN & his 'gang' WITH my bro inside .. =.= & he still dare to RUN away from me ! ^%@*&^(&*@^ tsk ! dare to then don't dare own up =.= still want to learn people be beng =.= u be ah meng more better !! ahahas !!! ah beng cum meng .. hmm .. went to watch the obssed or something like that .. & seriously .. it ain't anything near to thriller .. so hubby ~ don't watch cause u WON'T SCREAM !! i din scream ^^ & there is this STUPID guy sitting beside me just now & now & he is staring at my com =.= & his dota is dere dono doing what .. good , he is back .. & ht ah ~ I saw ur junior sia ^^ keke ~ now i uds what u mean by :" no la , my sch express student not hao lian" well , she is fun , at least she dare to talk to me .. keke ~ good ~ hmm .. im hungry .. & oyah !! i saw damn many people from fernvale last time jonathan TAN gang lor =.= then im like so SHOCK !! o.O.O.O.o ahahas ~ im hungry rice buger .. buger rice .. maybe i should open a shop & start making rice fries .. & rice coke .. who knows , maybe i can make a billion with it sia ! im hungry .. & cs ah .. i forget what I want to write to you .. =.= HP went flat so unable msg .. damn hungry .. haiz .. wait , lets see if they got chinese not .. .. no =.= im hungry imhungry im DAMN FREAKING HUNGRY ! DAMN FUCKING HUNGRY ! I CAN EAT A COW ! no .. there is a dog beside me .. & she let me eat her hand , but pity , i this mother hen don't eat dog's meat .. haiz .. suddenly thinking of soups .. & seriously , im like paying money to post so long .. cool right ? im hungry .. hungry as in
h.u.n.g.r.y !!!
grrr . haiz .. hungry i can hear my stomach crying .. hungry .. oyah .. eeee , pple scolding jb =.= as if they got =.= wish to go there call them show me =.= but im good ~ ogosh ! im craping to myself in my blog .. haiz .. suddenly rmb edison chan =.= & it is all because of those bunch of swearing guys .. =.= jibai .. ?? xiao ji bye bye =.- i still lanjiao ah .. lan diao de jiao jiao !! all seems to be so bad to guys sia ! omg .. laughing to myself .. im hungry till sot .. & da dog meat staring at my com .. omg ! those guys laugh till so scary !! & da owner so handsome ! i love his hair .. cool haiz .. ht ! ur junior bully me ! she donwan let me eat .. seriously , will da chair fall off ? ,i hate da keyboard 45vr better cxc,. worst =.=
wed was ben birthday .. went amk hub with them after taking oral .. hang ard there awhile then home .. had oral which was quite easy I guess .. maybe not really easy la .. but i like the question cause I throw a great surprise bomb to the teachers I guess .. keke asked adele to msg him to remind him about oral stuff but she never help me msg =.= nvm .. is he want to make the situation end up like that . I wanted to remind him but since ht never help me , it means that even she thinks that im not wrong . tsk . i don even noe what had i done lor ! if you had never trust me before , why msg me all those stuffs ?! nvm =.= d&t .. haiz ..
date:Wednesday, July 8, 2009
time:9:34 AM
damn .. why isit like so damn freaking hard to just find out about the new freaking timetable ! & there is no one online alive for me to ask =.= & ros don't know about the timetable . & sya never reply me . grr !
Where the spoony hell is the new timetable ! GRR ! happy birthday ben ! today's breakfast .. Coke , siew mai & cha shao pau .. pathetic
date:Tuesday, July 7, 2009
time:5:25 AM
cake that mum bought
cake that xiao di , adele & kenneth bought
date:
time:5:15 AM
It was you who wanted to end our ship . It was you .. I really did try my best & I don't even know what's the fucking mistake did I made . Never mind . A relationship that can end so fast despite going towards 1 year , is a relationship that is so weak . I tried my best & I believe you yet this is what you tell me .
omg .. im crying ~ really .. im so so so touch .. seriously .. really .. I don't mind not having any cake or present or anyone to celebrate with me .. But I really hope people will remember my birthday & wishes me .. & really , they did . Firstly was Chin Siang who wish me like before 12am .. Very before ..
Then EXACTLY at 12.00 was Rosliana !
Second which came after first was Syarafa ! And I am so happy that the both of them wishes me . really . *still crying*
After that was mum !
Then Duan Ming !
Then Yu Jun ! & he gave me a 'cake' from the computer !
Then it was thatguy whom I still don't know the name !
Then even Sherlyn wishes me ! OMG , I am so happy !
Then was Adele who wishes me on phone AFTER she forget to wish me at the 1st call .. ahahas ! Then Darren !
Omg ~ I am really crying crying .. But pity was that no one is at home now .. ^^
date:
time:12:03 AM
happy birthday to myself !! miaow ~!!
sya & ros comin soon ~!!
FINALLY I CAN WATCH NC16 PROUDLY WITHOUT GETTING CAUGHT ! MIAOW ~!!!
date:Saturday, July 4, 2009
time:1:21 PM
this is so damn weird .. seriously why sg don have this kinda ad ?
date:
time:1:15 AM
im hot , hungry & typing in the dark with some stupid people disturbing me in MSN ..
hmm .. I want to work la ~ really nah ~ im so hot nah ~!! but the most important is .. im HUNGRY u noe ?! hungry as in
H . U . N . G . R . Y
called chin siang but he is not at home .. wanted to ask him some IMPORTANT stuff ..
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